Tuesday, 31 December 2013

Happy New Year...

I would like to wish all of my readers a Happy New Year, I will try my best to get the blog back on track and will hopefully have something new to write about soon... like maybe the vibrating butt plug that arrived this morning!


Seems there is a new aggregate site from the makers of Keyheld, my blog isn't on it, but maybe it doesn't suit the criteria... fair enough. It's still probably of interest to most all of you since it promotes FLR's and Femdom sites. Visit She-held HERE

Saturday, 28 December 2013

Tuesday, 24 December 2013

A pre-Christmas present...

Traditionally my work closes early on Christmas Eve, so I was home by midday today. Mistress and I took the opportunity for some bed-time, since tomorrow we will be seeing relatives and by the time we get home we shall most likely be very tired and very full!
Mistress had a really wonderful orgasm on my tongue and then she started stroking my cock until it was rock hard. As she sucked and stroked my cock I used my fingers to gently tease her asshole. After giving my cock a few slaps she straddled me and impaled herself on my throbbing cockmeat.
I'd been pretty close to cumming when she was stroking me to tell the truth, but I somehow managed to control myself as she started to ride me. The way she was riding my cock I kind of suspected she was going to let me cum, but of course I couldn't be sure until she told me. She was really pounding down on me and it felt really intense as she milked my cock dry.
Afterwards she lifted herself off me, moved up the bed and straddled my face so that I could lick my cum out of her stretched pussy. It was superhot! As early Christmas presents go you can't really get much better than that, can you?

Oh yes, I lost another pound on Monday (making me 217 pounds), so I get to choose another reward! Can't see me losing any weight next week though, but I don't want to put too much on either.

Sunday, 22 December 2013

Femdom Session 22nd December...

As I said, I'm not going to give a blow by blow of today's Femdom session, because there's already twenty or more posts which will give you the gist, and there wasn't anything dramatically different in today's session which merits an in depth review.
That said, it was jolly good! Mistress didn't let me cum, but she did let me lick her ass and my cock was rock hard for a lot of the session. I had the glass butt plug in my ass twice (actually the second time I asked for it...) and I would have loved for Mistress to have fucked me with her RodeoH strap on, I think that will have to be on my reward list for next time I lose some weight... perhaps Mistress can combine it with my last reward which I haven't had yet.
We both noticed a difference since the last session, in that I felt and looked a fair bit slimmer. I have lost six pounds since the last session after all... I am getting weighed tomorrow night, last week I stayed the same, this week I am hopeful of losing something. My next weigh in will be next Monday... that's going to be a tough one for sure!
Most importantly, Mistress had a really good orgasm and we are feeling very close and content right now.

Saturday, 21 December 2013

Now I have an answer at least...

I have discussed things with my Mistress and she does not want to change anything, she says she is perfectly happy the way things are, she just decided that she wanted me to fuck her so that's what she did! Which is what I said right at the start, she can decide whatever she wants, whatever pleases her... so this is perhaps a step further in the right direction.
Our Femdom session is scheduled for tomorrow, if anything unusual happens I will post about it.

Friday, 13 December 2013

What the hell just happened???

So, if ever there was something that would break my break from blogging, I guess this would have to be pretty dramatic, and so it transpired... I went to bed about an hour and a half ago, Mistress followed about 1AM. As soon as she got into bed she went straight for my cock, I didn't know what the hell was happening and I reached down to touch her pussy and found she was soaking wet.
"I want you to forget about being in chastity," she said. "I want you to fuck me."
My cock was rock hard now and Mistress was pulling me on top of her, I was a little confused, not to mention half asleep... was I supposed to tell her when I got close or what? I slid easily inside her and Mistress groaned as my cock filled her up, it felt fucking incredible to feel that again, it's been a long, long time since I got to fuck my Mistress in the early hours of the morning.
"You have permission to cum, just fuck me and fill me up with your cum."
Oh......kay! At least now we were clear what was happening here.
Well, considering I hadn't come for a couple of weeks I managed to last a few minutes before erupting inside Mistress's beautiful pussy, it felt slightly surreal after, well, it must be getting on for three years...!
The strange thing is I have been thinking lately about whether we need a break from this chastity game, I mean we've been sticking to this rigidly for over 30 months now... which is a long time. A lot of people only do this for shorter periods after all, and I was beginning to wonder if it was becoming a rut in itself?
I guess that's something Mistress and I will need to discuss to tomorrow, because right now I'm not sure what's going to happen. Maybe Mistress has just taken another step in taking control, deciding that the 'rules' are hers to break as and when she wants to. Or maybe this will be the start of a new chapter altogether? I really don't know...

Saturday, 7 December 2013


I guess (I hope...) some of you will have noticed that I am posting less and less frequently of late. The thing is, things have been pretty static for quite a while now and while I am very happy with Mistress R and I's arrangement, it doesn't really inspire a lot of posting. I'm sure you are as bored of reading the same things over and over as I am becoming writing about them. So I'm giving myself a blogging holiday. I don't know if it will be a couple of weeks or a couple of months, but I will be back sooner or later, I just need a break.

Sunday, 1 December 2013

Why I am the slave...

As you may remember, on Tuesday I reached my second weight loss target: 2 Stone (28lbs). This entitled me to some treats from Mistress R, including a £50 shopping voucher and more importantly the opportunity to cum all over her sexy ass! When I got home from my slimming club and told Mistress R she asked me when I wanted my reward, which I wasn't really expecting because I don't get to decide when I can cum. I said that it's not for me to decide, and having just recently been allowed to cum (the 23rd of November) I wasn't expecting it to happen anytime soon.
This week has been a bit lacking in the sex department, I seem to have so much to do and seem so tired at the end of the day that we haven't added to Mistress's orgasm count since Monday night (which explains the rather dismal '9' for November, the worst since February!).
Yesterday we had to go Christmas shopping, which meant a visit to town. Mistress and I are of the opinion that if you're going shopping you get up early, you get there when the doors open and you get on with it, before all the dithering fuckwits arrive. And so that's exactly what we did. I didn't get everything, but I certainly broke the back of it and got the difficult stuff that can only be got in town.
We were both pretty beat when we got home, but later we made time for some fun and Mistress had her first orgasm for five days... and it was spectacular. When I looked up she was grinning from ear to ear. My face was covered in pussy juice and she reached down and used her finger to scoop it off my face and feed it to me. That was a nice touch, I love that she has come to believe me when I tell her how much I adore her taste.
Somehow, although it had been several days, I wasn't really expecting my reward yet, after all it had only been seven days since I had cum, so I was a little surprised when Mistress told me that she had decided to give me my reward. When she said it she was kneeling up beside me stroking my cock and it was only then that the practicalities of the situation became apparent.
Mistress seemed to think that I could 'fire' my cum up at her ass, but I was not convinced. Sometimes cum flies and hits your pillow, but mostly it really doesn't. I had always imagined standing or kneeling behind Mistress R, as if I had just pulled out from behind... but then it occurred to me that it could well just drip off her ass. In the end I asked Mistress to lay flat on her front and I kneeled behind her, between her legs. It didn't take very long at all and just as Mistress asked if I was getting close I spurted a load of cum between her cheeks. As I continued stroking I just kept cumming and cumming, it wasn't a particularly intense orgasm, but there was certainly a lot of cum.
Miraculously most of it had reached it's intended target and after only the briefest of pauses I lay down on the bed behind her and buried my face in her ass. How many times had I fantasised about licking my cum from between her cheeks? Thousands, probably. And now here I was, finally getting to lick her asshole clean. It was fucking HOT!
As I probed her ass with my tongue and started swallowing my cum, it seemed to be all I could taste and smell, my cum and Mistress's musky ass... it pushed me deep into sub-space. When I had finished cleaning her ass, Mistress turned over and lay in front of me for a short while, she looked so gorgeous with her legs open, displaying her beautiful pussy for me. I bent down and kissed her silky inner thighs, wondering when I might get the chance to worship her ass like that again.
Feeling so submissive at that moment it was wonderful the way Mistress showed her body off to me like that, as if showing me exactly why she has all the power and why I am the slave. She looked so stunningly beautiful right then... I could look at her for hours.