Saturday, 29 December 2012

What is normal...

Last night Mistress R and I went out for a drink, during the evening Mistress asked how many orgasms she was up to this month and was rather surprised when I told her it was still only eight. We had aimed to beat last December's record month (12) or at least equal it, but it just hasn't happened. Yesterday MR finally hit the big 200, a milestone I was fully expecting her to reach in the first or second week of the month, and that was a really nice one (and one which was followed by some top drawer teasing for me too I might add).
During the evening I asked Mistress if she was still happy to be in charge, to which she replied "Yes, but it doesn't seem as...." she paused for a short while, and then said... "It just seems normal now, doesn't it?"
She asked if I was still happy with being controlled, which I assured her I am, although it is almost weird that this is normality now, and I don't spend nearly as much time thinking about it as I used to. I guess that's inevitable, if you do anything enough it becomes normal to you, though someone else would think it was out of the ordinary or strange.
I must admit I am kinda hoping that Mistress R does become a little meaner with my orgasms in the New Year. As much as I do love coming, I still mostly prefer that unfinished ache which leaves me wanting her so badly. I also hope that in the coming year Mistress will enjoy my tongue even more often and on more consecutive nights, I don't even mind if she just has me make her cum before she goes to sleep. She doesn't even have to tease me every single time if she doesn't want to (though I won't complain if she does!), just being allowed to lick her beautiful pussy will make my cock throb anyway...
If I have a New Years resolution it will be to help Mistress R cum more often, to help her become more aware of how hot and sexy she is and how she can use her body to make me ache for her, and perhaps to reassure her that withholding my release only makes me want her more.

Friday, 28 December 2012

200 at last...

Yes indeed, Mistress R has finally hit the 200 orgasms mark (since April 2011). This rather neatly (if we ignore the fact that Mistress (or I - rather unlikely it must be said) could cum again before the end of the month) means that in the twenty months since we started, Mistress has cum ten times a month while I have cum twice a month on average... which means that once again we are back to the 5:1 ratio!
We've decided to have our Femdom session the first Sunday of the New Year, since neither of us are really up for it at the moment.

Wednesday, 26 December 2012

Temporary festive header...

Happy Boxing Day, I thought I'd add a little Christmas sparkle to my header for the rest of the holidays.
As you can see, Mistress R is still teetering on the brink of the big 200, hopefully she will make it before the end of the week... is it really only three days since I came. Wow. It feels a LOT longer than that already!

Monday, 24 December 2012

On hitting forty (again)...

As some of you may know, tomorrow was scheduled for the Femdom session we should have had two weeks ago... but since I wasn't feeling well and then Mistress R wasn't feeling well and now I'm not feeling well and Mistress R has started snuffling again, it's been further delayed until after Christmas. The thing is, we both agree that if we aren't 100% up for it, it's better to wait, and that has worked well since we've never had a bad one yet.
So anyway, as you will see from the counter on the right hand side of my blog, Mistress R is getting ever closer to the 200 orgasms mark that I thought she would hit in early December. And I thought that she would easily hit that before I hit 40, thus maintaining the 5:1 ratio we have had for some time now.
But no, last night after I licked Mistress to orgasm number 198, she got me hard and then mounted me. Oh it felt so good, and she looked stunning without that damned bra getting in the way of her gorgeous breasts.
At this point I hadn't cum for twelve days, but I felt good (apart from the cold of course) and began thrusting up to meet Mistress's rhythm, only stopping when I realised how close to the edge I was getting. Mistress was tormenting me with her body and we both knew it. I told her how much I love the way she uses her body to make me suffer, that made her smile, and she reached back and clawed and  slapped my balls a few times as she continued to ride my cock...
Meanwhile I was torn between closing my eyes to try and stop looking at her gorgeous body (to keep myself from going over the edge) and wanting to drink every detail of her awesomeness in. No really, you shouldn't feel sorry for me, I love it (hahahaha).
It seemed to go on longer than I would have believed possible, with me on the edge the whole time, but finally Mistress R gave the word and I began to meet her thrusts again, emptying twelve days of cum into her beautiful pussy.
Mistress has been extremely generous this month, this being the second time in five months that I've been allowed to cum three times in a month, usually it's been two's with the occasional one and zero. I presume that will be it now until next year, since I haven't cum four times in a month since April 2011 (our very first month of chastity).
A while back I said I wasn't craving chastity anymore since I have it all the time and so I naturally crave orgasms instead, but then I'm still a little torn. As lovely as it was to cum inside Mistress R last night there's part of me that wishes she had stopped and left me hard and aching.
A long time ago I pondered on the number of orgasms Mistress R would allow me in our second year of chastity vs the first, currently I have been allowed to cum seventeen times, which is (believe it or not) exactly the same position I was in last year on this particular date! How weird is that? Everybody thought it would be less or much less in the poll I ran, including me! On the upside, despite November's dreadful total and this month's less than hoped for performance Mistress R is still six up on last year, and for that I am extremely happy.
Which is not to say that I am unhappy about my own 'score', how ridiculous it would be to be 'unhappy' about being allowed to cum! But then this lifestyle is a bit like that isn't it? Full of contradictions that most other men and women would find impossible to understand...
Still, I'm sure there will come a time when Mistress R decides to beat my forty two day record (set between April and June 2011), and... actually, that's kind of surprising isn't it. Even though that record was set in this 'Orgasmic Financial Year' I've still ended up on seventeen again! Methinks Mistress R has been a little too generous these past few months...
Still, the numbers don't tell the whole story, the important thing is that I get to cum when Mistress R chooses it to happen, and if it makes Mistress R happy to have me cum then that's all that matters. The last thing I want is for her to be riding my cock and wanting me to shoot inside her and then stopping because she doesn't want to mess up the batting average. That's not what I signed up for, I want her to stop because she wants to leave me aching and desperate and overcome with need for her gorgeous body, I'm sure you dear readers would agree... wouldn't you?

A whore in need...

Over at Miss Christina's excellent Creative Evil Pixie Blog, whore jay is in a bit of a pickle. I don't know exactly what he's done, but Miss C has taken exception to something and locked his cock up in a CB chastity device. She is expecting something special from him to earn release, can any of you guys suggest something above and beyond to help a whore in need?

Sunday, 23 December 2012

Not as I'd hoped...

Well, December's not really turning out like I had hoped, to be honest. Last December was a record month for Mistress R's orgasms, and so I was hoping that this year we could match or even beat that. Sadly, this has not happened. And now, once again I have got a horrible cold and feel like crap. Our Femdom session was planned for tomorrow but I really can't see that happening, Christmas day and Boxing Day we are out and the day after that we will probably be exhausted (and Mistress R will be hungover I expect). So realistically we are looking at the 28th at the earliest for that, and maybe a hit rate of 8, maybe 9 orgasms for Mistress R this month if we are lucky.
Not what I had hoped for at all. I thought Mistress R would have hit the 200 mark in the first ten days of December, not post Christmas! The way things are going I'm not even 100% it's going to be this year!
I guess we just have to take it on the chin and hope for a better January, and maybe then I will have a bit more to write about.

Tuesday, 18 December 2012

Coming up on 200...

Mmm, back to normal tonight, a lovely orgasm for Mistress R and some wonderful teasing for me. My cock was so hard it almost hurt. But it's a nice hurt! It really was unbelievably hard though. :)
We're getting close to Mistress R's 200th orgasm, I was kind of expecting this to happen probably last week, but over the last month or so things have been kind of slow. I was hoping it wouldn't coincide with Christmas, but it looks like it will after all... ah well, it's not the end of the world.
I'm wondering if I will be allowed to cum again this year, I hope not, or if I am I certainly hope it isn't before Mistress hits her 200 (I want to maintain the 5:1 ratio). Still, I guess it's not my decision, and hasn't been for a long time now, so I'll just have to accept what Mistress R decides for me.

Monday, 17 December 2012

Another hot late night...

A very hot Saturday night for Mistress R and I... we were out with friends for dinner and arrived home in the early hours of the morning. I went straight to bed and Mistress R followed a little while later, she snuggled up to me and started rubbing herself against me and then reaching down and stroking my cock. I don't think I've ever seen her so horny... but she didn't want me to touch her pussy because she was on her period.
Very unusually, she started teasing me about how much I wanted to touch and lick her ass... which I always want to do. This went on for some time until she begged me to touch her asshole, I was a bit tentative, because Mistress is usually not so keen and I know she mostly allows me to lick her ass for my pleasure more than hers, but in this instance she was really into it and I teased her ass with my finger for several minutes, occasionally licking it to lubricate it before sliding it between her asscheeks again.
Mistress was so horny I actually began to wonder if she wanted me to really push it deep, or even if she wanted my cock in her ass instead!
Sadly, Mistress R slowly grew quieter and quieter and then I realised that she had fallen asleep... the wine had finally taken it's toll. Ah well, it was fun while it lasted and it was gone 3am... and my cock was starting to flag anyway.

Sorry for the disruption to the blog folks, probably being over cautious (and probably a bit of a waste of time anyway) I must remember to only use my blog email address for blog business in future!

Tuesday, 11 December 2012

Lucky lucky me...

The last few days Mistress R has been experiencing the horrible cold that I've just about gotten rid of, so our Femdom session went by the by, and actually nothing has really happened since late last week. When I got home tonight Mistress R said that we should go to bed this evening because she thinks her period is getting close and she didn't want to miss out!
Well, I was only too happy to go along with that and so around 8pm we climbed into our rather chilly bed and cuddled up. We kissed a little and then I started stroking Mistress's silky smooth thighs before licking my fingers and starting to massage her beautiful pussy. After a little while she reached down and grabbed hold of my rock hard cock, pumping it as I felt her getting wetter and wetter.
Mistress told me to lick my fingers again, which I gladly did, and made me start to suspect that just maybe she was going to let me inside her. I worked a finger inside her, gently stretching her pussy a little as she continued stroking my cock... but I still wasn't sure, until she opened her legs wider and indicated to me to move between them.
Mistress grasped my cock and pushed it towards her waiting pussy, I was more than eager to oblige and within seconds I was deep inside her. Almost immediately Mistress told me to fuck her and that she wanted to feel me cum inside her. After a few thrusts I lifted her legs up over my shoulders and fucked her hard until I erupted inside her. After my last kinda weird 'Night Nurse' affected orgasm ten days ago, this felt nothing short of fantastic and it felt like I pumped so much cum inside her.
Shortly after I moved down between her legs and started to kiss and lick around her pussy, Mistress tasted wonderful and I slowly worked my fingers back inside her gorgeous pussy again and fifteen minutes or so later I felt Mistress muscles start to tighten and hardened my tongue slightly to tease her over the brink. Mistress came pretty hard and I licked my cum covered fingers clean.

A post on Q&k's blog gave me an idea for a short story yesterday, hopefully I will find time to write it sometime this side of Christmas.

Sunday, 9 December 2012

Very late last night...

I went to bed late last night, about 1am... it took me a little while to get to sleep and I'm not sure how long I was asleep before Mistress R came to bed. But I do remember her reaching down and stroking my cock until it was rock hard and then turning over. Horny as hell I moved behind her into a spoon and Mistress R took great delight grinding her ass against my cock until I was as frustrated as hell!
Thankfully I was so tired that I managed to get back to sleep otherwise.....!

Friday, 7 December 2012

Stop it!

A curious thing happened last night, which hasn't happened before... after going down on Mistress R and making her cum, she got me hard and then mounted me. Despite having just cum she was still extremely tight and I struggled not to cum inside her without permission, eventually I managed to keep myself under control (though only just it must be said) and Mistress ground herself against me. It was a little bit frustrating actually since it was more of a grinding motion than an in-and-out motion (for want of a better description) and I eventually started trying to initiate more of an in-and-out motion myself.
After a short while Mistress R simply said 'Stop it!'. It rather caught me by surprise a) that she said it, and b) the way she said it.
In truth Mistress R isn't prone to overly dominant behaviour outside our sessions, and this was a welcome development I thought... and quite significant really, because though she demonstrates her dominance by slapping my cock and balls etc, that's something she knows I love and want, whereas displaying verbal dominance is always a little harder I'm sure, especially the way it was phrased.
It was frustrating being told not to move the way I was when I was trying to make it better (I thought for both of us, but on reflection I'm pretty sure she was enjoying it the way she was making it happen...), but then I could tell that Mistress R was very satisfied with the desperation I was showing when she climbed off and I begged her to touch my cock for just a little longer (which she did, briefly).
Slowly but surely we are still progressing I think...

Tuesday, 4 December 2012

Up and running...

Despite the fact that I still have my cold (and that Mistress R is just starting to get one) after last month's slightly disappointing tally of orgasms, Mistress R and I are determined that this month we shall try to at least equal last December's record of twelve. How many orgasms I have this month is of no consequence of course, that will be up to Mistress R to decide, and if I do not cum again until next year I shall be quite happy (I've already been allowed to cum this month, kind of... after all).
So far Mistress has had two orgasms, the second about an hour ago... I also was treated to some very nice teasing and stroking and I am very pleased to report that despite my illness my cock was back to being absolutely rock hard, granitesque even!
Nothing puts a smile on my face like a rock hard cock and a satisfied Mistress. Mmmmmmmmmm. So good. Potentially we are planning our next Femdom session on Sunday, but I guess we'll have to see how it goes, Mistress R could well be drowning in tissues by then.... and I could be dosed up on Night Nurse again, though I really hope not.
Only three weeks to Christmas now, it seems to have suddenly lurched nearer, I guess that's what happens when you turn the calendar over to December. Fortunately for me I have 95% of my shopping done already, and wrapped too as it happens! I've always been keen to do my Christmas shopping in November and last year I was a bit slow and really wished I'd got it done, so I'm pretty chuffed that I'm so far ahead of the game.
Well, I'm off to watch Tool Academy (UK) now... previously I thought it was really poor but series three seems to be a lot more entertaining.

Sunday, 2 December 2012

Sex on drugs...

Well, I say drugs.... I mean Night Nurse. I don't know if you can get Night Nurse outside the UK or not, so I shall explain. Basically Night Nurse is a cold remedy that I never take because for some reason it completely wipes me out. I remember taking it once, years ago and then having to drive to work the next morning and vowed never again, I might as well have been drunk.
Anyway, so yesterday I made the decision to buy some in an attempt to get rid of this cold, knowing that I didn't have to go anywhere on Sunday so even though it would leave me very drowsy at least it would be safe.
So I took them last night and went to bed around 11:30. About an hour later I was having a dream that Mistress R was stroking my cock and bringing me closer and closer to the edge... as I got close to the edge I realised it might not be a dream, but I was so stoned on Night Nurse I wasn't entirely sure.
I guess I could have used that as an excuse for coming without permission, but I didn't, I told Mistress R I was getting close and she asked me if I wanted to cum, I said 'only if she wanted me to'. Mistress bent her head down and started sucking my cock and I thought she was going to swallow my cum, but then she took her ahead away and said that I could cum.
It was weird.... I kept feeling like I was getting closer and closer to cumming, but needing a little more stimulation. After a while Mistress R stopped stroking but I still felt like I was teetering on the edge, but there was cum all over both of us and she told me it had gone everywhere!
Is Night Nurse actually some kind of ruined orgasm superdrug? It certainly appears to be for me. 
Afterwards we spooned and I eventually woke up around 10:15am. I dozed for a further three hours before actually getting up, I can't even remember the last time I wasn't up before noon. I still feel crap, but better than yesterday and hopefully if I get a good night's sleep tonight tonight I will be better tomorrow.
Right now I am about to go upstairs and give Mistress R her long awaited 193rd orgasm, I can't wait any longer, and I'm not THAT ill.