Showing posts with label Femdom Session. Show all posts
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Sunday, 5 June 2022

FEMDOM SESSION: 5th June 2022

 As you may remember, we missed out our 'Monthly' Femdom Sessions in February and March sessions but got there in April, determined to hit every month in this Femdom year. Well... unfortunately May's session effectively happened today but we are hopeful that our June session will take place before the end of the month and that will get us back on track.

In truth today could have gone out of the window too... having slept in way too long I was very stiff and then when lifting the mattress to change the sheets I got a really nasty twinge in my lower back. I seriously considered throwing in the towel, but instead I chucked some pills down my neck and had a warm shower, concentrating the warm water on my back for several minutes. It didn't completely resolve the issue, but it certainly helped and meant that we could continue, even if it was rather later than we'd hoped.

I waited, kneeling on the floor of the bedroom for Mistress to come in. As usual I was wearing my ankle and wrist restraints, and I had chosen to add my blindfold and the Oxballs Cocksling as Mistress had given me free rein. I don't know why I always choose the blindfold... every time Mistress points out the folly of blindfolding myself being that I can't see her gorgeous body, and yet every time I fall for it! Still, it helps to build the anticipation... 

As expected Mistress got right down to it, questioning me about any illegal touching I may have done since the last session, and of course I had to confess... this led to twenty one painful strokes with the whip and paddle before Mistress let me kneel back up and face the bed.

Mistress got onto the bed and reminded me that I can always 'ask' for permission to touch myself, before having me suck on her glass dildo and get it wet for her. She ordered me to worship her feet, and then told me that she was giving me special permission to softly touch my cock as I did so. 

I wasn't expecting this, but greatly enjoyed being able to gently rub my cock while I sucked and kissed Mistress's beautiful feet and toes. But it didn't last more than a couple of minutes before Mistress told me to stop touching myself and I soon felt Mistress's dildo pressed to my lips for a second time. 

She told me to switch feet and I could hear her pussy getting wetter as she started to slide the glass head between her lips. She teased me about how badly I wanted to bury my face between her thighs, before offering me one more taste of her delicious juices from the dildo. 

This continued a little while longer before Mistress decided to move things on and soon I was on my back, restrained at each corner and Mistress stood over me. I felt a sting as Mistress slapped the cock whip against my cock and then again against each nipple. Then she sank down onto my face and I got to taste her gorgeous pussy properly for the first time.

I could feel my cock hardening as I pressed my tongue against her, savouring the delicious taste of her warm, wet hole. But not for long, Mistress was soon up again, turning round and teasing me about what I could have seen up above me if only I hadn't elected to blindfold myself. More whipping followed, and then I felt her long nails dragging up my throbbing cock. 

Then she was at my side, clipping pegs onto my nipples before leaning down to take my aching cock into her warm, wet mouth. I absolutely loved the feeling of Mistress's mouth closing around my cock and sucking on it, but again it didn't last long. She asked me how many days it had been since she had allowed me to cum 'properly' and I answered 31. Mistress declared thirty one days 'not long at all' especially since she had ruined me a couple of times since our last Femdom session.

She went on, musing that actually, since I got to enjoy the taste of my own cum when she ruined me, there wasn't any real need for me to cum properly anymore. I wonder if she noticed how hard these words made my poor denied cock? Because it felt like I was going to explode any second... 

She continued, asking me how I would feel if she made me stroke to the edge and then ruin my orgasm onto her beautiful feet. Amazing! My cock throbbed painfully as I imagined her leaning closer and further telling me that all my orgasms would be ruined in future... after all, only she deserves the pleasure of orgasms, my role being simply to give pleasure and endure frustration and denial for her.

I was brought back into the present by the feeling of Mistress removing and re-applying the pegs. I winced as the pain coursed through my nipples and then Mistress got off the bed and filled my ass with the rind ended glass dildo, before standing over me again and sinking down onto my face. Finally she removed the blindfold so I could see her magnificent body, her breasts framed perfectly by the straps of her cupless basque. She reached down and slowly lifted up the edge of her skirt, giving me a perfect view of her neatly trimmed pussy. 

She sank down onto my face again, her pussy wetter each time she did so, before she knelt beside me again, now teasing my aching cock with the vibrating butt plug. This felt great, and in certain spots it felt amazing. Mistress debated the idea of leaving the plug balanced on my cock while she left me alone, and I was kind of hoping she would, but ultimately she decided against it. Instead she slipped the blindfold back over my head and removed the pegs a second time, then told me she would be back when she was ready.

A few minutes later Mistress returned and untied me, before standing over me again and removing my blindfold. Mistress had shed the skirt, but still had the cupless basque on her top half. She looked incredible, after having me remove the Oxballs Cocksling, Mistress told me it was time for me to worship her pussy and make her cum.

Mistress lay back on the bed, propped up against some pillows while I sank down between her legs and kissed around her wet slit. Mistress's finger slipped between her lips and she rubbed her clit a little before pushing her finger into my mouth. Then I started to use my tongue and Mistress instantly responded, her breathing telling me how turned on she was (as if her pussy wasn't telling me that already!). 

I licked her for some time before sliding my finger between her lips and teasing her G-spot. Then I slowly edged my finger down, down between her ass cheeks and gently pressed it against her ass. Mistress loves her ass being touched while I lick her, and I LOVE doing it. Mistress started to tense up as she got closer and closer to cumming, finally toppling over the edge as I gently massaged her ass with my fingertip and then licked her through her orgasm.

Eventually she pulled away and I opened my eyes to see her delicious pussy right in front of me, pink and dripping wet... so damn beautiful. Mistress told me to drink in the view, which I did but then I couldn't help but edge forward to lick up a thick string of juice that was hanging from her lips. I cannot tell you how much I love the taste of Mistress pussy, it is like a drug. 

(In case you didn't see the post below, I answered a question yesterday which asked 'If your roles were reversed and Mistress R was your slave, what would be the first rule you would make?' My answer was, 'My first rule would be that I could eat Mistress's pussy and ass whenever I wanted... and that Mistress would be surprised when and how often I would enforce this rule.) 

After a few more seconds Mistress put her foot on my shoulder and pushed me back (also love that!), before standing on the bed and having me lick up every drop of pussy juice from her silky smooth skin. Well, not much encouragement needed there I can tell you! And finally she told me to lick up her juices from the PVC sheet. Which again.... :)

Then she told me to lie on my back and she quickly stood over me again. I looked up to see her open pussy, still soaking wet and begging to be licked clean. I begged Mistress to let me clean her and she sank down onto my face, my tongue lapping at her lips and retrieving as much of the delicious nectar as it could before she rose up again.

Mistress bent forward and sucked my cock into her mouth, she stroked it and asked me if I was enjoying the sight above me. She asked if I wanted to be allowed to worship her asshole, before adding that if I did I would be giving up any hope of any kind of orgasm today. I really didn't care, all I could think about was how badly I wanted to taste her ass.

Mistress made me beg to worship her, then sank down, slapping my balls and stroking my cock hard as my tongue found its target. It felt so fucking good to taste Mistress's ass, it seems so long since I got to do that. Way too long. 

Mistress allowed me to lick her ass three times before she moved to the side and continued stroking me, forcing me closer and closer to the edge. Although I no longer had the sight and taste of her amazing pussy and ass, now I was treated to the stunning view of Mistress's gorgeous breasts trembling as she pounded my cock.

I held out for a little while but inevitably I reached the edge and Mistress let go, only to slap my balls a couple of times. I hope one day she keeps slapping until I ruin, that would be awesome. :)


Wednesday, 20 April 2022

FEMDOM SESSION: 15th April 2022

As you will have seen from the previous post, Mistress and I managed 8 out of the 12 planned Femdom Sessions in the last Chastity Year (Apr 1 - Mar 31), which was our best since 2015/2016! However, we faltered at the last and actually missed out both February and March... which meant that this session was the first one since the 30th of January. 

Maybe we should aim for every three weeks instead of every month, then we would maybe manage 12 out of 17? It's certainly worth considering...

Before I recount this session, I just noticed that someone left a comment on our Novermber session post...

"I hope Mitsress starts fucking your ass regularly and makes all your orgasms anal-only. Then you will know what frustration really feels like, when your cock is twitching and leaking as she pounds your ass with her strap on."

Thanks anonymous, I'm certainly hoping for more frustrating orgasms (more ruins and less full ones) so this is certainly something to aspire to in the future... ;)

Okay, so... for this session Mistress instructed me to wear my wrist and ankle cuffs, a blindfold and either the Oxballs Cocksling or the Oxballs Ball Stretcher. (Seriously, when is Oxballs going to start sponsoring me, I mention them every god-damn time!) I chose the ball stretcher, cos I really like how tight it makes my balls, but it's harder to get on than the cocksling. I had to put it on twice this time because the first time it didn't feel quite right. I've had this before with the cocksling, if you get it on right it is great, but if you get it on wrong it can actually hinder you getting hard. It's very odd and difficult to explain, but take it from me you need to get it in the right place.

I waited on my knees for Mistress to come into the room, knowing full well that the first thing she was going to ask me was had I touched my cock without permission... and I knew that I had. I think the last two sessions I hadn't, but obviously the longer the gap between sessions the more likely it is. But first Mistress stood in front of me and asked me if I could guess what she was wearing. I had hinted that I would love to see her wearing the PVC all in one outfit she got last year. She has only worn it once (May 2021) and I've been hoping to see it again because quite frankly it looks fucking amazing.


This is a picture from the website it came from, but I think it looks waaay better on Mistress with her gorgeous natural breasts (and no sticky tape!), we really need to get a photo of her wearing it because it is perfection!

So I was definitely hoping for that, but then I felt Mistress brush her leather skirt against my face and that made me think she was probably wearing the open cup basque type top that you see at the top of the blog. She didn't tell me either way, in fact she told me not to guess right then... I was just hopeful that whatever it was her beautiful breasts would be on display when she decided to take the blindfold off me.

So then came the question I was dreading, and of course I admitted my illegal touching. I think Mistress was actually quite pleased, because it meant she was totally justified in dishing out a longer and harsher punishment. She ordered me onto my hands and knees and whipped my ass several times before switching to the paddle. 

The red felt side of the paddle is actually not too bad, but every stroke that lands I'm not really thinking how it is actually not too bad... because I know that sooner or later she will switch it over to the leather side and then it really stings. And so it came to pass.... and sure enough it really fucking stung! It's at times like this when I wonder why I get myself into these situations, because I don't actually enjoy pain. I do however like the effect it has on Mistress...

Well the last few strokes with the paddle stung like a bastard, but I took heart from the knowledge that Mistress would be getting wet already with the sound of each painful stroke echoing around the bedroom. It amazes me how it can sting so much but within a few minutes the pain is pretty much gone, I shudder to think how much pain you would have to take to be unable to sit 'for days'!

Thankfully, once the spanking (or this spanking, there was more to come) was over, Mistress turned me towards the bed and offered her dildo to my mouth. She told me to suck on it and get it wet for her and soon she was reclined above me with said dildo working between her legs while I worshipped her beautiful feet in turn.

I was still not sure the Ballstretcher was on exactly right and I hadn't had the slightest inkling of an erection as yet (early session nerves and the stinging in my cheeks weren't helping!) but kissing Mistress's gorgeous feet always makes me feel very calm and submissive and I wasn't really concerned at all, I just tried to relax and forget about the paddle and concentrate on making Mistress feel worshipped.

I needn't have worried, while Mistress played with her favourite dildo she first described what she was doing and then branched off into fantasy, breaking off to double check that even though I had admitted to touching my cock without permission I hadn't accidentally (or deliberately) made myself cum. Satisfied that I hadn't, Mistress resumed her dirty talk and suddenly my cock was getting very hard... in particular when she talked about making me kneel and worship her feet while another cock fucked her pussy... then how she would make me suck it clean before licking the cum out of her. Hearing those words coming from her lips rather than me just imagining her saying something like that (like I often do when she's teasing me) was extremely hot and when Mistress eventually climbed off the bed and stood next to me she commented on how hard my cock was without even being touched. Umm, well, yes!

Then she told me to get up on the bed.

As soon as I was on the bed, Mistress ordered me to stay on my hands and knees and we had round two of the paddle, not so hard this time (thankfully), before she tied me down on my back. Mistress decided that now would be a good time to take my blindfold off, but first she made me beg for it (only too happy to) and finally I was able to see exactly what Mistress was wearing. I was a little unsure at first because from my position all I could see to start with was Mistress's gorgeous breasts and some PVC below and her leather skirt... but then Mistress lifted up the front of her skirt and I realised that she was wearing exactly what I'd hoped for. 

Mistress slid her glass dildo into her pussy again and then had me suck it clean before she straddled my face and I got to taste her properly for the first time. She tasted amazing, and already very wet. 

Then she turned her attention to my extremely hard cock and immediately started antagonising the head with the cock whip. I flinched a bit as it was quite painful, but when Mistress asked if it was too much I said no and she continued, her pussy no doubt getting wetter with each stroke. 

Then she picked up a vibrating butt plug that I found in our drawer of toys a couple of sessions ago, you may remember I was thinking about fitting it at the start of a session but was worried that Mistress might break the wire with the paddle or whip. The controller has a rocker switch, down to turn it on and then seven possible settings scrolled through by pressing upwards.

I don't know which setting Mistress used it on, but she started using it to stimulate my already extremely hard cock (which felt amazing) and after a minute or so she turned it off and straddled my face again. Then she turned around and started to tease me with her gorgeous ass. As she did so she wrapped her fingers around my cock and I could feel how ridiculously hard it was, she literally couldn't even move it because the skin was so tight.

She went back to teasing me with the vibrating plug and I arched my back up with frustration, it felt absolutely incredible and I can't believe we hadn't done this before. Well, actually I say that, but I have a feeling we did try using a very small vibrator a long time ago but it was obviously very weak as I could barely feel it and it did next to nothing. This was so much better, I can't wait to try it again and Mistress was clearly very impressed with the effect it was having on me too...

At some point Mistress straddled me and slid my cock inside her wet pussy, but only briefly, and then she was straddling my face again, before more whipping and vibrating... which was fantastic!

The vibrations were driving me nuts, but Mistress shut it off again and announced that it was time to leave me alone to calm down. She plucked the pegs from the nightstand and attached them to my nipples before standing over me, gently rubbing her beautiful breasts.

"I was thinking about leaving you with the vibrator pressed against your cock.... but I don't think that's a very good idea because I don't want to come back and find you've had an accident..."

She sank down until her pussy was right over my face, her pussy was visibly dripping her juices (so-fucking-hot) and she sank down further onto my face (thankfully avoiding the pegs this time!). Then she lifted off me, climbed off the bed and left me alone to get my breath. 

It's funny, I remember years ago where I read in a story that a guy was in a chastity cage and his Mistress made him cum just by using a vibrator on his cage (and possibly his balls). At first I thought this was artistic license, but of course now there are many, many videos on the internet of exactly this happening - so clearly it is perfectly possible. In stories this often leads to the realisation for the Mistress that if the slave can cum in this most frustrating of ways, there is really no 'need' to unlock his cock ever again - truly a hot fantasy, even if like me you aren't actually locked up (but love the erotic cruelty of the idea).

The sensation was best under the head, but there were actually several places it felt really good and once Mistress was gone and my cock started to soften a little, I looked down and saw a single drop of pre cum escape from my cock and rest on the tip. I was clearly a lot closer to cumming than I actually thought and I really hope Mistress will adopt this as one method to ruin my orgasms in future. :)

I was going to tell Mistress about this when she came back into the room, but was distracted by the fact that she had shed her skirt and now I got the full impact of her magnificent outfit. Then before I could speak, Mistress walked up to the bed and gave my balls a firm slap sending the drop of pre-cum who knows where... ah well.

Mistress delighted in making me beg her to remove the pegs and then smirked as I winced in pain when she did. Then she released me and told me to remove the ballstretcher (I was more than ready to get it off by now as it was starting to sting), then she got on the bed and stood in front of me, pulling my head between her legs as I lapped at her delicious pussy.

Soon she pushed me back and then settled down on the bed. She looked absolutely incredible with her beautiful pussy peeking out from the PVC around it and her wonderful breasts showing through the cupless outfit as she played with them.

I sank down between Mistress's silky smooth thighs and gently started to lick around her pussy before moving towards her clit. Mistress was clearly turned on (she later said she knew it wasn't going to take long) but I didn't want to rush it. I took it very slow, determined to give Mistress time to enjoy it as much as possible, but eventually of course things fall into a rhythm and Mistress came relatively quickly and pretty hard.

Mistress allowed me to gently clean her with my tongue before ordering me back down onto the bed on my back. She didn't tie me down this time though and my hands were free to caress her awesome legs and sexy ass as she stood over me (facing away), which she didn't seem to object too.

I felt Mistress grab hold of my cock and start to stroke it as she teased me with her ass again. This time I kissed all over her cheeks (which I really loved doing) and then I felt the vibrating plug being used on my cock and I was soon rock hard once again. 

Mistress had me beg to lick her ass and when she finally lowered herself down onto my face I reached up and slid the thong part of her PVC outfit out of the way and lapped at her delicious asshole.

Mistress allowed me to do this four times, and I loved it soo much... my throbbing as I pushed my tongue into Mistress's hole, desperate to taste her and make the most of this incredible moment. I really didn't want it to stop, but finally Mistress climbed off and I thought it was the end of the session, but instead she knelt next to me... 

I reached up and caressed her left breast as she grasped my cock and stroked me hard and fast until I had to warn her I was getting close. To my great surprise she looked at me and told me that I was allowed to cum. The sensation continued to build and build and just as I was about to explode Mistress loosened her grip until only her fingernails were touching my cock and I slowly tipped over the edge into an agonisingly intense and extremely frustrating ruin. Struggling for breath I watched as my cum dripped painfully slowly down my shaft; my second ruined orgasm in a week after months without one.

As the cum continued to creep down my shaft I said 'Thank you Mistress.'

"Thank you for what slave?"

"Thank you for ruining my orgasm Mistress."

She smiled contentedly and scooped up some of the cum and spread it on her breasts, then she bent over me and allowed me to suck and lick them clean. Then she fed the rest of it to me with her fingers. 

Wow, this session was absolutely AMAZING; I loved Mistress's outift (she looked even more incredible than she usually does, I really hope this outfit is put into regular use now!). I loved how wet she was and how hard she came too... it's totally worth the pain in my ass knowing that it turns Mistress on to punish me like that. 

I absolutely adored being allowed to worship her divine asshole while she vibrated and stroked my cock, and that vibrating plug felt absolutely incredible pressed against my cock. I kinda hope Mistress does leave it tied to my cock next time.... :)

Finally I loved that she ruined my orgasm and fed my cum to me from her gorgeous breasts and fingers. I love to feel so submissive to my beautiful Mistress and it really made me appreciate how lucky I am to have such a wonderful wife and Mistress.

Sunday, 30 January 2022

FEMDOM SESSION: 30th January 2022

It's a bit late I know, but a Happy New Year to all my readers; I hope you all had a good Christmas and have managed to get through January okay. It seems like it's been going on forever doesn't it? Still on a positive note, I'm pleased to report that we just about squeaked our January Femdom Session in before the calendar turned to February. 

Phew!

Yet again Mistress left me minimal instructions before the session started and I decided to blindfold myself and peg my nipples before fitting the trusty Oxballs Cocksling (at Mistress's instruction). 

Mistress entered and asked if I had thought about what she would be wearing today. I replied that I hoped it would be the PVC cupless basque we bought to replace the one featured in the picture at the top of this blog. Mistress said that it was and asked me why I love that particular outfit so much. I told her that it was because it showed off her gorgeous breasts so perfectly.

Mistress responded with a smile in her voice, "I know you think I am so mean to cover up my breasts, but it just makes it even more special when I allow you to see them doesn't it?"

While she said this her foot was rubbing against my cock and balls, which were already feeling pretty tight.

"Yes Mistress."

While I hate that Mistress covers her gorgeous breasts a lot of the time, I can't deny that it does make it even better when she agrees to take her bra off and let me kiss and suck on them.

Mistress proceeded to give me my regular 'Maintenance Spanking', which seemed quite hard considering I had nothing to confess to... but I didn't really mind since I knew it would only add to Mistress's arousal. :) Then we proceeded to foot worship, while Mistress lay on the bed toying herself with her glass dildo. As I did my best to attend to every inch of Mistress's beautiful feet she painted a picture of what I was missing out on above me.

"I'm just rubbing the head around my beautiful pussy now, not pushing it in yet, just teasing myself with it... you'd love to be able to see that wouldn't you?"

A few times Mistress stopped me and had me suck on her dildo, and each time it was clear that she was getting wetter and pushing it in further.

Once she was satisfied, Mistress tied me to the bed and immediately sank down on my face.

"Tongue out!" She said as she rubbed herself back and forth against me tongue, nose and chin.

My cock was rock hard now, but Mistress paid it no attention, instead opting to quickly pull each peg off my nipple in turn and then replace them. Even though I was still blindfolded I could tell that Mistress had enjoyed my flinching as each peg brought a sharp pain and sure enough moments later she was back on top of me grinding her wet pussy against my tongue again.

Then Mistress grabbed her cock whip and gave my chest a few strokes, not hitting the pegs (thankfully!) but just to the sides. Then she announced that it was time to give my cock and balls some attention (up until now she hadn't touched either since she rubbed them with her foot at the start of the session), but if I thought I was about to enjoy some stroking I was sadly mistaken.

Instead Mistress began using the cock whip on them and causing me to flinch even more. Mistress seemed incredulous that I was moving about so much, declaring that she 'wasn't even doing it that hard'. I explained that it was the Oxballs holding my balls so tight. Mistress concurred but carried on regardless.

Then she decided that a little game was in order, she would swat my balls a few times and then give me a reward. After she had swatted my tightly bound balls five or six times she sank down on my face and allowed me to taste her gorgeous pussy, the perfect reward for a pussy addict like me. 

Mistress repeated this several times before swapping the cock whip for her glass dildo and standing over me. She had me beg her to remove the blindfold and I was rewarded with the amazing sight of Mistress towering over me, her gorgeous breasts exposed while she looked down at me through half closed eyes as she lifted up her skirt to reveal her beautiful pussy.

She slid the dildo into her slippery hole and fucked herself with it, as I watched on, my cock throbbing and desperate for attention, but still Mistress ignored it. She had me clean the dildo and then sank down onto my mouth again. 

Then Mistress turned around and started to tease me about being allowed to worship her amazing ass. She reached back and parted her cheeks, exposing her pink hole before sliding the glass cock into her pussy again. 

She lowered herself down so that she was right over my face, teasing me with what she might allow me to lick later, and as she did so her thighs pressed against the pegs and tugged at them painfully... meaning that I couldn't even enjoy this moment properly!

Mistress grabbed the cock whip and started swiping it against my cock and balls again, though mostly my balls it must be said. She sank down onto my face again, giving me strict instructions not to lick or touch her ass and the same thing happened again. I was really starting to wish I hadn't put these fucking pegs on my nipples I can tell you!

Then she knelt by my side and started playing with her gorgeous breasts, asking if I wanted to be allowed to kiss and suck on them. She leant over me and once again some part of her caught on the pegs and pulled on them even as I was enjoying the feeling off her hard nipples between my lips. I have to say though, this wasn't nearly as bad as when she was teasing me with her ass, that was way worse than the 'maintenance spanking' I received at the start of the session!

Then Mistress planted her succulent pussy on my face again, she was soaking wet now and I teased her clit with my tongue, bringing appreciative moans from Mistress's red painted lips. The only time Mistress wears red lipstick is in these sessions, and I love it. She looks incredibly sexy like that. But at the same time I kind of like that she only wears as part of her 'Mistress' persona.

Next she said it was time I had something in my ass and once she had slid the ring ended dildo deep inside me Mistress finally decided it was time to pay some attention to my poor throbbing cock! She squirted some lube onto her hands and started rubbing my cock gently, not really stroking it in any meaningful way, just using her fingers to tease the head and so on. This lasted maybe 2-3 minutes before she let go and told me that she would be leaving me to stew for a while...

I couldn't believe we were already half way through the hour, and in fact over half way. When I turned my head to the side I saw that it was actually 35 minutes since the session had started. 

When Mistress returned she removed the pegs (revelling in my obvious discomfort) and the dildo from my ass, then untied me and allowed me to remove the Oxballs Cocksling. That was a relief, it was starting to sting a bit... then Mistress told me to kneel on the bed and she stood in front of me, pulling my head between her legs. After a brief bit of pussy worship Mistress lay down on the bed and reached for her dildo again. She quickly slid it inside her still very wet hole and then offered it to my lips once more. Then she put it to one side and told me to worship her properly and make her cum. 

As I sank down eagerly between Mistress's gorgeous, smooth thighs my nipples pressed against the PVC sheet below and I flinched again, they were still incredibly sensitive and indeed stayed that way for most of the day!

Mistress enjoyed a pretty intense orgasm with my tongue working her clit and my fingers teasing her pussy and asshole. Then she had me lick her thighs and ass cheeks clean before telling me to lick up her precious juices from the sheet.

Once this was done she instructed me to lay down on my back and stood over me again. Her pussy looked amazing, still dripping wet and I asked her if I could lick her clean. She sank down onto my face and my tongue scooped a mouthful of delicious pussy juice from between her lips, I always love that part of the session. So hot!

Then she started teasing me with her gorgeous ass again and finally started to stroke my cock properly! I got hard quickly as she sank down and allowed me to tongue her gorgeous asshole, she had already told me that she wasn't going to allow me to cum today, so it was really about fighting off the edge to get as much ass worship time as possible. :)

I did very well, but on the fourth (and probably final) round Mistress was really hammering my cock as I probed her pink hole with my tongue and I had to warn her of the approaching point of no return. Mistress let go of my cock and climbed off me, kneeling by my side and, after a few moments, delivered five or six hard ball slaps to my throbbing balls. What a perfect way to end... :)


Sunday, 5 December 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 5th December 2021

Incredibly, today Mistress and I had our seventh Femdom session of this chastity year... which means we've only missed two (August and October) so far and if (as we plan to) we have another session just after Christmas we will be on track to equal our record of eleven sessions (2013-2014) assuming we have one each in Jan-Feb-Mar. But even if the worst happens and we don't have a single session before the end of March 2022, this will still have been our best year since 2015-2016 (nine sessions) which is a fantastic result (we had six for the last two years).

Mistress and I slept in again today, though I don't think either of us benefitted greatly from this - I was constantly dreaming last night (unpleasant some of them) which meant I didn't wake up exactly feeling 'refreshed' despite nine hours in bed, and Mistress was also feeling very stiff when she woke up. 

But instead of feeling sorry for ourselves and 'putting it off til next week when we're bound to be feeling better' we elected to go ahead, cos if there's one universal truth about a Femdom session is you never feel worse for doing it. In fact, there's nothing better to make you feel absolutely amazing!

I was told to 'Surprise' Mistress at the start of the session, which meant I got to choose which things to start the session with. While I was getting the kit out of the bedside drawers I came across a couple of things, firstly the 'prostate' massager we bought.... ooh, I don't know when. Ten-fifteen years ago maybe? Can't honestly remember, but we've never actually used it. And secondly, a vibrating butt plug with dead batteries in it that I'd completely forgotten about.

I remember we tried that and it wasn't particularly amazing, it was too small, not strong enough and it fell out too easily as I remember, but I thought it would certainly 'surprise' Mistress. But then I thought that if I put it in my ass then there was every chance that Mistress would whip me, catch the thin, delicate cord from the control box and break it... so instead I decided to insert the ring ended dildo; being glass this goes in with the barest minimum of lube (to prevent fall out, although it still tried to of course...).

In addition I pegged my nipples, slipped on my red rubber blindfold, the Oxballs Cocksling (and the usual wrist and ankle cuffs) and waited for Mistress to enter the room.  

Mistress was amused to see the pegs on my nipples and remarked that she wondered if I would be thinking that was such a good idea in half an hour's time. Regular readers may remember the last time I chose to peg my own nipples at the start of a session; they were tingling for days as they rubbed against my shirt!

As expected Mistress decided to give me some whipping and paddling to start the session. I didn't have any illegal touching to confess to, but Mistress still made me wince, especially the last five or so strokes. Once that was out of the way she had me worship her beautiful feet while she started to play with her glass dildo.

As I was worshipping her beautiful feet she mused over whether she would let me cum today and suddenly asked me if I was allowed to cum, where would I want to be allowed to shoot. She didn't give me any time to think about it and demanded an answer straight away, and of course I answered that I would want to cum on Mistress's gorgeous feet. 

Mistress found it interesting that my immediate snap reaction was to choose her feet, but she reminded me that even if she did let me cum there was no guarantee that she would take my wishes into consideration. She said she might just make me cum all over her glass dildo and lick it clean instead, which was very hot for me to hear.

Once satisfied that her feet had properly worshipped, Mistress had me get up on the bed and kneel upright. She knelt in front of me and said 'I'm not convinced that these pegs are doing the job they are supposed to' and opened the one on my left nipple. I winced loudly as the blood rushed back into my nipple and she replaced it, then did the same with the other one. Then she told me to lie down and she secured me to the bed.

Mistress stood over me and told me she would permit me to see her now and allowed me to beg her to remove the blindfold. Mistress looked gorgeous in her leather skirt and PVC bra. In her hand she held her dildo. I watched as she lifted her skirt and started to slide it in and out of her pussy, listening as she taunted me about how much I wanted to replace the dildo with my tongue, or my cock.

The dildo was pushed into my mouth and I sucked the juices off of it, tasting her delicious pussy from the hard, smooth surface. Surprisingly my cock wasn't responding much yet, but as soon as Mistress straddled my face and ordered me to lick her wet slit I felt it getting VERY hard VERY quickly.

Despite being rock hard Mistress pretty much ignored my cock to start with and I wondered if she was intending to follow through on her previous comments that she could disregard my cock for the whole session if she wanted to... as it turned out this was only a temporary situation and she eventually started to slap and whip my cock (and my balls to now and then), which only made my cock even harder.

Mistress knelt down beside me and bent forward to take my very hard, very red cock into her mouth. It felt amazing, but she was teasing more than she was sucking, her tongue flicking against the underside and even my tightly bound balls. She sat upright and made me beg to see her gorgeous breasts, which she offered in turn to my eager mouth.

Then she straddled my head again and my cock got even harder as I tasted how wet she was becoming. Then she turned around and started teasing me with her amazing ass... meanwhile the slapping and whipping continued and then she decided to use the cock whip on my chest. She flicked the small whip against the peg on my left nipple and it flew clean off. 

Fuck that hurt! But Mistress didn't miss a beat, she picked up the peg and asked me if I wanted it back on or not. I told her she should do whatever pleased her and she placed it back on my nipple. I love that Mistress did not slip out of character when this happened. In the past I'm sure she would have been worried about 'hurting' me, and obviously that is a sensitive topic, but this is just momentary pain... and as much as I did not like the pain in that moment, the truth is I would put the pegs on my nipples again without a second thought because I love the idea of suffering for my Mistress's amusement and pleasure.

Mistress continued teasing my cock and then reached back and pulled the peg off my nipple again without warning. It didn't hurt as much as when she flicked it off with the whip but it still hurt and while I was still thanking her she plucked the other one off too (though that one wasn't as painful).

Mistress stood by the bed and put one foot up on the mattress. She picked up her glass dildo again and told me she would be leaving me for a few moments and that she wanted me to be thinking about what she was going to want me to do, or was going to make me do when she came back. She slid the glass cock inside her pussy again and then had me lick it clean.

When she came back she stood on the bed and unfastened her leather skirt, slipped it off and then straddled my head again. Her pussy was still soaking wet and I couldn't wait to get between her beautiful thighs and make her cum. Mistress untied me and told me to remove the Oxballs Cocksling, and then get up on my hands and knees. 

I felt what I thought was the paddle striking my ass, it turned out later that it was the crop (another toy we've had for at least ten years and barely used). It felt okay actually, I was a trying to figure out which side of the paddle Mistress was using on me, so I think it's fair to say it feels somewhere in between the harsh leather side and the softer red side.

She took hold of the ring end of the dildo and started fucking me with it, reaching beneath me to stroke my cock - though having just taken the Cocksling off it was pretty soft. Mistress asked me if this was as good as when she fucked me with her strap-on last time. I said it wasn't, it doesn't create quite the same 'submissive' feeling as being 'fucked' properly, although it's still fairly challenging mentally. 

Mistress started using more of the length of the glass dildo, which (probably because I only used a tiny amount of lube to get it in) suddenly felt quite intense... and indeed I noticed it started to rub against my prostate and I felt... it's hard to describe really, it's not like edging through stimulation to your cock, it's much more intense and 'deep'... more like a feeling of losing control, I've read that it feels like you need to urinate and that's quite accurate actually.

I can imagine if Mistress did make me cum that way it would be pretty powerful and I've read that it feels very intense even with zero stimulation to your cock. Now that I've found the 'Eros' prostate massager, maybe we can try it out properly...

Then finally it was time to worship Mistress's gorgeous pussy and make her cum. She was still really wet and she tasted delicious as she always does. As much as I love everything we do in these sessions this is still the best part for me, nothing gives me as much pleasure as feeling Mistress tensing up and cumming under my tongue.

Once Mistress had finished cumming she stood up on the bed facing away from me and ordered me to lick her clean. She was really soaked and one particular rivulet of juice made it past her knee. I greedily licked up everything I could reach and then Mistress turned around to allow me to clean her pussy too.

Then she told me to lick the sheet clean and lie down on my back. She stood over me again, but left my arms free and allowed me to rub my hands up and down her legs and to pull her cheeks apart to expose her gorgeous, pink asshole. She slapped my cock and stroked it until it was hard again as she continued to tease me with her ass. She eventually told me that she wasn't going to allow me to cum today, but that she was going to let me worship her asshole, as long as I begged her convincingly.

After some heartfelt begging Mistress lowered her ass down onto my face and allowed me to taste her. As I lapped at her ass I felt her take my cock into her mouth again, which I might tell you is a pretty fucking awesome feeling! :) Mistress lifted off and pumped my cock hard, trying to get me to the edge no doubt, before she made me beg for a second taste.

Mistress sank down onto my face a second time, pumping my cock as hard as she could. It felt so good, but too soon Mistress lifted off and knelt beside me, continuing to stoke my rock hard cock, teasing me with her gorgeous breasts until finally I got to the edge and Mistress let go... 

Well that was pretty awesome, roll on Christmas!


Thursday, 18 November 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 16th November 2021

Unfortunately due to one thing and another October's Femdom session didn't happen, but thankfully today we ticked November's session off and maybe we can add an extra one in between now and the end of December to make up for it. We're aiming for the 30th of November, so fingers crossed!

I woke up this morning very hard and feeling very eager to cum, so much so that I felt like I could easily have cum with the gentlest of teases or maybe even just through having my ass fucked (that hasn't happened yet, but maybe one day when I've been denied long enough). It's been 34 days since I was last allowed a full orgasm, and I always find the 30-40 day period is maybe the hardest, I don't know why but around the 35 day mark is always when I often wake up very horny and desperate, so today wasn't at all unexpected, especially knowing what was on the cards...

Mistress and I are on holiday this week, so we took advantage of this to schedule our session between two busy days of 'doing stuff'. As it happened we had to get up early and go out somewhere, but we were back by 9am and we started our session at 10:45.

Mistress left instructions for me to blindfold myself and to fit the Oxballs ball stretcher (which went on surprisingly easily) which does what it says on the tin; stretches my balls and makes them look very red right off the bat (I'm sure they were a lot redder by the time Mistress had finished with them though). As I knelt on the floor at the bottom of the bed, Mistress came into the room and used her instep to tease my balls, making my cock start to grow and swell. It got hard very quickly, but Mistress ignored it and instead asked if I had any 'illegal' touching to confess to.

Since it had been two months or more since our last session unfortunately there was, and Mistress set about 'reminding' me that she controls my cock and balls with her cat and then both sides of her paddle. The whip is stingy but the leather side of the paddle is the worst, thankfully she didn't abuse my ass too much...

This drained the blood out of my cock pretty effectively, but it soon started to flow again when Mistress had me worship her gorgeous feet while she started playing with her dildo. She also started verbally teasing me about how she could do whatever she wanted in these sessions and if she so pleased she could totally ignore my cock the whole time and just make me worship her pussy and feet over and over again... with perhaps just a few minutes of intense cock and ball torture at the end of the session.

My cock throbbed away merrily as she spoke and I could hear her dildo pushing inside her delicious pussy. I love it when Mistress talks like this, it's so hot... and I had to fight the temptation to reach down between my legs and stroke my aching cock.

Mistress allowed me to suck her dildo clean a couple of times, giving me my first taste of her delicious pussy. I was really desperate to taste her properly and thankfully it wouldn't be too long until I was flat on my back with Mistress straddling my head and grinding her pussy against my tongue. I adore having Mistress ride my face like this and my cock was rock hard by the time she climbed off. 

Before Mistress tied me down she had me up on my hands and knees and she pushed the ring ended glass dildo into my ass. I hoped/guessed this meant she was intending to fuck my ass later in the session and I wasn't to be disappointed. But for now Mistress set about teasing and abusing my cock, lubing it up before whipping it with her cock whip, slapping it with her hand and biting the head with her teeth. My balls also received a fair amount of abuse, the cock whip in particular being put to good use and leaving a sting more than once.

As Mistress caressed and abused me she reminded me again that nothing I could do to myself would ever feel as good as this and she was of course 100% right. This all felt absolutely amazing, and clearly Mistress was loving it too as each time she straddled my face her pussy was wetter and wetter. I was surprised though when she straddled me and guided my cock inside her wet hole, I can't even remember the last time I was allowed inside her... I don't even know for sure that it was this year. I know I came inside her last October (incidentally we've broken the longest time for waiting to cum inside Mistress which previously stood at 348 days, it's now day 403 and counting). It sure did feel good to be inside her again, even if it was only briefly.

Soon Mistress removed my blindfold and stood over me, resplendent in her PVC bra and leather skirt. She fucked herself with her dildo and then had me clean it yet again, then she released my bonds and told me to turn over on my front and get up on my hands and knees. She removed the ring-ended dildo and I heard her sliding the RodeOh pants on, while I waited expectantly.

I heard Mistress squirt lube onto her 'cock' and then she climbed on the bed behind me and forced it into my asshole. As ever this part of the session was a conflict of emotions for me; I really, really, really wanted Mistress to fuck me and dominate me this way, even though I knew it probably wouldn't be 100% comfortable. It's one of those things that I crave, but then when it's happening I can't decide if I want it to stop or not... thankfully Mistress made the decision for me, fucking (and spanking) my ass, occasionally pausing to reach down to tease my cock and balls.

During the last few strokes I felt the beginnings of an edge coming, even though I wasn't at all hard. I'm not sure how much longer it would have taken to get me there, but I think probably longer than Mistress would want to keep fucking me. If Mistress wants to explore that further then I think it would probably be better with a hand held dildo, or maybe that prostate massager that we bought about 20 years ago and never actually tried... either way I think I need to have my ass penetrated more often so that I can get more used to it and it's easier when Mistress wants to fuck my ass properly.

Mistress finally pulled out of me and told me to turn back over. She tied my wrists again then stood over me, presenting her 'cock' to my mouth. As I pulled up to take it in my mouth she pressed forward, pushing it deeper into my mouth. She did this a couple of times then stood up again, looking down at me and said 'You love worshipping my 'cock' as well as my pussy, don't you slave?'. Soooo HOT!

Mistress allowed me to take the ball stretcher off before she pegged my nipples (it was just starting to sting, I guess it had been on for half an hour by this point) and left me alone, but before she departed she took the RodeOh pants off and straddled my face once more, now she was really wet - and I loved the thought that fucking my ass and making me suck her 'cock' got her so fucking wet. :)

When Mistress returned her fingers hovered over the pegs and I held my breath waiting for the pain, but Mistress wasn't having that and told me to beg her to remove them. No sooner than I'd finished the sentence she plucked one of the pegs off and then made me beg all over again. I really love this cruel side to my Mistress... I love how much she enjoys whipping my tightly bound balls too.

Now it was finally time to worship Mistress R's divine pussy properly and as she pulled my head down between her gorgeous thighs I felt so happy to be allowed to taste her at length and make her cum. I adore eating Mistress' pussy, and as I lapped at her sodden slit I remembered what she'd said earlier about making me eat her pussy over and over again for as long as she wanted and my cock stiffened against the PVC sheet below me.

Mistress came pretty hard with my tongue working her clit and my index finder gently circling her asshole. This was Mistress's 1220th orgasm since April 2011, by comparison I have had 145... I cannot tell you how much I love feeling her tense up and explode in the way that I am only occasionally allowed to. I love that the focus is always on her pleasure, when you are in full time chastity like I am making your partner cum becomes so important and rewarding: I would never choose an orgasm for myself over being allowed to make Mistress cum, and if Mistress decided that all my orgasms would be ruined in future I would be just as happy as long as I got to eat her pussy and make her cum.

Mistress had me lick up the pussy juice from the PVC sheet and from the backs of her thighs before she sat on my face and allowed me to clean her soaking wet pussy properly. She tasted so fucking good, I would have loved to have licked her to another orgasm, but instead she turned around and leaned forward, parting her cheeks to give me a perfect view of her gorgeous asshole.

As much as I adore Mistress's delicious pussy, I love her ass almost as much... and Mistress knows it. She teased me with it a while before telling me to beg to be allowed to worship it. I didn't need to be told twice and Mistress sank down onto my face, presenting her gorgeous asshole for my tongue. As I licked and gently probed her tight ass she stroked my throbbing cock hard, though surprisingly as worked up as I was mentally, I was nowhere near the edge.

Mistress allowed me to lick her ass a couple of times before moving off, kneeling beside me and telling me that the session was over. Whew, I can't wait for the next one!

Tuesday, 14 September 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 14th September 2021

Unfortunately, it seems we have missed our 'August' session... this was in large part due to hot weather and general grumpiness. But we have at least made sure we got our September session in and maybe if we have one early next month and one at the end we could squeeze that August one back in. Well, we'll see... all that really matters is that today happened and we have only lost one session so far this Femdom year.

The big news today really was that my longest ever period of chastity came to an end after 135 days. The previous record was 119 days, so we upped the number by 16 and that equates to four months and 12 days (with three ruined orgasms during that time). Wow!

As ever I was very conflicted about what I wanted and very happy that the decision was Mistress R's to make. While I know this week will be a little bit weird as I get back into it, I can't be unhappy about being allowed to cum - even if part of me really craves being denied indefinitely.

Mistress looked amazing as always today, she was just wearing a skirt and a PVC bra when she finally took my blindfold off and sank down onto my face. Later she ditched the skirt and switched it for a pair of crotchless panties... she wore these when it was time for me to go down on her properly and make her cum. Afterwards she took them off and handed them to me, telling me to suck them clean. They were soaking wet and I happily sucked all her gorgeous juices out of them, which was extremely hot!

Throughout the session Mistress teased me about whether or not she should let me cum or not, while making it clear that it was entirely up to her whether she did or whether she made me wait another week, month or another 130 days. I loved hearing all this and she had my cock throbbing inside the Oxballs Cocksling as she dragged her nails up and down it, stroked it, licked it and occasionally sucked the head. She slapped it a lot too, which made it even harder, and she also used the cock whip. It feels a little sore in a couple of places right now, but it was more than worth it. :)

Mistress's crotchless panties were very pretty but they did restrict access to her asshole a little bit. As I licked her I pressed my finger between her cheeks and pushed the material against her ass, it was only a little later that I managed to work my finger under the material and gently press my finger against her asshole properly, and once I got there it wasn't too long until she had a pretty hard orgasm.

Early in the session Mistress did ask if she allowed me to cum where I might like to shoot. I immediately told her I wanted to cum on her feet, which she noted while also telling me that even if she did let me cum she might not take any notice of my request. So later on while I was laying on my back, with my nipples pegged and waiting for her to return from the other room I started to wonder whether she might be plotting something.

In the past Mistress has fairly often given me a choice between being allowed to worship her gorgeous asshole or cumming, but this time (spurred no doubt by a comment made earlier in the session) I wondered if she might give me a more complex choice. I wondered if she would say I could choose to cum on her feet and lick it up, but in that case I would have to forego the ass worship I desperately wanted, or I could worship her ass but then I could only cum on the PVC sheet (and lick it up).

I figured if she offered me a straight choice between worshipping her ass and cumming then I would probably choose to worship her ass, but that was hard because I have been thinking about cumming on her pretty feet for so long now; but either way it's interesting that I wasn't really contemplating the idea that Mistress might not let me cum at all. In the end though, Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole AND cum on her feet! 

It was a fucking huge load as well, both of her feet were well covered and I really loved licking them clean afterwards. Sometimes in the past, even after a considerable period of denial there has been less cum than I expected, but today there was more than enough and after the initial spurts which landed on the top of her feet and toes Mistress rubbed her feet on my very sensitive cockhead smearing the cum across her soles as it pumped out again and again...

Needless to say I feel quite drained now. Drained but very happy and excited to get back on the chastity wagon. And excited at how much Mistress enjoyed the session and her orgasm too. I hope she gives me some soaking wet panties to suck on again soon...  :)


Sunday, 11 July 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 11th July 2021

Yet again, despite the warm weather being a pain in the arse Mistress and I followed through on our commitment to making sure we have our monthly Femdom Session every month. The only month we've missed this year is February and we actually bought a black cotton sheet the other week because when it's really hot the PVC one is less than pleasant. But, the thing with the PVC one is that a) it gives a more BDSM kinda vibe to proceedings and b) it allows any spilt 'fluids' to be licked up... which in this case was just pussy juice, but could also include wayward cum aimed at Mistress's pretty feet. 

Not this time though. No cumming for me, despite it now being 70 days since my last proper orgasm. Mistress came though and that's the important thing. Mistress has been having really good orgasms this week which is making us both really happy! :)

These (generally) hour-long sessions really fly by at the best of times and this one even more so (and it was ten minutes over), I was really surprised at the end when I realised the time, it felt so much shorter! Mistress gave me thirty three swats to start the session, 11 each with the whip and the soft side of the paddle for two missed towel mornings, and then 11 more with the leather side of the paddle for one cock touching infraction. I must say, the soft side of the paddle is so much more tolerable than the leather side and also less painful than the cat. But even then having that respite in the middle, I knew the last eleven were going to be painful so it wasn't much of a respite after all!

As usual Mistress had me worship her beautiful feet while she got re-acquainted with her glass dildo, not that I could see anything as I was blindfolded - but she made sure to let me know what I was missing. Once satisfied she tied me down on the bed and soon straddled my face allowing me my first taste of her delicious pussy. She was already quite wet, and I felt my cock slowly start to swell in the Oxballs Cocksling.

Mistress teased me with her ass while she whipped and slapped my cock, but didn't stroke it too much.. and when she did she was very gentle with it, making it as frustrating as possible I think! Mistress looked fucking amazing in her PVC cupless basque and leant over me several times and allowed me to suck on her gorgeous full breasts, which was awesome!

Mistress filled my ass with the ring ended dildo at some point, which (unusually) only fell out once I think... and actually later on I wondered if it had fallen out and I hadn't noticed since I honestly couldn't tell if it was still inside me or not. 

Mistress pegged my nipples and then left me to stew a little while, and almost before she'd left the room the Oxballs Cocksling started to sting my balls (which it does sometimes). This was quite intense and certainly distracted me from the pegs on my nipples!

When Mistress came back she had removed her PVC skirt, ready for me to eat her gorgeous pussy. She untied me and removed the pegs, but I was mostly interested in getting the Cocksling off. Once removed, Mistress laid back on the bed and ordered me down between her thighs. Her pussy was very wet now and Mistress had a really good orgasm on my tongue.

After sucking my fingers clean and then licking the pussy juice from Mistres's ass, pussy and thighs, Mistress told me to lick the PVC sheet clean (thankfully we decided it was just cool enough to use it) and then lay on my back. She knelt beside me and took hold of my cock, telling me she was pleased with me and that she would be allowing me a 'reward'. She stood over me and teased me with her ass some more, stroking my cock properly now and getting it nice and hard.

Mistress made me beg to lick her delicious asshole three times before she finally sank down and allowed me to get my fix. As I lapped at her gorgeous ass she pumped my cock harder and harder, trying to get me to the edge. But since I knew that as soon as I edged Mistress would stop letting me lick her asshole I resisted and after Mistress had allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole a third time she climbed off and knelt next to me, continuing to pump my cock and giving me a perfect view of her gorgeous body and amazing, sexy breasts.

She started upping the intensity by slapping my balls and eventually got me to the edge, before finishing off with five hard ball slaps and then announcing that the session was over.

As usual, despite our earlier hesitation, we were so glad we did it. These sessions really do bring us so close and there is nothing better. We've now done five in a row, so let's hope we can keep this momentum going!

Sunday, 6 June 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 6th June 2021

Continuing our run of Femdom Sessions, today Mistress and I made it four in a row with sessions have taken place in March, April, May and now June! 

It's been rather warm here of late and while warm weather and Femdom Sessions have never been the happiest of bedfellows (check out last Summer's dismal performance) Mistress and I are determined to drop as few sessions as possible this year. Thankfully it wasn't quite as warm today as yesterday, in fact it rained a few times, but it was still very humid - not the best for wearing PVC underwear or indeed lying on a PVC sheet! But still, we persisted and we had a tall fan placed in the corner of the room to try and keep things bearable...

At the start of the session Mistress told me that aside from my ankle and wrist cuffs she also wanted me to wear the Oxballs Ballstretcher. I usually like wearing this, but for some reason today it felt weird. When I first put it on it felt odd and very tight. I mean it's supposed to be 'tight', it's designed to stretch your balls after all, but... I don't know - it just didn't feel right. So I took it off, or I tried to... and struggled. It was kinda stuck on! I eventually got it off and then put it on again and it felt better, but it still didn't feel quite right. I don't know what the problem was, it was very strange... but once I got it on again it didn't seem too bad and I just forgot about it as best I could.

Overall this was quite a straight forward session, Mistress didn't use very much 'equipment' beyond her glass dildo and the small cock whip (which she deployed enthusiastically). She did use the whip at the start of the session of course, but it was fairly brief and then we advanced to the foot worship (which I always absolutely love). As usual Mistress had me keep my eyes on her feet while she played with her glass dildo and she teased me about what she was doing.

Often Mistress teases me that if she wanted to she could 'just have me worship her feet for the full duration of the session, or maybe just her feet and then her pussy.... without so much as touching my cock'. It may sound odd but I love the thought of that, I would love Mistress to be more 'selfish' sexually and as she said those words my cock hardened and strained against the Ballstretcher.

Once I had worshipped Mistress's gorgeous feet to her satisfaction (resolving to myself as I kissed and sucked on them that if I got asked where I wanted to cum today it would DEFINITELY be on her freshly pedicured feet) Mistress had me suck on her glass dildo one last time and then had me up on the bed, where she tied me down.

Then Mistress grabbed the cock whip before straddling my face and allowing me to taste her beautiful pussy and then pegged my nipples. My cock immediately started to harden and Mistress stood over me, fucking herself with her dildo and intermittently having me suck it and taste her juices from it. Soon she was standing over me, facing away, whipping my cock and balls while teasing me with her amazing ass.

She asked me how long it had been since I was allowed to cum properly and I told her it was 34 days, to which she replied 'not that long then really...', before adding 'of course if I decide to make you wait another 34 days, or another 34 days after that you'll be totally fine with that won't you?' I told her I would, I love that she decides when I get to cum... although I figured I probably wasn't going to get to cum on her beautiful feet today!

Mistress knelt beside me: she was wearing a PVC bra and her short leather skirt and despite being tied down I could just reach her feet and ass and I teased her ass with my fingers as she stroked and abused my cock. She said 'You love it when I wear this skirt and my ass peeks out the bottom of it don't you?'

Encouraged I continued to touch her ass and feet whenever I could, while Mistress dragged her fingernails across my extremely tightly stretched balls. I winced and Mistress asked if it was too much... but as always I said 'no' even though it was quite painful! Mistress whipped my cock and balls some more and then started teasing me with her ass again, as she moved back her leg touched the peg on my left nipple and twisted it, which rather hurt.

Mistress removed the pegs, but told me they would be going back on shortly, then teased me some more about how much I love to tongue her asshole. She mused on whether I would give up being allowed the possibility of cumming today if it meant I could lick her ass, to which I readily agreed and then she asked if I would give up the chance of cumming for the next month for the same? Again I said I would... as much as I love being allowed to cum, I love worshipping Mistress's ass so much that I can't really ever imagine choosing differently... unless I was on the edge already then maybe I would. These questions weren't phrased as direct questions though, not that my answer would have been any different.

Mistress re-pegged my nipples and then left me alone for a short while. It was really warm now and my legs were sticking to the PVC sheet. Mistress turned up the fan and sprayed me with Magicool to help me cool off, before leaving me. The Oxballs was really stinging now and I couldn't wait for Mistress to come back and allow me to remove it. I looked down to see my still half-hard cock and beyond that my balls which were very red and very tightly stretched indeed.

When Mistress came back she pulled the pegs off and then untied me, allowing me to take the Ballstretcher of at last. Then it was time to worship her beautiful pussy, which I love doing, and I was very happy when she had a really nice orgasm on my tongue. Standing up she had me lick her clean (front and back) and then the sheet as usual, although there wasn't too much pussy juice on there this time...

Then Mistress had me lie down again and she straddled me once again and started stroking my cock. She reached back to pull one cheek to the side, exposing her gorgeous ass... my cock got hard quickly and Mistress bent forward once again to take it into her mouth. She stood up again and used both hands to pull her cheeks apart (Mmm! So fucking HOT) and teased me again about how much I love to lick her gorgeous asshole...

Soon she was stroking my cock hard as I licked her delicious ass. Absolute heaven for me, and well worth sacrificing an orgasm for (if that's what it takes). Mistress allowed me to worship her ass a couple of times before moving to the side and stroking my cock again. I told her how much I adore licking her delicious asshole and Mistress asked if that meant I wanted some more?

Well, yeah... so Mistress straddled me again and after a little more begging she sank down onto my face for a third time, allowing me to lick her as she stroked me towards the edge while using her free hand to slap my balls repeatedly. Then as she sank down for the fourth and 'final' time I felt myself starting to get to the edge and VERY reluctantly had to warn her I was getting close.

Mistress lifted herself off and knelt beside me, telling me that the session was over. I begged her to slap my balls again and she smiled and gave me three more hard slaps and then the session really was over. 

Despite the heat and the lack of much 'toy' use, our session was really fantastic and I'm so pleased we didn't 'put it off to another day' because it's Summer now so it's probably going to be warm for a while, we just need to get on with it and not let it get in the way. Hopefully we can keep this up for the rest of this Chastity year!

Sunday, 9 May 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 9th May 2021

 A few weeks ago Mistress and I started looking around for fetish clothing for her to wear during our monthly 'Femdom' sessions. Ideally we were looking for cupless and crotchless (but no suspenders, which cuts out a lot) and we found four possible outifts; two from LoveHoney, one from Sparkling Strawberry and also a basque from somewhere else. The basque wasn't right so that went back, and the garments from LoveHoney were pretty shit to be honest. We should have known really, when someone sells an outift that supposedly fits a size 6 and a size 12 and everything in between chances are it's not going to fit anyone properly. Still, we tried, they sucked and they went back for credit!

The outfit from Sparkling Strawberry was a different story. I wasn't present when Mistress tried it on and I was honestly expecting the worst, but Mistress said it was one to keep. So last month I was hoping Mistress would wear it in our session but she wore something else instead, so it wasn't until today that I actually got to see it and it was certainly worth waiting for!

Mistress opted for 'Surprise Me' on the tick sheet for this session and while this is great, it doesn't give me as much scope as it might given the number of things we have that we can't use for one reason or another - glass buttplug is slightly too big for me, all sorts of impractical cock rings... maybe I should have really surprised her and dug my C3000 out from the back of the drawer!

Actually, speaking of that - I noticed Sub Hub in Phoenix has started posting fairly regularly again and you might like to read about his experience with his new 'Jailbird' chastity device. He reckons it is extremely comfortable and a million times better than an old school plastic CB3000; which it would have to be frankly if you were going to wear it regularly!

Anyway, I did manage to surprise Mistress as when she came in I was wearing my cuffs, cocksling and blindfold but also I had pegged my own nipples. Actually, we seem to have had a miscommunication on start time as I thought we were starting at 12:15 and as such I thought I didn't really have enough time to fit a butt plug or anything which is actually why I decided to go with the pegs.

I remember I pegged my nipples once before when Mistress wrote 'Surprise Me' and I felt it for days afterwards. But I forgot about that and naively assumed Mistress would take them off early on in the session and re-apply them later. Nope. When she came into the bedroom at 12:20 she seemed amused by my 'surprise' and asked if that meant I wanted the pegs on the whole time?

I said it was up to her and so they stayed on for nearly forty minutes before she finally took them off and by Christ did I feel it then! In the meantime Mistress whipped them several times with her cock whip, in fact Mistress was very whip happy today: she whipped my ass fifteen times at the start of the session before having me worship her gorgeous feet (while she played with her dildo on the bed above me and teased me about what I thought she might be wearing).

Once I had worshipped her beautiful feet to her satisfaction Mistress had me up on the bed on my back, but very unusually she didn't immediately restrain me, which meant I could touch her feet, legs and ass while she was kneeling beside me. She soon straddled my face and sank down onto me allowing me my first proper taste of her delicious pussy and then she stood over me and had me beg her to remove the blindfold.

When she did I was blown away by how Mistress looked in her brand new outfit. Wow! I had seen outfits like this before and always liked how they looked but even so you never know how these things will look in the real world, and in this case it looked absolutely amazing. In fact this might well be my new favourite outfit of hers!


This picture is from Sparkling Strawberry's website; we didn't get this free and there's no incentive for me to 'promote' this by the way, I'm simply sharing because it looks fantastic and it was actually pretty reasonable (under £30). I'm actually wondering if we should buy a spare for when this eventually falls apart in five/ten years... Needless to say, unlike the crap we ordered from Love Honey these are actually individually sized so unsurprisingly it fits Mistress absolutely perfectly. The only thing she did say was that the neck fastening is difficult to do up so I might have to look and see if I can modify it, but I couldn't tell it wasn't done up anyway to be honest.

Mistress stood over me, holding her glass dildo in her hand and then leaned forward and pushed it into my mouth. Then she stood upright and slid it into her gorgeous pussy, I didn't know where to look to be honest - I love seeing her playing with her dildo, but her amazing breasts were soooo distracting framed by that black outfit! Especially when she straddled me and pushed them into my face, allowing me to suck on her very sexy nipples. She did this a few times and one time she did something that I really liked; rather than swapping her breasts over she simply shoved my head to the side to indicate that I should be sucking her other nipple now! :)

Soon Mistress was straddling my face again and then by my side whipping the hell out of my cock and balls with the cock whip. With my balls trapped in the Oxballs Cocksling the whip really stung, but Mistress was clearly enjoying making me wince and even though she occasionally asked if it was 'too much' I always said no.

Mistress told me that I needed something up my ass to take my mind off the pain in my nipples, and so she quickly inserted the ring ended glass plug and left it there for a few minutes while she continued to abuse my cock and balls. Then, kneeling beside me she said 'Which would you rather do slave, would you rather worship my gorgeous breasts, watch me stand over you and fuck myself with my dildo or straddle your face so you can worship my beautiful pussy?'.

While I was thinking about this Mistress impatiently whipped my balls again, urging me to hurry up and decide. I opted for the last option and Mistress straddled my face again and I tongued her slit, enjoying the delicious taste of her wet pussy. Then she climbed off and told me to close my eyes. I was feeling a bit dopey and enjoying looking at her so much that I was a bit slow to respond and she picked up the cock whip and gave my balls another stinging stroke. 

I closed my eyes and heard Mistress sliding herself into her RodeOh strap on pants and then felt her remove the plug from my ass. Then she got on the bed and straddled me once again and told me to worship her cock, which she pushed into my mouth for a few seconds. Then Mistress released the restraints (at some point she did put them on me, I can't really remember when) and told me to turn over on my hands and knees. My cock was throbbing hard from all the whipping and slapping and as I leaned forward to bow my head onto the pillow the pegs tugged on my nipples as they hit the PVC sheet and reminded me they were still there!

Mistress applied lots of lube before she climbed on the bed behind me and slid her cock into my ass. It felt really good and I was really happy that Mistress was fucking me; it's very hit and miss but on this occasion it felt really good and I loved how Mistress would stop every now and then to reach between my legs and rub my cock. Mistress doesn't fuck my ass all that often, certainly not every session - but I love it when she does, even sometimes if it's hard to take because I love how submissive it makes me feel. A bit like when she makes me lick my cum off of her pretty feet, only more so...

When Mistress decided she had fucked me for long enough she told me to lay down on my back again and re-fastened the restraints. She asked if I needed her to remove the pegs or the cocksling, or if I could take them a while longer? I said I could wait, but asked if Mistress would let me taste her beautiful pussy again before she left me alone. At first she said that she thought I should wait for that too, but then she relented and briefly straddled my face one more time. 

Mistress returned about ten minutes later wearing her older cupless basque (which I also really love) as she wanted me to have better access to her pussy and ass (the new one has a thong back). She picked up the cock whip again and swatted the pegs a couple of times before plucking the right one off. Holy fucking shit did that hurt! I winced and breathed deeply as she plucked the other one off, set them aside and started undoing my restraints.

She told me to remove the cocksling and then to get up so that she could lay down. I knelt between her legs, gazing at her gorgeous body, eager to sink down between her thighs and taste her beautiful pussy again and to make her cum. Mistress gave the instruction and I moved down gently between her spread thighs. The moment my nipples touched against the PVC sheet I winced again, that was surprisingly painful!

I focussed on worshipping Mistress's delicious pussy and bringing her to orgasm and (just about) managed to ignore the pain in my nipples. Thankfully Mistress was clearly very turned on from all the pain and suffering she had caused me over the previous 45mins or so and as usual 'in session' she had a lovely hard orgasm as my tongue worked her clit and my finger teased her asshole.

Once Mistress's orgasm subsided she stood up on the bed and told me to lick up all the pussy juice around her ass and down her inner thighs. Then she had me bend down and lick the PVC sheet clean before telling me to lay down on my back again. She stood over me (facing away from me) and gave my balls a hard slap before grabbing my cock and starting to stroke it again. Looking up I could see her pussy was still soaking wet and dripping and I asked her to let me clean it up.

Mistress sank down onto my face and my tongue scooped a delicious load of pussy juice from between her lips and then Mistress rose up again, still pumping my cock. My hands were free again and I slid them up the backs of Mistress silky smooth legs towards her ass cheeks. Mistress asked if I wanted to lick her ass and then had me beg to do so while I used my hands to part her cheeks and get a better view of her gorgeous asshole.

Mistress sank down onto my face and I buried my tongue in her ass, almost immediately Mistress started slapping my balls. She told me that if I wanted to lick her ass I would have to put up with having my balls slapped too! Mistress let me worship her gorgeous asshole three times (never enough for me) and each time she alternated between stroking my cock and slapping my balls. After the third time she climbed off my face and knelt beside me. She told me the session was over but then gave my balls five really hard slaps - what an awesome ending to a fantastic session!!! 

Considering I was allowed a wonderful orgasm on Monday I pretty much knew I wasn't going to be allowed to cum during this session, but I still loved every second and consider myself very lucky to have such an amazing, gorgeous and generous Mistress. This session was so good and I am so pleased that we managed to find her such an awesome new outfit, she really does look absolutely incredible in it!

Sunday, 18 April 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 18th April 2021

Originally scheduled for last weekend, our April Femdom session happened this weekend instead and it was great! We're determined to try and make sure we don't miss any more sessions this year (so far we've only missed out February), let's see how it goes through summer (which was where it all went wrong last year).

I bought Mistress a new crotchless/cupless outfit to celebrate our ten year chastity anniversary, but when Mistress came into the bedroom she was wearing her usual leather skirt and (this time) a PVC bra. Not that I could see her because I had been instructed to wear a blindfold, along with my wrist and ankle cuffs and the Oxballs Ballstretcher. 

After using her foot to tease my tightly stretched balls a little, Mistres grabbed her whip and paddle from the bedside table and asked if I had any illegal touching to confess? I told her I didn't and she was pleased and also pleased that I had asked permission to touch my cock two or three times since our last session. This was something that had really gone by the wayside, so it was good to get back on track with that. Mistress informed me that I would still be punished though, not least because I had forgotten to put her towels out one morning last week. Ooops!

So after a reasonably brief whipping and paddling, Mistress put down her toys and climbed onto the bed. She retrieved her glass dildo from the other side of the bed and quickly had me get it wet for her. As she settled back to rub the glass cock between her legs she instructed me to worship her beautiful feet and it wasn't long before my cock was rock hard. 

As usual Mistress described what she was doing, and being blindfolded I could only picture what she was describing as I sucked on her toes and kissed all over her gorgeous, sexy feet. A few times Mistress reached down and ordered me to clean her dildo of her juices and then get it wet again for her, which I gladly did. The ballstretcher was super effective and my cock was really straining as I became completely absorbed in worshipping Mistress's wonderful feet.

After a while Mistress had me clean her dildo one last time before tying me to the bed on my back. As she tied me down she whipped my cock with the cock-whip which was something new and then once I was secured she started stroking and slapping my cock, before straddling my face and having me lick her delicious pussy. As soon as she sat on my face I could feel my cock hardening again and by the time she got off it was like an iron bar. 

Mistress continued to describe what she was doing as she stood over me, bending forward and exposing her ass and fucking her soaking wet pussy with her dildo. This continued for a while, interspersed with cock teasing and whipping/slapping until Mistress allowed me to beg for her to remove my blindfold. Eventually she did and she looked as amazing as always. She quickly sank down onto my face again and I lapped at her gorgeous pussy before she got up, turned around and teased me with her sexy ass.

She asked me how badly I wanted to lick her ass and if I would give up having a real orgasm in this session if she allowed me to worship it? Yes, of course! I wanted to lick her asshole so bad, but Mistress just kept teasing me with it and telling me I'd have to wait. She bent forward and sucked my rock hard cock which felt fantastic and then stood over me and slid the glass dildo inside her dripping pussy once more. She offered it to my mouth and said that it was time to leave me alone for a few minutes - I could hardly believe that a half hour had already passed but a quick glance at the clock showed that it had.

I begged Mistress to let me taste her gorgeous pussy once more before she left me alone and she straddled my face again as I lapped at her pussy, tasting her delicious, sexy juices. Then she clipped the pegs onto my nipples and refitted the blindfold before leaving me alone for 5-10 minutes. When she came back she removed the blindfold and then the pegs, one at a time, smiling as I winced in pain as the blood flowed back into my pinched flesh. 

Mistress had ditched her leather skirt and was now wearing her crotchless Ann Summers panties, which really push her pussy lips forward and look really, really cool. There's something about these panties, every time Mistress has worn them she has had a really hard orgasm and today was no different. After she untied me, Mistress told me to remove the ballstretcher and then lay back on the bed and ordered me down between her legs. Well I say ordered, it wasn't like I was 'unwilling', you know...

Mistress was soaking wet before we even started and she had a really good cum on my tongue, and as always she had me clean her up before licking the PVC sheet clean of all her juices. Soooo HOT! I love it. Then she told me to lay on my back and as she got up on the bed to stand over me I begged her to let me clean her pussy properly and she sank down onto my face again.

As she rode my face she said something like 'You really can't get enough of my beautiful pussy, can you?'... which is absolutely 100% true!

Then she lifted herself up and started teasing me with her ass again, before eventually allowing me to beg for and to worship her ass while she slapped and stroked my throbbing cock. It felt amazing to tongue Mistress's gorgeous asshole as she pumped my cock hard and fast, working me towards the edge. It actually took quite a while to get there, and Mistress had me tongue her ass five times before I finally reached the point where I had to warn her I was getting close.

As soon as I did Mistress let go and lifted her ass off my face, before turning to face me and declaring the session at an end. Unlike last time, my cock wasn't at all sore, despite the slapping and whipping, which was nice... although I didn't really mind when it was. :) Hopefully next month I will get to see Mistress in her new outfit, or maybe sooner?


Tuesday, 16 March 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 15th March 2021

A few weeks later than originally planned, yesterday we had (presumably) our last Femdom session of this chastity year. Yes, in just a couple of weeks I will have been in full time chastity for ten years. Quite unbelievable! No doubt this will be a moment for us to pause and inspect our chastity contract once more, but I can't imagine either of us wanting to change very much and I certainly can't imagine that Mistress would ever want to stop controlling my orgasms now...

Indeed, I've noticed that when Mistress is teasing me she often gets this amused look on her face as she's getting me to the edge... knowing that she's going to take me right there and then let go just when I need her to keep pumping hard. The best thing about this is knowing that she 'enjoys' doing this, I was thinking about this in the context of spanking yesterday, I wonder how many people/couples try it once and then never do it again? Probably quite a few. Anything fetishy where you feel the other person is uncomfortable is not going to be enjoyable really, I guess you have to do these things a few times before they stop feeling 'weird' and you relax enough to find them enjoyable. It took a very long time for Mistress to get comfortable ruining my orgasms but now she seems to enjoy it.

I don't know why but in some ways it feels like one of the hottest things for me is hearing Mistress say 'dirty' things... even when she is teasing me, say sucking my cock, I might not necessarily be thinking about her 'visually' doing something, I could just as easily be fantasizing about her leaning over me and stroking my cock, telling me something, or telling me that she's going to make me do x,y and z. That's probably why I love the first part of our sessions (well second part I guess, after Mistress has whipped and paddled my ass) where she has me worship her feet for ten minutes or so while she lays on the bed playing with her dildo. 

This time I was blindfolded (and I did the blindfold up tighter when I put it on so I couldn't even sneak a peak out of the edge) as I kissed her pretty feet and sucked on her toes, listening as her wet pussy welcomed the glass cock inside. I love how Mistress describes what she's doing and how she teases me about what she might have me do in the future. This time Mistress teased me about how much I love the taste of her pussy and her ass and said that she bet I would love to clean her dildos after they had been inside both of her holes. Really, the dirtier the things she says the better. :)

Once Mistress was satisfied with my foot worship I was up on the bed and restrained on my back. Mistress sank down onto my face and I got my first proper taste of her delicious pussy (I had already cleaned her dildo a couple of times at this point). She tasted so good and she was already so wet from the whipping and the toying. Mistress turned her attention to my cock and balls (I was also wearing the Oxballs Cocksling for the first half of the session) and soon began teasing and torturing them with her mouth, hand, teeth and the cock whip.

I looked down and couldn't believe how hard and red my cock looked, but it felt amazing and Mistress kept at it, whipping my cock and balls over and over, occasionally doing it harder than normal and making me wince a little. Mistress likes it when I wince, she always asks if it's too much and I always say 'No Mistress', because even if it hurts I don't want her to stop. She always smiles and I imagine her pussy gets a little bit wetter each time.

During this part of the session Mistress also filled my ass with the ring ended glass dildo, although it kept sliding out and she had to keep pushing it back in. I think we need something like this but with a wider base to stop it doing this. I have got a proper glass plug, but it's just a little large for someone like me who only gets their ass filled once every 6-8 weeks. So either I need to find something else, or train my ass to take it a lot more often I guess!

When Mistress went to peg my nipples one of the pegs snapped in half in her hand so she asked me which nipple I wanted pegged. I said the right one, but she put it on the left, not sure if she misunderstood what I said or whether she was just asserting her dominance. Then she disappeared and reappeared with another peg she had found downstairs. This peg was a lot harsher, although on reflection probably more like how it should be - those others weren't really cutting it anymore.

Mistress left me alone for a few minutes and when she returned she told me to close my eyes (she had removed the blindfold earlier when she was standing over me and fucking herself with her dildo and teasing me with her gorgeous ass) ostensibly so I couldn't see when she was about to grab the pegs. The old peg didn't do much in all honesty but I definitely felt the new one when she took it off. I think this is one of Mistress's favourite parts of the whole session!

She untied me and told me to remove the ball stretcher and then it was time for me to worship her delicious (and beautifully trimmed) pussy. She tasted amazing and as always the session so far had made her very wet. But I took my time gently kissing her inner thighs before lightly licking her and getting her even more ready for my fingers and tongue. As time went on I slid my finger first inside her pussy and then down between her cheeks and started teasing her asshole. Mistress loves this and as I worked my finger deeper she was clearly getting closer and closer until she finally let go. 

Honestly, as much as I love everything else in these sessions, nothing is as good as feeling Mistress cum so hard and then having her stand on the bed, bent over and telling me to lick her clean. I love how much pussy juice is dripping from her and trickling down her legs, and I really love licking all the juice from between her ass cheeks, even though Mistress orders me not to lick her asshole without permission.

After I had licked the PVC sheet clean Mistress ordered me down onto my back again and then sat on my face once more to let me push my tongue inside her and gulp down even more of her copious juices (actually I asked for that, so hot!), then she started tugging at my cock again while she made me beg to lick her asshole properly. Mistress soon had me hard again and after the fourth time she allowed me to tongue her delicious ass I warned her that I was getting close to cumming. 

Earlier in the session she had asked me where I would like to cum if she allowed me to and I had said on her pussy... but despite my warning Mistress continued stroking me even though I was on my back and gave me permission to cum. Of course, no sooner did I start to cum than Mistress let go of my cock and ruined my orgasm, but at least she allowed me to continue licking her ass as my cock leaked a considerable amount of cum onto my stomach - that was awesome, and quite possibly a first (I'm not 100% sure). Mistress dismounted and turned to face me, scooping up my cum with her fingers four or five times and feeding it to me before she told me the session was over.

After the session I realised quite how red and sore my cock was from the whipping, but a bit of Calendula cream overnight seemed to sort it out - it was totally worth it anyway! :)

Sunday, 24 January 2021

FEMDOM SESSION: 24th January 2021

I think it's fair to say that even by usual January standards this month has 'blown' righteously! Not only do we have the usual January blues to deal with, but on top of that we have this whole Covid shit-fest too (and not made any easier because Mistress is doing dry January and there's still a whole 'nother week to go!), but today at least offered some relief from the tedium and depression... as we had our first Femdom Session of 2021.

I don't know why but I went into this one supremely confident that Mistress would allow me to cum.. in the end it didn't turn out that way, but I could have.... I just chose not too. Or rather I chose something else instead. Even though I got to do it a few days ago...

Mistress and I woke up really late this morning, as we have been doing quite a lot lately. I think it's partly because after buying a new mattress last year, we finally have one which is comfortable enough that we can lie in, but also... this January we are both feeling quite lethargic and weary of not being able to go anywhere or do anything. I mean, we didn't really go out all the often anyway, but when you 'can't' go out it makes you appreciate a couple of hours in a nice pub, or a little walk and lunch in a pretty Cotswold village.

Anyway, we woke up late and Mistress and I cuddled up together for quite a while, me caressing her gorgeous body until eventually she reached down and started to tease my cock until it was hard. Then she started to stroke it, which felt great - even though I knew it wasn't going to lead anywhere.

Eventually we got out of bed and a couple of hours later we started our session. Mistress told me just to wear the Oxballs Cocksling and my restraints but no blindfold and when she came into the room she allowed me to look up at her in her amazing fetishwear. She looked stunning. She was wearing the PVC top that you can see on the header of this blog, which allowed me a perfect view of her absolutely gorgeous breasts. She was also wearing her usual PVC skirt which is very loose fitted and allows her to easily sit on my face as and when she pleases.

She asked me if I had anything to confess since our last session, which was just over two months ago - but I said I wasn't 100% sure. I certainly didn't have anything major to confess, and certainly not since Christmas - this lethargy I spoke off even seems to have extended to wanting to touch my cock, which is a depressing state of affairs indeed!

Mistress decided to give me some punishment anyway and set about whipping my ass. The eleventh stroke (probably by accident I think) fell a bit badly and the tails of the whip curled up between my legs and caught the back of my balls and the inside top of my left thigh. It was a bit painful and Mistress switched to the paddle, but she didn't stop (which I feared she might), I was pleased about that and she gave me several more swats with the softer side of the paddle before she stopped.

After I had worshipped both of Mistress's pretty feet for a while (while she played with her favourite glass dildo) she secured me to the bed and immediately sank down onto my face. She tasted so good and I could feel my cock starting to harden as she rocked back and forth as my tongue rubbed against her delicious pussy. 

She lifted off and stood over me, teasing me with her amazing ass and pussy as she started teasing my cock. Then she grabbed her glass dildo, which she already been playing with while I was worshipping her feet and started sliding it in and out of her slick hole, while I watched from below. She turned around and continued putting on a show for me before offering the glass cock to my lips for me to clean.

Mistress teased me about how much I love tasting her pussy and sucking her dildo clean and said 'You'd even suck it if it was a real cock that had been inside me wouldn't you?'. I love it when she teases me like this, even though it's a little hard to admit... it took me several minutes for me to work up to telling her how much I love it when she says things like that - mind you my cock was like an iron bar and a deep shade of crimson so I guess she got the message anyway! :)

Mistress grabbed some lube and rubbed it on my cock, stroking it a little before standing over me again and sinking down onto my hard cock. It felt great to be inside her, the first time this year and the first time in quite a while. It didn't last long and soon enough she was back by my side, flicking my balls with the cock whip while she stroked me. I also had a dildo in my ass by this point as well...

Oh, one thing I forgot was that when I was worshipping Mistress's pretty feet, she asked me if I had thought about where I would like to cum 'if' she let me today... or even if it wasn't today, with the caveat that even if I chose somewhere she could over-rule that decision if she wanted to. In these situations I always default to cumming on her beautiful feet, a) because I absolutely adore her feet and b) because it's kind of where I feel a slave should cum. It's the most submissive place to cum, or at least the most submissive place to come on his Mistress's body....

But that morning, after my teasing I had been daydreaming about cumming all over Mistress's delicious pussy and licking it clean, so that was my choice. Though it wasn't easy to not to choose Mistress's perfect, gorgeous feet I can tell you.

After sitting on my face a couple more times and teasing my cock until it looked like it was about to EXPLODE, Mistress untied me and told me to take my Cocksling off, then she told me turn over and keep the dildo in (if necessary). I heard her sliding her RodeOh strap on pants on and then felt her remove the dildo and get on the bed behind me. She moved really close and pushed the strap-on deep into my ass and started to fuck me.

It wasn't painful, but it was very intense... and it was quite an effort to take it, I didn't let on to Mistress and she fucked me for a little while, asking several times if I could take another ten strokes... which I did. She reached round to stroke my cock several times too, I was half hard, but not like last time when I stayed rock hard throughout. I'm glad she did it though, it made me feel very submissive and afterwards she pulled the condom off and then stood on the bed and made me 'thank' her cock.

Then she retied me and pegged my nipples before leaving me alone for a few minutes. This time the pegs didn't really hurt at all, even when Mistresss took them off... but Mistress didn't look too disappointed. She untied me again and told me it was time for me to make her cum. I sank down between her legs and licked her pussy until she came and then she had me lick her pussy juice off the PVC sheet before she got up on the bed and had me clean her up as well. Then she had me lie down again and stood over me giving me a perfect view of her wonderful ass and still dripping pussy.

I asked Mistress if I could please lick her pussy clean again and she lowered herself down onto my face. I slurped down a delicious mouthful of pussy juice from between her lips and then she rose up again and started teasing me with her ass. She told me that I had to choose, either she would let me cum OR I could worship her ass again while she stroked my cock.

Of course I wanted to cum, but I also really loved licking her asshole the other night and I really wanted to do it again. So I said I wanted to worship her ass. Mistress sort of laughed and asked if I was sure? I told her I was and she sank down onto my mouth again and told me I could start. 

Mistress told me that she would allow me to worship her asshole three times and the first two times I managed to stay away from edge (with some difficulty!) but the third time, while I held off as long as I could Mistress was really pumping me hard and slapping my balls until I just couldn't anymore, let's not forget I haven't cum since the 12th of December!

Mistress knelt beside me once again and allowed me to suck on her hard, sexy nipples and then she grabbed my cock again, slowly stroking it. She asked me if I wanted ten more strokes, ten more slaps or a mixture of both? I love it when Mistress slaps my balls, so I said ten more slaps. Mistress administered ten more slaps to my cock and balls, the final one to my balls being the hardest of the lot, leaving me 'satisfied' and 'frustrated' in equal parts - the perfect ending really! :)