Yesterday we had our first Femdom session in nearly four months and it was FANTASTIC, and as usual as soon as it was over Mistress and I were both saying ‘that was amazing – how did we let it go so long without doing it’… so we’ve agreed to trying to squeeze another one in before the end of the year (albeit once Christmas starts it really depends on how many mince pies get eaten, so we’ll see).
This morning I went to update my stats page and realised that apart from two orgasms close together in October I hadn’t had a proper orgasm since our last Femdom session at the end of August.
So on the 28th of August I was allowed to jerk off on Mistress’s beautiful feet and lick them clean.
Then on the 2nd of September I had an accidental ruined orgasm while Mistress was teasing me.
Then on 27th of September Mistress gave me a deliberately ruined orgasm.
Then came two proper orgasms, first on the 8th of October Mistress rode me and allowed me to cum inside her, before sitting on my face and letting me lick her clean.
On the 8th of November Mistress ruined me again and then on the last day of that month she teased me just a little bit too hard and again I ruined accidentally.
Actually it’s perhaps not that unusual, but it means I went 41 days, then 10 days and now 61 days and counting… sure there were four ruins in there as well, but contrast the difference to the first five months of this chastity year where I had one ruined and one proper orgasm each month.
What’s more my current ration to Mistress is 11.7/1, which is good to see. Obviously when I cum next that will drop, but I think it’s looking good for at least 10/1 again over the year.
Anyway, enough about the statistics… let’s talk about the session.
So after such a gap, I always find it rather stressful approaching a session. It’s silly, but it just seems somewhat daunting, I don’t really know why… perhaps because it’s always so good that the fear of a ‘bad’ session looms when you haven’t done it for so long. The thing is I don’t think we’ve ever had a ‘bad’ session, and we’ve said before there’s been many a time that we’ve not felt particularly into it or we’ve felt a bit ill, but within a couple of minutes of starting the adrenaline kicks in and you forget all about it.
So as usual I started the session on my knees with my wrist and ankle cuffs on and this time a blindfold as well. Also Mistress had instructed me to wear the Oxballs Cocksling, something I haven’t used since our Femdom session in April, and I allowed plenty of time to get it on – actually it went on first time and so I took it off again and waited a few minutes to put it back on (the Oxballs is awesome, but it’s very snug and sometimes it can start to sting after a long period of wear so starting the session with five minutes of wear is not the smart choice!).
Obviously, having gone nearly four months without a session it was clear that there was going to be some punishment due, and Mistress duly dispensed some stinging blows with the whip and then the paddle. I am such a wuss when it comes to spanking, it’s really rather embarrassing! I bet Mistress isn’t even really hitting that hard but it stings like a bastard for a second or two, God only knows how the caning brigade can stand it, cos I know I couldn’t.
Punishment over (for the moment at least) Mistress moved onto the bed and grabbed her glass dildo from the bedside table. I’m sure the whipping and paddling had already started working it’s magic on Mistress’s pussy and I soon found the glass cock in my mouth so that I could get it wet for her.
I was ordered to worship her gorgeous feet and all the time I was trying to concentrate on that she gave me a running commentary on what she was doing up above me. With the Cocksling on I was kind of semi hard, but then Mistress started pushing my buttons with some ‘cuckold’ talk, telling me how much she’d love to have another cock to play with while I worshiped her feet on my knees. It was pretty incredible, I guess within a few seconds my cock went from ‘semi-interested’ to ‘fuck me this cocksling is tight!‘.
My cock was literally throbbing and it hadn’t even been touched… and it felt AMAZING!
As a couple who are dead against involving a third party, it was still incredibly hot to hear her say those things and I hope she realises how much I liked it and the remarkable effect it had on my cock!
After allowing me to taste her gorgeous pussy from the dildo (‘that’s it suck that cock clean for me’) Mistress eventually got off the bed and gave my throbbing cock a quick stroke, before helping me on to the bed. She told me to get on all fours and then it was time for more paddling. It started okay, but quickly started to sting, Mistress stroked my cock a few times between hits and… it’s funny, I always remember when I think about this – being in the shop saying I wanted to get this paddle and her saying ‘Are you sure, it’s going to hurt?’… still it’s worth it when I know how wet it makes her using it on me.
Once the paddling had stopped Mistress tied me down on my back and then stood over me, she had me beg her to remove the blindfold and I was greeted with the sight of her standing over me in her cupless PVC top and skirt. She looked incredible, I’ve always been more of an ass-man than a tit-man, and I still am, but damn Mistress’s tits are fucking stunning!
Now I was made to suck her ‘cock’ once again before she lifted her skirt to reveal those crotchless panties that push her pussy lips forward – fuck me they are amazing – and allowed me to watch as she slid it into her wet pussy. Before long she had dispensed with the dildo and I got to taste just how wet she really was, and utterly delicious too!
Mistress spent the next little while standing over me and teasing me with the sight of her sexy ass, while she stroked my cock and used the little cock whip on my cock and balls. That was pretty stingy too, it’s a lot more intense when your balls are pulled tight, but I managed not to wuss out completely.
Then she knelt down beside me and told me to watch her as she bent forward and took my straining cock into her mouth. She looked so incredible, I have missed seeing my gorgeous wife in Mistress mode so much…
She asked me if I wanted to cum, or if I wanted to keep going… she said she might ask me later, but even if she did it would still be her decision. I was so torn, indeed this is why it’s better to not have the choice, do you take the easy route and then regret it, or do you take the harder route, knowing that overall the reward will be worth giving up that momentary spike of pleasure for…. so tough!
Mistress then declared that it was time I had something in my ass and grabbed my new (larger) glass dildo. I was a bit hesitant since I hadn’t had anything in my ass since August, but despite a little resistance at first, once the head was in it slid in relatively easily and felt really nice… it stays in as well, which the other one never did.
Then Mistress clipped pegs onto my nipples and left me alone for a few minutes. This is usually when I lose my hard-on and the Oxballs starts to sting, but though I did go a little soft, it still seemed ‘there’ and the Oxballs didn’t sting at all.
I was happy to take it off though, when Mistress came back. Though not before she’d taken the pegs off my nipples and untied me. It’s so twisted, but I just love the smile on Mistress’s face when she pulls those pegs off, she fucking
loves it when I wince in pain!
Now it was time to worship Mistress’s gorgeous pussy properly and this time she kept the crotchless panties on. They look incredible and Mistress was so wet and slippery I’m sure I could have just slide my fingers inside her right away, but I love it so much and I always love to kiss around her thighs first and make it last…
Mistress seemed super turned on and (I could be way off) but it felt to me like I could make her cum really quickly if I wanted to, so I tried to hold back a little and make it last. A couple of times I thought she was getting too close and changed up what I was doing a bit and I managed to spin it out a little, but it was still relatively quick. When Mistress finally came I had one finger teasing her ass, one gently rubbing the inner front wall of her pussy and my tongue on her clit and she came
HARD. It was incredible for both of us… when you are denied like I am, your partner’s orgasms are everything and this made me so happy, to feel her cumming so hard, so long and so intensely… you can’t beat it.
Once Mistress had recovered she had me lie down again and started stroking my cock while I gazed up once again at her gorgeous pussy and ass. She had me beg to worship her ass and as I probed her hole with my tongue she stroked me hard. Usually this can be challenging, especially if I’ve been denied a long while but today I seemed to be able to stay away from the edge relatively easily, which meant that I got to worship Mistress’s ass five times before she finally managed to edge me (largely because she started slapping my balls while she was stroking me, that always does it!).
While she was teasing me inbetween asslickings, she asked me if I’d thought about her earlier question. I said that I couldn’t decide between the two, well… actually I said I wanted both – which is much the same thing, but technically different I guess! I must admit, I really, really wanted to cum… but at the same time, I really didn’t want to have to go back to day one again. Day one sucks!
In the event Mistress decided that she wasn’t going to let me cum and after one last ball slap she told me the session was over.
Well, what can I say. It was awesome! I just can’t believe we let it slide for so long… I just hope we manage to fit one more in before the end of the year, eight would be a respectable number for a year.. but we’ve already improved on last year when we only managed six, so that’s a positive step in the right direction.
Just a quick update on my latest Milovana webtease ‘House of Edging: Amber Sym’, so far it’s been viewed 11,500 times and has a score of 4.3/5.0 so should be in the running for December’s ‘Tease of the Month’. Presumably sometime around February as they’ve just launched October’s poll… I didn’t do one for October, but ‘House of Edging: Stella Cox’ should be in the running for the November one.
I’ve had plenty of positive feedback in the Milovana forum from people who appreciate the hard work that goes into these things. I can’t see me doing another one for a little while, but then I didn’t anticipate doing this one quite so soon after the last one.
I have a couple of ideas for the next one, but they are going to be quite complicated to work out, so I don’t really know if they will come to fruition, or if they do if they are a step too far?
Anyway, we’ll see…
It’s getting to that time of year again where people start thinking about their goals for next year. Last year I said I wanted to write at least four stories, and I smashed that with ease. In the end I wrote nine stories… albeit in the space of about 4.5 months over the summer. So I don’t think it’s too OTT to plan to do at least six this coming year, but hopefully a lot more. I think as it shows, once you get on a roll it’s easy to keep going, it’s getting started that’s the problem.
I also want to spend some time next year writing music, as I haven’t written anything for four years. And I haven’t written anything good for nearly 6 years, more to the point!
I guess I will take a moment and make some more concrete plans before the end of the year. I keep looking at self publishing, because I would really love to have a physical printed copy of my stories on my bookshelf (actually I think it would need to be more than one book now) but every time I start looking into it it just seems such hard work.
I’m sure it’s not that difficult, I think the first thing to do would be to get all my stories proof read again and all lined up on one Word doc ready to go and then look further into it. It would be a print on demand kind of book, as I’m not sure how many people would be interested in buying a book, especially when the stories are available here and on Literotica for free. Maybe I should include one or two new stories as a thank you to people who decided to buy the book? Let me know what you think…
