100% Not Ruined...

This morning Mistress and I went for a walk around the village where we live, on the way back Mistress suggested that we should have pussy worship sooner rather than later as she is expecting her period soon. So it came to be that this morning at about 11AM I was lying face down on our bed with my face between Mistress R's silky smooth thighs, eating her delicious pussy. She had quite a strong orgasm (it seemed to me) and then signalled for me to move up the bed and kneel between her open legs.
Mistress stroked my cock until it was nice and hard and then started rubbing it against her pussy. I started to push forward but Mistress stopped my by gripping my cock firmly, she would dictate the pace, at least for the moment. She allowed me to slide in a little more and then hotched closer to me as I lifted her legs up, kissing her feet as they passed my mouth. I gently pressed in further and Mistress pushed me back again, dropping her legs around my sides and pulling me on top of her.
"How does it feel?" She asked as I felt my cock sliding in and out of her at my pace.
What can one say, 'Amazing' hardly covers the sensation of being allowed to penetrate your Mistress's pussy after weeks if not months, and yet that was the word I used.
All too quickly Mistress wanted to turn onto her side, side that I could see her ass as I fucked her. This is particularly evil because while I love to see her ass, she knows damn well that being able to see her ass makes me want to cum! So even while seemingly gifting me the view of her ass, she was effectively shortening how long this was likely to last.
Try as I might to resist looking, it was not a battle I was ever going to win, and Mistress moaned her encouragement as I started to pound her pussy harder and faster, again shortening the time until that inevitable moment.
"I'm getting close," I said, hoping for permission to continue, but one can never be 100% sure.
"Good, I want you to cum inside me, fuck me hard until you cum inside my pussy."
Those may not have been her exact words but that was the gist of it. And that's exactly what I did.
I collapsed over her as I shot my cum hard inside her and after a few moments to recover Mistress told me to lay on my back and she quickly sat on my face, allowing me the pleasure of licking her beautiful pussy clean.
Fuck the seaside, Bank Holiday's don't get much better than that!

Femdom Session 10th April 2014...

For as long as I can remember I have been printing this list out for my Mistress to fill in before each of our Femdom sessions. I'm not sure if she's ever ticked the 'Surprise Me' box before, I think she maybe has but it was an awfully long time ago. So I was pretty surprised to see this this morning...

I guess because this box never really gets ticked I've never really thought about what I would do if it did, and I didn't have an awful lot of time to think about it. I guess there's a number of more adventurous things I could have done, but what I elected to do in the end was wear the Oxballs Cock Sling and insert our older (4 ball style) glass butt plug. The thinking being that I was hopeful that Mistress would take the hint and use her strap-on on me, like I've been hoping for for ages!

When Mistress came into the room she noticed that I had the Oxballs on and said 'So you chose the Oxballs to surprise me then...'. I said 'yes' but didn't give away that that wasn't the only surprise. She found out shortly afterwards when she had me bend over on all fours on the floor and saw the glass ring sticking out of my ass, and was seemingly very surprised indeed!

Actually I did have another idea, ages ago I bought this ball stretcher thing, which is just like an inch wide strip of leather with press-studs to join it together. But I can't get the damn thing on, my balls are just too damn tight!

Anyway, Mistress gave me a short and mild whipping, not really punishment, just a little reminder, before having me worship her feet while she played with her glass dildo. I had to push the butt plug back in a few times as it started to slip out, but it wasn't too bad because I didn't go overboard with the lube.

When she was satisfied with my foot worship, Mistress tied me down on the bed, blindfolded me and started stroking my cock, once I was nice and hard she straddled my face and my cock a few times before teasing me with her ass. All the time she left the butt plug in and sometimes she grabbed it and played with it while she was stroking my cock. As the session progressed she abused my cock more and more, using a hairbrush and the cock-whip and stroking it hard and fast even though it was held tight in the Oxballs (no lube either!).

Eventually she clipped pegs on my nipples and left me alone for a short while, and when she came back she took the blindfold off, straddled my face and pushed her 'cock' into my mouth. She looked so hot in those awesome RodeoH strap-on pants, they were such a good buy, I just wish we used them more often.

Mistress removed my butt plug, untied me and told me take off the Cocksling (which was starting to sting a little by now) and then told me to turn over and get up on my hands and knees. Then she positioned herself on the bed behind me. I felt her spray a good quantity of lube on my asshole and felt her feed the head of her strap-on into me. I pushed back, eager to feel it inside me at last. As I did so Mistress reached down and grabbed my cock and stroked me as she fucked me. It was so fucking hot and it felt absolutely amazing. I think if anyone wanted to try anal sex for the first time I would really recommend using a butt plug for half an hour or so beforehand, it made such a difference. I have never enjoyed it as much, or been so comfortable being fucked before...and the stroking just topped it off perfectly. It was awesome! I would have loved to have cum like that, I really would, but sadly after a few minutes Mistress pulled out. Afterwards she said to me that she felt like she could have continued for a lot longer (whereas in the past it's often been hard for me to take, even though I've wanted to do it) and I really wished it had gone on much longer, but still. Hopefully Mistress will fuck my ass again soon!

After that Mistress had me lick her to orgasm, which was unusually quick and quite intense. She tasted so good, and it had been six long days since I'd been able to enjoy her with my tongue. Afterwards she had me lick all her juices off her skin and the sheet before tying me to the bed again and stroking my cock hard and fast again. She allowed me to tongue her ass a couple of times (very briefly) and then knelt beside me, giving me a good view of her pussy and ass. She kept looking back at me, smiling as she pumped my cock. I kinda thought she was going to ruin me, but when I told her I was close she told me she was going to allow me to cum.

It hit really hard, and each spurt had me bouncing on the bed. Not only that but each time Mistress stroked me it felt so intense I was bucking so hard... and I could feel my cum spraying everywhere and landing on different parts of my skin. When I stopped cumming Mistress gathered what cum she could find and fed it to me from her fingers. Finally she lowered her dripping wet pussy onto my face one last time, she tasted incredible!

Voucher claimed...

You may remember that Mistress R gave me a voucher for Valentine's Day which allowed me to ask to be allowed to cum, but was limited to the end of February...well, that has been on my mind today, because February is of course ticking rapidly away! My dilemma though was this...

On the one hand I felt I should use it, because it was a gift from Mistress R, but on the other hand I was starting to enjoy that feeling of denial, having just made it past three weeks. Over the last few months I seem to have been allowed to cum once every one to two weeks, with the occasional four week stretch, but nothing longer or remotely near my record (42 days in both the Summers of 2012 and 2013).

In the end though matters rather overtook any reluctance I may have had, after licking Mistress to orgasm tonight, she had me kneel between her legs and teased my cock with her hands while we kissed, before stroking the tip against her pussy and then slowly guiding me in. Mistress was still wet and silky as my cock slid inside her, and we slowly made love as I mulled over my dilemma. She kept smiling at me, almost like she was waiting for me to ask permission to cum, almost as if she knew it was only a matter of time.

So it was a little odd that she seemed almost surprised when I did finally ask permission to cum. But instead of letting me continue, she decided she wanted me to be able to see her ass I pumped my cum inside her, so she turned onto her side and told me to enjoy it, because as she told me 'I don't know when I'll be allowed to cum inside her like that again'.

It was impossible to continue for long, the sight of her gorgeous asshole and my cock sliding into her beautiful pink pussy meant that my twenty three day load was soon rising and as I started to pump her harder I knew it was going to be all over very soon. In the event it was so intense that almost as soon as I started coming I had to stay still inside her, which was kind of frustrating actually... but still. I managed a few more strokes as my cock started to soften and then we lay down to talk and bask in the afterglow.

Once again I was kinda waiting for her to tell me to lick her pussy clean, but she didn't. Then when she sat up to get out bed she commented that she could feel my cum running out of her, and I told her that she shouldn't let it go to waste. She opened her legs and I moved between them to lick her pussy a little while before she pushed me away and left me lying on the bed with the taste of our combined juices on my lips.

Some movement on the contract front it seems, Mistress is not opposed to the idea and so we will be drawing something up in the near future!

A question from a reader...

Anonymous left a comment on my last post about our Femdom session:

Wow that was nice to read. I'm still hard imagining it. Do you enjoy eating your cum when she feeds it to you?

Well that's a tough question. As many of you will know, the idea of eating cum is very hot indeed... but after you've cum it's not quite the same. Even if you do it really quickly. If you browse my story menu you will find some stories on Literotica that I linked to which are about this very subject. I totally relate to the idea of wanting to do it and then changing your mind. Which is why it is so much better to have a wonderful Mistress who makes you do it. The best example of this is when I am allowed to cum inside my Mistress, if I am on top I always hesitate, partly waiting for her to order me to do it, partly now not so keen on the idea...or rather still keen on the idea, but now not so horny and slightly more self-conscious, but even then I still want to be made to do it. But if Mistress is on top and she just lifts herself off my cock and lowers herself onto my face, that is so much easier to handle, not least because I love having Mistress sitting on my face whether her pussy is full of cum or not.

Bizarrely, there are times when I crave the taste of cum. Last night Mistress teased me until I was quite ready to explode and I was so desperate to taste my cum right then. But it's not really the taste of cum I crave, it's submission. If I really 'enjoyed' the taste of cum then it wouldn't be submissive really would it? If cum tasted like Nutella I wouldn't have a second thought about doing it. Sometimes cum tastes okay, sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes it can make you feel a little bit nauseous if there's a lot of it.

Cum tastes so much better from a hot, wet pussy. Eating cum off of Mistress's fingers is much more difficult, if only because it's kind of 'humiliating'... what I mean by that is, if you are on your back with your Mistress's cum filled pussy suspended over your face it still feels like you are in the process of having 'sex' and the horniness of the situation is still present. Whereas if your Mistress is scooping cold cum off your stomach and telling you to open your mouth and lick them clean, well, there's no getting away from the fact that you are cleaning your own cum off your wife's fingers, because she is ordering you to. And that really is the difficult bit, because you can't help but wonder what she thinks of you in that moment, it really is quite hard, it makes you feel very emotionally vulnerable... but then that's the point isn't it?

Femdom Session - 2nd February 2014...

Today's session got off to a slightly uncomfortable start as I had to confess to a couple of instances of illegal touching/, which I had indulged in earlier this week after Mistress had gotten up (she gets up about an hour before I do, but gets home 1.1/2-2 hours before I do too). As you can imagine, having gone four weeks without a truly satisfying orgasm (my last one was very much borderline ruined) in recent days my cock has been rock hard in the morning, leaking pre-cum and desperate for attention. Having not been sleeping well lately hasn't helped since when Mistress gets up I can't seem to get back to sleep and so of course I am ill prepared to fight the temptation to touch my cock.

Mistress decided to give me fifteen strokes of the cat, straight off the bat. That isn't too many more than normal, but for some reason they stung a lot more. Number five in particular stung as the whip found it's way between my legs and caught my balls a treat. I winced my way through my punishment (Mistress later asked if I was hamming it up, seriously!) and was rather relieved when it was over, though Mistress didn't seem to think she'd hit me any harder than usual... hmm.

Soon I had forgotten about the pain as the Oxballs Cocksling tightened around my swelling cock. Mistress had me worshipping her feet while she lay on the bed, clad in a PVC top and skirt with only straps around her gorgeous breasts (I love that top). I could hear her dildo inside her pussy making a gorgeous noise but concentrated on worshipping her beautiful feet until I was ordered to lick her glass dildo clean for her.

After I had worshipped her other foot equally well, she had me lick and suck her dildo a second time before ordering me on to the bed on my back. She tied me to the bed and quickly sank down onto my face. She tasted wonderful, but after a few seconds she stood up and started fucking herself again. Then she was back on my face again, ordering me to push my tongue inside her, which I tried to do but she kept grinding her clit against my tongue instead.

By now my cock was rock hard and I was hoping she would slid down onto it, but sadly not. Instead she grabbed my cock and started pumping it hard, her nails digging in as she explained that she thought my cock needed to be properly punished for my misdemeanours, little did I know how true that would be by the end of the session!

Mistress abused my cock for some time, digging her nails into it and also scraping them across my tightly constricted balls. The thing is the Oxballs holds you very tight so there is very little movement in the skin, I imagine it's a bit like being circumcised, I believe circumcised men need to use lube to masturbate. Well there wasn't any lube, and there was plenty of Mistress's very long nails. On the upside I think it's the lube that reacts with the Oxballs and causes the stinging, of which there was none this time, so.... swings and roundabouts.

Mistress now decided to blindfold me and then she told me it was time for me to have something up my ass. I was expecting the new butt plug, but when I felt the cold tip of the lube coated glass dildo I was quite happy, because it feels great. It feels even better when Mistress fucks me with it while stroking my cock and that's exactly what she did next.

I was really enjoying that part of the session and wished it could have continued on longer, but alas no. Soon I felt the new vibrating butt plug being pushed into my asshole, and after deciding on a setting and attaching a couple of clothes pegs to my nipples (stronger ones than last time, because they were pointless) she left me to stew for a while.

The right clothes peg hurt more than the left one, maybe it wasn't pushed on as far, but I could definitely feel them this time. The butt plug wasn't as strong as I expected, but the thing is the vibrations acted as a reminder that it was there. Often when Mistress leaves me tied up with a butt plug inside me I almost forget about it until she takes it out, no chance of that here. At least I didn't have to worry about it causing an unauthorised eruption!

When Mistress returned she removed the pegs without a second's warning (ouch!) and then the blindfold and then untied me and told me to remove the Oxballs. I moved out of the way and she lay down on the bed and spread her legs, exposing her delicious pussy to me as she stroked my cock with her toenails. Her skirt was gone but she was still wearing the PVC top, she always looks so gorgeous like that.

I bent and laid down between her silky smooth thighs and began eating her pussy, she tasted so good and after a while her muscles tightened and tightened until she finally bucked and came hard under my tongue. I love nothing more than feeling that and it was so hot to watch as she stood up on the bed with her juices literally running down the backs of her legs as she snapped her fingers and pointed to the beads that were down by her calves already.

I greedily lapped them up before turning my attention to the soaking wet PVC sheet. There was so much pussy juice, it was wonderful. As I lapped at the sheet Mistress reached under me and started pumping my cock again. Then she ordered me onto my back and tied me down once more before standing over me, teasing me with her pussy and ass. She lowered herself down onto me and stroked me cock as I begged to lick her asshole. She gave permission and she continued pumping my cock as I tongued her tight hole. She gave me a second chance to tongue her ass before telling me that she was going to allow me to cum today, providing I could cum before she counted to ten.

Strangely, although my cock was really hard I felt a long way from the edge, a really long way.... and frankly I was a little worried that I wouldn't be able to make it. Mistress was pumping my cock really hard and counting very slowly it seemed to me, she obviously wanted me to cum because each number came slower than the last one. Around about five I felt something click into place, but it wasn't until nine that I got to the edge and then erupted violently.

It was brutal, it just seemed to keep coming, like as if I'd cum once and then another one followed straight on, and all the while Mistress was pumping me so hard... it was as near as I've cum to post-orgasm torment, and being tied down all I could do was buck beneath her as she pumped out an unfeasibly large amount of cum which she then fed to me and I swallowed down. Afterwards my poor cock looked as if it had been thoroughly 'tenderized', with little nail marks all down the left side and the skin swollen and red. Not that I'm complaining you understand!

My first orgasm of 2014...

Thursday night was a good night around here, Mistress R got me rock hard by rubbing my cock against her pussy, before having me lay down between her legs to make her cum. You women don't realise how uncomfortable it is to lay on a rock hard cock... but it was so worth it, Mistress came really well and I felt really happy.
Afterwards she surprised me by whipping out the glass butt plug and reminding me that she owed me a treat. Soon I was rock hard again as she sucked and teased me, while slowly introducing the well lubed plug to my ass. It always feels a little uncomfortable to start with, but after a few minutes it felt amazing, especially when Mistress fucked my ass as she stroked and sucked my aching cock.
It's always the same with anal toys, at first they are uncomfortable and then just as you really start to enjoy the sensation your Mistress decides you've had enough. I begged for the plug to be put back in and Mistress allowed me another minute or two, it felt soooooo good. But all too soon Mistress pulled it out again, and left me with a good slap to the balls for good measure.
Afterwards Mistress and I discussed the frequency of her orgasms and how after two pretty low months (nine apiece in November and December) we could try and beat her record of fourteen in January. Well, we're off to a good start at least, today Mistress had her second orgasm of the year, and it was truly top drawer stuff. From where I was laying it was definitely one of the absolute best in recent memory and after she had recovered Mistress had me move up between her legs and she guided me inside her.
Damn that felt good. Being on top and inside my Mistress's beautiful, slippery pussy... not only that but I was totally in control of my trigger too! I fucked Mistress solidly for a while but just as I started to speed up Mistress stopped me and turned on to her side, I don't know why but the different angle suddenly made it more intense and I had to tell Mistress that I was getting close. At this point she hadn't let on as to whether she was allowing me to cum or not, I'm not even sure she had remembered that I needed to ask at this point actually... !
Mistress responded to my warning by grabbing the headboard with both hands and telling me to fuck her hard and fill her with cum, and that's exactly what I did. Afterwards I was waiting to see if she would tell me to clean her, half thinking about instigating myself but really wanting her to tell me to do it. Just as I was thinking it wasn't going to happen she grabbed my arm and pulled me down between her legs and I licked her clean. There wasn't a lot of cum to be honest (at least not where I could reach with my tongue) but Mistress seemed to be enjoying the attention on her clit anyway. Later she commented on how much cum was dripping out of her, I guess it had been eleven days...

A pre-Christmas present...

Traditionally my work closes early on Christmas Eve, so I was home by midday today. Mistress and I took the opportunity for some bed-time, since tomorrow we will be seeing relatives and by the time we get home we shall most likely be very tired and very full!
Mistress had a really wonderful orgasm on my tongue and then she started stroking my cock until it was rock hard. As she sucked and stroked my cock I used my fingers to gently tease her asshole. After giving my cock a few slaps she straddled me and impaled herself on my throbbing cockmeat.
I'd been pretty close to cumming when she was stroking me to tell the truth, but I somehow managed to control myself as she started to ride me. The way she was riding my cock I kind of suspected she was going to let me cum, but of course I couldn't be sure until she told me. She was really pounding down on me and it felt really intense as she milked my cock dry.
Afterwards she lifted herself off me, moved up the bed and straddled my face so that I could lick my cum out of her stretched pussy. It was superhot! As early Christmas presents go you can't really get much better than that, can you?

Oh yes, I lost another pound on Monday (making me 217 pounds), so I get to choose another reward! Can't see me losing any weight next week though, but I don't want to put too much on either.

Why I am the slave...

As you may remember, on Tuesday I reached my second weight loss target: 2 Stone (28lbs). This entitled me to some treats from Mistress R, including a £50 shopping voucher and more importantly the opportunity to cum all over her sexy ass! When I got home from my slimming club and told Mistress R she asked me when I wanted my reward, which I wasn't really expecting because I don't get to decide when I can cum. I said that it's not for me to decide, and having just recently been allowed to cum (the 23rd of November) I wasn't expecting it to happen anytime soon.
This week has been a bit lacking in the sex department, I seem to have so much to do and seem so tired at the end of the day that we haven't added to Mistress's orgasm count since Monday night (which explains the rather dismal '9' for November, the worst since February!).
Yesterday we had to go Christmas shopping, which meant a visit to town. Mistress and I are of the opinion that if you're going shopping you get up early, you get there when the doors open and you get on with it, before all the dithering fuckwits arrive. And so that's exactly what we did. I didn't get everything, but I certainly broke the back of it and got the difficult stuff that can only be got in town.
We were both pretty beat when we got home, but later we made time for some fun and Mistress had her first orgasm for five days... and it was spectacular. When I looked up she was grinning from ear to ear. My face was covered in pussy juice and she reached down and used her finger to scoop it off my face and feed it to me. That was a nice touch, I love that she has come to believe me when I tell her how much I adore her taste.
Somehow, although it had been several days, I wasn't really expecting my reward yet, after all it had only been seven days since I had cum, so I was a little surprised when Mistress told me that she had decided to give me my reward. When she said it she was kneeling up beside me stroking my cock and it was only then that the practicalities of the situation became apparent.
Mistress seemed to think that I could 'fire' my cum up at her ass, but I was not convinced. Sometimes cum flies and hits your pillow, but mostly it really doesn't. I had always imagined standing or kneeling behind Mistress R, as if I had just pulled out from behind... but then it occurred to me that it could well just drip off her ass. In the end I asked Mistress to lay flat on her front and I kneeled behind her, between her legs. It didn't take very long at all and just as Mistress asked if I was getting close I spurted a load of cum between her cheeks. As I continued stroking I just kept cumming and cumming, it wasn't a particularly intense orgasm, but there was certainly a lot of cum.
Miraculously most of it had reached it's intended target and after only the briefest of pauses I lay down on the bed behind her and buried my face in her ass. How many times had I fantasised about licking my cum from between her cheeks? Thousands, probably. And now here I was, finally getting to lick her asshole clean. It was fucking HOT!
As I probed her ass with my tongue and started swallowing my cum, it seemed to be all I could taste and smell, my cum and Mistress's musky ass... it pushed me deep into sub-space. When I had finished cleaning her ass, Mistress turned over and lay in front of me for a short while, she looked so gorgeous with her legs open, displaying her beautiful pussy for me. I bent down and kissed her silky inner thighs, wondering when I might get the chance to worship her ass like that again.
Feeling so submissive at that moment it was wonderful the way Mistress showed her body off to me like that, as if showing me exactly why she has all the power and why I am the slave. She looked so stunningly beautiful right then... I could look at her for hours.

Femdom Session 23rd November 2013...

It's a little over an hour since our session finished and despite having eaten lunch I can still taste Mistress's delicious pussy. Even more amazing since I had to swallow 29 days of cum as well, but more on that later.
Mistress had me wear the rubber cockring instead of the Oxballs this time and Mistress also decided that since she couldn't punish me for touching my cock without permission she was instead going to 'punish' me for touching her without permission. (Ye Gads, where will this end!) At least it was only the whip and not the paddle, but that being said, it seemed an usually robust whipping!
Thankfully it didn't last too long and then Mistress had me worshipping her beautiful feet while she toyed herself with her glass dildo, I wasn't blindfolded and managed to sneak one look without being caught. Meanwhile Mistress was teasing me about whether I'd be allowed to cum or not, and if so where and how...
When she'd had enough of that she tied me down on the bed and stood over me, fucking herself with the dildo and then having me suck it clean for her. Then she sat on my face and had me lick her gorgeous pussy. She tasted wonderful and very 'silky', I take this to usually indicate that Mistress is very turned on.
Mistress teased and punished my cock as she flaunted her pussy and ass in my face, before briefly sinking down onto my cock and allowing me an inch or so of entry. It was very frustrating, but fortunately she did allow me to slide fully inside her for a few seconds later on. She also spent a couple of minutes teasing my cock and around my ass with a small vibrator, which was pretty good actually, especially around my ass - definitely wishing we'd bought that vibrating butt plug at Erotica now!
It wasn't then long before my ass was filled and my nipples were pegged and I was left to stew in my own juice for a little while. When Mistress returned she had removed the PVC skirt she had worn earlier, but retained the black bra. She removed the dildo from my ass and the pegs from my nipples before allowing me up to remove my cock ring.
Then she stood on the bed in front of me and pulled me head between her legs and moaned as I started to lick her pussy. She pushed me away and then lay down in front of me, she looked absolutely gorgeous and I couldn't resist kissing her beautiful smooth thighs on the way up to begin worshipping her.
This 'silkiness' I mentioned earlier is always a good sign, and I could just tell that Mistress was going to cum really well. Right from the start there were little signs, just little muscle spasms that told me she was really wound up, and sure enough when she came Mistress came really hard, pulling my head down between her legs as she bucked against me. After she had finished I felt so content and happy, I love it when Mistress cums like that, it is so rewarding. Mistress stood on the bed and had me lick her clean and then as I licked her juices off the PVC sheet she reached between my legs and stroked my cock.
She tied me down again and then she started teasing me with her ass again, she made me beg for her asshole and then allowed me to tongue it as she stroked my cock. Earlier in the session she had mentioned something about me having a choice to make and I assumed that it would be a choice between cumming or being allowed to lick her ass. So I was confused now, since I was already being allowed to lick her ass.
Then came the question, she asked me if I wanted to cum like this, licking her ass while she pumped my cock, or did I want to cum inside her. Mistress allowed me only seconds to think before demanding an answer one way or another, warning that if I didn't chose I wouldn't be cumming at all.
In the heat of the moment, and with Mistress's gorgeous ass right in front of my face I chose to continue as we were, even though I had been fantasising about cumming inside Mistress's pussy all week. I had already decided that I would chose licking Mistress's ass over being allowed to cum, and this just threw me.
Needless to say, after 29 days I came incredibly hard and I can't help wondering if the smooth as silk walls of Mistress's pussy teasing the cum from my cock might not have been a better choice for my poor, tender cock... but as it was Mistress pumped me hard and fast until I covered her fingers in cum, cum which was then fed to me (and there seemed an awful lot of it - hardly surprisingly!).
I have to confess to a slight pang of regret at not choosing to fill Mistress's pussy, but the grass is always greener and if she will insist on asking these questions while her pussy and ass are right in front of my face... what can I do?

Femdom Session 6th November 2013...

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Ass worship is so fucking HOT!

This afternoon was just fantastic, obviously after our day out in London yesterday Mistress and I didn't get around to having any 'fun' last night... we were beat, all we wanted was to shower, watch TV and go to bed. So today we made up for it...
It started like the last few times really, me laying on my side gently teasing Mistress's gorgeous inner thighs while we kissed until she pushed me down between her legs. I must have been doing something right because when Mistress's orgasm hit it seemed to last a really long time, she certainly seemed extremely satisfied anyway.
:)
After she recovered she had me lie on my back and she started stroking me until I was rock hard. Almost immediately she slapped my cock and balls a couple of times and then caught me off guard a bit with an very firm ball slap while my cock was in her mouth! She continued stroking, slapping and sucking my throbbing cock for a while and then she started using her teeth on the head which was really intense and verging on painful, but so hot!
She continued teasing me as I reached around her and squeezed her ass, dreaming about plunging my tongue into her delicious asshole as she continued to jerk my cock hard. I told her how bad I wanted to lick her ass and she said...
"Well, you still have a reward owed to you. Maybe you should choose that."
I told her I definitely wanted to choose that, to which she replied...
"Do you want it now or do you want to wait?"
I told her I wanted it right now and she manoeuvred herself on top of me, giving me a good look at her pink little rosebud and making my cock throb even harder. She made me beg for it each of the three times she allowed me to worship her ass, and I fucking loved every last second of it.
Each time Mistress lifted her ass away from my mouth she looked so happy and sexy, I don't know how my cock didn't explode in her hand.
The third time I pushed my tongue as deep as I could and it felt and tasted so good, I absolutely love worshipping my Mistress's beautiful ass, it really cannot be emphasised enough just how much I fucking adore it! I just want it to go on and on, I just cannot get enough of it.
Then Mistress turned around but continued stroking my aching pole. And started telling me how badly she wants me to get to my two-stone goal, telling me how badly she wants me to get my reward, and all the time she was stroking, stroking, stroking...
She told me over and over to think about how it's going to feel to jerk my cock until I shoot my cum all over her gorgeous ass, how it's going to look and how it's going to taste as I use my tongue to clean up every last drop of my cum off her ass. Over and over, until I was about ready to agree to anything she wanted just so I could do exactly that. I want so bad to lick my cum off her beautiful asshole, I know it's going to be even better than licking it over her gorgeous breasts.
But in the meantime, making her cum so well today and then getting to worship her delicious asshole was just a spectacularly good end to the weekend. Roll on next weekend and our Femdom session!

Four orgasms in five days, not for me...obviously!

Finally the text box is working again, so I've been able to reinstate the 'Most Recent Orgasms' box on the front page. It's been a good week so far, with four orgasms in five days for Mistress R and three lovely sessions of teasing for me. Mistress is really starting to get into slapping my balls and doing it without being asked, she's also started doing it a bit harder too. I've certainly felt a little ache now and again today, but I don't mind, it's a lovely reminder of last night's fun.
:)

We are going to London on Saturday, it's Erotica again and we need to replace Mistress R's PVC top, which sadly lost it's shape a few months ago.

I guess she has had it quite a few years now, must have seen a fair few sessions... probably ten years since we bought it. It was always a favourite of mine and I was sorry to see it go. I really hope we can find a suitable replacement.
According to the website the new venue has a 'fully working dungeon with demonstrations', which sounds promising. I always thought that Erotica lacked a certain something. For one thing there was no atmosphere because the venue was ridiculously inappropriate, a huge hall with a glass roof capable of hosting show jumping... does that really sound like a nice intimate place? Hardly. It sounds like the new place is a lot more suitable, I guess we'll see in a couple of days.
The new venue is on the outskirts of London at the newly refurbished Tobacco Dock, let's hope the train service is better than the one to Olympia which was always completely hopeless and unreliable. There are shows every hour alternating between Torture Garden and a collection of Dream Boy types.... which is usually pretty amusing. I remember a couple of years ago Mistress R had me sitting in the front row with her and there was this black guy who looked like 'Blade' doing his thing, and he had her rubbing oil onto his six pack right in front of me. At least he didn't ask me to do it!
Another funny memory was there was this show on the main stage and there was a mixture of guys and girls dancing and stripping, and there was this one guy who was absolutely shit, he was out of time with everyone else and he couldn't rip his trousers of when he was supposed to. So come the end of the show and you're really wondering what this guy was doing up there, cos he was a bit rubbish. Next minute he rips what little clothing he still had on off and his cock is just standing out straight in front of him about a foot!
Talk about a show-stopper! I was scared... hahaha.

Back on the diet after our week off, think I've lost a couple of pounds so far, I reckon I put on five or six so still a little way to go, but I don't have to weigh in until next Tuesday, and I've still got a treat in hand. Gotta get to that two stone reward though, really need it soon.... the mere thought of jerking off over Mistress R's ass and licking it up is enough to drive me crazy. When I finally get there I know it's going to be awesome!

New Milovana tease...

Today I have submitted a new tease at Milovana, if you would like to view it you can do so by clicking HERE.

Currently it has a score of 3.9/5 and getting on for 20,000 views!

An interesting email...

From a reader who will remain anonymous...

"I watched one of the videos you posted, I wasn't sure what it would be to start with, then it became apparent that it was targeted at 'sissies' so I felt quite comfortable that I could watch it without any concern and be detached from it's purpose. The head fuck was that as the video progressed and I saw the hot girls kissing and tonguing cum between their mouths I just wanted to join in! Or seeing a pretty girl's face covered in spunk I found myself wanting to lick the screen."

Let the viewer beware indeed!

Finally...

Last night I finally got to make Mistress R cum again, and it felt wonderful. Afterwards she teased me really well and I was so hard and desperate to cum, I was totally craving the taste and told her how much I love licking my cum off her body. Didn't get me anywhere though, she left me totally denied and aching... my cock was incredibly hard, felt so fucking good though.
Not sure if it's a new record or not, but that was nine days for Mistress without an orgasm. Not good. Three orgasms in fourteen days, and she hasn't had her period yet this month.... double figures is looking unlikely, but not impossible.

A fair few new videos added last night and this morning, a couple of special ones for those of you who are also craving cum.... :)   HERE  and  HERE

In the midst of a new record...

It was almost exactly a year ago that a record of seventy two days was set, between instances of being allowed to cum inside my Mistress's gorgeous pussy. I noticed earlier today that we are currently setting a new record with each passing day as I have not been allowed to do this since early July... I think we are up to about 82 days as of today. I have no idea when this will come to an end, obviously it is not up to me, I just hope that when it does eventually happen Mistress has me lick every drop of cum out of her delicious pussy. Now that's something to really look forward to!

Femdom Session 22nd September 2013...

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Worth the wait...

So busy this weekend, so much to do... but despite that, Mistress R and I found time for some bedroom fun this afternoon. We both had awful night's sleep last night so we are both really tired, and yet we both seemed really horny as soon as we got into bed and my cock was soon rock hard. However, Mistress should always cum first, so I was soon down between her legs licking her gorgeous pussy to a really good orgasm.
Having satisfied my Mistress it was my turn and also time to collect my one outstanding reward. Mistress soon had me hard again and then reached for the glass butt plug, she lubed me up and soon the plug was deep in my ass as she stroked and sucked my cock. it felt fucking fantastic I have to say and it wasn't many minutes before Mistress was stroking me hard and I was getting close. Having been given permission to cum I could only watch as Mistress stroked my cock hard until the first drops erupted and then all but let go...but then just as I resigned myself to my first ruined orgasm in ages, she grabbed it again and pumped it hard until I jerked so much under her that the glass plug fell out of my ass.
After Mistress had me lick her fingers clean and we had flopped back onto the pillows I asked her what just happened, she said she was going to ruin it but changed her mind at the last second... and then added, 'But you would have been happy with whatever I'd have decided, wouldn't you?', to which of course the answer is yes.
I was happy to see cum erupted from my cock after last time (two weeks ago) when I had an almost completely 'dry' orgasm. I think my cock is definitely back to normal now.
:)

Release...

Finally went to bed at 3:40AM and woke up next to Mistress R at 9:30AM. We cuddled a bit and she soon felt my cock pressing against her and started to gently stroke it. I begged her to stroke me harder and Mistress obliged, soon she got up on her knees and started stroking me hard, seeing her gorgeous, naked body right there pushed me closer and closer to the edge and after a couple of minutes I had to warn her that I was getting close.
"Do you want to cum?" She asked.
I replied that I only wanted to cum if she wanted me to, to which she responded that she did. She continued stroking me hard and shortly after I had a very intense orgasm and my cock jerked out of Mistress R's hard two or three times. Oddly I expelled almost no cum, I'm not sure whether Mistress was going to feed me my load or not, but in the event there was barely anything to feed me anyway, which is weird. But then I've had orgasms where I've cum quickly in succession and produced loads of cum, it doesn't really seem to follow that a long wait produces a big load, still after three weeks you'd think there'd be something to show for it!
We settled down again, cuddling and talking for quite a while, I asked Mistress if she would like me to go down on her, but she said she would rather wait until later.

Craving cum...

It's been three weeks since I came and I am totally craving the taste of cum, pictures like this only make me want it more...

...of course, part of me wants Mistress to make me wait until I am going crazy, but part of me really, really wants to lick my cum up and swallow it from wherever she decides.