A small explanation...

Okay, someone left a comment asking for clarification on my last post, so here it is. In the cold light of day, I want this to continue, when I am hard and close I want to cum. That's the conflict. If Mistress R asked me if I want to cum right now I would say no, if she played with my cock for ten minutes and then asked me, well, it would most likely be a different answer...