Ass worship is so fucking HOT!

This afternoon was just fantastic, obviously after our day out in London yesterday Mistress and I didn't get around to having any 'fun' last night... we were beat, all we wanted was to shower, watch TV and go to bed. So today we made up for it...
It started like the last few times really, me laying on my side gently teasing Mistress's gorgeous inner thighs while we kissed until she pushed me down between her legs. I must have been doing something right because when Mistress's orgasm hit it seemed to last a really long time, she certainly seemed extremely satisfied anyway.
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After she recovered she had me lie on my back and she started stroking me until I was rock hard. Almost immediately she slapped my cock and balls a couple of times and then caught me off guard a bit with an very firm ball slap while my cock was in her mouth! She continued stroking, slapping and sucking my throbbing cock for a while and then she started using her teeth on the head which was really intense and verging on painful, but so hot!
She continued teasing me as I reached around her and squeezed her ass, dreaming about plunging my tongue into her delicious asshole as she continued to jerk my cock hard. I told her how bad I wanted to lick her ass and she said...
"Well, you still have a reward owed to you. Maybe you should choose that."
I told her I definitely wanted to choose that, to which she replied...
"Do you want it now or do you want to wait?"
I told her I wanted it right now and she manoeuvred herself on top of me, giving me a good look at her pink little rosebud and making my cock throb even harder. She made me beg for it each of the three times she allowed me to worship her ass, and I fucking loved every last second of it.
Each time Mistress lifted her ass away from my mouth she looked so happy and sexy, I don't know how my cock didn't explode in her hand.
The third time I pushed my tongue as deep as I could and it felt and tasted so good, I absolutely love worshipping my Mistress's beautiful ass, it really cannot be emphasised enough just how much I fucking adore it! I just want it to go on and on, I just cannot get enough of it.
Then Mistress turned around but continued stroking my aching pole. And started telling me how badly she wants me to get to my two-stone goal, telling me how badly she wants me to get my reward, and all the time she was stroking, stroking, stroking...
She told me over and over to think about how it's going to feel to jerk my cock until I shoot my cum all over her gorgeous ass, how it's going to look and how it's going to taste as I use my tongue to clean up every last drop of my cum off her ass. Over and over, until I was about ready to agree to anything she wanted just so I could do exactly that. I want so bad to lick my cum off her beautiful asshole, I know it's going to be even better than licking it over her gorgeous breasts.
But in the meantime, making her cum so well today and then getting to worship her delicious asshole was just a spectacularly good end to the weekend. Roll on next weekend and our Femdom session!

A lovely surprise...

Mistress R and I are out tonight and tomorrow night, which coupled with Mistress's period meant that I didn't anticipate being allowed to worship her gorgeous pussy until the weekend (far too long for our liking). So I was most happy when Mistress sat next to me on the sofa last night and started rubbing my cock through my shorts until it was nice and hard. She broke off from kissing me and asked how tired I was (it was too hot to sleep the previous night) and then told me that her period had ended earlier than expected so we could go to bed now before our two nights out got in the way.
Even if I had been half asleep I would still have been up the stairs faster than you can say 'pussy worship', I was already a little miffed that our prior obligations had messed up the one thing I love more than anything else, so to be surprised like this was wonderful.
Mistress had a lovely orgasm and then teased my cock beautifully, near the end she started jerking my cock fast with her nails digging hard into my cock. It hurt, but I loved it anyway. No happy ending for me of course, she never even asked how many days it has been.... 20 as it happens. God I love my wife.
Our foot bell should arrive today, I hope Mistress R uses it a lot, and I also hope that it will instil in her the knowledge that she really doesn't need to ask for any kind of worship, since I am always more than ready and willing...

Absolutely throbbing...

In the early hours of the morning (about 1AM) I awoke to hear Mistress R getting into bed, I had been there about an hour and as usual had read some stuff before drifting off to sleep, which meant of course that I had a huge throbbing twelve day hard-on as soon as I woke up. As Mistress R climbed into bed I put my arm under her and pulled her to me, desperately hoping she wouldn't just kiss me good night and tell me to go to sleep.
My luck was in (all the ladies love chocolate cake after all!) and she reached straight for my balls, giving them a gentle squeeze before trailing her fingers up the length of my iron-hard cock. Within seconds of the first contact I was desperate to cum and Mistress R purring in my ear that 'She loves it when my cock is so hard' wasn't helping at all.
She teased me for about five minutes I would say, alternating between soft, teasing strokes, firm strokes, ball slapping and gentle squeezing, and by the end I would have done just about anything to cum. I was mentally imagining the taste of my cum as I licked her fingers clean and I was literally panting in desperation.
But no, Mistress R let go of my aching shaft and told me I would have to wait until tomorrow night for the rest of my teasing. We kissed and spooned, my cock literally throbbing against her gorgeous, gorgeous ass as I kissed her shoulders, I was so close to cumming then it was unreal and I so wanted to slide down her body and bury my tongue in her delicious, tight asshole.
Eventually Mistress R told me I should try and get some sleep and I turned over, my cock throbbing against the sheets like an unexploded bomb. I fell to sleep fairly quickly, but I woke up again about an hour later, from a dream where I was kissing and fondling Mistress R's breasts, to find that I wasn't dreaming at all...I was doing just that, and still sporting an impressively hard cock too!
Finally, sleep returned and I woke up this morning, rather early, eager to get to work and get on with the day so that I can get home and give Mistress R her final orgasm of this, our first year of male chastity!

Getting this blog back on it's feet...

Well after something of a dry spell, this blog seems to be getting back on it's feet and I'm posting more frequently. With yesterday's red-hot sex still on my mind, I went to bed just after midnight, followed about half an hour later by my gorgeous Mistress. I knew she wouldn't be interested in teasing me much, if at all, having allowed me to cum just a few hours previously, but she still pressed her lovely ass back into my surprisingly hard cock a few times, making it just that little bit harder to turn over and go to sleep.
Before I did Mistress R rolled onto her front slightly and I kissed all over her back, sliding down the bed slowly as I went so that I could also kiss her beautiful ass cheeks. I so, so wanted to ask permission to worship her delicious ass, but I knew she was tired so I (very) reluctantly kissed my way back up her back and then kissed her goodnight.

I got an email this morning from someone who wants me to review one of his (Kindle) books, and he provided a link to the stories he has up for sale on Amazon. I never knew you could buy such filth on Amazon! Nothing 'coy' about these titles, 'Big Black Cock Junkie: A Breeding Sex Story' for instance. I definitely need to look into this, I never realised there was such an opportunity to sell my stories, although at present I have no idea how to go about it.

Totally unexpected...

Today was not a day I was looking forward to particularly, it is my Father's birthday today and as it's Mother's Day tomorrow Mistress R and I were taking my parents out for lunch. But actually it was okay, the food was very good and we arrived home feeling less stressed than we thought we would. After a little rest Mistress R and I set about the garden, attacking a completely out of control hedge and bundling all the waste into bags to take to the tip tomorrow on the way to Mistress R's mother's for lunch.
We both had showers and then decamped to the bedroom, where Mistress R enjoyed another pretty awesome orgasm (at least it seemed that way from were I was watching, right between her legs) right up against my tireless tongue. As soon as she had finished cumming, Mistress R handed me my cock ring (not the Oxballs cocksling, the standard rubber one) and told me to put it on. This was unexpected, but I wasn't about to argue, since I presumed that this meant that Mistress R wanted me to  penetrate her and be on top!
As I knelt up on the bed Mistress R lubed my cock and slapped it several times to make it nice and hard, and with the cock-ring on it really was rock hard and veiny like you wouldn't believe.
Mistress R layed back on the pillows and beckoned me to cum forward between her spread legs, her pussy still pink and wet and oh-so inviting. But before I could even enter her, I got a really bad cramp in my leg and had to lay down next to her. We continued kissing, as the cramp faded and then Mistress slapped my cock a couple more times and I told her I was okay now.
Thanks to the cock-ring my cock survived the pain of the cramp intact and Mistress R quickly fed the first inch inside her. I lifted her legs up and kissed her feet as I slid the whole length of my cock deep inside her, it felt fucking wonderful to do that. After all, you can count the number of times I've been allowed to thrust into Mistress R like that this year on the fingers of one hand! Knowing that it was only a few days since I'd cum I wasn't expecting to be allowed to cum again, but I was determined to give Mistress R a good fucking, and since it wasn't that long since I had cum I was pretty secure that I would be able to do so.
I started plunging my cock deep into Mistress R's pussy, trying to enjoy the beautiful, slippery, silky wetness of her gorgeous pussy, without getting so carried away that I would lose control and erupt inside her. I wouldn't say it was 'easy', but it wasn't too difficult, and as I continued to increase the pace Mistress R got more and more turned on being fucked by her husband's rock hard cock. I was loving it too and seeing her get so turned on made it even better for me.
Then, after several minutes, she looked up at me and asked me if I wanted to use my voucher. I didn't answer, but I was thinking it over in my mind, starting to weaken. She asked me again, I still didn't answer, I just kept pounding away at her wonderful pussy and now it was starting to get tough. I wasn't even close to the edge, but the thought of turning down the chance to cum like this was too much, after a few more seconds I caved and asked her if could cum.
Almost before I had finished asking her she said yes and told me to cum inside her, I increased the pace, fucking her even harder than before until finally, for only the second time in a whole year (the last time was the end of October) I was pumping my cum inside her while dictating the pace, pumping as hard as I could, determined to give her every last drop of my cum.
Finally I stopped, but realising my cock was still hard I gave her a few more thrusts before finally pulling out. She told me to lay down and I collapsed onto my back, expecting her to straddle my face and have me clean her pussy. The fact that she'd told me to lay down made me think that was what she intended, but she made no move to straddle me, perhaps she changed her mind, or perhaps she'd never intended to do that, I don't know.
It really was utterly mindblowing, and I for one have no regrets about using my voucher. I loved the way she asked me as I was pumping into her slippery pussy, knowing full well how hard it would be for me to resist. I really felt like 'she' was in control, even though technically 'I' decided to use my voucher, which is perfect really.
Afterwards I told Mistress R that we had just set a new record, for the shortest time between orgasms! Five days, where the previous record was six (set back in April 2011). That's one record I thought would stand for as long as we continued to do this, but Mistress R has always said that she can deny me or she can make me cum again and again if it's what pleases her, and that is exactly how I want it to be, all about her and whatever she decides she wants on any given day.
So now I'm back to where I 'should' be, unable to ask for permission to cum, until Mistress R decides to grant me another voucher (if she ever does), what a wonderful feeling it is to have such a perfect Mistress. This day really has turned out better than I ever could have expected!

I'm going to leave the poll running a while I think, just to see what people think, even though it's something of a moot point now.

Just what I needed....

The last two nights I have been allowed to worship Mistress R's beautiful pussy and make her cum, I can't remember the last time that's happened two nights on the trot (I suppose if I could be bothered I could check since all her orgasms from the last nine months are recorded on the blog, but I'm pretty sure it hasn't!). Monday night was lovely, but for one reason or another didn't give me the satisfaction that I was really searching for. Yes, Mistress R came and I was teased very nicely, but I still didn't feel that special something between us that seemed to have gone astray over the last week or so.
Indeed, as she came to the end of her teasing I whispered to her that 'I really wanted to worship her ass', she didn't hear me and asked me to repeat myself. Apparently she still didn't hear me, and decided to ignore me (not that if she had there's any guarantee she would have let me...) and that just about summed it up, it was just one of those days when things won't work out the way you want them to.

Despite this I duly presented Mistress R with a card and some earrings to celebrate her 100th orgasm as my full time chastity Mistress, even though we weren't connecting as well as I would like right then I still wanted her to know how much I appreciated the last nine months and how much I adore her and love making her cum!

Last night was a whole different ball game. Right from the start it felt 'right' and from the moment Mistress R grabbed my rock solid cock and started stroking it I somehow knew that this was going to be really, really good! I was on my knees between her legs, kissing her and she was stroking my cock, pulling herself forward until the tip of my cock was gently brushing against her pussy. She teased me like this for a little while and then pushed me back a little, before her licking her fingers and using the tips to tease the tip of my (very hard and very red) cockhead. I'm always a little uncertain what I am supposed to do in this situation. I want to lick my own fingers and use them to stroke her pussy, but I never quite know whether I am allowed to do that... I assume not, but I don't really know, so as usual I am left there awaiting instruction, presuming that if she wanted me to do that she would tell me, or more likely use her own fingers on herself. In the event she did neither, instead she smiled that super-cute heart-melting smile she seems to save only for these occasions and asked me a question.
"Do you want to be inside me?"
"Yes!" I groaned.
She smiled even more.
"Maybe I'll let you inside me..........................after you've made me cum."
She pushed me back and I slid down between her legs, my cock absolutely throbbing against the mattress. Seriously, I think I could quite easily have cum just from breathing in her delicious scent, and my cock continued to throb and ache as I started kissing and gently licking her beautiful pussy. Mistress R was into it right away too, pushing her hips up to meet my tongue and letting out little groans and contented sighs as I used my hands to massage her legs and ass.
Fortunately my cock slowly calmed down as I concentrated on Mistress R's pleasure. Soon I moved my arms inside her thighs and started to use my fingers alongside my tongue to stimulate her. As she became wetter I was able to use more fingers to stimulate her and I alternated between stimulating her G-spot, the base of her pussy and all around the inside of her slit. I loved every second of it and gradually I built up the intensity until Mistress R finally bucked against my tongue as she came hard.
This was what I wanted, this was what I had been craving for the past week or more, feeling Mistress R cum hard. There may be no such thing as a 'bad' orgasm, but you know inside when you've really satisfied your partner, and this made me feel so content I can't even tell you. Even before chastity, I have always derived so much pleasure from Mistress R's orgasms, that failing her to any degree has always left me feeling quite depressed. Which is stupid really because I'm not an idiot and I know that women's orgasms are far more complex than ours and if it's not as good as you hoped it would be then there's a fair chance that it might not actually be anything to do with you, but still... I can't help but feel culpable, and equally elated when it goes really well!
Fortunately, 99% of the time Mistress achieves orgasm fairly easily, and a lot of the time she cums pretty hard, especially in recent months, I don't know whether that actually has anything to do with her becoming relaxed and used to the idea of me being in chastity and under her control, but I don't think it's hurt either... especially as she now knows she has a nice hard cock to play with anytime she wants (which wasn't always the case before).
Speaking of which, it wasn't too long before Mistress R had me hard again, although it always seems to take a little longer than the first time, I don't know quite why that is, but it happens quite often. Maybe cocks are like old computers, if you ignore them they go to sleep and then when you try and wake them up they pretend they can't hear you or that they are too busy doing something else now, which they wouldn't have started if only they'd known you were going to want them again, hahaha.
Anyway, as I was saying, having finally given Mistress R what a I considered to be a proper orgasm I was totally relaxed and in the right headspace to really enjoy my treat. I couldn't resist the urge to thrust upwards into her for long though and as we got into a rhythm I started to wonder if Mistress R might be about to grant me permission to cum. I was actually very much in control, despite my upwards thrusting and I could have continued quite happily for as long as she desired, but when I heard her say 'I want you to cum inside me...' the switch was thrown and I was racing headlong for the finish line. Seconds later I felt my orgasm start as I continued to to pump up into Mistress's beautiful, tight pussy.
It was unbelievably intense, and I let out a fair few expletives as I exploded inside her. The second I finished I reached up and pulled her down on top of me, kissing her and holding her tight as my cock continued to ooze cum into her hot, wet pussy. It was soooooo good.
Even as I lay there, I wondered (hoped, would be more accurate) that Mistress R would plant her delicious cum-filled pussy on my mouth and order me to lick it clean, but sadly no, she looked a little indecisive (or perhaps more likely not really thinking about it at all...) and then slid off me and we lay together for a while, enjoying the warmth of each other's body. We chatted for a while about this and that, but all the time my thoughts kept returning to the load of cum inside her.
Finally when she started making noises about getting up I decided that I had to grasp the nettle or regret it later (when you only get to cum inside your wife on average about once every six or seven weeks, you have to do these things!). I held her close and whispered in her ear...
"I want to lick your pussy clean."
I realise now of course that I should have said "Please may I lick your beautiful pussy clean Mistress?", but I don't think she particularly noticed...
Mistress R smiled at me and straddled me, before moving up so that her pussy was right over my face. I manoeuvred her slightly so that she was right over my mouth and then pushed my tongue inside her and a stream of cum and pussy juice dripped into my mouth. I swallowed it all and licked Mistress's beautiful pussy clean and then she raised herself off me, leaving me flat on my back and contented as I could possibly be.
Yes indeed, last night was just what I needed!

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As an aside, one thing I've noticed recently is that Mistress R seems to be slowly getting used to squeezing my balls, she's still a little tentative, but then that's probably a good thing since it's better to build it up rather than go in all guns blazing (unless you're Good Hubby of course, then you start with punching and work up to the baseball bat - hahaha), actually at the moment most of the sensation comes from her nails since they are so long that they dig into my skin way before her fingers apply any real pressure (perhaps it would be easier for her if I was wearing the Oxballs cocksling or any other cock-ring type product that keeps the balls together and away from the body).

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The other cool thing was that an hour and a half later when we went back to bed properly (ie- to sleep) my cock was so hard, like cock-ring hard! Now, whether it would have stayed that way if Mistress R had wanted to use it is debatable, but with a cock ring it would probably have been good for a couple of hours at least, hahaha!

On top at last...

This evening was better than I could have possibly hoped for. Mistress R and I adjourned to the bedroom just after 8:30pm. I was kneeling on the bed when she came into the room and lay back on the bed. She reached for me and pulled me towards her, as I moved up the bed I found myself inbetween her legs with my cock slowly hardening as we kissed and brushing against her pussy. We continued kissing and my cock continued to harden until Mistress R reached down between us and started stroking it and brushing the tip against her lips. I don't know whether she was pulling me towards her or whether I was doing it off my own back, but I felt my cock pressing a little harder against her pussy and then I did feel her pulling me closer and it was obvious she wanted me inside her.
I pushed forward, a little concerned that she wouldn't be lubricated enough but not wanting to break the moment. I felt my cock push inside her a little way, perhaps an inch and then I felt her hands on my chest, pushing me back a little. I thought that was going to be it, but no, she continued rubbing the head of my aching cock against her pussy and then licked her fingers and rubbed them first on the head of my cock and then on her pussy. She pulled me closer once more and started rubbing my cock against her pussy again. I felt my cock start to enter her, but she was so tight I thought she was going to push me back again and I started to worry that I would lose my erection (on top without a cock ring is sometimes a little troublesome for me, especially if I get cramp in my legs), but no, I felt my cock start to push inside and Mistress's beautifully tight pussy gripped me firmly, massaging my cock and keeping me hard.
She allowed me to thrust gently into her for a couple of minutes as we kissed, both of us enjoying the (now) unusual sensation of me on top, fucking her. But even though I was on top, it was still abundantly clear that she was in control. And after a few minutes, she pushed me back again and then reached down to stroke my cock. She looked up at me and asked me if it felt good. It felt fucking amazing! She looked so hot right then, so sexy and in control and just so aware of how under her control I was, it was fantastic.
She pulled me closer again and allowed me to penetrate her one more time, I continued my gentle fucking motion, aware that I was starting to get a little close for comfort now and wondering how much longer she would allow me to continue. I didn't want to say that I was getting close unless it was really necessary as I didn't want to give her a reason/concern that we should stop earlier than she wanted me to, and, also I began to wonder if she was going to tell me she wanted me to cum inside her.
As it happened, she pushed me back once again and down between her legs. My cock throbbed as I moved down the bed and buried my face between her gorgeous thighs, inhaling her scent and breathing heavily as I started to worship her pussy, the pussy that I had just a few seconds before been inside...
She tasted delicious and I soon had two fingers inside her, stimulating her G-spot as I licked her clit. I adore eating her pussy and fairly soon she was nearing orgasm and I stimulated her clit a little harder and faster as I twisted my fingers inside her. Suddenly she was cumming and I slipped my fingers out of her and grabbed onto her so that I could maintain contact with her clit until she pushed my head away, and then pulled it back several times.
Finally she lay back on the pillows and presented her feet to me to worship. I willingly and adoringly started kissing her toes and instep, glancing upwards between her legs at her beautiful wet pussy, taking every opportunity to look at it and commit every last detail to memory. I love worshipping her feet and that's the one thing I am looking forward to about the summer, having her barefoot and ready for foot worship at any moment.
After a few minutes she sat up and told me to kneel up so that she could touch my cock with her feet. I was on my knees in a flash and Mistress R used her gorgeous red-painted toes to stroke and tease my cock and balls, that was absolute Heaven! Then she sat up a little more and licked her fingers again, before reaching for my cock and giving it a few more wonderful strokes.
"That's all the teasing for now," she said and we lay down on the bed together, her thoroughly satisfied and me thoroughly teased. What a wonderful evening!

Some observations after the first nine weeks...

Well, it's been just over two months since Mistress R took full time control of my cock and orgasms, and what a wonderful two months it's been! Mistress R has enjoyed a total of  20 orgasms during that time (that's 2.3 per week, or one every three days), whereas I have had just 6 (that’s 0.67 per week, or about one every 10 days). Which in Mistress R’s case is probably more than expected and less than I’d hoped, and in my case less than expected but more than I’d hoped… so all in all we’re doing pretty well so far!
Besides, I can’t help thinking that my average over those two months might be higher than it will prove to be over the coming months. Because four of my six came in April, and I’d wager that since Mistress R has got used to the idea of limiting my releases, May’s total might be more representative of my future quota. Who knows, maybe one day soon I’ll have a month completely devoid of any release… or she might just decide to give me more orgasms in one night than I’ve had in the last month! I just don’t know, and as ever it’s all up to my beautiful Mistress R (just as it should be).
Of course, the orgasm stats are only half the story and the idea of me not being allowed to touch my cock has been rather less successful. I would say on average I’ve failed two or three times a week (at least) in this regard (though again I stress I haven’t cum by my own hand since April 1st), sometimes this means just giving it a squeeze to assuage an early morning ache, sometimes it means several edges in a row… I’d love this not to be the case, but whereas I’ve found getting used to not coming relatively easy, the exact opposite is true when it comes to keeping my hands off my cock. Of course the fact that I’m not coming as often is making it harder, or so you would think, but even on the days directly after a permitted orgasm I’m still finding it almost impossible to resist…
So what’s the answer? Well, as Mistress R is not overly keen on the idea of the CB-3000, I can only hope she finds a suitable deterrent or makes my current punishment a bit harder to take. Of course the ultimate punishment would be to deny my tongue access to her beautiful pussy, but that would rather be cutting off her nose to spite her face wouldn’t it? The annoying thing is that I would dearly love to be able to abide by Mistress R’s rules, as I know that when I do manage to keep my hands off the eventual teasing by Mistress R’s is even more intense and gloriously (un)satisfying. And therein lies the reasoning behind my own desire to be ‘locked’. Ten minutes in that thing was enough to make me realise why so many men are willing to put up with the hassle and inconvenience of a chastity belt, as you cannot compare the feeling of loss of control with simply being instructed to keep your hands off. That said, I’m still scared shitless of the thing, in the same way that someone might be scared of a roller coaster (not a very good example as I hate roller coasters, but you know what I mean!)… but it’s a moot point as Mistress R isn’t keen and anyway I’m still not convinced I would actually enjoy wearing it for more than short periods…
Leaving that aside, this past two months has been something of a revelation, as I think we have felt closer than we have for a long time (and we have always been a very close couple anyway), we kiss and touch constantly, we both seem more at ease sexually and Mistress R is gradually coming to terms with the idea that she should take all the pleasure she wants from me whenever she wants it.
For my part I certainly have no regrets whatsoever, I’m sure I’ve spent more time this past two months pleasuring Mistress R than I have for any similar period in the last decade, and from what I’ve seen of late her orgasms have become stronger and more satisfying than ever before (only my impression, she may disagree). I adore being teased by her, having her stroking my cock however she likes until she leaves me rock hard and throbbing, and being inside her but knowing I’m not allowed to cum is a feeling I can’t even begin to describe… it makes me feel a little dizzy just thinking about it.
Although I was a little surprised when Mistress R decided that not only would I not be allowed to beg to be allowed to cum, but that I also wouldn’t be allowed to ask to be allowed inside her, I think it has worked out really well. Because now when she decides it is time I know she really wants me inside her and that makes it so much more enjoyable for me and special for the pair of us. I also love that Mistress R has overcome her reservations about making me lick her clean when she does permit me to cum inside her, because that is a wonderful experience and something I am always waiting for…
It will certainly be interesting to see what transpires in the coming months as Mistress R becomes more and more comfortable in her new role. Maybe she will decide to go all out and push for the fifty days of chastity she threatened me with before, or perhaps she might announce that in future I will have to eat my cum every time I am allowed to orgasm and then make me cum seven days in a row? Oh such sweet cruelty, I can’t help but look forward to whatever Mistress R plans for me. She truly is a Goddess in my eyes.

Kissing rocks...

During the last few weeks, I’ve really rediscovered the pleasure of kissing. Last week in our hotel before I was allowed to cum, Mistress and I lounged on the sofa kissing passionately while she rubbed my rock-hard cock through my jeans. And last night, as Mistress teased me, we kissed constantly, which added to the feeling of ‘closeness’ and ‘connection’ that I’m feeling now I think.
See, the thing with sex is, it’s often quite difficult to kiss while you’re doing it. For one thing your heads might be nowhere near each other, you might be facing away from each other, or the movement might just make it awkward. But laying next to each other as Mistress stroked my cock it was just so easy and comfortable to kiss and enjoy the closeness and intimacy.
Personally I think that emotional connection can make all the difference between a good time and a great time too, as it really ramps up the intensity of the whole thing. I’ve also noticed that we’ve been kissing more this last few months than we did before we started this whole chastity thing, which I’m absolutely loving. Now I often get an overwhelming desire to kiss Mistress R, even if we’re just out walking through the fields or watching TV.
On a related point, I asked Mistress R the other day if she thought being under her control has made me more attentive, and she said she did, albeit she thought I was quite attentive anyway. Which is nice to hear even if I was pretty confident about that anyway, I have never wanted my Mistress to feel taken for granted, but one can always try harder.