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I guess the lady has a point...

M.J. said: Why do you worry so much, lots of people get turned on by things they 'shouldn't'. Would it bother you if you were Mistress R's dom and she fantasized about being forced to lick another woman's pussy that you had fucked? What's the difference?

I guess this lady has a point, and yet..
On the face of it, her argument is pretty sound, except that, rightly or wrongly, women with bisexual tendencies tend to be thought of as 'hot and greedy', whereas men with bisexual tendencies tend be thought of as 'indecisive gays'. Sorry for the gross generalisation and everything!
Not that I'm suggesting I have bi-sexual tendencies because I don't think I do. I like women, big time.
Actually I found a very interesting blog post which was kind of about this subject, which you can read HERE. The comments are particularly interesting I thought... one talks about 'sexualisation of ejaculation', which I kind of understand. I guess it's a bit like when someone develops a fetish about a shoe or something. The shoe in itself can be sexual without even being worn, or the shoe could still be sexually inspiring even if worn by a builder called Kevin...

Well worth a read...

A real interesting post (HERE) on Subcuckhubby's blog. Refreshing to see someone write about something 'culturally difficult' to talk about with such honesty and openness...

Femdom Session 24th February 2013...

Today's Femdom session nearly didn't happen. I woke up at 7:50am and shot downstairs to see what was wrong with our cat, who was howling like she was in her death throes. Since she is twenty one (and we believe has a tumour in her bladder) we are always kind of waiting for the day when she has to go to the vet for the final time. Luckily today was not that day, and seemingly the enormous commotion was because she'd eaten all her biscuits and she wanted to know what I intended to do about that!
I felt enormously tired, even though I get up daily at 7:10am, and headed back to bed, where I slept until eleven (which I never do). When we finally got out of bed, we had kind of missed our usual starting point for our session, which usually begins at 11 or thereabouts. I looked in the mirror, I looked extraordinarily pale. We ummed and aahed about when, or indeed if, we should have our session today. Should we do it tomorrow or next week? Finally we decided to just do it. We both felt less than 'mad for it', but as has been proved before, a few minutes is all it takes for the adrenaline to kick in.
So late this afternoon our session began, me with my blindfold, ankle/wrist restraints and the leather ball splitter I have talked about before all in place. Mistress entered and asked if I had any more cock touching to confess to, which I didn't. She was pleased but decided to administer about fifteen paddle smacks as a reminder. Then she pulled my face into her ass and as I breathed in her scent I felt my cock straining against the splitter which I had probably done up too tight if I'm honest. She told me that if I want to keep getting teased I need to remember to ask when I want to touch my cock.
Several minutes of lovely foot worship followed, while Mistress taunted me by describing the way she was touching and dildoing her pussy (which I of course couldn't see through my blindfold), punctuated by having me suck the dildo clean of her juices and getting it wet for her.
Eventually I was told to get on the bed and Mistress pushed a dildo into my ass and then had me lay on my back. She secured me at each corner of the bed and began using my tongue, I love it when she does that. She turned around and tormented me with her ass, telling me that I was not allowed to lick it, something she did over and over this session. I felt my cock straining against the ball splitter and eventually felt Mistress snap the front part open, leaving the strip of leather at the base of my cock and behind my balls intact and tight.
She sank down onto my cock several times and then lifted off and began slapping my cock, which was now extremely hard. This pattern continued a while, before more teasing with her gorgeous (but still hidden) ass pressed right in my face. Then she told me to close my eyes and she removed the blindfold. When she allowed me to open them she was standing over me, and as I looked up at her she lifted up the front panel of her PVC skirt to expose her beautiful pussy to me. I licked my lips and she sank onto my face again and then  turned around and sank down onto my cock again, offering me a very rare sight indeed, my cock disappearing into her pussy from behind.
Soon she started playing with my nipples as she stroked my cock while kneeling beside me, then she rode me again and continued to pull on them, which I really loved. Then she started talking about whether she might let me cum today and what conditions might be attached. She said she'd read in one of my stories about where a guy is allowed to cum but then has to endure being stroked for another thirty seconds, and maybe she should try that. She asked me if that was something I would like to try, I said yes, though I fear I wouldn't be able to take thirty seconds and I would definitely have to be tied down. She also asked if I would like to jerk myself off over her ass and then lick it clean, I said I would. She said maybe she would jerk me off and then wipe it on her ass, since that would be just as good. Then she left me alone for a while with clothes pegs on my nipples, the dildo still in my ass and the leather strip really pulling on my balls.
When she came back she had me remove the cock ring, she removed the pegs (she always has a twinkle in her eye when I wince I notice) and the dildo before having me go down on her. She was so ready for it after riding my cock and abusing me, and she came rather quicker than normal, and rather spectacularly too. :)
After cleaning her and the sheet I was tied down again and Mistress announced that I was to be relieved of my twenty eight day load, but that I would have to swallow it (of course). She wondered if I would rather be jerked off with her ass in my face or allowed to cum inside her, I assumed that meant she would allow me to lick her asshole as I came. She said the first would be my favourite and I agreed, however Mistress then told me that I wasn't allowed to look at her ass, even though it would be right up against my face and asked if I could be trusted to keep my eyes shut or if I should be blindfolded. I told her the blindfold would be safer, even though I was hoping my tongue would be buried in her ass anyway.
She allowed me about two seconds off ass licking in the end... so frustrating, and as she jerked my cock she described every little thing that she was doing, gradually bringing me closer and closer to coming. Then as soon as she started counting down from ten I could feel my orgasm approaching and as she jerked me hard I exploded over her hands.
As I lay panting she fed me the whole twenty eight day load from her fingers (it was extraordinarily creamy it seemed) before removing my blindfold and taunting me with her pussy and ass for a last time before ending the session. We agreed it had been a success and were both glad we had not postponed it.

I love it...

I love kissing Mistress R when she's been sucking my cock, I just love that her lips and tongue taste of cock... it's so unbelievably horny! Lucky me then cos tonight I got to kiss her after she'd been sucking, slapping, biting and jerking my cock again... AND I got to make her cum again too!
Later we were in the kitchen kissing and laughing and when she bent down to get something out of a cupboard I grabbed her from behind and started 'shafting' her from behind (we were both fully dressed). Mistress R laughed and I said, "Well, that's as close as I get these days...".
"Well," she said. "If you don't want to be under my control anymore you only have to say so."
We both know THAT isn't going to happen anytime soon. I can't even remember the last time I fucked Mistress R from behind though, I mean it's got to be two years... there was one time she let me fuck her when she was on her side, but even that was ages ago. I'm not even sure I've been on top more than twice this year...
Still, I'm not complaining, I wouldn't give up the amazing teasing I got earlier this evening for anything, I was so close you wouldn't believe it, God only knows how I managed to keep the cum in my balls...

16 days and counting...

Wow, only two days since our most recent Femdom session and tonight I was treated to some more fantastic teasing, but not before I was allowed to lick Mistress R to another lovely orgasm! :)
Mistress R had me lay on my back and sucked, slapped and bit me until I was absolutely throbbing and until a single bead of pre-cum leaked out of my aching cock. I love watching her suck my cock, especially when my cock is so amazingly hard and red, and I really, really love kissing her afterwards. I love the taste of my cock on her lips it is so fucking HOT! Needless to say by the end I was gasping for breath and so desperate to cum... it was absolute heaven! Also, needless to say, Mistress R didn't give me permission to cum, so I'll start tomorrow with seventeen days of cum filling my balls, and still no idea when I may be allowed to shoot...

Expect the unexpected...

Sadly, for one reason or another, Mistress R and I never quite managed to make it to bed today and so Mistress R still hasn't had her first orgasm of the month. However, rather unexpectedly, I was given a huge treat a couple of hours ago...
I was sitting on the sofa talking to Mistress R, when she suddenly came over to me and got down on her knees in front of me. She started tugging at my shorts and before long she was sucking and stroking my cock as it slowly hardened. Mistress R proceeded to give me a spectacular blow job, really teasing me with her tongue and making me really hard using her long nails and her teeth.
As things progressed I was mindful that any second she would most likely stop and tell me to pull my shorts back up, but in the meantime I was enjoying every single second of it. What I wasn't expecting was for Mistress R to slowly pull my cock out of her mouth and say "Do you know what I want?".
I looked down at her through half open eyes, hoping she was about to say that she wanted to see me cum, but not really sure that I was going to be that lucky... after all our next Femdom session is only seven days away.
"I want to feel you cum in my mouth... is that something you'd like too?"
I moaned in agreement and Mistress R began pumping my cock, her lips pressed over the tip of my cock as I slowly advanced towards orgasm. She pumped harder and faster until suddenly I crossed the line of no return and I spasmed violently into Mistress R's mouth as she continued jerking me hard. It was really intense, unexpected and just fantastic. As I opened my eyes I saw Mistress R leaning forward and licking some cum off the tip of my cock, which I don't believe I have ever seen her do before....! Then she got up, leant over me and kissed me. She had swallowed my cum, but there was a very faint taste of it on her lips still, even so I definitely felt one step closer to fulfilling that particular fantasy.
Wow, I have been so, so lucky this weekend... absolutely incredible teasing yesterday and now this! I really have to make sure Mistress R has the best possible orgasm tomorrow...

Punishment for forgetfulness...

Regular readers of my blog will know that I try to remember every morning to get Mistress R's towels out of the cupboard and fold them neatly so that when she gets home they are ready for her when she gets out of the shower. It's not something Mistress R asked me to do, I just started doing it, and I've been doing it for quite a while now. I don't remember every morning, but probably at least 85-90% of the time I do.

So tonight when I got home Mistress R mentioned that she hadn't found any towels ready for her when she got home and jokingly told me it wasn't good enough. About three hours later just after I had gone down on her and given her a lovely orgasm, she smiled down at me and told me that I had gone some way to redeeming myself for forgetting the towels.

Some towels, earlier today.

As I kissed the insides of her thighs I muttered that she should probably still punish me anyway... but didn't think any more about it. We lay on the bed together and Mistress started to stroke my cock, then decided I needed to be spanked. This is highly unusual (and most welcome) out of session and I was quickly on my knees while she retrieved the paddle from the bedside drawer.

After I had counted and thanked her for fifteen strokes I was permitted to lay down again and Mistress R began toying with my cock, but not before telling me that she had been planning to remove her bra for this teasing session, but had decided not to as a punishment for forgetting her towels.
I've been extremely tired this week and my cock hasn't been as iron hard as it has been of late, but this morning it was hard, if not the throbbing morning wood that I've now come to expect. The problem is for me that tiredness makes me feel numb down my leg, in my groin and in my right foot (a leftover from an operation) and numbness and hardness are not good bedfellows.
But it was reasonably hard tonight, and got a little harder as Mistress R teased me about my desire to worship her ass. She described in great detail how she might mount my face in the next session and slowly lower her ass until it was just a tiny distance from my mouth and then make me beg to lick it. She stroked and slapped my cock and then turned to me and asked me if I was given the choice between being allowed to cum or being allowed to worship her ass, which one would I choose.
I told her I would worship her ass.
Mistress R said that I hardly even hesitated so she knew that I must really want to worship her ass, and then said that we'd see how I felt in a few days.... she then went on to say that if I really pleased her I might not have to wait as long as the next session.
I watched as she sucked on my cock, which was pretty hard now, though still not as throbbing as I would like, and then she gave it a few more slaps before telling me that I was getting ten more strokes and that was it for tonight. Knowing that these were the last few made them extra torturous, especially as Mistress R didn't even flinch when I told her I'd not cum for 27 days now.
It was a lovely session, we've both been so tired this week that we haven't been gelling quite as we usually do so it was so nice to reconnect like that. Tomorrow we are going out together for a drink, we had a good routine of doing that on a Thursday night, but we let it slip a while and now we are getting it back on track. I think it's very important for us to get out of the house, away from the books, laptops, TV, etc etc and just talk for a few hours.
Anyway, I am very pleased that Mistress R decided to paddle me out of session, she certainly seemed to enjoy it! As far as I'm concerned I am quite happy for her to do any of our in-session things whenever she wants. Speaking of which, I haven't heard the ring of the bell yet, but when I do I can assure you you'll hear about it!

iHonorHer...

I'm sure you're all familiar with Q & k's blog (here) and if not why not?
This morning Q has posted a caption with a little note urging the 'Men with submissive fantasies, to put themselves in 'k's place....' and that 'You'd do well to consider what it's really like to submit to the desires of a truly dominant woman!'.

I mention this, because it ties in rather neatly with my poll this week, in which I am asking how often (if ever) you ever get so ridiculously turned on that it almost scares you what you would consider submitting to for your Mistress. My experience with this has been well documented on this blog, though I will briefly reprise it for those that haven't read all 900 posts!
I can't remember exactly when it was, but in one of our Femdom sessions (not necessarily since the start of the blog) I was on my knees with Mistress R standing in front of me with her strap on in my mouth. My cock was rock hard and I was so deeply into the moment, Mistress R started teasing me about making me suck a real cock and asked me if I would do that for her. I said I would, and at that exact moment I honestly would have done, hell... I would have done almost anything she wanted me to.
It actually freaked me out a little bit (more than a little bit if I'm honest), and it took me a couple of days to sort it out enough in my head that I could tell Mistress R about what I had gone through that afternoon. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely loved it, but at the same time it pretty much scared the shit out of me that I could feel like that.
Then of course you think, well, it's not like I have to worry really, because Mistress R wouldn't make me do that anyway, and then of course there's a slightly unhinged flipside mild disappointment to knowing that too! But there has to be a comfortable balance, and even though in 'k's case he's not quite to that point yet (despite his begging) there's plenty I've read on their blog that makes me realise that Q's words are words of wisdom indeed.
Anyway, thanks to everyone who's voted already, I hope you understood what I meant by the question, because I do realise it could have been a little clearer, you can always change your vote if you feel it's necessary.
Have a good day.

Femdom Session 15th July 2012

As regular readers will know, over the last few weeks I haven't exactly been on top of the world, and so while I looked forward to what I knew would be a good Femdom session, I never anticipated just how fantastic it would actually turn out to be. As a one off I decided to record the session with my little dictaphone, so that I could share with you exactly what went down last Sunday morning...

(NB: Just so you know, before the session I had already confessed to my two infractions and given some detail about them).


Mistress R instructed me to wait for her wearing my ankle and wrist cuffs, my blindfold and my rubber cock ring. On entering the room she toyed with my cock for a few moments as she checked that I had complied with all of her instructions. Satisfied that I had, she told me to move away from the bed and to get on all fours, I complied with her instructions immediately, well aware that the next little while probably wasn't going to be my favourite part of the session.

"Each time we have these sessions, I ask you (slap) some questions don't I slave... and you're always honest with me aren't you?"

Slap! The whip made contact with my ass a second time, as I knew my punishment hadn't started I presumed that I was not yet required to count the blows and thank Mistress for them. I responded positively to Mistress's question, pulling my back upwards a little as I sought to bring my balls forward of the backs of my thighs.

"So... how many times did you touch yourself when you shouldn't have done?"

"Two Mistress."

"Two... right."

Slap! Slap! The whip was brought down a further two times before she continued...

"And I understand that one of these was short, and one was long... how long are we talking slave?"

I was dreading that particular question, but I had to answer truthfully.

"Ummmm.....  about, twenty minutes Mistress."

"Twenty minutes! That is 'long' isn't it slave?"

She sounded rather surprised at my confession.

"Yes Mistress."

"And you actually dared to edge yourself during that time slave, is that correct?"

"Yes Mistress."

"How many times do you think you edged yourself slave?"

"I don't know Mistress..."

"Roughly.... two, three... more than five?"

I was somewhat thankful that she had jumped in with those options since if I'd had to estimate off my own back it would have been much higher, more like double that...

"More than five, Mistress."

"Really, more than five.... well I think you need quite a severe punishment for that slave. Right, you know the drill."

Mistress began whipping my ass now, and carried on until I had counted off and thanked her for fifteen strikes of the cat.

She paused briefly to ask me a question...

"Surely you haven't forgotten slave, how much better it is when I touch your cock?"

"No Mistress."

"Because who actually owns your cock slave?"

"You do Mistress."

"That's right, so you should not be touching it without my permission should you slave?"

"No Mistress."

"Perhaps this will help you to remember.... do you remember what number we are up to slave?"

"Fifteen Mistress."

"Good, continue..."

The whipping recommenced, with a further five strokes being added before she stopped. For someone who likes being whipped it would probably have appeared rather tame, but I do not enjoy pain, I only enjoy the submission of allowing myself to be whipped by my beautiful Mistress, so for me it was quite enough discomfort.

"That's for the twenty minutes of touching slave, and now we move on to the number of edges... begin again from one slave."

Even before the first blow I somehow knew that she'd switched to the paddle, the paddle that I suggested buying of course... it stings, I love it and hate it at the same time. Five slaps with the paddle later, she called a halt. My ass was stinging, even though I knew it would quickly fade away.

"And how did it feel when you were touching your own cock slave?"

What could I say, really?

"Good Mistress."

"It felt good did it... did it feel better than when I touch your cock slave?"

"No Mistress."

"No of course it didn't... sit up and turn and face the bed."

In my personal darkness I turned towards the bed and heard the PVC sheet crackle as Mistress mounted the bed and leaned  forward to present her favourite glass dildo to my mouth.

"Open wide slave, suck that cock."

I willingly opened my mouth and felt the cool, smooth glass against my tongue. I love to wet my Mistress's dildo for her because I know she loves it's deep ridges, the thought that she would soon be pleasuring herself with it made my cock stiffen as I fellated the glass cock.

"Since you love touching your own cock slave, so often, when you shouldn't... you should even more like licking and sucking this cock."

My cock continued to harden as I worked to ensure the dildo was well lubricated for Mistress's beautiful pussy.

"Because this cock will be going where you always want to have your own cock slave, isn't that right?"

I briefly pulled my head off the dildo to answer.

"Yes Mistress."

The dildo was pulled away and she shifted on the bed.

"Right slave, now I'm going to allow you to worship my feet."

"Thank you Mistress."

I felt her foot press against my chest and I wished I wasn't blindfolded so I could see her beautiful, soft feet.

"You may begin....while I will be rubbing this dildo, all around my beautiful pussy...exactly where you would like to have your cock, wouldn't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

I set to work on her right foot, peppering it with gentle kisses before sucking her toes into my mouth, I absolutely adore sucking Mistress's toes, they are so delicate and sexy.

"Well, I'm only going to have a cock inside my pussy that I am in control of.... you're not in control slave, and you don't want to be, do you?"

"No Mistress."

"You can't see this now slave, but this dildo is rubbing all around my beautiful lips... and just... just inside... starting to get coated with that beautiful pussy juice... you love the taste of pussy juice don't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Whatever is covered in pussy juice should have to be licked clean by you, isn't that right slave?"

"If it pleases you Mistress."

"If you listen carefully you can hear the sound of my dildo moving in.. and out... you love that sound don't you slave, you wish it was your cock making that sound don't you?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Then you must learn to control yourself better slave, you were doing so well, and I'm sure you will do well again. You must remember, I'm in control, I own your cock, I say when you can touch it, you know you can ask me for permission slave... but you failed to do so didn't you?"

I barely stopped to answer her, I was so deep in sub space now, all my worries and stress completely forgotten in less than ten minutes...

"Stop, open wide, lick this dildo clean slave..."

I opened my mouth and used my tongue to lick her juices off the entire length of the glass dildo as she twizzled it around, then she pushed it into my mouth and I sucked it greedily, willingly, just as if I was sucking a cock for her amusement. After a short time she pulled the dildo out of my mouth and I resumed my duties as her foot slave.

"You think it's more fun to do something without permission don't you slave, you know sometimes I might actually want to see you touching that cock, so you must ask me if you want to, understand slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Good....that will please me much more slave. After all, if you are wanting to touch your cock, it should only be with my permission and I should be able to see it. Who knows, I might decide that you're not touching it as I want you to, and stop you and do something different myself. But whatever it is, it's going to be better than the way you touch yourself isn't it slave, furtively, without permission?"

"Yes Mistress."

"You love worshipping my feet don't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Just being allowed to kneel there and worship my beautiful feet... knowing that I'm laying here, playing with my beautiful pussy, and getting this cock covered in my beautiful pussy juice, and you can't even see it can you... but you can smell it can't you? You can scent that... you love that scent don't you slave..."

"Stop now slave, and lick this clean again..."

Once more I licked and sucked on the glass dildo as she hovered over me.

"Maybe one day it will be a real cock covered in your Mistress's pussy juice slave, you'd lick that clean if you were told to wouldn't you, if you knew it would please your Mistress..."


My cock pulsed as she spoke, though I doubt we would ever involve another person in our sex-life, just hearing her say those words always has a considerable effect on me.


"Yes Mistress," I groaned.

"Onto the other foot slave..."

I lovingly took hold of her left foot and began lavishing it with attention, just as I had the right one before it.

"Do you think a lot about these sessions, in between them slave... think about how lovely it is for you to have your Mistress totally in control... deciding, if I want to, to keep you on your knees for the whole session worshipping my feet, not letting you near my pussy, as a punishment... you'd even welcome that wouldn't you slave."

"Whatever pleases you Mistress."

"That's right..."

She allowed me a little while to concentrate on her gorgeous foot, my tongue swirling around her pretty, red polished toes.

"So when you're touching your own cock slave, tell me about it, do you do it hard, or soft..."

I struggled for an answer, so deep was I in my reverie.

"Both Mistress."

"Both... and does it feel as good as when I am touching it slave?"

"No Mistress."

"No, that's what you have to learn to remember slave don't you? The only time you should be touching that cock slave, is for my amusement, if I tell you to do so. Do you understand?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Otherwise I am the only one who should be touching it, I control your cock. Who controls your cock slave?"

"You do Mistress."

"Who controls your balls?"

"You do Mistress."

"Who controls your ass?"

"You do Mistress."

"That's right slave... you shouldn't be forgetting that after all this time?"

"No Mistress."

She removed her foot from my mouth and I felt her moving closer again.

"Lick my finger clean slave."

I sucked her pussy flavoured finger deep into my mouth, savouring the taste of her gorgeous juices.

"Is that one of your favourite tastes in the world slave, I think it is isn't it?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Good slave, keep going... "

She allowed me a few more minutes of foot worship, after which I was completely blissed out and feeling enormously mellow. I just love worshipping my Mistress's feet, she really does have the most gorgeous feet I have ever seen and they really turn me on.

Finally she bid me to stop.

"That will do slave, now get up on the bed, on your hands and knees."

I moved onto the bed as instructed and waited as Mistress bound my wrists to the corners of the bed.

"I think you need just a touch more punishment slave..."

She gave me another (rather gentle) five slaps with the cat, before setting it aside and moving onto the bed beside me. I felt her reach under me and grab my cock.

"Now slave, time to really show you who's in control of this cock... and that's just how you like it isn't it?"


She started stroking my cock now, feeling it as it grew in her hand.

"It cannot feel as good, when you touch it yourself, can it slave?"

"No Mistress."

"Not when I dig my nails in like this... you sooooo love how that feels don't you? While your ass is vulnerable to me as well, you really love that feeling, isn't that right slave?"

My cock was rock hard now, the pain of her nails digging in only making it harder still, it felt so damn good!

"I think sometimes you deliberately touch yourself, so that you'll get punished, because you absolutely love being reminded don't you slave, of how good it feels when I'm in control..."

She moved away and the next thing I heard was the pump of the lube and the slightly cool, slippery feeling as the substance landed between my ass cheeks. A couple of minutes later Mistress had inserted a smallish dildo in my ass before returning her attention to my throbbing cock.

"You love it when something's in your ass and your cock's being teased, don't you slave?"

Indeed I do. The initial penetration may not always be easy, but I generally find it doesn't take long for that initial discomfort to subside and a much more pleasurable sensation to take it's place.

"It wouldn't be this good if you were doing it yourself would it slave?"

I couldn't argue with that, I was already starting to enjoy the unusual sensation of having something in my asshole, by the time she removed it a good while later I would be hoping for more.

"I sometimes wonder how you'd feel, if somebody else was touching you, while something was in your ass... maybe one day if it pleases me to find out, you will slave..."

That kind of caught me off guard, I must admit...

"That's certainly making your cock good and hard isn't it slave, you love it when your cock's like this, don't you... I'm in control of it, and that's just how you like it isn't it...however much you might sneakily touch it... now, keep that dildo in your ass while I untie you..."


Mistress unhooked the restraints from my cuffs before giving me my next instruction.

"Now slave I want you to turn over onto your back, while keeping that dildo inside your ass."

I successfully manoeuvred onto my back without letting the dildo slip out and felt Mistress securing my wrists once more before straddling me.

"Now slave, I want you to ask me nicely to take your blindfold off."

I asked her, with just a hint of pleading in my voice.

"Why would you want me to take it off slave."

"So I can... see you Mistress."

"You want to see me do you slave... do you?"


I managed to convince her that I did.

"Very well, close your eyes."

I felt her peel away the red rubber blindfold and knew that all that was standing between me and the image of my beautiful Mistress was the thickness of my eyelids. Of course I kept them tightly closed as instructed, despite my eagerness to see her gorgeous body.

"Okay, you may open them..."

Mistress was wearing a fairly plain black bra and one of her split leather skirts. The only time she ever wears bright red lipstick is in our sessions and I must admit I do love it on her. Even without the PVC garb she sometimes wears, she looked completely stunning.

"You look gorgeous Mistress."

"Thank you slave, keep your eyes up..."

She slowly raised the front of her leather skirt and said, "Now you may look at my beautiful pussy slave."

I must have licked my lips as I feasted my eyes on that which I never tire of seeing, Mistress has a gorgeous pussy, which with her hair kept pretty short affords me a great view of it's beauty.

"Lick the dildo slave."

I hadn't even noticed that she was holding her glass dildo again, but willingly used my tongue to lubricate it for her once more. A few moments later I was allowed to watch as she slid the glass cock between her soft, silky pink lips.

"Watch that dildo... going up inside and getting coated in those beautiful juices... "


You can bet I was watching... I absolutley love watching Mistress pleasure herself, and I so rarely get to see it.

"Ahhh, you so wish that was your cock don't you slave?"

I did indeed, if only she would allow me inside her.

"Lick it clean slave..."

I licked and sucked the dildo clean, savouring her beautiful taste as I swallowed every drop I could from the translucent cock.

Mistress discarded the dildo and reached down to find my rock hard cock, without a word she pressed the tip against her very wet pussy and bore down until I was fully inside. She rode me for less than half a minute before pulling herself off me and moving up to straddle my face.

"Tongue out slave..."

I can't tell you just how much I love it when Mistress straddles my face and orders me to lick her, it is just heaven to me, the submissive positioning just adds so much to my enjoyment of her beautiful pussy and I love it even more when she grinds herself against me, especially when she's really, really wet.

"Feel good slave?"

"You taste amazing Mistress..."

"Thank you slave, is that your favourite taste in the world?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Is it? So you prefer that to the taste of my beautiful ass do you?"

Not exactly, I adore both...

"Only slightly Mistress...."

"I see. I guess my ass is more of a treat for you because you don't get to taste it that often do you?"

"No Mistress... it's a special treat."

"A special treat, yes... only very good slaves are allowed that special treat aren't they? So do you think a slave who flagrantly disobeyed his Mistress by touching himself for twenty minutes should be allowed that special treat?"

Argh, as much as I probably expected this, I hated that my own weakness was going to be the thing which denied me the pleasure of worshipping Mistress R's gorgeous ass, unfortunately there was only one possible answer.

"Probably not Mistress."

"Probably not, then again... if you were to be allowed the possibility of that special treat, you'd probably do anything for it, wouldn't you?"

Mistress R had moved off my face now and was kneeling next to me on the bed and stroking my cock, as she talked to me she punctuated her comments with random slaps to my cock, which only made it harder.

"Anything that I asked...."

"Yes Mistress."

"If I told you that in order to earn that special treat, you had to go down on your Mistress and make her cum so hard..... eight times, before you were allowed that treat, you'd agree to that wouldn't you slave?"

Before I could answer Mistress R tabled an immediate amendment.

"In fact eight times is probably a bit low... probably fifteen times would be better."

I moaned softly, a combination of the way she was roughly playing with my cock and my appreciation of her domineering attitude.

"And if I said that in order to earn that special treat, you wouldn't be allowed to cum, for...."

She paused and gazed absentmindedly at the ceiling as if trying to think just how long she wanted me to suffer, before concluding simply that 'as long as she pleased' was sufficient.

 "...as long as I say, and when you were allowed to cum, I might just decide to ruin it for you... but in order to get your tongue into that special place, you'd probably agree to that wouldn't you slave?"

"Yes Mistress." I groaned as my cock pulsed in her hand at the mere suggestion of a ruined orgasm.

I love the thought of her doing that to me, not because of the physical sensation so much, more because I would love her to do it 'just because she can'. Like being whipped and paddled, it's not so much the act itself, it's the fact that it is her that is choosing that action for me.

Even as I struggled to keep my excitement under control Mistress R was straddling me and pressing her gorgeous ass softly against my face, affording me a torturously enticing view of her beautiful pink puckered hole. I can't tell you how much I wanted to flick my tongue out and just tease it for a second.....

"And what I could do, is allow you a tiny, tiny, tiny taste today... or maybe just allow you near it... so you were near, but you couldn't actually touch it... you can see it, soooo close.... but not allowed to touch it... maybe that would make you realise how special it actually was... and how only slaves who are very, very good are allowed to have that very special treat."

She pressed back again as I breathed in her musky scent, utterly complicit in my own torment.

"Oh it must be torture slave, to be sooooooo near, and yet not be allowed to do what you really want to do, which is to just plunge your tongue inside isn't it slave?"

My cock throbbed as she pressed back once again, her pink rosebud making the slightest contact with my top lip. I could have exploded right there...

"But slaves who can't obey their Mistress... they don't deserve special treats do they slave?"

"No Mistress," I breathed into her ass, fighting off the disappointment of knowing she was not going to allow me to taste her today.

"Still, slave might be allowed a chance of redeeming himself... we'll see won't we?"

A glimmer of hope perhaps?

"But he would of course have to agree... to anything and everything his Mistress asked. And not just agreeing and then immediately forgetting... he'd have to prove his devotion, so that she knows he really does appreciate having his Mistress totally in charge.

Mistress moved back to kneeling beside me and started stroking and slapping my cock and balls once again. I love it when she does that.

"After all slave, you touching yourself can't possibly feel as good as this can it, you know that now don't you?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Do you think you'll be able to remember that now?"

"Yes Mistress."

"I want you to be able to take yourself right back to this moment and be able to remember how it feels...

"I'll do anything you want me to Mistress."

"You will won't you slave, that's what I like to hear... otherwise you won't be allowed in that special place... "

Mistress picked up the small cock-whip and began flogging my cock with it, even using it on my balls a couple of times which I don't think she's ever done before, at least not deliberatley!

"Because remember, I can do what I want to this cock, I can lick it, suck it, bite it, crop it, whip it, rub it... whatever I choose slave... that's right isn't it?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Good.... I think it's time for you to have a think about it slave, to think about how much you really want to obey me. I'll be back when I'm ready slave... and then I'm going to tell you to go down on me. Understand slave?"

"Yes Mistress. Thank you Mistress."

Mistress applied a clothes peg to each of my nipples before leaving me to stew in my own juices for several long minutes.

As the minutes ticked by I truly entered that dreamy state that comes from being in this position, I felt my cock gradually soften but a few minutes before Mistress R came back into the room I focussed on remembering the images I have witnessed in the last half an hour and my cock quickly comes back to life, giving Mistress the impression as she walked back into the room that I had been hard the entire time.

"Good slave, have you been thinking about me?"

"Yes Mistress."

Mistress removed the pegs and untied my wrists.

"Take off your cock ring and then get up on your knees..."

I struggled a little bit getting the cock ring past my rapidly hardening cock, but I managed it and rose onto my knees without losing the dildo from my well-lubed and relaxed ass (I'd almost forgotten it was inside me to tell the truth).

"Ask me to remove the dildo."

I did as Mistress asked and half hoped as she pulled the dildo out that she might decide to take me on my hands and knees with her strap-on, after twenty minutes or so with the dildo inside me I was fully relaxed and would have loved her to fuck me from behind, but unfortunately it wasn't to be.

"So slave, were you thinking about me while I was gone, were you thinking that it's better for me to be in control than you?"

"Yes Mistress."

She smiled and climbed onto the bed, moving towards me and pulling my face towards her crotch. I wasn't exactly sure if I was allowed to lick her pussy at this precise moment, so I settled for a couple of soft kisses and breathing in her wonderful scent.

She lay down and spread her legs, inviting me to lay down inbetween them and pleasure her with my tongue. I willingly and eagerly did so, and I have to say Mistress tasted absolutely gorgeous. She was so hot and wet, my fingers slid easily into her pussy and right from the start she moaned softly as I started to lick her.

This continued for a while until eventually she groaned a few times, and then bucked wildly against my tongue. Listening back to that moment on the recording is something I will never get tired of hearing, for me it is the most beautiful sound I could ever hear. After a few seconds she stopped writhing and told me how good it was, then almost whispered, "Thank you slave."

"Thank you Mistress." I responded.

I always thank her for allowing me to lick her to orgasm, in a way that I'm sure she would never dream of doing...

"Kneel up slave... "

Mistress slipped out from under me as I viewed the small slick of pussy juice which remained on the PVC sheet.

"Clean up the sheet slave..."

I bent down and licked up every last drop, I love the taste of her pussy, even from a plastic sheet.

"Is that clean slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

"Get up on your knees then slave..."

Mistress climbed onto the bed once again and turned away from me.

"Good slave, now you can lick me clean, but you are not allowed to lick my ass.... just concentrate on getting every last drop of that beautiful pussy juice."

I craned my neck between her thighs to get as much as I could, finally using my fingers to retrieve the drops that my tongue just couldn't reach. She turned to face me and allowed me to lick around her pussy, she  tasted magnificent, it's the only word I can use to describe it.

Mistress ordered me onto my back and secured my wrists once more before straddling me and exposing her asshole to me by pulling her cheeks apart with one hand, the other stroking my cock until it was as hard as a rock.

"Good slave... but I still don't think that you've done enough to be allowed to lick that special place, not this time slave. You need to be thinking about it slave, and when you are tempted... so close... you'll know not to touch yourself without my permission won't you?"

Mistress slapped my cock and balls once again, bringing me closer to the edge, though I was still in well in control.

"Because it's never going to feel as good as this is it slave?"

"No Mistress."

"I want you to remember slave, when you're tempted to touch yourself, remember to ask me... I may not give you permission, but I may... and if I do... you will touch yourself while I'm watching. I say when you can touch your cock, understand slave?"

"Yes Mistress."

She slapped my cock a few more times and gave my balls one hefty slap for good measure, before abruptly bringing the session to a close.

"End of session."

"Thank you Mistress, thank you... thank you."

I lay panting for a few seconds until Mistress lay down on the bed next to me and I pressed myself against her, hugging her passionately and telling her how amazing it had been. After the last few weeks, we both really needed this session to be good, and it was more than that, much, much more... it was utterly fantastic. I am such a lucky man to have such a wonderful, sexy and beautiful wife as my divine Mistress R.

Definitely back on form...

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Femdom session...

One week later than it should have been of course, but neither of us really wanted to combine it with my Father's birthday or Mother's day.... too much stress, so it was delayed a week - very wise! And it was supposed to occur later this afternoon, but Mistress R and I came to the conclusion that maybe earlier would be better than later, and so come 11:40am I was on my knees waiting for Mistress R to come into the bedroom, my ankle and wrist cuffs in place and the Oxballs Cocksling pulling my balls away from my body.
Mistress R opened the door and inspected me, immediately finding a piece of towel fluff between my cheeks she opened her account with nine strokes with the whip for my tardiness (I always forget how much those first few strokes sting), adding a further fifteen once she had established that I had touched my cock three times in the last five weeks (since our last session). Between several of these she paused and used her hand to stroke my ass and balls which was a very nice contrast to the stinging cat.
My punishment completed, Mistress R had me turn and face the bed and then lay on the mattress and offered  her feet to my mouth. She told me to keep my eyes only on her feet and not to try and sneak a peek at her pussy. I did as instructed, worshipping her beautiful feet as best as I possibly could, eventually I heard Mistress R's fingers working her pussy and a small sigh escape her lips. This triggered my cock to harden, the Cocksling making it happen quicker than you'd expect given that I wasn't being touched. She leaned forward and told me to lick her fingers clean.... Mmmmmmmmmmm, you can't beat that first taste of pussy... Mistress R lay back again and told me that she'd been kind enough to trim her pussy for me, so that I could see it better, hearing that made my cock harder still, I love it when her pussy hair is really trimmed short, I just love looking at her gorgeous pussy!
Eventually Mistress was satisfied with the foot worship I had provided and she told me to get onto the bed on my back. She restrained me at all four corners using the cuffs and quickly straddled my face, allowing me to lick her for a short time before she reached for her favourite glass dildo. She pushed it deep into my mouth and told me to get it wet for her pussy. Then she slid the dildo easily inside her soaking wet pussy and started to fuck herself with the deeply-ridged, glass cock before returning it to my mouth and having me lick and suck it clean, teasing me with a scenario that always makes my cock rock hard...
"Maybe one day it'll be a real cock, and you'll have to suck it and tease it until it's rock hard for my pussy. And then afterwards you'll have to lick it clean, just like you're cleaning this dildo... and after that you'll have to clean me too, of whatever's inside me..... you just love the taste of pussy don't you?"
Mistress discarded the dildo and reached for my rock hard cock and slid her pussy down over it, telling me how lucky I was to be allowed inside her like this, and telling me how she knew how much I loved that she was using my cock just like a dildo, solely for her pleasure.
It felt so good to be inside her, but after a minute or so Mistress lifted herself off and knelt beside me. She grasped my cock and started slapping it, before slapping my balls a couple of times (quite a different experience when they are trapped in the cocksling, it made me flinch, even though I loved it really...) and then a few more slaps to my cock. It was so fucking hard. Then she straddled me again and rode my cock for a while longer before kneeling beside me again and slapping my cock some more.
Abruptly she stopped the slapping and started softly stroking, licking and sucking my aching cock, before using her nails on the length of my shaft. Then she started tugging at the Oxballs Cocksling, trying to remove it, she eventually got it off... I was glad when it was over though there was no lasting discomfort.
Usually when I have a cock ring removed it seems harder to get back to full hardness, but with the Cocksling it was no problem, just one more reason why I thoroughly recommend it.
Then Mistress pushed a dildo into my ass and then straddled me once again, pushing her gorgeous ass in my face and teasing me that even though her beautiful little asshole was right up against my mouth I wasn't allowed to lick it until she said so... if she said so! My cock was absolutely throbbing now and Mistress slid down me and impaled herself on it once again and this was the first time I thought I might cum without permission if I wasn't careful. She rode my cock to her satisfaction and then dismounted once more. Although I wanted more, in a way it was a relief that she stopped when she did because I was getting very close indeed! Having her riding me, facing away from me reminded me that it's been at least a year since I fucked Mistress R from behind...
Mistress attached clothes pegs to my nipples and then left me to stew for ten minutes or so, telling me that when she came back I would be allowed to lick her pussy until she came. The clothes pegs were pretty painful for the first three minutes or so, but thereafter settled to more of a dull ache. When Mistress returned she plucked them off, causing another few seconds of intense pain (she always, always smiles when she does that, most disturbing - hahaha!) and then lay back on the bed and told me to worship her pussy until she came.
Her pussy looked so damned good, I love it when she lies on the bed with her gorgeous, smooth legs spread open for me... so fucking hot! Mistress R's thighs are particularly gorgeous and I always love to kiss them before I move on to her pussy. But since Mistress R was already very turned on I didn't want to keep her waiting too long and soon (very eagerly) got to it, absolutely loving the taste of Mistress R's wonderful pussy. It took a little while longer than I anticipated to bring her to her climax, but since I would be happy to do that all day it was no concern of mine. When she came it seemed quite brief, but Mistress seemed satisfied and she had me lick my fingers and the PVC sheet clean of all her juices (and there was lots, yummy!).
She had me lie back on my back again and straddled me once again, pushing her ass into my face and telling me I had pleased her and as a reward I would be allowed to worship her delicious asshole. Mistress R knows only too well how much I love to do this and earlier in the session had teased me about how much time I spent thinking about doing it (probably quite a lot).
I relished the chance to taste her gorgeous ass and as I did she stroked my cock until it was throbbing hard once more. Then, she climbed off of me and told me that that was it for today. It seemed a rather abrupt ending, but when I looked at the clock I saw that we had gone well past our Femdom hour...
Of course I didn't expect to be allowed to cum during this session, and indeed I very much doubt whether I will be allowed to cum before next month. Early in the session Mistress R remarked that we were nearly at the end of our first year in chastity, and asked me if I have any regrets. I have none at all, I still believe this was the best thing we've ever done. Since we started Mistress has had a 100% success rate on the orgasm front, and all my erectile problems are hopefully now a thing of the past. On top of that, I believe this has made us even closer than we were before and I just really don't have a single bad thing to say about it. I love being under Mistress R's control, and I absolutely adore making her cum. And now that Mistress R is well over the guilt of leaving me hanging, and we've moved to the point where she lets me cum less than I would perhaps choose (which is exactly how it's supposed to be!) so I'm usually in the position of hoping to cum rather than hoping that she doesn't let me cum (like in the very early days), it's all working pretty damned perfectly.

When you least expect it...

I've been sitting on the computer upstairs for a couple of hours now, while Mistress R watches 'Dancing on Ice'. During the half hour 'voting' break near the end, she came upstairs and told me to turn my chair around. I thought she was going to sit on my lap or something, but much to my surprise she told me she wanted my jeans down. I quickly complied with her wish and before you know it she was on her knees in front of me sucking my cock!
I really wasn't expecting this at all, and soon I was fighting back the urge to cum. Mistress R didn't exactly make it easy for me either, licking my balls while looking up at me, stroking and then stopping, keeping me right where she wanted me until she decided to either stop or...
After a while she let my cock slip out of her mouth and asked me if I'd managed to keep my hands off my cock. I told her I had, although for how much longer I really don't know. She said this was my reward for following instructions and reminded me that touching my cock myself could NEVER feel this good. I had to agree.
She started slapping my cock, about half a dozen times, leaving my cock even harder than it had been before and then she started stroking it faster, at which point I knew she was pushing me towards the edge. I managed to keep control, but was getting to the point where I was going to have to tell her I was close, when she asked me if I thought I deserved a treat for being good for her. I was trying to form the words to tell her that it wasn't up to me, but before I could get them out, she told me that she wanted me to cum for her.
She clamped her mouth around my cock and started jerking me even faster until the inevitable happened and I spasmed hard as I shot twenty days of cum straight down her throat. It seemed to go on and on, and left me completely wiped out.
Of course if I was 'writing' this right now then Mistress R would have held my cum in her mouth and French kissed me, but she didn't... she said it tasted quite nice (as in- not unpleasant) but I still think she'd rather it didn't hang about in her mouth any longer than necessary, which is fair enough I guess.
Afterwards we kissed and cuddled as my cock dripped onto the floor and she reminded me that that was a treat for me for behaving myself. Well, I must say, it's certainly given me one hell of an incentive to keep following instructions!!!
:)
The only thing which bothered me slightly was that afterwards Mistress R sought reassurance several times that I wasn't 'disappointed' that I'd been allowed to cum. I feel bad that she's worried about that, because there's no need whatsoever, especially when she's granted me such a wonderful orgasm. Sure I crave denial, but the end goal of that denial is to make the orgasm (when it finally comes) spectacular, and it certainly was SPECTACULAR!
Now I'm more impatient than ever to make her cum again... roll on Wednesday.

The wrath of 'Q'...

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Coincidence in the polls...

Of the men and women who have voted, in both cases approximately two thirds of you aren't pierced at all...

So I guess some of you might be wondering what's going on in my head today. Well, all I can tell you is that the situation has been diffused markedly. And now everything is pretty much back how it was. I am still in chastity, though I have been allowed to cum, Mistress R gave me a wonderful orgasm which was absolutely mindblowing, and she even swallowed most of it - she saved a little bit for me too....
Best of all, I will be going down on her later, that will help chill me out no end!

Feeling cucky...

I've mentioned on here before about how conflicted I feel about the fact that I get turned on by cuckolding stories... I know this is not something I want to do (and I know I couldn't cope with it), and yet part of me feels drawn to this. It fucks my head up big-time. About a year ago I read a story in a magazine and it made me feel dizzy, but also appalled with myself that it turned me on so much. I read the story several times back then and today I picked up that same magazine and read it again. It scares the shit out of me how hard it made me reading this, I genuinely wanted nothing more than to jerk my cock until I exploded... thankfully I resisted, but once again it made me feel dizzy just reading this, especially the part with Mike and Linda in the car.
So anyway, it took a long time to type it out, but I really want to share this with you because I know some of you are going to REALLY get off on this post. Plus if I ever lose the magazine at least I'll have it on here...

FEELING CUCKY

I have always found the idea of being cuckolded (the shame and humiliation) wildly exciting. I'd confessed this to my wife, Marie, but though she found it funny and liked to tease me about it, sometimes she showed no signs of wanting to make it happen.

It wasn't through lack of opportunities. Marie, I should explain, is absolutely stunning. Like me she is 28 and she really does have it all going on - long, slim legs,a perfect little arse, narrow waist and nice big tits just begging to be played with. Honestly she could have any man she liked if she wasn't so shy and reserved, just as well, or I wouldn't have had a look in.

Things started to change about a year ago when Mariestarted a new job. This is where she met Linda - a tall, slim, attractive blonde, maybe 4 or 5 years older than her. They quickly became firm friends though I couldn't really understand why. Linda is almost the exact opposite of Marie - loud, bossy, a bit wild and although she is very classy-looking, really she is a tart, constantly cheating on her long suffering husband. I really didn't like her or the obvious influence she was having on Marie.

Honestly it was all 'Linda says this, or 'Linda does that'. I began to notice a change in my wife. Her dress sense got more daring - shorter skirts and tight tops and she started going out more and more without me. Linda, for her part, clearly disdained me as a boring wimp, believing her new best friend could do so much better for herself.

One night I came home from working late to find Marie and Linda knocking back glasses of wine. Marie was giggling as Linda was telling her about her latest young stud - his name was Luke. He was 22 and apparently the best, most dominant lover she'd ever had. I listened as she boasted about his magnificent body, not to mention his thick, long cock.

I must admit it turned me on a bit hearing how this sexy, older woman was getting royally fucked by a well-hung stud. Marie and I knew the guy she was talking about, we had met him and Linda out together a few weeks before and he had blatantly chatted up my pretty wife right in front of me. I was used to guys hitting on my wife, but something about his extreme self-confidence , powerful physique and and good looks really intimidated me. Then there was Marie's reactions. She told me later she thought he was too full of himself and arrogant, but I could tell he interested her. I must admit the thought of them together had me beating myself off more than a few times.

Linda was getting quite drunk and began to tell us just how under the thumb her husband is. Apparently he knew all about her many affairs and put up with them. Luke thought this was funny and decided he would make him really suffer by forcing him to watch his wife being fucked. Since then he and Linda had come up with different ways to humiliate him, such as dressing him in panties or making him lick clean Linda's pussy after Luke had come inside her.

'The poor guy does whatever he's told', she said. 'He loves it as well, just wanks his little dick silly'.

Linda tried to explain why she treated him so badly. 'He's a wimp and he needs to know his place. His job is to work hard to provide for me and leave the screwing to real men who know how to please a woman'. She said that if more men accepted this there would be fewer divorces and everyone would be happier. 'Don't you think so Mike?' she said, fixing me with a hard stare. 'If you couldn't satisfy Marie, wouldn't you want some stud to do it for you?.

I blushed and caught Marie's eye, noticing her amused smile. Linda noticed how uncomfortable I was and moved in for the kill. She told me that Luke had really fancied Marie when we met.

'Maybe she will be his next conquest. Would you like that Mike? Would you like your wife to fuck a real man for a change? Does your dick get hard thinking about it?'

The truth was that it did and my cock was tenting my trousers. Linda noticed and laughed hysterically, even Marie was giggling. There was something arousing about having two sexy women mocking me and laughing at me as my weakness was exposed.

Just to get rid of her, I offered to run Linda home, but she started on me again in the car. She told me again how much Luke fancied Marie and how he was determined to get into her pants. She also told me that he always gets any girl he fancies eventually. Apparently as well as Linda he was fucking at least two other married women, plus a girl due to get married the following month.

I said that Luke was a bastard for messing with other guy's wives. She just laughed and said, 'Yeah, he's a bastard, but he's a bastard that's going to be having your wife. If guys like you can't keep your women happy, it's your own fault. You don't deserve a girl as sexy as Marie, so step aside and let a real man have her.

She went on to describe how good a lover Luke is, how strong his body is and how his big dick stayed hard for hours, treating any girl lucky enough to have it inside them to powerfully intense orgasms, and lots of them.
'Do you think you can compete with that, Mike?' she asked. 'Marie is next in line and it is going to happen. Your best bet is to accept it.'

Linda told me to pull over and leaned in close to me. 'Go home and tell Marie that you know what's been going on. Tell her it's OK. Deep down you want it to happen anyway, don't you? You're a nice guy Mike, but lets face it, you're a wimp. You know you've never really satisfied her, so let her do this, she deserves it.'
It was all true and I sat slumped and defeated.

'Just think about it, Mike,' Linda breathed in my ear, 'Your sweet little wife is going to open her legs for my young stud. He'll have her so worked up she'll be begging him to fuck her. Then he'll bury his thick, hard cock deep inside her. She will love it. He'll make her feel things a wimp like you could only dream of. He'll love it too, knowing he's cuckolded another limp-dicked loser. As Marie comes again and again she'll tell him that she loves him, that she will do anything he wants her to.'

She felt my shamefully hard dick, squeezing along it's modest length.

'Does that excite you then?' she laughed. 'Oh what a pathetic little cock. Poor Marie, no wonder she's so frustrated.'

She took my hand and planted it on my crotch and I started to rub myself.

'Get used to that,' she said. 'You'll be doing a lot of wanking soon. Once Luke has Marie you won't get a look in.'

I couldn't stop myself. I can't explain it but something about Linda's taunting made me want her to totally humiliate me and I took my cock out to openly wank in front of her. She was clearly enjoying herself too.

'Luke just loves fucking other guy's wives,' she taunted. 'Especially weak wankers like you. He'll love doing it in front of you so you can see how much Marie enjoys it. And the funny thing is you'll want to see it. You'll beg him to make it happen. You'll get down on your knees and beg and I'll be there to see it. I just love seeing you guys totally humiliated.

It was too much and I shot my load all over the dashboard. Later that night I told Marie that if she ever did have an affair it wouldn't be a big deal for me. She didn't seem surprised. A couple of days later she was dressed to go out and I asked her if she was seeing him. She just gave me a tiny nod and a sad little smile. I felt physically sick watching her walk away from the house looking more beautiful than I could ever remember, but admit I spent the evening wanking and trying to imagine what was happening.

Over the next few weeks, Marie went out two or three times a week, returning home late. We didn't discuss it, but it was obvious where she was going. One night she got home when I was already in bed. She jumped in beside me and after a few minutes I realised she was fingering herself, no doubt reliving the night's events. Without a word I crawled between her legs and started to lap at her pussy. It was obvious she had been fucked recently and that I was licking up Luke's cum.

We both knew how pathetic I was being, but I didn't care, it was my way of showing that I had accepted my place, a clear signal of submission to him and her. Mare held me tightly in place, moaning softly. 'Eat it, eat it all up,' she repeated over and over until she came.

I knew that if I tried to stop Marie seeing her lover she might leave. By accepting it, I knew she wouldn't. She could have it all, love and security from me, deeply satisfying sex from him. It sounds strange, but I felt a kind of relief. In my heart of hearts I knew I wasn't much of a lover and that there was often a tension between us. That was gone and I had to admit Marie was happier and more content than I'd ever seen her. She was nicer to me, though, as Linda had predicted, there was no sex for me. Instead I was wanking round the clock.

Things would have been fine if it wasn't for that bitch Linda. Hell bent on winding me up, she would phone me up regularly to tell me all the dirty things Marie and Luke were getting up to, things I had never done with her. I always tended to treat her like a Princess, Luke, by contrast treated her like a slut to do with as he pleased. It seemed she rather liked that.

It was through Linda that I learned that Luke had taken to shagging both of them together which made me more jealous than anything. What an ego boost to have two beautiful, older, married women to do whatever he liked with. I was told how they would fall to their knees either side of him and lick, kiss and suck his cock and balls in worship. When one was getting fucked the other one might suck his heavy ballsack or lick his asshole. Sometimes one might lick the spunk from the other one's pussy or tits.

Linda thought it would be fun to record some of their exploits on her mobile phone then send me the results. So it was I got my first look at my wife's infidelity. It was a short clip of Marie on her knees sucking Luke's impressive cock.

The second showed her down on all fours being taken from behind. It started with a close-up of her wet pussy being pounded, then moved under to show her big tits swinging back and forth. It finished with a close-up of her sweet face just as a huge orgasm engulfed her.

The final one had Luke fucking then coming all over her tits. When he was done she leant down to suck his cock clean, her big blue eyes gazing upwards to his handsome face as he gently stroked her long black hair. I wanked myself silly that night, watching those clips over and over again.

Linda phoned me the next day to ask if I had enjoyed the clips. Had I tossed off over them? I admitted I had. Did I now want to watch for real? Again, I said yes. She told me that I would have to ask Luke in person.

Marie was away working for a few days so I steeled myself and went to see him the following night.
It was simply the most humiliating experience of my life and inevitably Linda was there to witness it. For starters, I had to endure the taunts of cocky, arrogant Luke. He asked me if I enjoyed wanking knowing he was enjoying my wife's tight body. He told me he knew he would be having Marie as soon as he met us, one look at me and he knew she wasn't being properly satisfied and would be his for the taking. It had taken longer than expected, but that was OK. It just made the moment sweeter when it finally came.

He thought she was a bit stuck up at first, but this would be good too. He had enjoyed 'fucking the snootiness out of her' and making her his 'obedient little slut'. To prove just how much she was in his control he told me how he recently 'loaned' her out to his nineteen year old brother and some of his mates. It made me sick to think of Marie being used as a sex toy by a bunch of horny teenagers, but what could I do? Anyway, she hadn't objected and the boys had loved having a 'big-titted married slut' to play with.

Then there was Linda, clearly intent on making this as difficult as possible. I hate her but have to admit she sure knows how to push my buttons to make me truly submissive. She got me down on my knees, took out her mobile, switched on the camera and had me 'confess'. Hanging my head I found myself telling it all: 'My name is Mike and I am a worthless wimp. My wife is having an affair with a much younger man which I must accept because I am not a real man and I cannot satisfy her. I have a very small dick and I cannot keep it up. This is why my wife is cheating on me. I like this very much. It excites me to know a real man is giving her what I can't. I am here to beg him to let me watch him fuck her'.

Then I did just that. With Luke., strong and powerful, standing over me, I stayed on my knees and begged. I told him that he was superior to me in every way and had every right to fuck my wife. To prove I 'knew my place' I got right down on the floor and licked his boots, then licked Linda's for good measure. All of this was captured on video.

If I'd been told a few months earlier that I'd be grovelling at the feet of my wife's lover, begging for the privilege of watching him fuck her, I'd have laughed. Not even in my wildest fantasies had I done this, yet here I was, doing just that, and I was really getting off on it. This became obvious when Linda and Luke made me strip and laughed hysterically at my stiff little dick.

Linda gave me a pair of panties to wear, then took out a a bright red marker pen. She wrote the word 'cuckold' across my chest, then under it 'loser'. Finally she added 'small dicked wimp' across my stomach. I posed for the camera some more before she turned it off. She told me that if I didn't do exactly as I was told or if I ever tried to stop Marie doing anything she wanted in the future, she would make sure that everyone I knew would see this footage.

Then Luke and Linda fucked right in front of me, giving me a taster of what was to come. I'm forced to admit that Luke was magnificent and it was fun watching Linda being dominated and given so many orgasms. I'd no choice but to wank myself off over and over as I watched in awe. When Luke was ready to come he slipped on a condom which he filled with his cum.

'Get this on film, Linda' he said, stanidng over me and forcing me to lick clean his cock. Then Linda emptied the contents of the condom into my mouth and made me swallow the lot.

I thought I was spent but as Linda pointed out as she made me watch back the video clips, I got another erection performing this final indignity.

As I write this, the day I watch my wife being fucked senseless is fast approaching and I'm shivering in anticipation at what will be done to me. Linda has warned me that Luke will humiliate me so badly that any last scrap of respect Marie has for me will be shattered. She told me what had happened to her own husband recently.

After watching him fuck his wife as usual, he was taken out to the back garden, ordered to strip, get on his knees and lick out his wife's well fucked cunt. When he was done, Luke pulled out his cock and proceeded to piss all over him. Then Linda squatted over him and gave him another golden shower. They left him there shivering and covered in piss while they went back inside and carried on fucking by the window, in full view of him.

Luke truly is a cruel, sadistic bastard and I'm sure he gets as much pleasure from humiliating and destroying the husband as he does from fucking the wife. I have no idea what he has in store for me but I do know that I will have no choice but to submit.

Mike S, Edinburgh