Femdom Session 10th April 2014...

For as long as I can remember I have been printing this list out for my Mistress to fill in before each of our Femdom sessions. I'm not sure if she's ever ticked the 'Surprise Me' box before, I think she maybe has but it was an awfully long time ago. So I was pretty surprised to see this this morning...

I guess because this box never really gets ticked I've never really thought about what I would do if it did, and I didn't have an awful lot of time to think about it. I guess there's a number of more adventurous things I could have done, but what I elected to do in the end was wear the Oxballs Cock Sling and insert our older (4 ball style) glass butt plug. The thinking being that I was hopeful that Mistress would take the hint and use her strap-on on me, like I've been hoping for for ages!

When Mistress came into the room she noticed that I had the Oxballs on and said 'So you chose the Oxballs to surprise me then...'. I said 'yes' but didn't give away that that wasn't the only surprise. She found out shortly afterwards when she had me bend over on all fours on the floor and saw the glass ring sticking out of my ass, and was seemingly very surprised indeed!

Actually I did have another idea, ages ago I bought this ball stretcher thing, which is just like an inch wide strip of leather with press-studs to join it together. But I can't get the damn thing on, my balls are just too damn tight!

Anyway, Mistress gave me a short and mild whipping, not really punishment, just a little reminder, before having me worship her feet while she played with her glass dildo. I had to push the butt plug back in a few times as it started to slip out, but it wasn't too bad because I didn't go overboard with the lube.

When she was satisfied with my foot worship, Mistress tied me down on the bed, blindfolded me and started stroking my cock, once I was nice and hard she straddled my face and my cock a few times before teasing me with her ass. All the time she left the butt plug in and sometimes she grabbed it and played with it while she was stroking my cock. As the session progressed she abused my cock more and more, using a hairbrush and the cock-whip and stroking it hard and fast even though it was held tight in the Oxballs (no lube either!).

Eventually she clipped pegs on my nipples and left me alone for a short while, and when she came back she took the blindfold off, straddled my face and pushed her 'cock' into my mouth. She looked so hot in those awesome RodeoH strap-on pants, they were such a good buy, I just wish we used them more often.

Mistress removed my butt plug, untied me and told me take off the Cocksling (which was starting to sting a little by now) and then told me to turn over and get up on my hands and knees. Then she positioned herself on the bed behind me. I felt her spray a good quantity of lube on my asshole and felt her feed the head of her strap-on into me. I pushed back, eager to feel it inside me at last. As I did so Mistress reached down and grabbed my cock and stroked me as she fucked me. It was so fucking hot and it felt absolutely amazing. I think if anyone wanted to try anal sex for the first time I would really recommend using a butt plug for half an hour or so beforehand, it made such a difference. I have never enjoyed it as much, or been so comfortable being fucked before...and the stroking just topped it off perfectly. It was awesome! I would have loved to have cum like that, I really would, but sadly after a few minutes Mistress pulled out. Afterwards she said to me that she felt like she could have continued for a lot longer (whereas in the past it's often been hard for me to take, even though I've wanted to do it) and I really wished it had gone on much longer, but still. Hopefully Mistress will fuck my ass again soon!

After that Mistress had me lick her to orgasm, which was unusually quick and quite intense. She tasted so good, and it had been six long days since I'd been able to enjoy her with my tongue. Afterwards she had me lick all her juices off her skin and the sheet before tying me to the bed again and stroking my cock hard and fast again. She allowed me to tongue her ass a couple of times (very briefly) and then knelt beside me, giving me a good view of her pussy and ass. She kept looking back at me, smiling as she pumped my cock. I kinda thought she was going to ruin me, but when I told her I was close she told me she was going to allow me to cum.

It hit really hard, and each spurt had me bouncing on the bed. Not only that but each time Mistress stroked me it felt so intense I was bucking so hard... and I could feel my cum spraying everywhere and landing on different parts of my skin. When I stopped cumming Mistress gathered what cum she could find and fed it to me from her fingers. Finally she lowered her dripping wet pussy onto my face one last time, she tasted incredible!

Femdom Session 23rd March 2014...

If you would have asked me this morning if I wanted to cum during today's session, I probably would have said no. One day off four weeks I was really enjoying the ache and the feeling I was going to explode when I cuddled up to Mistress R in bed last night. But as we know, these things are not for me to decide and if I'd known how I was to be allowed to cum, and how spectacular it would be then I would have changed my mind for sure.
But first, of course, I had to admit to some lack of self-control during the last seven weeks (seven weeks!) and take my punishment for the same. Mistress gave me twelve very stingy lashes with the cat and then, stupidly, when she asked me if I still thought it was worth it... I said 'yes'. I mean I was already feeling submissive but that was just plain dumb! So then I had to endure a further (brief but incredibly stingy) paddling.
After this Mistress had me suck her glass dildo (although I couldn't see her because I was blindfolded) so that it was nice and wet for her pussy, and then she set me to work worshipping her beautiful feet while she teased herself with the dildo. It had been so long since I had been given the opportunity to worship her perfect feet that I was loving every second of it, and as I concentrated on that I could still hear Mistress concentrating on the feeling of her favourite glass cock stretching her pussy.
Mistress told me that she hopes our soon to come into force 'contract' will re-focus my mind on my responsibilities as per 'not touching her cock', and twice during the session commented that if it doesn't she will have to increase the severity of my punishment. I'm not quite sure I believe that she would 'whip my balls', but I loved to hear her say it whether or not there was any substance behind the threat.
With our new glass butt plug to try out, Mistress had me on the bed and pushed a small dildo into my ass to help prepare me, before having me turn over onto my back. Once restrained she mounted my face and had me lick her pussy, which was lovely of course. And then she started teasing me about how if I hadn't broken her rules I wouldn't be wearing a blindfold and would be able to see her ass that was right above my face...
This was the first time in ages that Mistress hadn't told me to wear some kind of cock ring during a session, and it seemed a bit weird to start with... not least because I am often quite nervous at the start of these sessions. Well nervous is probably not the correct word, apprehensive perhaps... and so despite the ball aching hard-ons I've been 'suffering' over the past week or so, my cock was a little bit more docile than it usually would be when assisted by the Oxballs or even a simple cock ring.
Mistress managed to get me hard though, and continued stroking, slapping and generally abusing my cock while she continued taunting me by pressing her ass into my face. Not that I'm complaining you understand!
Then she had me turn over and she removed the dildo and lubed up the new glass buttplug. I was quite shocked to notice this morning that it was actually bigger than it looked and was actually the same diameter as the black rubber one we've had for ages and hardly ever use cos it's a bit big! Indeed, I made sure to warn Mistress before the session that she needed to be careful, not least because glass may be nice and slippery but it also has no 'give'.
Mistress eased it in to start with and then pushed it in (perhaps still a bit fast if I'm honest) and it was a little painful for about a minute and then I got used to it. She had me turn back onto my back and soon had my cock nice and hard again. Then she finally removed my blindfold and continued to stand over me teasing me by pulling her ass cheeks apart and making me beg to worship her asshole. Then she pegged my nipples and left me along with the taste of her pussy fresh in my mouth (when I asked her to let me taste her before she left me alone she said no initially and then decided that I could, but only from her glass dildo).
When she came back she removed the butt plug, which was really comfortable by then actually, I would have been quite happy to leave it in a lot longer. Well I say she removed it, in fact I had to do it myself because when Mistress tried to do it her fingernails dug into me and just about caused me to jump off the bed. It fucking HURT! The thing with this new butt plug is that it has quite a small base and perhaps a narrower neck than the old rubber one, so it pulls up really tight between your cheeks. I must admit I found it a bit of a job to get hold of it myself, but with Mistress's 1/2" long fingernails it would have been pretty impossible. Still, that aside the butt-plug was a sterling success, albeit in future it's definitely going to have to be me that removes it (my arse is still a bit sore seven hours later!) and after that I knew that any chance of Mistress using the strap-on on me was a lost cause.
(It occurred to me later that, what if Mistress was single and had bought the butt plug for herself? How would she have ever have got it out? She'd probably have had to find some suitable gloves or ultimately I guess she would have had to cut her nails off to get hold of the thing.)
Thankfully, after this stressful moment I got to go down on Mistress's delicious pussy and brought her to another lovely orgasm, after which she stood on the bed in front of me and had me lick her clean of her juices, before turning my attention to the soaked PVC sheet.
Once again she secured me to the bed on my back and began stroking me once more. She seemed to be stroking me quite hard and after a bit of grovelling she allowed me to lick her ass and my cock grew really hard now. It seemed to me that she was trying to get me to the edge... perhaps she was intending to ruin my orgasm? But then she straddled me and rubbed my cock against her slit before sliding onto it and riding me for a few moments. Then it was back to hard stroking and when I told her I was getting close, she let go... only to start teasing my cock with gentle strokes which made me thing she was definitely trying to ruin me.
Then once I was away from the edge again she started stroking me fast and hard again and she told me to tell her when I was getting close. Ah-ha, I thought, so this is definitely leading to a ruined orgasm then! But no, as soon as I told her I was getting close she straddled me again and told me to cum inside her. I thrust up as hard as I could, pumping my cum into her soaking wet pussy and with perfect timing after maybe four or five huge spurts of cum had erupted from my cock she lifted off me and straddled my face. So even as my orgasm was trailing off I was swallowing a massive load of my cum from her dripping wet pussy, it was simply amazing!
As I said, if you'd asked me this morning if I wanted to cum, I would have said no. But if I'd known how incredibly hot and amazing it would prove to be, then it would have been a different story, because that really was an incredible orgasm and a perfect, horny as fuck cream pie to boot!
Looking back through my records, I can't find a single instance in the last three years where I've been allowed to cum inside my Mistress during a Femdom session, so this was indeed a very special treat for me.
After the session Mistress said she hadn't intended to let me cum, but she changed her mind. She said she felt she'd been a bit too mean to me in the session... (I can feel a comment from Mistress Marie coming here!) ...and perhaps the buttplug incident played a part too. I guess I should be disappointed, but when you have an orgasm like that (that you didn't even really want) it's kind of difficult to be disappointed.
I don't suppose I shall have another orgasm until April now, so it looks like my orgasm tally for this year will be 20 in total, which is two less than last year (although I have had six ruined ones this year on top of that). Despite today's mind-blowing orgasm and perfect cream pie, I can't help hoping that next year it's six real orgasms and at least twenty ruined ones, that would be awesome!

Femdom Session - 2nd February 2014...

Today's session got off to a slightly uncomfortable start as I had to confess to a couple of instances of illegal touching/, which I had indulged in earlier this week after Mistress had gotten up (she gets up about an hour before I do, but gets home 1.1/2-2 hours before I do too). As you can imagine, having gone four weeks without a truly satisfying orgasm (my last one was very much borderline ruined) in recent days my cock has been rock hard in the morning, leaking pre-cum and desperate for attention. Having not been sleeping well lately hasn't helped since when Mistress gets up I can't seem to get back to sleep and so of course I am ill prepared to fight the temptation to touch my cock.

Mistress decided to give me fifteen strokes of the cat, straight off the bat. That isn't too many more than normal, but for some reason they stung a lot more. Number five in particular stung as the whip found it's way between my legs and caught my balls a treat. I winced my way through my punishment (Mistress later asked if I was hamming it up, seriously!) and was rather relieved when it was over, though Mistress didn't seem to think she'd hit me any harder than usual... hmm.

Soon I had forgotten about the pain as the Oxballs Cocksling tightened around my swelling cock. Mistress had me worshipping her feet while she lay on the bed, clad in a PVC top and skirt with only straps around her gorgeous breasts (I love that top). I could hear her dildo inside her pussy making a gorgeous noise but concentrated on worshipping her beautiful feet until I was ordered to lick her glass dildo clean for her.

After I had worshipped her other foot equally well, she had me lick and suck her dildo a second time before ordering me on to the bed on my back. She tied me to the bed and quickly sank down onto my face. She tasted wonderful, but after a few seconds she stood up and started fucking herself again. Then she was back on my face again, ordering me to push my tongue inside her, which I tried to do but she kept grinding her clit against my tongue instead.

By now my cock was rock hard and I was hoping she would slid down onto it, but sadly not. Instead she grabbed my cock and started pumping it hard, her nails digging in as she explained that she thought my cock needed to be properly punished for my misdemeanours, little did I know how true that would be by the end of the session!

Mistress abused my cock for some time, digging her nails into it and also scraping them across my tightly constricted balls. The thing is the Oxballs holds you very tight so there is very little movement in the skin, I imagine it's a bit like being circumcised, I believe circumcised men need to use lube to masturbate. Well there wasn't any lube, and there was plenty of Mistress's very long nails. On the upside I think it's the lube that reacts with the Oxballs and causes the stinging, of which there was none this time, so.... swings and roundabouts.

Mistress now decided to blindfold me and then she told me it was time for me to have something up my ass. I was expecting the new butt plug, but when I felt the cold tip of the lube coated glass dildo I was quite happy, because it feels great. It feels even better when Mistress fucks me with it while stroking my cock and that's exactly what she did next.

I was really enjoying that part of the session and wished it could have continued on longer, but alas no. Soon I felt the new vibrating butt plug being pushed into my asshole, and after deciding on a setting and attaching a couple of clothes pegs to my nipples (stronger ones than last time, because they were pointless) she left me to stew for a while.

The right clothes peg hurt more than the left one, maybe it wasn't pushed on as far, but I could definitely feel them this time. The butt plug wasn't as strong as I expected, but the thing is the vibrations acted as a reminder that it was there. Often when Mistress leaves me tied up with a butt plug inside me I almost forget about it until she takes it out, no chance of that here. At least I didn't have to worry about it causing an unauthorised eruption!

When Mistress returned she removed the pegs without a second's warning (ouch!) and then the blindfold and then untied me and told me to remove the Oxballs. I moved out of the way and she lay down on the bed and spread her legs, exposing her delicious pussy to me as she stroked my cock with her toenails. Her skirt was gone but she was still wearing the PVC top, she always looks so gorgeous like that.

I bent and laid down between her silky smooth thighs and began eating her pussy, she tasted so good and after a while her muscles tightened and tightened until she finally bucked and came hard under my tongue. I love nothing more than feeling that and it was so hot to watch as she stood up on the bed with her juices literally running down the backs of her legs as she snapped her fingers and pointed to the beads that were down by her calves already.

I greedily lapped them up before turning my attention to the soaking wet PVC sheet. There was so much pussy juice, it was wonderful. As I lapped at the sheet Mistress reached under me and started pumping my cock again. Then she ordered me onto my back and tied me down once more before standing over me, teasing me with her pussy and ass. She lowered herself down onto me and stroked me cock as I begged to lick her asshole. She gave permission and she continued pumping my cock as I tongued her tight hole. She gave me a second chance to tongue her ass before telling me that she was going to allow me to cum today, providing I could cum before she counted to ten.

Strangely, although my cock was really hard I felt a long way from the edge, a really long way.... and frankly I was a little worried that I wouldn't be able to make it. Mistress was pumping my cock really hard and counting very slowly it seemed to me, she obviously wanted me to cum because each number came slower than the last one. Around about five I felt something click into place, but it wasn't until nine that I got to the edge and then erupted violently.

It was brutal, it just seemed to keep coming, like as if I'd cum once and then another one followed straight on, and all the while Mistress was pumping me so hard... it was as near as I've cum to post-orgasm torment, and being tied down all I could do was buck beneath her as she pumped out an unfeasibly large amount of cum which she then fed to me and I swallowed down. Afterwards my poor cock looked as if it had been thoroughly 'tenderized', with little nail marks all down the left side and the skin swollen and red. Not that I'm complaining you understand!

Femdom Session 23rd November 2013...

It's a little over an hour since our session finished and despite having eaten lunch I can still taste Mistress's delicious pussy. Even more amazing since I had to swallow 29 days of cum as well, but more on that later.
Mistress had me wear the rubber cockring instead of the Oxballs this time and Mistress also decided that since she couldn't punish me for touching my cock without permission she was instead going to 'punish' me for touching her without permission. (Ye Gads, where will this end!) At least it was only the whip and not the paddle, but that being said, it seemed an usually robust whipping!
Thankfully it didn't last too long and then Mistress had me worshipping her beautiful feet while she toyed herself with her glass dildo, I wasn't blindfolded and managed to sneak one look without being caught. Meanwhile Mistress was teasing me about whether I'd be allowed to cum or not, and if so where and how...
When she'd had enough of that she tied me down on the bed and stood over me, fucking herself with the dildo and then having me suck it clean for her. Then she sat on my face and had me lick her gorgeous pussy. She tasted wonderful and very 'silky', I take this to usually indicate that Mistress is very turned on.
Mistress teased and punished my cock as she flaunted her pussy and ass in my face, before briefly sinking down onto my cock and allowing me an inch or so of entry. It was very frustrating, but fortunately she did allow me to slide fully inside her for a few seconds later on. She also spent a couple of minutes teasing my cock and around my ass with a small vibrator, which was pretty good actually, especially around my ass - definitely wishing we'd bought that vibrating butt plug at Erotica now!
It wasn't then long before my ass was filled and my nipples were pegged and I was left to stew in my own juice for a little while. When Mistress returned she had removed the PVC skirt she had worn earlier, but retained the black bra. She removed the dildo from my ass and the pegs from my nipples before allowing me up to remove my cock ring.
Then she stood on the bed in front of me and pulled me head between her legs and moaned as I started to lick her pussy. She pushed me away and then lay down in front of me, she looked absolutely gorgeous and I couldn't resist kissing her beautiful smooth thighs on the way up to begin worshipping her.
This 'silkiness' I mentioned earlier is always a good sign, and I could just tell that Mistress was going to cum really well. Right from the start there were little signs, just little muscle spasms that told me she was really wound up, and sure enough when she came Mistress came really hard, pulling my head down between her legs as she bucked against me. After she had finished I felt so content and happy, I love it when Mistress cums like that, it is so rewarding. Mistress stood on the bed and had me lick her clean and then as I licked her juices off the PVC sheet she reached between my legs and stroked my cock.
She tied me down again and then she started teasing me with her ass again, she made me beg for her asshole and then allowed me to tongue it as she stroked my cock. Earlier in the session she had mentioned something about me having a choice to make and I assumed that it would be a choice between cumming or being allowed to lick her ass. So I was confused now, since I was already being allowed to lick her ass.
Then came the question, she asked me if I wanted to cum like this, licking her ass while she pumped my cock, or did I want to cum inside her. Mistress allowed me only seconds to think before demanding an answer one way or another, warning that if I didn't chose I wouldn't be cumming at all.
In the heat of the moment, and with Mistress's gorgeous ass right in front of my face I chose to continue as we were, even though I had been fantasising about cumming inside Mistress's pussy all week. I had already decided that I would chose licking Mistress's ass over being allowed to cum, and this just threw me.
Needless to say, after 29 days I came incredibly hard and I can't help wondering if the smooth as silk walls of Mistress's pussy teasing the cum from my cock might not have been a better choice for my poor, tender cock... but as it was Mistress pumped me hard and fast until I covered her fingers in cum, cum which was then fed to me (and there seemed an awful lot of it - hardly surprisingly!).
I have to confess to a slight pang of regret at not choosing to fill Mistress's pussy, but the grass is always greener and if she will insist on asking these questions while her pussy and ass are right in front of my face... what can I do?

Femdom Session 22nd September 2013...

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Femdom Session - 20th July 2013...

Mistress R and I are going for dinner tonight with a couple of long time friends, this meant that planning a Femdom session for this Sunday morning was a non-starter because there's no knowing how late we'll be up and how much alcohol might be consumed. And because experience has taught us not to delay our sessions if at all possible, we decided to move it forward a day and start this morning instead. Thankfully we have a temporary respite from the hot weather, but it was still warm enough in our bedroom this morning.

On Thursday night I finally got to order the RodeoH pants from LoveHoney, but annoyingly, the email informed us that our parcel would be delivered on Saturday morning. The last thing you really want midway through a Femdom session is for the postman to be knocking on the door because your parcel won't go through the letterbox. Thinking ahead, we put a sign on the door asking the postman to put our parcel in the recycling bin, fortunately it didn't come to that as I shall explain later.

So at 10:15am I was ready and waiting on my knees on the floor, with my blindfold on, along with my Oxballs Cocksling and my wrist and ankle cuffs. Mistress entered and used her foot to tease my cock and balls a little before reaching down and stroking me until I was fully hard. Then she fetched her whip from the bedside table before having me get down on all fours. She inspected me and 'found' a piece of fluff that required punishment... she told me that even though I had been very good and kept my hands off my cock as per her instructions she still thought it best to remind me. Thirteen strokes of the whip followed, the worst of them across the back of my thighs, very stingy indeed. But at least I didn't have to endure the paddle.

Mistress had me back on my knees and turned me to face the bed, then she grabbed my cock and started stroking me with her nails dug into my cock, it was painful and wonderful all at the same time.

She then had me worship her feet for a while, while she played with her pussy and eventually her glass dildo. As usual she had me get it wet for her and I took it as deep into my mouth as I could for her. After worshipping her feet and cleaning the dildo she tied me down on the bed on my back and straddled my face. She tasted delicious and I was loving having her on top of me like that. She turned around and stroked my cock as she teased me about how her ass was right over my face and if only I didn't have the blindfold on I would be able to see it. She started lowering her ass onto my face, allowing me to breathe in her scent, my cock was rock hard of course, I cannot resist her ass, even though I had tongued it just a few days before.

She asked me if I would rather she take the blindfold off, or allowed me to lick her asshole. I told her I would rather lick her ass, even if it meant having to keep the blindfold on and after some further teasing she allowed me to do just that for two short periods.  

Then she knelt beside me and started stroking, slapping and teasing my cock. She also gave my balls a hefty wack (much more intense when trapped in the cocksling) before lubing up my cock and stroking it hard. Then she straddled me and let my cock just a couple of inches inside her before moving off again. Then she lubed up a dildo and pushed it into my ass and had me put my legs flat to keep it in. She stroked my cock some more and gave my balls a very unexpected slap which made me jump a little bit. Then she attached the clothes pegs to my nipples and left me alone for about ten minutes.

When she came back my cock was still hard, but she paid it no attention, she pulled the clothes pegs off first and then straddled my face, she was soaking wet and slippery, so delicious! I always wonder what she's been reading to get her so wet... I always leave her some Femdom books to read so it could be that, it intrigues me to know what triggers her juices to flow so freely and whether those stories might inspire her in some way in the future...

She removed the blindfold and let me gaze up at her, naked except for her bra and key pendant. She looked gorgeous, as always and I could not wait to start licking her beautiful pussy. She untied me then and told me to remove the cocksling, before laying back on the bed and ordering me to go down on her. It was absolute bliss eating her pussy, and she had a huge orgasm which made me so unbelievably happy. If the session would have ended then I would have been more than happy, but Mistress had other ideas. She placed her foot on my shoulder and gently pushed me back (coincidence, or did I mention that before... I think I did, it was in a very hot video I saw - THIS ONE at 1:15)

Luckily, about two minutes before Mistress came we heard our post falling through the letterbox (including the RodeoH pants, yes!) and therefore we were able to continue uninterrupted. If the postman had knocked on the door then that would have been a real pain in the butt, thankfully it was a potential crisis averted!

After she had me lick my fingers, the sheet and her skin clean of all her juices she had me kneel up on the bed and sat cross-legged in front of me. She grabbed my cock and started to stroke me hard, occasionally shifting on the bed and sticking her foot out underneath my cock. I started to hope that she was actually going to let me cum on her beautiful feet for the first time in ages.

She continued stroking hard and fast until I had to warn her that I was getting close, I still wasn't sure what she was going to do, I actually thought she was going to ruin it, I just really wasn't sure. She stroked harder and faster and told me to cum on her feet. A few seconds later my cock deposited three large globs of cum on her right foot and then she stroked the head of my cock on her left foot too. Then she lifted her feet to my mouth and I licked both of them clean. Finally she squeezed the last dregs out of my cock and fed it to me from her fingers.

The RodeoH pants look great too, can't wait to try them out!

Just in the nick of time...

Last night I went on my stationary bike for the first time in ages, and got very hot! After that I couldn't face my dinner and was feeling a bit crap to be honest. But I was determined that Mistress R would cum, and after a couple of glasses of water and a bit of a sit down I felt a bit better.
Mistress R had a lovely orgasm on my tongue and then she teased my cock, but it really wasn't co-operating too well. I have noticed these cycles of late where my cock is rock hard first thing in the morning, every morning and then goes through a phase of not being hard at all and somewhat reluctant to play ball.
To be honest, although the teasing was lovely, I would have been quite happy to have just made Mistress cum, especially since she knew she was on the verge of her period (which arrived this morning).
So we set a new record of 14 orgasms for Mistress R in one month, but really this in itself is not that important, it's just a bit of fun. What I'm really happy about is that it shows that Mistress is getting her orgasms more regularly and that is what I really want.
I forgot to get Mistress R's towels out on Friday, she hasn't punished me yet, but I kinda hope she does.

Femdom session 27th May 2013...

Sometimes before a Femdom session I get a bit nervous, I know Mistress R does too. Today I was definitely a bit nervous. For one thing I cut it a bit fine getting ready, and was literally lowering my blindfold as Mistress was opening the bedroom door, for another, well...
Mistress has always enjoyed having me write notes for her which she reads before a session. We have found these to be invaluable as a way of communicating about stuff that isn't always the easiest to discuss and mostly for me to let Mistress know what I really liked about our last session and to pass on ideas I've had and... well for me to let her know how amazing she is really!
So anyway, there was a bit I had written after last month's session about how I love licking her juices off her dildo, especially when she teases me about making me suck them off another man's cock. In the next sentence I said about how much I love it when she goes down on me and then kisses me so that I can taste my cock on her breath. Both of these things are true and Mistress knows both of them well by now... and yet seeing them written down next to each like that made me feel strangely anxious. I don't know why...
Anyway, Mistress had instructed me to wear the leather ball splitter toy that I wore a couple of months ago, which is okay, except that if you don't stay hard the whole time it has a tendency to fall off. I can only speculate that my aforementioned nerves were getting the best of me because my cock was very reluctant to get hard even when Mistress had me on my knees worshipping her beautiful feet (something I'd been waiting all flipping month for!). In hindsight I really wish I had been wearing the stupendously brilliant Oxballs Cocksling... but alas I wasn't.
The only time I got properly hard was when she had me suck and clean her dildo after she had been using it on herself and teased me about it. As I said in my notes, this never seems to fail to get a reaction, and today was no excpeption. Unfortunately, if the ball splitter thing isn't on properly it kind of acts a bit like a chastity belt and you tend to swell up behind it and push it forward. The problem is, when your cock deflates it then simply drops off the end. This is not nearly as cool as wearing a rubber cock ring and having it split open because you are so hard that it can't take the strain (which has happened a few times in our sessions).
(Oh yes, before I forget, Mistress didn't forget about the towel incident, she dished out eleven smacks with the paddle at the start of the session... Ouch!)
Mistress had me remove the rest of the cock ring and secured me to the bed on my back. She stroked and slapped my cock but it still wasn't anywhere near as hard as either of us would have liked it. She mounted my face and had me lick her pussy (which helped quite a bit) and told me she needed my cock much harder so she could use it properly. She turned around and started teasing me with her ass (which always gets results) and then she whipped my cock with her little cock whip. Mmm, I must admit I do like having my cock whipped...
Then Mistress decided to push a small dildo into my ass, which was nice. But then she decided that since it had gone in so easy she needed to replace it with my (rarely used) buttplug. Unfortunately, experience tells me that it is almost impossible to insert when I'm lying on my back with my legs tied at the foot of the bed and I told her it would be better if I was on all fours. Mistress didn't want to untie me though and after some more unsuccessful pushing decided instead to insert my glass butt plug, which is like four balls with a ring on the top.
This felt really nice, much better than the normal dildo and Mistress made it even better by teasing me about having a real cock up my ass as she stroked the dildo in and out, allowing the ridges to really stimulate my ass. Then she stood over me and removed her PVC skirt before attaching clothes pegs to my nipples and leaving me alone for a while.
When she returned she removed the pegs, a little smile playing around her lips as I winced with the brief flash of pain when each was released. Then she sank down onto my face and I licked her pussy greedily, she was so ready and within seconds she had released me from the bed and had me down between her spread legs.
Mistress looked incredible with her leather corset top on and nothing else except her key pendant that she wears for every session these days. I was sooooooooooo happy to be going down on her and really, finally starting to relax into the session, which I had rather struggled to do so far. The real turning point was the huge orgasm that Mistress enjoyed a little while later, it was just wonderful to witness her cumming so hard. I would trade ten of my orgasms to make her cum like that every time. She looked so beautiful in the afterglow and after a few moments allowed me to gently lick her pussy clean.
Now Mistress stood up and bent over in front of me, before telling me to lick all the pussy juices off her skin. I gladly licked them all up before licking first my fingers and then the PVC sheet clean and then Mistress tied me down on my back again. Now she started teasing me about how much I love her ass and how much I would love to get my cock inside her ass. She wondered aloud what I would be willing to trade for the chance to fuck her there while she stroked my cock. Thankfully my cock had finally decided that it was ready to join in properly and was rock hard. Mistress allowed me four or five brief periods of ass worship as she stroked me hard. Mistress knows how much I love tonguing her gorgeous asshole and this really was absolutely delicious!
I never really thought that she was going to let me cum today, and indeed Mistress told me that she thinks she has been far too generous of late. I agree, it's been a year since I went 42 days and I haven't been anywhere near that in the meantime, so I'm hoping that this will signal a long period of denial for me in the near future.
Mistress knelt beside me and stroked my cock a few times more before giving my balls a nice slap to signal the end of the session. I couldn't believe it was over, it seemed like five minutes not an hour. Thankfully Mistress agreed and suggested that we might have a mini-session between now and our next scheduled session. I'm looking forward to that already! And to hopefully breaking Mistress R's record before the end of the week. :)

Femdom Session 29th March 2013...

Today we had our Femdom session and it was great. Unfortunately I don't have time to dedicate to a massive post about it, but I can tell you that I was allowed to cum at the end (while tonguing Mistress R's ass) and that there was a LOT of cum which I had to swallow. It must have really gone off like a rocket because some of it ended up on the pillow next to my head!!!
Prior to being allowed to cum, Mistress R made me absolutely promise to keep my hands off of her cock until the next session, which I did - the paddling she gave me at the start of the session was quite convincing too, it was only eleven swats but they really stung!
Mistress R looked amazing today, she was wearing her cupless PVC top (see Gallery page, second from bottom) and she made me beg to suck her nipples. Since Mistress R has been hiding her breasts from me more and more, when they are presented to me like this they are even more exciting and I greedily sucked on them and told Mistress how amazing she looked. Mistress was smiling a lot during this session, seeing how hard my cock was trapped in the Oxballs Cocksling...
It was a good bit over an hour too, which was great and though Mistress's orgasm was a little elusive, when it did arrive it was wonderful. I suspect that will be the last activity for the month of March, since we are going away tomorrow and will most likely be rather tired on Sunday evening. Which means that unfortunately Mistress hasn't matched her total of orgasms for last year, and I've finished on just one less than last year. I sincerely hope that next year Mistress allows me less than twenty orgasms... and that she has at least one hundred and twenty, it would be great if we could advance to a ratio of six to one. But these are things that are out of my control, and whatever pleases Mistress will please me also.
Oh yes, I am hoping that soon Mistress R will allow me to take some more photos of her for the blog, she is in such good shape now (all those hours being barked at by Jillian Michaels pay off in the end) and I really hope she will consent to some slightly more risque photos. We shall see.

On reflection...

Mistress Marie approves, it seems, of the way Mistress R handled my indiscretion... I must admit I did not enjoy it much myself, but then it was supposed to be a 'punishment' I suppose. Given time to reflect on it, I can say that I do like the fact that Mistress R decided what she was going to do and didn't waver from her decision one little bit. Even though I made it quite obvious that I really didn't want her to stop (though I did stop short of asking her to continue)...
I must admit, it will probably dissuade me more than a paddling would have. Even though the paddle stings, it doesn't really last (some might say that means she's not doing it hard enough!) whereas the frustration of a truncated teasing has stayed with me all day. Hopefully Mistress will tease me properly tonight after I have made her cum.

Femdom Session 24th February 2013...

Today's Femdom session nearly didn't happen. I woke up at 7:50am and shot downstairs to see what was wrong with our cat, who was howling like she was in her death throes. Since she is twenty one (and we believe has a tumour in her bladder) we are always kind of waiting for the day when she has to go to the vet for the final time. Luckily today was not that day, and seemingly the enormous commotion was because she'd eaten all her biscuits and she wanted to know what I intended to do about that!
I felt enormously tired, even though I get up daily at 7:10am, and headed back to bed, where I slept until eleven (which I never do). When we finally got out of bed, we had kind of missed our usual starting point for our session, which usually begins at 11 or thereabouts. I looked in the mirror, I looked extraordinarily pale. We ummed and aahed about when, or indeed if, we should have our session today. Should we do it tomorrow or next week? Finally we decided to just do it. We both felt less than 'mad for it', but as has been proved before, a few minutes is all it takes for the adrenaline to kick in.
So late this afternoon our session began, me with my blindfold, ankle/wrist restraints and the leather ball splitter I have talked about before all in place. Mistress entered and asked if I had any more cock touching to confess to, which I didn't. She was pleased but decided to administer about fifteen paddle smacks as a reminder. Then she pulled my face into her ass and as I breathed in her scent I felt my cock straining against the splitter which I had probably done up too tight if I'm honest. She told me that if I want to keep getting teased I need to remember to ask when I want to touch my cock.
Several minutes of lovely foot worship followed, while Mistress taunted me by describing the way she was touching and dildoing her pussy (which I of course couldn't see through my blindfold), punctuated by having me suck the dildo clean of her juices and getting it wet for her.
Eventually I was told to get on the bed and Mistress pushed a dildo into my ass and then had me lay on my back. She secured me at each corner of the bed and began using my tongue, I love it when she does that. She turned around and tormented me with her ass, telling me that I was not allowed to lick it, something she did over and over this session. I felt my cock straining against the ball splitter and eventually felt Mistress snap the front part open, leaving the strip of leather at the base of my cock and behind my balls intact and tight.
She sank down onto my cock several times and then lifted off and began slapping my cock, which was now extremely hard. This pattern continued a while, before more teasing with her gorgeous (but still hidden) ass pressed right in my face. Then she told me to close my eyes and she removed the blindfold. When she allowed me to open them she was standing over me, and as I looked up at her she lifted up the front panel of her PVC skirt to expose her beautiful pussy to me. I licked my lips and she sank onto my face again and then  turned around and sank down onto my cock again, offering me a very rare sight indeed, my cock disappearing into her pussy from behind.
Soon she started playing with my nipples as she stroked my cock while kneeling beside me, then she rode me again and continued to pull on them, which I really loved. Then she started talking about whether she might let me cum today and what conditions might be attached. She said she'd read in one of my stories about where a guy is allowed to cum but then has to endure being stroked for another thirty seconds, and maybe she should try that. She asked me if that was something I would like to try, I said yes, though I fear I wouldn't be able to take thirty seconds and I would definitely have to be tied down. She also asked if I would like to jerk myself off over her ass and then lick it clean, I said I would. She said maybe she would jerk me off and then wipe it on her ass, since that would be just as good. Then she left me alone for a while with clothes pegs on my nipples, the dildo still in my ass and the leather strip really pulling on my balls.
When she came back she had me remove the cock ring, she removed the pegs (she always has a twinkle in her eye when I wince I notice) and the dildo before having me go down on her. She was so ready for it after riding my cock and abusing me, and she came rather quicker than normal, and rather spectacularly too. :)
After cleaning her and the sheet I was tied down again and Mistress announced that I was to be relieved of my twenty eight day load, but that I would have to swallow it (of course). She wondered if I would rather be jerked off with her ass in my face or allowed to cum inside her, I assumed that meant she would allow me to lick her asshole as I came. She said the first would be my favourite and I agreed, however Mistress then told me that I wasn't allowed to look at her ass, even though it would be right up against my face and asked if I could be trusted to keep my eyes shut or if I should be blindfolded. I told her the blindfold would be safer, even though I was hoping my tongue would be buried in her ass anyway.
She allowed me about two seconds off ass licking in the end... so frustrating, and as she jerked my cock she described every little thing that she was doing, gradually bringing me closer and closer to coming. Then as soon as she started counting down from ten I could feel my orgasm approaching and as she jerked me hard I exploded over her hands.
As I lay panting she fed me the whole twenty eight day load from her fingers (it was extraordinarily creamy it seemed) before removing my blindfold and taunting me with her pussy and ass for a last time before ending the session. We agreed it had been a success and were both glad we had not postponed it.

Femdom Session 7th October 2012...

As those of you have been reading my blog this week may know, Mistress R and I have been on holiday  from work, and what better way to finish a week off work than with a Femdom Session?
I must admit at the start of the week I was a little sceptical, a week off work could mean too much to eat and drink and too many late nights, but I'm very happy to say that we kept ourselves somewhat more in check than usual and as such we reaped the benefits of our comparative restraint!
Incidentally, before I go any further, I would just like to say that Mistress R has just read my 'Krisproll' fantasy and found it most amusing...
Anyway...
Usually before a session Mistress R informs me what she wants me to wear by ticking boxes on a list I print out for her, the list starts with wrist and ankle cuffs, which are pretty much a given and then includes the Oxballs Cocksling, a rubber cock ring, a leather cock and ball splitter (which is pretty hopeless), my CB3000, and a buttplug if I'm not mistaken! When I compiled this list (some time ago now it must be said) I also included an option to 'Surprise Me'. I don't know how many years Mistress has been filling in this list but for some reason today was the first time she has ever ticked 'Surprise Me'.
This caught me off guard a little, as I simply wasn't expecting it... I was of course tempted to brush the dust off my CB3000, but knowing that Mistress R doesn't like it and knowing that I haven't even tried to put it on for at least a year (and not having unlimited time to fuck about with it) I decided to leave it well alone. Maybe some might see that as a lost opportunity, but I have no regrets.
I toyed with the idea of trying the irritating leather cock and ball divider, which is great until my balls slip back through the gaps and then it becomes a pointless decoration. Not wanting to resort to the Oxballs or the standard rubber cock ring (excellent though they both are) I was left with two options. Well actually, that's not strictly true... I was also toying with the idea of starting the session with my black buttplug in place, but I wasn't sure if that was within the 'remit' of the surprise me option. I guess I should have established that beforehand, but I decided it was probably better to play safe and so it came down to a metal cock ring that I haven't used for many years and the leather ball splitter I reviewed on this very site a year ago and haven't used since. I remembered the leather ball splitter being rather good and eagerly slipped it on.
The ball splitter is very sturdy and unlike the other leather cock ring/ball splitter I own you don't get the feeling that it's about break apart at any moment (which is always good!). So decision made, I waited kneeling as always for Mistress to enter the bedroom with my cuffs and the leather ball splitter in place.
When Mistress entered she noted my choice and scraped her toe nails along the underside of my very tight balls, commenting on how very tight it looked and how red and angry my cock and balls looked already. Mistress then established that I had been keeping my hands off and delivered a cursory 'reminder' punishment of nine strokes of the cat to remind me, before moving onto the bed and telling me to start worshipping her feet.
I eagerly began kissing her beautiful feet, sneaking a peek at Mistress R's beautiful pussy as I did so. Mistress noticed of course and warned me to keep my eyes only on her feet until she told me otherwise. I love worshipping Mistress R's beautiful feet and as Mistress began talking to me as her 'slave' I felt my cock harden inside the leather device. I was so fucking hard, and Mistress R was making me harder by the second, telling me how my cock and balls were hers and how she loved using my cock just like a dildo...
Soon I could hear Mistress using her real dildo to pleasure herself, and before long it was inside her. Not long after it was being offered to my lips for cleaning, which I eagerly undertook, revelling in the taste of her delicious juices.
Mistress continued her verbal teasing as I worshipped her other foot before having me lay back on the bed and securing me at each corner. As Mistress mounted my face and I greedily devoured her beautiful pussy my cock felt like it would explode at any second. I was so unbelievably hard in that thing and Mistress soon took to punishing my cock and balls with her hand and her cock whip.
When I winced as she brought the cock whip down across my balls she said, "What's the matter, is it too much?"
To which I replied "No Mistress."
"Good," she said. "Because you can tell me if it is.... only, you can't keep changing your mind about whether you want me to play with your balls or not."
God, I so loved that she said that, it was so hot hearing her using my fantasies against me.
She then spent the next ten or fifteen minutes I guess, alternating between having me lick her pussy as she sat on my face, slapping and whipping my cock and sliding just the tip of my cock inside her very wet pussy.
My cock was so red and hard that Mistress asked me several times if I needed her to remove the ball splitter but I told her it was fine. It didn't help me hold back my orgasm much though and as Mistress finally allowed me to penetrate her properly I was struggling quite bit. She looked so incredibly beautiful then, looking down at me with a somewhat amused look about her as she rode my aching, throbbing, tightly restrained cock... what I wouldn't give for a photograph of her in that moment, sigh...
Just to complete the moment, as she pulled herself off me and my dripping wet cock slipped helplessly out of her she reminded me that it was nothing more than a dildo to be used solely for her pleasure.
Oh my fucking God... so HOT!
She knelt beside me and slapped my cock and balls some more (when I am really turned on I absolutely love having my balls slapped) before standing over me and taunting me with the sight of her gorgeous pink asshole, pulling her cheeks apart so that I could get a really good look before sinking down onto my face so that I could breath in her beautiful musky scent. As you can imagine my cock could have hammered in a fence post by now, and after teasing me for a while like this she finally relented and allowed me to very briefly taste her asshole, suggesting that I might be allowed more later. Then she attached clothes pegs to my nipples and left me alone for a while, my tightly bound cock still throbbing and bobbing in the air.
When she returned she had removed her leather skirt and was naked except for her black bra and her special key pendant. She looked so sexy as she moved around the bed, I couldn't wait to taste her again and make her cum. She removed the pegs and then undid my restraints, before ordering me to remove the leather balls splitter.
Then she had me on my knees and slid onto the bed in my place, leaning back against the pillows and telling me that it was time to make her cum. I kissed my way up the insides of her silky smooth thighs (I LOVE Mistress's legs, and I especially love her inner thighs they are just so beautiful and sexy) until I came to her gorgeous pussy. I could spend hours worshipping Mistress's pussy and I cherish every single second that I get to worship it, it tastes soooooooo good.
I wasn't quite relaxed though, somehow I didn't seem to be in quite the right place and I was very concerned that I wasn't hitting the right angle and no amount of fidgeting seemed to correct it. Thankfully, it wasn't too serious a problem as Mistress came and drenched my chin with her pussy juices. It was such an erotic moment, clinging to her as she writhed on the bed, licking her until she finally pushed my head away... my face was soaked and I absolutely LOVED it!
After a few moments she got up on the bed and had me lick her juices up as they dripped down her thighs, before having me lick my fingers and the PVC sheet clean.
Then she tied me on my back again before grabbing my cock and slapping it back to full hardness. Even without the leather ball splitter my cock felt huge and it became even harder when she straddled my head and I looked up to see her pussy still absolutely dripping wet. As much as I wanted to tongue her asshole, which I assumed was what was about to happen, I simply couldn't let that pussy juice go to waste and I begged Mistress R to allow me to lick her clean.
Mistress said that she thought I would have had enough pussy juice by now, though she knows well enough that I can never had enough pussy juice. She graciously allowed me to suck her pussy clean twice as she slapped and stroked my aching cock and I wondered if she would make me choose between worshipping her ass or cumming again, but no, instead she told me that she was going to allow me to worship her ass and then sank down onto my face.
I loved every second of it, of course, and my cock was really aching now, especially since Mistress R continued to stroke and slap it as I feasted on her asshole. Then she knelt beside me again and looked down at me, teasing my cock and balls with that slightly amused smile on her face once more.
"You've pleased me today..." she said. My cock throbbed in anticipation and I licked my lips, hopeful that she might be about to allow me to cum before feeding it to me like the little cumslut I am.
"...but I'm not going to let you cum today."
I felt my back arching, pushing my cock higher as if begging for attention and crucially release.
"You can handle that, can't you?"
I didn't want to handle it, of course... I wanted her to jerk me hard and make me cum. But if it pleased Mistress to leave me horny and frustrated then that's what I truly wanted.
"Of course I can Mistress," I replied.

I love that Mistress R is so settled into her role now, I love that she seems to take amusement from my frustration and my struggling not to cum when she's riding my cock. I love that I don't have to worry about what I type on my blog now, because in the past I would sometimes be wary of typing certain things in case they made her uncomfortable with being 'mean' and denying me release. I don't feel the need to do that anymore. I love that she is getting more and more comfortable with being 'mean' and telling me that I 'can't keep changing my mind about whether she can play with my balls or not' was such a wonderful thing to hear, the fact that she's telling me it's her way or nothing is just incredibly hot. I love it when she talks to me like that, I just want her to become more and more evil, I just love it!
She looked so beautiful and sexy today and I can't imagine not being with her forever, she is absolutely everything to me, I truly adore her and I honestly hope she spends the rest of our lives together deciding when, how, where and indeed if I get to cum... and enjoying my tongue of course. Oh yes.
:)

Mmmm. Delicious...

When I got home today Mistress R was in a very good mood, not only had she baked some delicious cookies, she had also been for a very long run and was very proud of herself (and rightly so). I discovered later that that wasn't all she'd been up to, she'd also trimmed her gorgeous pussy for me and it really did look absolutely beautiful as I sank between her legs, my cock absolutely throbbing hard from when she'd been squeezing it just a few moments before.

Mistress tasted and smelt delicious and I loved every single second that it took to bring her to her eleventh orgasm of August (her best number since April). Afterwards Mistress told me to get on my knees as she wanted to punish me for my second infraction of the week... the first three or four hits with the paddle were nothing to get upset about, but then Mistress R started to swing her arm a little harder and the stinging quickly increased in potency! The last one was particularly sharp, and I certainly didn't enjoy it much, but then I'm not supposed to am I?

After this Mistress R started to play with my cock, and once again for some reason I found it a little hard to recapture that truly throbbing hardness I had felt when she first touched it at the start of the evening's fun, but nevertheless it slowly hardened to a reasonable degree and Mistress started to bite and slap my cock which helped quite a bit, as did the single long awaited slap to the balls she administered... oh yes!

Suddenly Mistress was on her knees beside me and then she was straddling me and feeding my cock into her silky, wet hole. It felt fantastic to be inside her and she looked so beautiful as she rode me. I really wanted to ask her to take her bra off, but since I'd already been punished this evening I decided that I really didn't deserve it and decided not to even ask.

Mistress asked for an update on how many days I was up to and I told her thirteen so far, she didn't make any further comment but I didn't really expect her to let me cum, and I was right. After a few minutes riding my cock she lay back down beside me and used a single finger to tease my pussy juice coated cock until she decided that I'd had enough.

I asked her if I could please taste her pussy again, she pondered my question for a moment, and then straddled my head for a few seconds as I pushed my tongue as deep into her slippery pussy as I possibly could. Like always, she tasted absolutely amazing, I wish she would have stayed there for a lot longer, but... well it's not for me to decide is it?

Miss Christina mentioned my second infringement in an email and asked me if the thought of being allowed to worship Mistress R's ass isn't motivating me. I definitely wouldn't say that at all, Mistress R's ass is very motivating indeed! It's just that when I wake up and my cock is aching and hard I tend not to have my full powers of reasoning available to me, so it's more of an 'after the fact' regret, than a reasoned decision. I just have to hope that Mistress R doesn't use it as a reason not to let me worship her gorgeous asshole next Sunday.

Ooops...

Mistress R's period having finished, tonight was my first chance to make her cum since last Wednesday (no wonder I felt a little distant from her over the weekend). At first we lay together on the bed, kissing as I stroked up and down the insides of her silky smooth thighs. She told me to lick my finger, I did as she said and started gently teasing her pussy with it until I couldn't wait any more and moved down the bed and between her legs to taste her gorgeous pussy. I loved every second of it, and I felt so happy when Mistress finally bucked against my tongue as she had a lovely orgasm.
Then it was my turn, and almost before Mistress had got started on teasing me I told her that I had a confession to make. She pulled away slightly and told me to spit it out. I told her that I had touched my cock for a few seconds this morning... that I had woken up hard after she had briefly teased me late last night when we went to bed. I told her that it was only a few seconds, she told me she would think about my punishment but in the meantime I should enjoy what was to follow.
Mistress R then gave me an amazing blowjob, punctuated with some lovely cock slapping. My cock felt harder than it had in weeks and I was really hoping she might climb on top of me and slip my cock into her gorgeous, tight wet pussy. Sadly she had other ideas and after teasing me beautifully and then kissing me deliciously while my cock strained against my stomach, she told me to get up on my knees and bend over. She pulled her whip out of the bedside drawer and gave me eleven lashes for my indiscretion. My cock softened as she punished me, but as soon as I lay back down with her it began to harden once more. Though I hoped she might tease me further Mistress decided that I had had enough for tonight. I guess I was lucky I was treated so leniently given my confession...

Femdom Session 15th July 2012

As regular readers will know, over the last few weeks I haven't exactly been on top of the world, and so while I looked forward to what I knew would be a good Femdom session, I never anticipated just how fantastic it would actually turn out to be. As a one off I decided to record the session with my little dictaphone, so that I could share with you exactly what went down last Sunday morning...

(NB: Just so you know, before the session I had already confessed to my two infractions and given some detail about them).


Mistress R instructed me to wait for her wearing my ankle and wrist cuffs, my blindfold and my rubber cock ring. On entering the room she toyed with my cock for a few moments as she checked that I had complied with all of her instructions. Satisfied that I had, she told me to move away from the bed and to get on all fours, I complied with her instructions immediately, well aware that the next little while probably wasn't going to be my favourite part of the session.

"Each time we have these sessions, I ask you (slap) some questions don't I slave... and you're always honest with me aren't you?"

Slap! The whip made contact with my ass a second time, as I knew my punishment hadn't started I presumed that I was not yet required to count the blows and thank Mistress for them. I responded positively to Mistress's question, pulling my back upwards a little as I sought to bring my balls forward of the backs of my thighs.

"So... how many times did you touch yourself when you shouldn't have done?"

"Two Mistress."

"Two... right."

Slap! Slap! The whip was brought down a further two times before she continued...

"And I understand that one of these was short, and one was long... how long are we talking slave?"

I was dreading that particular question, but I had to answer truthfully.

"Ummmm.....  about, twenty minutes Mistress."

"Twenty minutes! That is 'long' isn't it slave?"

She sounded rather surprised at my confession.

"Yes Mistress."

"And you actually dared to edge yourself during that time slave, is that correct?"

"Yes Mistress."

"How many times do you think you edged yourself slave?"

"I don't know Mistress..."

"Roughly.... two, three... more than five?"

I was somewhat thankful that she had jumped in with those options since if I'd had to estimate off my own back it would have been much higher, more like double that...

"More than five, Mistress."

"Really, more than five.... well I think you need quite a severe punishment for that slave. Right, you know the drill."

Mistress began whipping my ass now, and carried on until I had counted off and thanked her for fifteen strikes of the cat.

She paused briefly to ask me a question...

"Surely you haven't forgotten slave, how much better it is when I touch your cock?"

"No Mistress."

"Because who actually owns your cock slave?"

"You do Mistress."

"That's right, so you should not be touching it without my permission should you slave?"

"No Mistress."

"Perhaps this will help you to remember.... do you remember what number we are up to slave?"

"Fifteen Mistress."

"Good, continue..."

The whipping recommenced, with a further five strokes being added before she stopped. For someone who likes being whipped it would probably have appeared rather tame, but I do not enjoy pain, I only enjoy the submission of allowing myself to be whipped by my beautiful Mistress, so for me it was quite enough discomfort.

"That's for the twenty minutes of touching slave, and now we move on to the number of edges... begin again from one slave."

Even before the first blow I somehow knew that she'd switched to the paddle, the paddle that I suggested buying of course... it stings, I love it and hate it at the same time. Five slaps with the paddle later, she called a halt. My ass was stinging, even though I knew it would quickly fade away.

"And how did it feel when you were touching your own cock slave?"

What could I say, really?

"Good Mistress."

"It felt good did it... did it feel better than when I touch your cock slave?"

"No Mistress."

"No of course it didn't... sit up and turn and face the bed."

In my personal darkness I turned towards the bed and heard the PVC sheet crackle as Mistress mounted the bed and leaned  forward to present her favourite glass dildo to my mouth.

"Open wide slave, suck that cock."

I willingly opened my mouth and felt the cool, smooth glass against my tongue. I love to wet my Mistress's dildo for her because I know she loves it's deep ridges, the thought that she would soon be pleasuring herself with it made my cock stiffen as I fellated the glass cock.

"Since you love touching your own cock slave, so often, when you shouldn't... you should even more like licking and sucking this cock."

My cock continued to harden as I worked to ensure the dildo was well lubricated for Mistress's beautiful pussy.

"Because this cock will be going where you always want to have your own cock slave, isn't that right?"

I briefly pulled my head off the dildo to answer.

"Yes Mistress."

The dildo was pulled away and she shifted on the bed.

"Right slave, now I'm going to allow you to worship my feet."

"Thank you Mistress."

I felt her foot press against my chest and I wished I wasn't blindfolded so I could see her beautiful, soft feet.

"You may begin....while I will be rubbing this dildo, all around my beautiful pussy...exactly where you would like to have your cock, wouldn't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

I set to work on her right foot, peppering it with gentle kisses before sucking her toes into my mouth, I absolutely adore sucking Mistress's toes, they are so delicate and sexy.

"Well, I'm only going to have a cock inside my pussy that I am in control of.... you're not in control slave, and you don't want to be, do you?"

"No Mistress."

"You can't see this now slave, but this dildo is rubbing all around my beautiful lips... and just... just inside... starting to get coated with that beautiful pussy juice... you love the taste of pussy juice don't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Whatever is covered in pussy juice should have to be licked clean by you, isn't that right slave?"

"If it pleases you Mistress."

"If you listen carefully you can hear the sound of my dildo moving in.. and out... you love that sound don't you slave, you wish it was your cock making that sound don't you?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Then you must learn to control yourself better slave, you were doing so well, and I'm sure you will do well again. You must remember, I'm in control, I own your cock, I say when you can touch it, you know you can ask me for permission slave... but you failed to do so didn't you?"

I barely stopped to answer her, I was so deep in sub space now, all my worries and stress completely forgotten in less than ten minutes...

"Stop, open wide, lick this dildo clean slave..."

I opened my mouth and used my tongue to lick her juices off the entire length of the glass dildo as she twizzled it around, then she pushed it into my mouth and I sucked it greedily, willingly, just as if I was sucking a cock for her amusement. After a short time she pulled the dildo out of my mouth and I resumed my duties as her foot slave.

"You think it's more fun to do something without permission don't you slave, you know sometimes I might actually want to see you touching that cock, so you must ask me if you want to, understand slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Good....that will please me much more slave. After all, if you are wanting to touch your cock, it should only be with my permission and I should be able to see it. Who knows, I might decide that you're not touching it as I want you to, and stop you and do something different myself. But whatever it is, it's going to be better than the way you touch yourself isn't it slave, furtively, without permission?"

"Yes Mistress."

"You love worshipping my feet don't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Just being allowed to kneel there and worship my beautiful feet... knowing that I'm laying here, playing with my beautiful pussy, and getting this cock covered in my beautiful pussy juice, and you can't even see it can you... but you can smell it can't you? You can scent that... you love that scent don't you slave..."

"Stop now slave, and lick this clean again..."

Once more I licked and sucked on the glass dildo as she hovered over me.

"Maybe one day it will be a real cock covered in your Mistress's pussy juice slave, you'd lick that clean if you were told to wouldn't you, if you knew it would please your Mistress..."


My cock pulsed as she spoke, though I doubt we would ever involve another person in our sex-life, just hearing her say those words always has a considerable effect on me.


"Yes Mistress," I groaned.

"Onto the other foot slave..."

I lovingly took hold of her left foot and began lavishing it with attention, just as I had the right one before it.

"Do you think a lot about these sessions, in between them slave... think about how lovely it is for you to have your Mistress totally in control... deciding, if I want to, to keep you on your knees for the whole session worshipping my feet, not letting you near my pussy, as a punishment... you'd even welcome that wouldn't you slave."

"Whatever pleases you Mistress."

"That's right..."

She allowed me a little while to concentrate on her gorgeous foot, my tongue swirling around her pretty, red polished toes.

"So when you're touching your own cock slave, tell me about it, do you do it hard, or soft..."

I struggled for an answer, so deep was I in my reverie.

"Both Mistress."

"Both... and does it feel as good as when I am touching it slave?"

"No Mistress."

"No, that's what you have to learn to remember slave don't you? The only time you should be touching that cock slave, is for my amusement, if I tell you to do so. Do you understand?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Otherwise I am the only one who should be touching it, I control your cock. Who controls your cock slave?"

"You do Mistress."

"Who controls your balls?"

"You do Mistress."

"Who controls your ass?"

"You do Mistress."

"That's right slave... you shouldn't be forgetting that after all this time?"

"No Mistress."

She removed her foot from my mouth and I felt her moving closer again.

"Lick my finger clean slave."

I sucked her pussy flavoured finger deep into my mouth, savouring the taste of her gorgeous juices.

"Is that one of your favourite tastes in the world slave, I think it is isn't it?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Good slave, keep going... "

She allowed me a few more minutes of foot worship, after which I was completely blissed out and feeling enormously mellow. I just love worshipping my Mistress's feet, she really does have the most gorgeous feet I have ever seen and they really turn me on.

Finally she bid me to stop.

"That will do slave, now get up on the bed, on your hands and knees."

I moved onto the bed as instructed and waited as Mistress bound my wrists to the corners of the bed.

"I think you need just a touch more punishment slave..."

She gave me another (rather gentle) five slaps with the cat, before setting it aside and moving onto the bed beside me. I felt her reach under me and grab my cock.

"Now slave, time to really show you who's in control of this cock... and that's just how you like it isn't it?"


She started stroking my cock now, feeling it as it grew in her hand.

"It cannot feel as good, when you touch it yourself, can it slave?"

"No Mistress."

"Not when I dig my nails in like this... you sooooo love how that feels don't you? While your ass is vulnerable to me as well, you really love that feeling, isn't that right slave?"

My cock was rock hard now, the pain of her nails digging in only making it harder still, it felt so damn good!

"I think sometimes you deliberately touch yourself, so that you'll get punished, because you absolutely love being reminded don't you slave, of how good it feels when I'm in control..."

She moved away and the next thing I heard was the pump of the lube and the slightly cool, slippery feeling as the substance landed between my ass cheeks. A couple of minutes later Mistress had inserted a smallish dildo in my ass before returning her attention to my throbbing cock.

"You love it when something's in your ass and your cock's being teased, don't you slave?"

Indeed I do. The initial penetration may not always be easy, but I generally find it doesn't take long for that initial discomfort to subside and a much more pleasurable sensation to take it's place.

"It wouldn't be this good if you were doing it yourself would it slave?"

I couldn't argue with that, I was already starting to enjoy the unusual sensation of having something in my asshole, by the time she removed it a good while later I would be hoping for more.

"I sometimes wonder how you'd feel, if somebody else was touching you, while something was in your ass... maybe one day if it pleases me to find out, you will slave..."

That kind of caught me off guard, I must admit...

"That's certainly making your cock good and hard isn't it slave, you love it when your cock's like this, don't you... I'm in control of it, and that's just how you like it isn't it...however much you might sneakily touch it... now, keep that dildo in your ass while I untie you..."


Mistress unhooked the restraints from my cuffs before giving me my next instruction.

"Now slave I want you to turn over onto your back, while keeping that dildo inside your ass."

I successfully manoeuvred onto my back without letting the dildo slip out and felt Mistress securing my wrists once more before straddling me.

"Now slave, I want you to ask me nicely to take your blindfold off."

I asked her, with just a hint of pleading in my voice.

"Why would you want me to take it off slave."

"So I can... see you Mistress."

"You want to see me do you slave... do you?"


I managed to convince her that I did.

"Very well, close your eyes."

I felt her peel away the red rubber blindfold and knew that all that was standing between me and the image of my beautiful Mistress was the thickness of my eyelids. Of course I kept them tightly closed as instructed, despite my eagerness to see her gorgeous body.

"Okay, you may open them..."

Mistress was wearing a fairly plain black bra and one of her split leather skirts. The only time she ever wears bright red lipstick is in our sessions and I must admit I do love it on her. Even without the PVC garb she sometimes wears, she looked completely stunning.

"You look gorgeous Mistress."

"Thank you slave, keep your eyes up..."

She slowly raised the front of her leather skirt and said, "Now you may look at my beautiful pussy slave."

I must have licked my lips as I feasted my eyes on that which I never tire of seeing, Mistress has a gorgeous pussy, which with her hair kept pretty short affords me a great view of it's beauty.

"Lick the dildo slave."

I hadn't even noticed that she was holding her glass dildo again, but willingly used my tongue to lubricate it for her once more. A few moments later I was allowed to watch as she slid the glass cock between her soft, silky pink lips.

"Watch that dildo... going up inside and getting coated in those beautiful juices... "


You can bet I was watching... I absolutley love watching Mistress pleasure herself, and I so rarely get to see it.

"Ahhh, you so wish that was your cock don't you slave?"

I did indeed, if only she would allow me inside her.

"Lick it clean slave..."

I licked and sucked the dildo clean, savouring her beautiful taste as I swallowed every drop I could from the translucent cock.

Mistress discarded the dildo and reached down to find my rock hard cock, without a word she pressed the tip against her very wet pussy and bore down until I was fully inside. She rode me for less than half a minute before pulling herself off me and moving up to straddle my face.

"Tongue out slave..."

I can't tell you just how much I love it when Mistress straddles my face and orders me to lick her, it is just heaven to me, the submissive positioning just adds so much to my enjoyment of her beautiful pussy and I love it even more when she grinds herself against me, especially when she's really, really wet.

"Feel good slave?"

"You taste amazing Mistress..."

"Thank you slave, is that your favourite taste in the world?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Is it? So you prefer that to the taste of my beautiful ass do you?"

Not exactly, I adore both...

"Only slightly Mistress...."

"I see. I guess my ass is more of a treat for you because you don't get to taste it that often do you?"

"No Mistress... it's a special treat."

"A special treat, yes... only very good slaves are allowed that special treat aren't they? So do you think a slave who flagrantly disobeyed his Mistress by touching himself for twenty minutes should be allowed that special treat?"

Argh, as much as I probably expected this, I hated that my own weakness was going to be the thing which denied me the pleasure of worshipping Mistress R's gorgeous ass, unfortunately there was only one possible answer.

"Probably not Mistress."

"Probably not, then again... if you were to be allowed the possibility of that special treat, you'd probably do anything for it, wouldn't you?"

Mistress R had moved off my face now and was kneeling next to me on the bed and stroking my cock, as she talked to me she punctuated her comments with random slaps to my cock, which only made it harder.

"Anything that I asked...."

"Yes Mistress."

"If I told you that in order to earn that special treat, you had to go down on your Mistress and make her cum so hard..... eight times, before you were allowed that treat, you'd agree to that wouldn't you slave?"

Before I could answer Mistress R tabled an immediate amendment.

"In fact eight times is probably a bit low... probably fifteen times would be better."

I moaned softly, a combination of the way she was roughly playing with my cock and my appreciation of her domineering attitude.

"And if I said that in order to earn that special treat, you wouldn't be allowed to cum, for...."

She paused and gazed absentmindedly at the ceiling as if trying to think just how long she wanted me to suffer, before concluding simply that 'as long as she pleased' was sufficient.

 "...as long as I say, and when you were allowed to cum, I might just decide to ruin it for you... but in order to get your tongue into that special place, you'd probably agree to that wouldn't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress." I groaned as my cock pulsed in her hand at the mere suggestion of a ruined orgasm.

I love the thought of her doing that to me, not because of the physical sensation so much, more because I would love her to do it 'just because she can'. Like being whipped and paddled, it's not so much the act itself, it's the fact that it is her that is choosing that action for me.

Even as I struggled to keep my excitement under control Mistress R was straddling me and pressing her gorgeous ass softly against my face, affording me a torturously enticing view of her beautiful pink puckered hole. I can't tell you how much I wanted to flick my tongue out and just tease it for a second.....

"And what I could do, is allow you a tiny, tiny, tiny taste today... or maybe just allow you near it... so you were near, but you couldn't actually touch it... you can see it, soooo close.... but not allowed to touch it... maybe that would make you realise how special it actually was... and how only slaves who are very, very good are allowed to have that very special treat."

She pressed back again as I breathed in her musky scent, utterly complicit in my own torment.

"Oh it must be torture slave, to be sooooooo near, and yet not be allowed to do what you really want to do, which is to just plunge your tongue inside isn't it slave?"

My cock throbbed as she pressed back once again, her pink rosebud making the slightest contact with my top lip. I could have exploded right there...

"But slaves who can't obey their Mistress... they don't deserve special treats do they slave?"

"No Mistress," I breathed into her ass, fighting off the disappointment of knowing she was not going to allow me to taste her today.

"Still, slave might be allowed a chance of redeeming himself... we'll see won't we?"

A glimmer of hope perhaps?

"But he would of course have to agree... to anything and everything his Mistress asked. And not just agreeing and then immediately forgetting... he'd have to prove his devotion, so that she knows he really does appreciate having his Mistress totally in charge.

Mistress moved back to kneeling beside me and started stroking and slapping my cock and balls once again. I love it when she does that.

"After all slave, you touching yourself can't possibly feel as good as this can it, you know that now don't you?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Do you think you'll be able to remember that now?"

"Yes Mistress."

"I want you to be able to take yourself right back to this moment and be able to remember how it feels...

"I'll do anything you want me to Mistress."

"You will won't you slave, that's what I like to hear... otherwise you won't be allowed in that special place... "

Mistress picked up the small cock-whip and began flogging my cock with it, even using it on my balls a couple of times which I don't think she's ever done before, at least not deliberatley!

"Because remember, I can do what I want to this cock, I can lick it, suck it, bite it, crop it, whip it, rub it... whatever I choose slave... that's right isn't it?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Good.... I think it's time for you to have a think about it slave, to think about how much you really want to obey me. I'll be back when I'm ready slave... and then I'm going to tell you to go down on me. Understand slave?"

"Yes Mistress. Thank you Mistress."

Mistress applied a clothes peg to each of my nipples before leaving me to stew in my own juices for several long minutes.

As the minutes ticked by I truly entered that dreamy state that comes from being in this position, I felt my cock gradually soften but a few minutes before Mistress R came back into the room I focussed on remembering the images I have witnessed in the last half an hour and my cock quickly comes back to life, giving Mistress the impression as she walked back into the room that I had been hard the entire time.

"Good slave, have you been thinking about me?"

"Yes Mistress."

Mistress removed the pegs and untied my wrists.

"Take off your cock ring and then get up on your knees..."

I struggled a little bit getting the cock ring past my rapidly hardening cock, but I managed it and rose onto my knees without losing the dildo from my well-lubed and relaxed ass (I'd almost forgotten it was inside me to tell the truth).

"Ask me to remove the dildo."

I did as Mistress asked and half hoped as she pulled the dildo out that she might decide to take me on my hands and knees with her strap-on, after twenty minutes or so with the dildo inside me I was fully relaxed and would have loved her to fuck me from behind, but unfortunately it wasn't to be.

"So slave, were you thinking about me while I was gone, were you thinking that it's better for me to be in control than you?"

"Yes Mistress."

She smiled and climbed onto the bed, moving towards me and pulling my face towards her crotch. I wasn't exactly sure if I was allowed to lick her pussy at this precise moment, so I settled for a couple of soft kisses and breathing in her wonderful scent.

She lay down and spread her legs, inviting me to lay down inbetween them and pleasure her with my tongue. I willingly and eagerly did so, and I have to say Mistress tasted absolutely gorgeous. She was so hot and wet, my fingers slid easily into her pussy and right from the start she moaned softly as I started to lick her.

This continued for a while until eventually she groaned a few times, and then bucked wildly against my tongue. Listening back to that moment on the recording is something I will never get tired of hearing, for me it is the most beautiful sound I could ever hear. After a few seconds she stopped writhing and told me how good it was, then almost whispered, "Thank you slave."

"Thank you Mistress." I responded.

I always thank her for allowing me to lick her to orgasm, in a way that I'm sure she would never dream of doing...

"Kneel up slave... "

Mistress slipped out from under me as I viewed the small slick of pussy juice which remained on the PVC sheet.

"Clean up the sheet slave..."

I bent down and licked up every last drop, I love the taste of her pussy, even from a plastic sheet.

"Is that clean slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Get up on your knees then slave..."

Mistress climbed onto the bed once again and turned away from me.

"Good slave, now you can lick me clean, but you are not allowed to lick my ass.... just concentrate on getting every last drop of that beautiful pussy juice."

I craned my neck between her thighs to get as much as I could, finally using my fingers to retrieve the drops that my tongue just couldn't reach. She turned to face me and allowed me to lick around her pussy, she  tasted magnificent, it's the only word I can use to describe it.

Mistress ordered me onto my back and secured my wrists once more before straddling me and exposing her asshole to me by pulling her cheeks apart with one hand, the other stroking my cock until it was as hard as a rock.

"Good slave... but I still don't think that you've done enough to be allowed to lick that special place, not this time slave. You need to be thinking about it slave, and when you are tempted... so close... you'll know not to touch yourself without my permission won't you?"

Mistress slapped my cock and balls once again, bringing me closer to the edge, though I was still in well in control.

"Because it's never going to feel as good as this is it slave?"

"No Mistress."

"I want you to remember slave, when you're tempted to touch yourself, remember to ask me... I may not give you permission, but I may... and if I do... you will touch yourself while I'm watching. I say when you can touch your cock, understand slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

She slapped my cock a few more times and gave my balls one hefty slap for good measure, before abruptly bringing the session to a close.

"End of session."

"Thank you Mistress, thank you... thank you."

I lay panting for a few seconds until Mistress lay down on the bed next to me and I pressed myself against her, hugging her passionately and telling her how amazing it had been. After the last few weeks, we both really needed this session to be good, and it was more than that, much, much more... it was utterly fantastic. I am such a lucky man to have such a wonderful, sexy and beautiful wife as my divine Mistress R.