Teasing, Mistress Marie and the sad death of H.R.Giger...

Another lovely orgasm for Mistress R tonight, followed by some wonderful teasing for me, which again left me throbbing and eager for release, but to no avail of course... Mistress stroked me really fast a couple of times and I so wanted to cum, or for her to stroke me just over the edge, and it was so frustrating when she slowed down and then left my cock twitching in the air, gently trailing her fingertips up and down my aching cock. She also seems to be getting a lot more comfortable playing with my balls, which I really love. Indeed when she applies just the right stimulation to my balls it makes my cock really, really hard. I know Mistress has always been a bit worried about hurting me, but since she's got used to the idea of slapping my balls I guess this has helped her get used to the idea. :)

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It's Mistress Marie's birthday today, I'm sure you all visit her blog anyway, but if you don't then you can find it HERE. There you can see which special panties David has decided to wear for his Mistress today, and read the birthday message he left for her earlier today. It's a shame they couldn't spend her birthday together but I'm sure they will make up for it when they next get together! Why not pay Mistress Marie a visit and wish her Happy Birthday anyway, I'm sure she will appreciate it.

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I was rather shocked to hear of the sudden death of the amazing artist H.R.GIGER today. He is most well known for his contributions to the excellent 1979 Sci-fi/Horror film 'Alien', for which he designed the 'Alien' along with all the 'Alien' scenery.

Giger is second only to Salvador Dali in my estimation, and his (often fetishistic) art made a huge impression on me when I was a teenager, initially through 'Alien' and also the cover of Celtic Frost's 1985 album 'To Mega Therion'.

Among other things, Giger had a unique way of using genitalia in his artwork, and it gained him some notoriety when the US Punk band Dead Kennedy's included a poster of his painting 'Penis Landscape' in with their 'Frankenchrist' album. I believe there was even a court case which accused the Dead Kennedy's of distributing pornography to minors.

Admittedly Giger's artwork is not for everyone, indeed many find it repulsive in the extreme, which only made it more suitable for a film like Alien I suppose.

I only recently discovered there is a HR Giger museum in Gruyeres, which is south of Lake Zurich, Switzerland. This is rather annoying as I visited Zurich a few years ago and would loved to have seen it, especially as the museum also contains artworks by Salvador Dali.

Apparently Giger died as a result of injuries sustained from a fall down some stairs, he was 74.

Fuck yes!

Femdom Session 23rd March 2014...

If you would have asked me this morning if I wanted to cum during today's session, I probably would have said no. One day off four weeks I was really enjoying the ache and the feeling I was going to explode when I cuddled up to Mistress R in bed last night. But as we know, these things are not for me to decide and if I'd known how I was to be allowed to cum, and how spectacular it would be then I would have changed my mind for sure.
But first, of course, I had to admit to some lack of self-control during the last seven weeks (seven weeks!) and take my punishment for the same. Mistress gave me twelve very stingy lashes with the cat and then, stupidly, when she asked me if I still thought it was worth it... I said 'yes'. I mean I was already feeling submissive but that was just plain dumb! So then I had to endure a further (brief but incredibly stingy) paddling.
After this Mistress had me suck her glass dildo (although I couldn't see her because I was blindfolded) so that it was nice and wet for her pussy, and then she set me to work worshipping her beautiful feet while she teased herself with the dildo. It had been so long since I had been given the opportunity to worship her perfect feet that I was loving every second of it, and as I concentrated on that I could still hear Mistress concentrating on the feeling of her favourite glass cock stretching her pussy.
Mistress told me that she hopes our soon to come into force 'contract' will re-focus my mind on my responsibilities as per 'not touching her cock', and twice during the session commented that if it doesn't she will have to increase the severity of my punishment. I'm not quite sure I believe that she would 'whip my balls', but I loved to hear her say it whether or not there was any substance behind the threat.
With our new glass butt plug to try out, Mistress had me on the bed and pushed a small dildo into my ass to help prepare me, before having me turn over onto my back. Once restrained she mounted my face and had me lick her pussy, which was lovely of course. And then she started teasing me about how if I hadn't broken her rules I wouldn't be wearing a blindfold and would be able to see her ass that was right above my face...
This was the first time in ages that Mistress hadn't told me to wear some kind of cock ring during a session, and it seemed a bit weird to start with... not least because I am often quite nervous at the start of these sessions. Well nervous is probably not the correct word, apprehensive perhaps... and so despite the ball aching hard-ons I've been 'suffering' over the past week or so, my cock was a little bit more docile than it usually would be when assisted by the Oxballs or even a simple cock ring.
Mistress managed to get me hard though, and continued stroking, slapping and generally abusing my cock while she continued taunting me by pressing her ass into my face. Not that I'm complaining you understand!
Then she had me turn over and she removed the dildo and lubed up the new glass buttplug. I was quite shocked to notice this morning that it was actually bigger than it looked and was actually the same diameter as the black rubber one we've had for ages and hardly ever use cos it's a bit big! Indeed, I made sure to warn Mistress before the session that she needed to be careful, not least because glass may be nice and slippery but it also has no 'give'.
Mistress eased it in to start with and then pushed it in (perhaps still a bit fast if I'm honest) and it was a little painful for about a minute and then I got used to it. She had me turn back onto my back and soon had my cock nice and hard again. Then she finally removed my blindfold and continued to stand over me teasing me by pulling her ass cheeks apart and making me beg to worship her asshole. Then she pegged my nipples and left me along with the taste of her pussy fresh in my mouth (when I asked her to let me taste her before she left me alone she said no initially and then decided that I could, but only from her glass dildo).
When she came back she removed the butt plug, which was really comfortable by then actually, I would have been quite happy to leave it in a lot longer. Well I say she removed it, in fact I had to do it myself because when Mistress tried to do it her fingernails dug into me and just about caused me to jump off the bed. It fucking HURT! The thing with this new butt plug is that it has quite a small base and perhaps a narrower neck than the old rubber one, so it pulls up really tight between your cheeks. I must admit I found it a bit of a job to get hold of it myself, but with Mistress's 1/2" long fingernails it would have been pretty impossible. Still, that aside the butt-plug was a sterling success, albeit in future it's definitely going to have to be me that removes it (my arse is still a bit sore seven hours later!) and after that I knew that any chance of Mistress using the strap-on on me was a lost cause.
(It occurred to me later that, what if Mistress was single and had bought the butt plug for herself? How would she have ever have got it out? She'd probably have had to find some suitable gloves or ultimately I guess she would have had to cut her nails off to get hold of the thing.)
Thankfully, after this stressful moment I got to go down on Mistress's delicious pussy and brought her to another lovely orgasm, after which she stood on the bed in front of me and had me lick her clean of her juices, before turning my attention to the soaked PVC sheet.
Once again she secured me to the bed on my back and began stroking me once more. She seemed to be stroking me quite hard and after a bit of grovelling she allowed me to lick her ass and my cock grew really hard now. It seemed to me that she was trying to get me to the edge... perhaps she was intending to ruin my orgasm? But then she straddled me and rubbed my cock against her slit before sliding onto it and riding me for a few moments. Then it was back to hard stroking and when I told her I was getting close, she let go... only to start teasing my cock with gentle strokes which made me thing she was definitely trying to ruin me.
Then once I was away from the edge again she started stroking me fast and hard again and she told me to tell her when I was getting close. Ah-ha, I thought, so this is definitely leading to a ruined orgasm then! But no, as soon as I told her I was getting close she straddled me again and told me to cum inside her. I thrust up as hard as I could, pumping my cum into her soaking wet pussy and with perfect timing after maybe four or five huge spurts of cum had erupted from my cock she lifted off me and straddled my face. So even as my orgasm was trailing off I was swallowing a massive load of my cum from her dripping wet pussy, it was simply amazing!
As I said, if you'd asked me this morning if I wanted to cum, I would have said no. But if I'd known how incredibly hot and amazing it would prove to be, then it would have been a different story, because that really was an incredible orgasm and a perfect, horny as fuck cream pie to boot!
Looking back through my records, I can't find a single instance in the last three years where I've been allowed to cum inside my Mistress during a Femdom session, so this was indeed a very special treat for me.
After the session Mistress said she hadn't intended to let me cum, but she changed her mind. She said she felt she'd been a bit too mean to me in the session... (I can feel a comment from Mistress Marie coming here!) ...and perhaps the buttplug incident played a part too. I guess I should be disappointed, but when you have an orgasm like that (that you didn't even really want) it's kind of difficult to be disappointed.
I don't suppose I shall have another orgasm until April now, so it looks like my orgasm tally for this year will be 20 in total, which is two less than last year (although I have had six ruined ones this year on top of that). Despite today's mind-blowing orgasm and perfect cream pie, I can't help hoping that next year it's six real orgasms and at least twenty ruined ones, that would be awesome!

Femdom Session - 2nd February 2014...

Today's session got off to a slightly uncomfortable start as I had to confess to a couple of instances of illegal touching/, which I had indulged in earlier this week after Mistress had gotten up (she gets up about an hour before I do, but gets home 1.1/2-2 hours before I do too). As you can imagine, having gone four weeks without a truly satisfying orgasm (my last one was very much borderline ruined) in recent days my cock has been rock hard in the morning, leaking pre-cum and desperate for attention. Having not been sleeping well lately hasn't helped since when Mistress gets up I can't seem to get back to sleep and so of course I am ill prepared to fight the temptation to touch my cock.

Mistress decided to give me fifteen strokes of the cat, straight off the bat. That isn't too many more than normal, but for some reason they stung a lot more. Number five in particular stung as the whip found it's way between my legs and caught my balls a treat. I winced my way through my punishment (Mistress later asked if I was hamming it up, seriously!) and was rather relieved when it was over, though Mistress didn't seem to think she'd hit me any harder than usual... hmm.

Soon I had forgotten about the pain as the Oxballs Cocksling tightened around my swelling cock. Mistress had me worshipping her feet while she lay on the bed, clad in a PVC top and skirt with only straps around her gorgeous breasts (I love that top). I could hear her dildo inside her pussy making a gorgeous noise but concentrated on worshipping her beautiful feet until I was ordered to lick her glass dildo clean for her.

After I had worshipped her other foot equally well, she had me lick and suck her dildo a second time before ordering me on to the bed on my back. She tied me to the bed and quickly sank down onto my face. She tasted wonderful, but after a few seconds she stood up and started fucking herself again. Then she was back on my face again, ordering me to push my tongue inside her, which I tried to do but she kept grinding her clit against my tongue instead.

By now my cock was rock hard and I was hoping she would slid down onto it, but sadly not. Instead she grabbed my cock and started pumping it hard, her nails digging in as she explained that she thought my cock needed to be properly punished for my misdemeanours, little did I know how true that would be by the end of the session!

Mistress abused my cock for some time, digging her nails into it and also scraping them across my tightly constricted balls. The thing is the Oxballs holds you very tight so there is very little movement in the skin, I imagine it's a bit like being circumcised, I believe circumcised men need to use lube to masturbate. Well there wasn't any lube, and there was plenty of Mistress's very long nails. On the upside I think it's the lube that reacts with the Oxballs and causes the stinging, of which there was none this time, so.... swings and roundabouts.

Mistress now decided to blindfold me and then she told me it was time for me to have something up my ass. I was expecting the new butt plug, but when I felt the cold tip of the lube coated glass dildo I was quite happy, because it feels great. It feels even better when Mistress fucks me with it while stroking my cock and that's exactly what she did next.

I was really enjoying that part of the session and wished it could have continued on longer, but alas no. Soon I felt the new vibrating butt plug being pushed into my asshole, and after deciding on a setting and attaching a couple of clothes pegs to my nipples (stronger ones than last time, because they were pointless) she left me to stew for a while.

The right clothes peg hurt more than the left one, maybe it wasn't pushed on as far, but I could definitely feel them this time. The butt plug wasn't as strong as I expected, but the thing is the vibrations acted as a reminder that it was there. Often when Mistress leaves me tied up with a butt plug inside me I almost forget about it until she takes it out, no chance of that here. At least I didn't have to worry about it causing an unauthorised eruption!

When Mistress returned she removed the pegs without a second's warning (ouch!) and then the blindfold and then untied me and told me to remove the Oxballs. I moved out of the way and she lay down on the bed and spread her legs, exposing her delicious pussy to me as she stroked my cock with her toenails. Her skirt was gone but she was still wearing the PVC top, she always looks so gorgeous like that.

I bent and laid down between her silky smooth thighs and began eating her pussy, she tasted so good and after a while her muscles tightened and tightened until she finally bucked and came hard under my tongue. I love nothing more than feeling that and it was so hot to watch as she stood up on the bed with her juices literally running down the backs of her legs as she snapped her fingers and pointed to the beads that were down by her calves already.

I greedily lapped them up before turning my attention to the soaking wet PVC sheet. There was so much pussy juice, it was wonderful. As I lapped at the sheet Mistress reached under me and started pumping my cock again. Then she ordered me onto my back and tied me down once more before standing over me, teasing me with her pussy and ass. She lowered herself down onto me and stroked me cock as I begged to lick her asshole. She gave permission and she continued pumping my cock as I tongued her tight hole. She gave me a second chance to tongue her ass before telling me that she was going to allow me to cum today, providing I could cum before she counted to ten.

Strangely, although my cock was really hard I felt a long way from the edge, a really long way.... and frankly I was a little worried that I wouldn't be able to make it. Mistress was pumping my cock really hard and counting very slowly it seemed to me, she obviously wanted me to cum because each number came slower than the last one. Around about five I felt something click into place, but it wasn't until nine that I got to the edge and then erupted violently.

It was brutal, it just seemed to keep coming, like as if I'd cum once and then another one followed straight on, and all the while Mistress was pumping me so hard... it was as near as I've cum to post-orgasm torment, and being tied down all I could do was buck beneath her as she pumped out an unfeasibly large amount of cum which she then fed to me and I swallowed down. Afterwards my poor cock looked as if it had been thoroughly 'tenderized', with little nail marks all down the left side and the skin swollen and red. Not that I'm complaining you understand!

My first orgasm of 2014...

Thursday night was a good night around here, Mistress R got me rock hard by rubbing my cock against her pussy, before having me lay down between her legs to make her cum. You women don't realise how uncomfortable it is to lay on a rock hard cock... but it was so worth it, Mistress came really well and I felt really happy.
Afterwards she surprised me by whipping out the glass butt plug and reminding me that she owed me a treat. Soon I was rock hard again as she sucked and teased me, while slowly introducing the well lubed plug to my ass. It always feels a little uncomfortable to start with, but after a few minutes it felt amazing, especially when Mistress fucked my ass as she stroked and sucked my aching cock.
It's always the same with anal toys, at first they are uncomfortable and then just as you really start to enjoy the sensation your Mistress decides you've had enough. I begged for the plug to be put back in and Mistress allowed me another minute or two, it felt soooooo good. But all too soon Mistress pulled it out again, and left me with a good slap to the balls for good measure.
Afterwards Mistress and I discussed the frequency of her orgasms and how after two pretty low months (nine apiece in November and December) we could try and beat her record of fourteen in January. Well, we're off to a good start at least, today Mistress had her second orgasm of the year, and it was truly top drawer stuff. From where I was laying it was definitely one of the absolute best in recent memory and after she had recovered Mistress had me move up between her legs and she guided me inside her.
Damn that felt good. Being on top and inside my Mistress's beautiful, slippery pussy... not only that but I was totally in control of my trigger too! I fucked Mistress solidly for a while but just as I started to speed up Mistress stopped me and turned on to her side, I don't know why but the different angle suddenly made it more intense and I had to tell Mistress that I was getting close. At this point she hadn't let on as to whether she was allowing me to cum or not, I'm not even sure she had remembered that I needed to ask at this point actually... !
Mistress responded to my warning by grabbing the headboard with both hands and telling me to fuck her hard and fill her with cum, and that's exactly what I did. Afterwards I was waiting to see if she would tell me to clean her, half thinking about instigating myself but really wanting her to tell me to do it. Just as I was thinking it wasn't going to happen she grabbed my arm and pulled me down between her legs and I licked her clean. There wasn't a lot of cum to be honest (at least not where I could reach with my tongue) but Mistress seemed to be enjoying the attention on her clit anyway. Later she commented on how much cum was dripping out of her, I guess it had been eleven days...

Intense!!!

I don't often post videos on the main pages, there is after all a Video section... but this one is pretty exceptional and deserves a wider audience. What an intense handjob, and she's either a great actress or she was having a lot of fun mistreating that guy's cock! That guy's balls must be really loose, no way would mine stretch like that...well, not without a lot of warming up.

Everyone loves to see a guy getting kicked in the balls...

Lots of comments and emails about the video I posted on Sunday, thanks for that folks! It is mildly disturbing to find oneself aroused by such a video, but perhaps it is something that is seeded in one's youth... an early interaction with the more forceful (or dominant) members of the opposite sex might be getting kicked or kneed in the balls or seeing a classmate done likewise, maybe without even knowing it at the time this places a thought in our young heads that maybe not all girls are sweet and nice and maybe it's those girls we are most attracted too...
Most people commented that it was a shame the ball kicking in the video didn't last longer, which I agree is a pity... but on the other hand you have to wonder if the poor guy hadn't had enough? I think one of those would have been enough for me, and yet even knowing that I still find the video very hot. Her comedy breast implants almost ruined it mind you, but that aside she is quite attractive and obviously a body builder of some sort.
After the ball kicking I must admit I found the rest of the video a little dull, but judging by the reaction it's reassuring to know that I'm not the only one who found it an exciting watch!

Nice video...

Despite the horrible fake tits, there's something very hot about this video, or at least the first couple of minutes. I think it's the amusement on her face and nonchalant way she kicks him in the balls.

Parachutes away...

Last night I finally got to enjoy my parachute treat from last week, but not before I had eaten Mistress R's gorgeous pussy to another spectacular orgasm. It might have taken every last day of July to get there, but in the end we got her to double figures yet again. It's a shame we didn't manage to get up to the twelves and thirteens of the last few months, but given the circumstances I think we did pretty damn well.
I fitted the parachute and then fixed it to the end of the bed, before laying down and feeling the tug on my balls as the lace tightened, pulling the parachute and my balls away from my body. At first it can be a little uncomfortable, especially as my earlier erection had subsided, allowing loose skin to make it's way into the folded leather, but once hard these problems subside and it's very enjoyable if quite intense.
Mistress stroked and teased my cock nicely, occasionally reaching into the parachute to use her nails on my balls, that felt pretty amazing I can tell you. Then, after about ten minutes or so she decided to straddle me and slipped my cock inside her. It felt so good to be inside her AND to have the parachute pulling on my balls...I'd love to find out what it felt like to cum with my balls pulled like that, I bet it would be really intense. Any hopes of finding out and filling Mistress's divine pussy with cum were quickly dashed. I felt the parachute pull tighter and tighter and then felt my balls pull through the parachute, WTF!
I don't even know how it happened, I'm sure I've never used the parachute on the tighter setting before, maybe I've lost a lot of weight around my balls? Unfazed, Mistress continued riding my cock and took a more hands on approach to stimulating my balls.
Eventually she climbed off and gave me some more fast strokes, which really, really, really made me want to cum... but every time I felt the beginnings of an orgasm she slowed her strokes down again.This frustration continued until finally Mistress offered me a choice between five squeezes, three strokes or a good hard slap.
I chose the squeezes, which were firmish, but I wanted them much, much harder.
So the parachute fell off, but even so it was a wonderful session. Mistress tasted wonderful and it was a joy to see her cum so hard twice in a row. It's been twelve days since I last came, and my balls are still feeling quite 'tugged' nearly 24 hours later. At least my stomach has settled down a bit now and my back is a lot better too.
After we finished Mistress asked if I had decided what my reward for this weeks weight-loss was going to be. As I hinted yesterday, I decided to ask for more ass worship. Maybe I will be getting that later tonight?

Fifth weigh-in...

Fifth weigh-in tonight and I managed just half a pound. Which is a bit shitty after losing 4,4,2.5 and 3lbs, but still, it does mean that I hit my first stone which is something to be pleased about. It also means that I get to choose a treat again and I should be in line for my first milestone reward.
As of right now I don't know what treat I'm going to choose, my first choice was for Mistress R to stand on my cock. She hasn't done this for many, many years, and last time we did it we had a blanket box at the end of the bed for her to stand on, and the bed had an iron end for her to hold onto while she did it. I particularly liked it when she wore fishnet stockings when she did this by the way...
But now we have neither of those things and I'm not entirely sure of a safe and stable way of doing it, which is a bit annoying to say the least. So it looks like I'm going to have to choose something else instead.
I'm not sure what my milestone treat is either, before Saturday I actually thought it might have been cumming on Mistress R's feet, seeing as I had been waiting for years to do that... so I don't know. I hope it's something suitably excellent anyway, though I'm slightly concerned that Mistress doesn't seem to have a plan at the moment...
I guess I'm a bit bummed out tonight. Not only did I not lose as much weight as I'd hoped, but due to the weather we've decided to postpone our celebration of Femdom Day (which is supposed to be tomorrow). I was hoping to take Mistress out for dinner, but it's just too hot here at the moment for us to enjoy it, so maybe we will do it next week instead. I don't suppose it really matters as such, it's not like an actual birthday or something, but still, it's a little bit irritating, and it's just one more irritation in a day full of them. Not least of which was that at work the air-con packed up and left us all feeling knackered and drained in 85% humidity... mid afternoon I was actually tipping water over myself to try and cool down.
Oh well, maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

Femdom Session - 20th July 2013...

Mistress R and I are going for dinner tonight with a couple of long time friends, this meant that planning a Femdom session for this Sunday morning was a non-starter because there's no knowing how late we'll be up and how much alcohol might be consumed. And because experience has taught us not to delay our sessions if at all possible, we decided to move it forward a day and start this morning instead. Thankfully we have a temporary respite from the hot weather, but it was still warm enough in our bedroom this morning.

On Thursday night I finally got to order the RodeoH pants from LoveHoney, but annoyingly, the email informed us that our parcel would be delivered on Saturday morning. The last thing you really want midway through a Femdom session is for the postman to be knocking on the door because your parcel won't go through the letterbox. Thinking ahead, we put a sign on the door asking the postman to put our parcel in the recycling bin, fortunately it didn't come to that as I shall explain later.

So at 10:15am I was ready and waiting on my knees on the floor, with my blindfold on, along with my Oxballs Cocksling and my wrist and ankle cuffs. Mistress entered and used her foot to tease my cock and balls a little before reaching down and stroking me until I was fully hard. Then she fetched her whip from the bedside table before having me get down on all fours. She inspected me and 'found' a piece of fluff that required punishment... she told me that even though I had been very good and kept my hands off my cock as per her instructions she still thought it best to remind me. Thirteen strokes of the whip followed, the worst of them across the back of my thighs, very stingy indeed. But at least I didn't have to endure the paddle.

Mistress had me back on my knees and turned me to face the bed, then she grabbed my cock and started stroking me with her nails dug into my cock, it was painful and wonderful all at the same time.

She then had me worship her feet for a while, while she played with her pussy and eventually her glass dildo. As usual she had me get it wet for her and I took it as deep into my mouth as I could for her. After worshipping her feet and cleaning the dildo she tied me down on the bed on my back and straddled my face. She tasted delicious and I was loving having her on top of me like that. She turned around and stroked my cock as she teased me about how her ass was right over my face and if only I didn't have the blindfold on I would be able to see it. She started lowering her ass onto my face, allowing me to breathe in her scent, my cock was rock hard of course, I cannot resist her ass, even though I had tongued it just a few days before.

She asked me if I would rather she take the blindfold off, or allowed me to lick her asshole. I told her I would rather lick her ass, even if it meant having to keep the blindfold on and after some further teasing she allowed me to do just that for two short periods.  

Then she knelt beside me and started stroking, slapping and teasing my cock. She also gave my balls a hefty wack (much more intense when trapped in the cocksling) before lubing up my cock and stroking it hard. Then she straddled me and let my cock just a couple of inches inside her before moving off again. Then she lubed up a dildo and pushed it into my ass and had me put my legs flat to keep it in. She stroked my cock some more and gave my balls a very unexpected slap which made me jump a little bit. Then she attached the clothes pegs to my nipples and left me alone for about ten minutes.

When she came back my cock was still hard, but she paid it no attention, she pulled the clothes pegs off first and then straddled my face, she was soaking wet and slippery, so delicious! I always wonder what she's been reading to get her so wet... I always leave her some Femdom books to read so it could be that, it intrigues me to know what triggers her juices to flow so freely and whether those stories might inspire her in some way in the future...

She removed the blindfold and let me gaze up at her, naked except for her bra and key pendant. She looked gorgeous, as always and I could not wait to start licking her beautiful pussy. She untied me then and told me to remove the cocksling, before laying back on the bed and ordering me to go down on her. It was absolute bliss eating her pussy, and she had a huge orgasm which made me so unbelievably happy. If the session would have ended then I would have been more than happy, but Mistress had other ideas. She placed her foot on my shoulder and gently pushed me back (coincidence, or did I mention that before... I think I did, it was in a very hot video I saw - THIS ONE at 1:15)

Luckily, about two minutes before Mistress came we heard our post falling through the letterbox (including the RodeoH pants, yes!) and therefore we were able to continue uninterrupted. If the postman had knocked on the door then that would have been a real pain in the butt, thankfully it was a potential crisis averted!

After she had me lick my fingers, the sheet and her skin clean of all her juices she had me kneel up on the bed and sat cross-legged in front of me. She grabbed my cock and started to stroke me hard, occasionally shifting on the bed and sticking her foot out underneath my cock. I started to hope that she was actually going to let me cum on her beautiful feet for the first time in ages.

She continued stroking hard and fast until I had to warn her that I was getting close, I still wasn't sure what she was going to do, I actually thought she was going to ruin it, I just really wasn't sure. She stroked harder and faster and told me to cum on her feet. A few seconds later my cock deposited three large globs of cum on her right foot and then she stroked the head of my cock on her left foot too. Then she lifted her feet to my mouth and I licked both of them clean. Finally she squeezed the last dregs out of my cock and fed it to me from her fingers.

The RodeoH pants look great too, can't wait to try them out!

Third weigh-in...

So last night was my third weigh-in at Slimming World, actually my fourth but I seem not to have counted the initial visit, so anyway... I lost another 2.5lbs (making 10.5lbs in total) and therefore qualified to choose something from the sex toy drawer again. I had been mulling over several ideas and I could quite happily have chosen the glass dildo again, but in the spirit of trying to keep this interesting I chose the cock whip instead.*
We were quite late to bed last night, and Mistress decided that she would wait until tonight for her pussy worship, but she wanted to tease me and whip my cock before we went to sleep...and so that's what happened. Mistress started off very soft with the whip, I had suggested that she could use it on my inner thighs but she only hit them very gently. In contrast she pulled my cock tight with one hand and hit the head repeatedly with the whip about six or seven times, that was intense but I really enjoyed it, I'd like her to use the whip a lot harder on my thighs next time though.
Needless to say I wasn't allowed to cum, instead I was left rock hard, with pre-cum dripping from my cock. Perfection.
:)
In about 45 minutes I will be tasting my beautiful Mistress's gorgeous pussy again, I can't wait!

*I make no promises for next week when ass licking will be back on the menu!

Like a long-bow being pulled taut...

Just had an email, asking me about my experience with the parachute...

Q: How hard did Mistress pull on the string/your balls?
A: Well, Mistress R was laying across me when she did it so I couldn't actually see her pulling the string at all, but I certainly felt it! It would have been interesting to see. I'm sure it moved a lot less than I imagine it, probably a few inches, where as in my head it was like a long bow being pulled taut! I can certainly say though, that it was more than I would have been able to pull it myself, if you know what I mean.

Q: Why did you say that you expected to be disappointed?
A: What I really meant was that it had been so long since we used it, I just thought that it couldn't live up to my memory of it. To be honest, I also expected to come away feeling like Mistress hadn't pushed me as far as I would have liked. That wasn't the case at all though, I'm not going to lie, it hurt. But I absolutely loved it. I don't know how Mistress did it really, but she could not have pitched it any better. Every time I was right on the edge of asking her to stop she would let go and stroke my cock. It was utter perfection. I think it's one of those things though, you need to be turned on to enjoy it, otherwise it would just hurt.

Q: How did your balls feel afterwards?
A: They didn't hurt at all, but there was a definite (really nice) 'stretched' feeling, which I could imagine would be easy to get addicted too. Possibly a bit like women say they feel after being penetrated. That lasted about 48 hours I would say... I hope I get to feel it again soon!

Parachute deployed (at last)....

Way before I started this blog, Mistress and I bought a new bed. Our old bed was a nightmare, it was big and had iron bits sticking out everywhere, which were great for tying things to but a killer when you accidentally walked into them... talk about bruises! Anyway, just after our new bed was delivered we had a little session where we tried out attaching stuff to the new bed, like the restraints and also our parachute.
Now this parachute we've had at least ten years I reckon, probably more... and it ain't had a lot of use. I can't find any mention of it on my blog and believe me if we'd have used it then I would definitely have written about it. So, it's safe to say it's been at least two years. In any case, I know the last time we used it was when we'd just had our new bed delivered.

Not ours, but very similar

I remember that session even now, I loved the feeling of my balls being pulled by the string attached to the bed frame, I can't believe it's so long since I felt that. Well today I finally got to feel it again.

First though (as it should be) I was allowed to worship Mistress's gorgeous, freshly trimmed pussy. I love it when she trims it really short, it looks beautiful. I would love her to shave it of course, but I can understand why she doesn't want to.

Mistress's pussy looked, smelled and tasted even more glorious than usual today, I didn't think that was even possible, and she came so hard too... I was so, so happy feeling her bucking against my tongue, absolute bliss!

Then it was my turn. I don't think there's any way Mistress could fit that parachute on to me, it's tricky enough doing it myself (and making sure there's no ball skin trapped anywhere it shouldn't be - ouch!). So once I had fitted it I showed Mistress how the string attached reached down to the string attached to the bed and how the fast release clip attached it to the ring. Then I lay back on the bed and moved back until the string was taut.

I remember from last time how after a little while you get used to the pull and you have to move back a little bit more to get it just right. As soon as I was ready Mistress started stroking my cock until it was hard and then started to suck me while I squeezed her fantastic ass. It felt absolutely amazing having my balls pulled down as she was sucking me and soon she started stroking my cock hard and it felt so intense with my balls being pulled on every stroke. 

Mistress then started to pull on the string as she sucked and stroked which caused the pull to become even more intense and that was something else entirely. Wow... so intense, almost painful, but I loved every single second of it and I would do it again in a heartbeat. 

Mistress continued jerking me hard and pulling the string for a while and I can't believe I didn't have to stop her, such intensity with my balls as full as they are... incredibly hot.

Finally she gave my cock a few hearty slaps and my balls one very gentle one (I think the parachute got in the way maybe) and then she told me to take it off. I asked her if she wanted to try something else (since I thought we were going to try several things), but she said no and so that was the end of that.

Mistress said that maybe we could try using the stuff that we haven't been using in our Femdom sessions during my normal teasing. I really hope this happens because I would really love it, along with the parachute, the butt plug and strap-on would be my top choices, but I guess we'll see...

I kissed Mistress R's pussy a couple of times after we got out of bed, I couldn't help noticing how wet she was, I think she really enjoyed pulling on my balls, and she tasted so damn good too. I just wish I could have gone down on her all over again. Sigh...

Is it really only ten days...

I can still taste Mistress R's beautiful pussy as I'm typing this, I wish this taste was permanently in my mouth I really do, I love it more than anything. Mmmmmmm....
So Mistress and I have just got out of bed again, where I licked her beautiful pussy until she came on my tongue. Then she teased, slapped and sucked my cock until it was nice and hard, before straddling me and sinking down onto my cock. Oh, but first she made me beg her to take her bra off... it's so frustrating how she wears her bra to bed simply because she knows I want her to take it off, but that's all part of the game I suppose, and I'm quite happy to beg for such a beautiful reward.
Mistress peeled her bra off to reveal her wonderful breasts and hard, pink nipples. Mmmmmmmmm, so fucking gorgeous!
Soon she was riding my cock and reaching back to drag her nails across my balls, then leaning forward to let me suck on her glorious nipples... then when she'd had enough she settled down beside me and started teasing my throbbing, aching cock with her hand. I love the look Mistress gets on her face when she's doing this, it's hard to describe... aloof, superior, dominant... I LOVE IT.
Mistress called a halt and I begged her to let me taste her pussy one more time, she smiled to herself in that beautiful way she does when she senses my desperation, then straddled my face and allowed me ten or fifteen seconds to worship her beautiful pussy before she climbed off and finally called a halt.
I can't believe it's only been ten days since I was allowed to cum properly, albeit Mistress ruined my last orgasm a few days ago*... it feels so much longer. Of course part of me wants to be allowed to cum, but as always the other part of me wants to be denied and/or ruined for weeks on end until I'm truly, truly desperate.

*I love that I can say that now, it seems like I've been waiting forever for that to become part of this amazing, wonderful experience.

Awesome post on Mistress Marie's site...

Don't know if I'm crazy or what, but having seen THIS post on Mistress Marie's blog I can't help wondering what it must feel like to be rock hard with a spiked collar wrapped around your cock! Do they make these in silicon or plastic or something? That would be cool...

More lovely teasing and another orgasm for Mistress R...

This week is going great, being off work means we have so much free time and that means lots of orgasms for Mistress R and lots of teasing for me. Today Mistress R had her third orgasm in three days and then she gave me the most amazing teasing, first she got me hard then mounted me, then made me beg her to take her bra off, exposing her hard pink nipples (so fucking hot!). After she'd ridden my cock for a few minutes she straddled my body, pinning my arms down with her legs and teased me with her ass, pushing it right against my face while teasing me about how bad I wanted to lick it...
I love that she is getting more confident about that side of things and my cock was so hard and I'm sure that can't have escaped her notice. I love this side of her and I love that she's getting more and more confident about using her gorgeous body to tease me. I am so, so lucky to have her.
While she was riding my cock Mistress also reached back and gave my balls a few slaps, there's definitely been an increase in the amount of balls slapping going on this week and I'm loving that too!
Well it's seven orgasms for Mistress R this month already, here's hoping we can beat that record of twelve we set back in December 2011, that would be fantastic. No idea when I will be allowed to cum again, part of me wants to be allowed to cum of course, but part of me wants Mistress R to make me wait a really long time, so that when she finally does allow me to cum I am absolutely desperate for it.

Very, very nice...

My shitty cold has meant a disappointing start to the year, but tonight Mistress and I enjoyed her second orgasm of the month before she teased me wonderfully and then sat on top of me, sliding her gorgeous pussy all the way down onto my rock hard cock. I pushed up once before she told me she didn't want me to thrust up and after that I behaved, truth be told it made it easier to resist cumming, and since I haven't cum since the 23rd of December, that's helpful! So I lay there and let Mistress ride my cock just as she pleased while she allowed me to massage her beautiful bare breasts. At one point she reached back and dragged her nails over my balls, before slapping them a few times, before lifting herself off and laying down next to me, then giving my cock a few more strokes and then having me lick her fingers clean of her juices. Very, very nice. :)

Femdom Session 7th October 2012...

As those of you have been reading my blog this week may know, Mistress R and I have been on holiday  from work, and what better way to finish a week off work than with a Femdom Session?
I must admit at the start of the week I was a little sceptical, a week off work could mean too much to eat and drink and too many late nights, but I'm very happy to say that we kept ourselves somewhat more in check than usual and as such we reaped the benefits of our comparative restraint!
Incidentally, before I go any further, I would just like to say that Mistress R has just read my 'Krisproll' fantasy and found it most amusing...
Anyway...
Usually before a session Mistress R informs me what she wants me to wear by ticking boxes on a list I print out for her, the list starts with wrist and ankle cuffs, which are pretty much a given and then includes the Oxballs Cocksling, a rubber cock ring, a leather cock and ball splitter (which is pretty hopeless), my CB3000, and a buttplug if I'm not mistaken! When I compiled this list (some time ago now it must be said) I also included an option to 'Surprise Me'. I don't know how many years Mistress has been filling in this list but for some reason today was the first time she has ever ticked 'Surprise Me'.
This caught me off guard a little, as I simply wasn't expecting it... I was of course tempted to brush the dust off my CB3000, but knowing that Mistress R doesn't like it and knowing that I haven't even tried to put it on for at least a year (and not having unlimited time to fuck about with it) I decided to leave it well alone. Maybe some might see that as a lost opportunity, but I have no regrets.
I toyed with the idea of trying the irritating leather cock and ball divider, which is great until my balls slip back through the gaps and then it becomes a pointless decoration. Not wanting to resort to the Oxballs or the standard rubber cock ring (excellent though they both are) I was left with two options. Well actually, that's not strictly true... I was also toying with the idea of starting the session with my black buttplug in place, but I wasn't sure if that was within the 'remit' of the surprise me option. I guess I should have established that beforehand, but I decided it was probably better to play safe and so it came down to a metal cock ring that I haven't used for many years and the leather ball splitter I reviewed on this very site a year ago and haven't used since. I remembered the leather ball splitter being rather good and eagerly slipped it on.
The ball splitter is very sturdy and unlike the other leather cock ring/ball splitter I own you don't get the feeling that it's about break apart at any moment (which is always good!). So decision made, I waited kneeling as always for Mistress to enter the bedroom with my cuffs and the leather ball splitter in place.
When Mistress entered she noted my choice and scraped her toe nails along the underside of my very tight balls, commenting on how very tight it looked and how red and angry my cock and balls looked already. Mistress then established that I had been keeping my hands off and delivered a cursory 'reminder' punishment of nine strokes of the cat to remind me, before moving onto the bed and telling me to start worshipping her feet.
I eagerly began kissing her beautiful feet, sneaking a peek at Mistress R's beautiful pussy as I did so. Mistress noticed of course and warned me to keep my eyes only on her feet until she told me otherwise. I love worshipping Mistress R's beautiful feet and as Mistress began talking to me as her 'slave' I felt my cock harden inside the leather device. I was so fucking hard, and Mistress R was making me harder by the second, telling me how my cock and balls were hers and how she loved using my cock just like a dildo...
Soon I could hear Mistress using her real dildo to pleasure herself, and before long it was inside her. Not long after it was being offered to my lips for cleaning, which I eagerly undertook, revelling in the taste of her delicious juices.
Mistress continued her verbal teasing as I worshipped her other foot before having me lay back on the bed and securing me at each corner. As Mistress mounted my face and I greedily devoured her beautiful pussy my cock felt like it would explode at any second. I was so unbelievably hard in that thing and Mistress soon took to punishing my cock and balls with her hand and her cock whip.
When I winced as she brought the cock whip down across my balls she said, "What's the matter, is it too much?"
To which I replied "No Mistress."
"Good," she said. "Because you can tell me if it is.... only, you can't keep changing your mind about whether you want me to play with your balls or not."
God, I so loved that she said that, it was so hot hearing her using my fantasies against me.
She then spent the next ten or fifteen minutes I guess, alternating between having me lick her pussy as she sat on my face, slapping and whipping my cock and sliding just the tip of my cock inside her very wet pussy.
My cock was so red and hard that Mistress asked me several times if I needed her to remove the ball splitter but I told her it was fine. It didn't help me hold back my orgasm much though and as Mistress finally allowed me to penetrate her properly I was struggling quite bit. She looked so incredibly beautiful then, looking down at me with a somewhat amused look about her as she rode my aching, throbbing, tightly restrained cock... what I wouldn't give for a photograph of her in that moment, sigh...
Just to complete the moment, as she pulled herself off me and my dripping wet cock slipped helplessly out of her she reminded me that it was nothing more than a dildo to be used solely for her pleasure.
Oh my fucking God... so HOT!
She knelt beside me and slapped my cock and balls some more (when I am really turned on I absolutely love having my balls slapped) before standing over me and taunting me with the sight of her gorgeous pink asshole, pulling her cheeks apart so that I could get a really good look before sinking down onto my face so that I could breath in her beautiful musky scent. As you can imagine my cock could have hammered in a fence post by now, and after teasing me for a while like this she finally relented and allowed me to very briefly taste her asshole, suggesting that I might be allowed more later. Then she attached clothes pegs to my nipples and left me alone for a while, my tightly bound cock still throbbing and bobbing in the air.
When she returned she had removed her leather skirt and was naked except for her black bra and her special key pendant. She looked so sexy as she moved around the bed, I couldn't wait to taste her again and make her cum. She removed the pegs and then undid my restraints, before ordering me to remove the leather balls splitter.
Then she had me on my knees and slid onto the bed in my place, leaning back against the pillows and telling me that it was time to make her cum. I kissed my way up the insides of her silky smooth thighs (I LOVE Mistress's legs, and I especially love her inner thighs they are just so beautiful and sexy) until I came to her gorgeous pussy. I could spend hours worshipping Mistress's pussy and I cherish every single second that I get to worship it, it tastes soooooooo good.
I wasn't quite relaxed though, somehow I didn't seem to be in quite the right place and I was very concerned that I wasn't hitting the right angle and no amount of fidgeting seemed to correct it. Thankfully, it wasn't too serious a problem as Mistress came and drenched my chin with her pussy juices. It was such an erotic moment, clinging to her as she writhed on the bed, licking her until she finally pushed my head away... my face was soaked and I absolutely LOVED it!
After a few moments she got up on the bed and had me lick her juices up as they dripped down her thighs, before having me lick my fingers and the PVC sheet clean.
Then she tied me on my back again before grabbing my cock and slapping it back to full hardness. Even without the leather ball splitter my cock felt huge and it became even harder when she straddled my head and I looked up to see her pussy still absolutely dripping wet. As much as I wanted to tongue her asshole, which I assumed was what was about to happen, I simply couldn't let that pussy juice go to waste and I begged Mistress R to allow me to lick her clean.
Mistress said that she thought I would have had enough pussy juice by now, though she knows well enough that I can never had enough pussy juice. She graciously allowed me to suck her pussy clean twice as she slapped and stroked my aching cock and I wondered if she would make me choose between worshipping her ass or cumming again, but no, instead she told me that she was going to allow me to worship her ass and then sank down onto my face.
I loved every second of it, of course, and my cock was really aching now, especially since Mistress R continued to stroke and slap it as I feasted on her asshole. Then she knelt beside me again and looked down at me, teasing my cock and balls with that slightly amused smile on her face once more.
"You've pleased me today..." she said. My cock throbbed in anticipation and I licked my lips, hopeful that she might be about to allow me to cum before feeding it to me like the little cumslut I am.
"...but I'm not going to let you cum today."
I felt my back arching, pushing my cock higher as if begging for attention and crucially release.
"You can handle that, can't you?"
I didn't want to handle it, of course... I wanted her to jerk me hard and make me cum. But if it pleased Mistress to leave me horny and frustrated then that's what I truly wanted.
"Of course I can Mistress," I replied.

I love that Mistress R is so settled into her role now, I love that she seems to take amusement from my frustration and my struggling not to cum when she's riding my cock. I love that I don't have to worry about what I type on my blog now, because in the past I would sometimes be wary of typing certain things in case they made her uncomfortable with being 'mean' and denying me release. I don't feel the need to do that anymore. I love that she is getting more and more comfortable with being 'mean' and telling me that I 'can't keep changing my mind about whether she can play with my balls or not' was such a wonderful thing to hear, the fact that she's telling me it's her way or nothing is just incredibly hot. I love it when she talks to me like that, I just want her to become more and more evil, I just love it!
She looked so beautiful and sexy today and I can't imagine not being with her forever, she is absolutely everything to me, I truly adore her and I honestly hope she spends the rest of our lives together deciding when, how, where and indeed if I get to cum... and enjoying my tongue of course. Oh yes.
:)

Femdom Session 16th September 2012...

Going in to this session I was not in the right mindset at all, for a start I hadn't written my notes for Mistress R from the previous session so I ended up rushing them on the morning of the session, and on top of that Mistress R left me instructions to wear a leather cock-ring which I haven't worn for months, probably couldn't get on last time because my balls don't hang low enough and when I picked it up I couldn't even work out how it was supposed to fit. All this was not getting me into a nice relaxed frame of mind which would allow me to slip easily into sub-space, in fact right before the session started I was seriously thinking about not doing it because I thought it was going to be a complete and utter disaster. Thankfully, when the session started (with me now wearing the more usual rubber cock ring instead of the bloody useless leather one) things took a dramatic turn for the better!
As soon as she came into the room Mistress R stood in front of me, lifted her foot and had me kiss it. As soon as I bent forward to kiss her foot it was like a switch was thrown and I was right where I needed to be, it was quite amazing. My cock immediately hardened without even being touched and after a couple of minutes of foot worship Mistress R fetched her little cock whip and started beating my cock until it was even harder than before. Then she had me on my hands and knees and disciplined me for a few very minor touching infractions with eleven strokes of the whip (number five caught my balls between my legs you'll be pleased to hear!) and then the foot worship really started.
Mistress climbed onto the bed and I was instructed to worship her beautiful feet with my mouth and to keep my eyes down while I was doing it. I could hear Mistress using first her fingers and then her favourite glass dildo, and inbetween kissing her feet and sucking her toes I was allowed to taste Mistress's beautiful pussy from her fingers and then the dildo. My cock remained completely rigid the whole time and this was only assisted by Mistress's musings as to what she might do for the rest of the session.
Perhaps, she wondered, she might have me worship her feet, then her pussy, then her feet and then if I was really good, maybe her ass... and inbetween times, maybe she wouldn't even touch my cock once. She asked me how I would feel about that, I told her that if that was what would please her then that would be all that mattered. Of course that's not really what I 'want', but it totally turns me on to think that she might do that one day. I love the way Mistress keeps dropping things like that in each session, letting me know that she's at least thinking about being ever more evil... needless to say my cock was throbbing just thinking about being allowed to worship her delicious asshole.
Eventually Mistress called a halt and had me up on the bed, tied at each corner while she sat on my face, my cock ignored but looking and feeling huge. I eagerly licked her gorgeous pussy and then she knelt beside me, telling me that maybe she would just give me some short but very intense teasing... she dug her nails into my cock and started jerking me before straddling my face again and having me lick her some more.
Mistress then blindfolded me and set about slapping and whipping my cock and balls some more before climbing back on my face for a third time. Hurting my cock was obviously really starting to turn her on as this time she was dripping wet. I licked and swallowed her beautiful pussy juices and then she slid down me and impaled herself on my cock. It felt so good to be inside her, but it lasted barely half a minute before she was off again. Next she was fucking herself with her dildo again and then she turned round and started taunting me, telling me that she was peeling her ass cheeks apart and that if I wasn't blindfolded I would be able to see her gorgeous pink hole.
As I groaned in frustration she slowly stroked my granite hard cock and sank down so that her asshole was pressed right against my lips. She did this several times, torturing me with the heat and scent of her gorgeous ass as she mused aloud on what I might have to give up for the opportunity to taste her tight hole. Maybe another three weeks before I cum, four if she took the blindfold off...
Then Mistress decided I needed something up my ass, she quickly lubed up and inserted the smallest of our dildos then set about teasing my cock with a small vibrator. It felt amazing when she pressed it between my ass and balls, and on some parts of my cock, but on the head I could hardly feel it.
Soon she removed the dildo and told me I needed something bigger, this confused me a little and I started to get a little nervous that she was going to fuck me with the bigger spare dildo from our strap-on, thankfully she didn't (cos it's too fucking big for me!) and what I initially thought she'd done was pressed the tip of her favourite glass dildo into me. This wasn't all that crazy an idea as Mistress R once fucked me with it when she got confused holding her glass dildo in one hand and a glass butt plug in the other - it felt nice too! After the session I established that she'd actually used that same glass butt plug on me this time, I'm not sure how far she pressed it in, but it only really felt like a couple of inches... a shame as she was stroking my cock at the same time and I wanted much more, it felt fucking brilliant, I can certainly see why being strap-on'd and jerked off at the same time would be nice.
All too soon, Mistress withdrew the glass plug and attached clothes pegs to my nipples (bloody useless, definitely going to get some proper nipple clips) before leaving me alone, tied down with my cock throbbing as I waited for her to return so that I could lick her pussy and make her cum.
When she returned she straddled and stood over me before taking off my blindfold, at first she told me to keep my eyes closed and then when she allowed me to open them I looked up at her naked except for a leather corset type-thing which hid her beautiful breasts from view. She removed the pegs and told me to remove my cock ring, a bead of pre-cum trickling from the tip of my cock as I did so. Then she lay back on the bed and told me to make her cum.
Mistress was still very wet and she smelled gorgeous, but I resisted the temptation to dive in and kissed all around her beautiful pussy before slowly starting to lick her wet, slippery lips. I love licking pussy, I really do, I honestly wish I could lick Mistress R's pussy every single night, and more than that I love making her cum really hard. After a while I was a little unsure where Mistress R was in relation to her orgasm, when suddenly she bucked hard and I scrambled forward to lick her clit as she came. Mistress bucked several times and eventually I ended up laying flat on the bed, my eyes just inches from Mistress R's beautiful, wet pussy. I love looking at Mistress's pussy when she has just cum, I think it is absolutely gorgeous. Mistress commented on my adoration before standing on the bed in front of me and having me up on my knees licking every trace off pussy juice from her thighs, front and back (I love it when she does that!).
After that she had me lick the sheet and my fingers clean and then re-tied me on my back. She stood over me again and bent down to stroke my cock, which was once again rock hard (even without the cock ring). She told me that I had a decision to make... that I could either chose an unspecified period of hard stroking and stimulation which she made clear may or may not be long enough to make me cum, or I could worship her ass. But if I chose to worship her ass, she would not tease me any more today.
Without hesitation I chose to worship her gorgeous asshole, I love licking her ass and it is very rare that I am allowed to lick it out of our sessions, so any chance I get, I take it! Mistress R seemed a little amused that I would chose to lick her ass, even if it meant missing out on a chance to cum. Even as she lowered her ass to my face she still couldn't resist gently tracing her fingertip along my aching cock as I strained to bend my neck so that I could lick her asshole.
I loved it, but the position was all wrong and my head eventually sank back onto the pillow in frustration. Mistress R asked if I'd had enough, and I explained that I just couldn't reach and she moved back to accommodate me. She allowed me a little more time to worship her ass, though of course it's never ever enough (especially when half of the time was really uncomfortable), and all too soon she climbed off and knelt beside me once more. She grabbed my cock at the base and then used her other hand to slap it hard six or seven times, she said it was a little 'bonus' for me. Well, everyone likes a little bonus don't they? I certainly did. :)
The session ended then and unusually I snapped right out of my subspace as quick as I had snapped into it. Which I really didn't like. Usually after a session I feel really mellow and content for at least half an hour as I gradually ease myself back into reality, but today it really sucked...in fact it was not unlike being turned out of a pub by a surly bouncer bang on closing time when you've just bought a drink!
A shame because the session was absolutely fantastic and it was certainly no reflection on Mistress R who excelled herself in the verbal department yet again. It was just weird... at least I made Mistress cum and after the session she told me it had been really fantastic for her, which made me feel a lot better.
On the upside we have decided that we will be having our next session in just three weeks time, since if you're not careful every time you move the session back a week eventually you miss out on one. I can't wait for that, I wonder if I will get to cum between now and then... I certainly wouldn't bet on it!