Last night I felt pretty 'off', even though my cold is now gone I still don't feel very good. Just run down and tired. So I went and lay down after dinner, see if I could get a nap since I've missed out on a lot of sleep over the last few days. Of course I couldn't get to sleep, so I read some porn to see if it would help. It didn't really, but it did make me want to make Mistress R cum all the more. I lay there for about an hour and a half, reading off and on, but mostly just chilling and trying not to stroke my cock.
Eventually I got up and Mistress R and I returned to the bedroom shortly afterwards, I was really looking forward to tasting Mistress again and making her cum, and the porn had made this need even more acute.
She tasted wonderful and she had a very long orgasm which made me really happy.
I still wasn't feeling brilliant, but at least now I had a happy heart. Mistress R soon had her hand around my cock, which was hard, but not as 'granite' as I would have liked. She stroked me a little while but quickly decided that she wanted my cock inside her. I moved to the middle of the bed and Mistress R straddled me, sliding herself down onto my cock. God it felt so good to be inside her again.
Before long she reached back and started slapping my balls and I had to really try hard not to shoot my twenty-three day load inside her, she was smiling down at me, seemingly enjoying watching me struggle.
"Do you want to cum?" She asked. "Is that something that you would like to be allowed to do?"
I was concentrating so hard on not just blowing my load inside her that my brain was struggling slightly with this simple question...
"Only if you want me to," I managed to reply, wondering if she was actually going to let me or if she was just messing with me.
I got my answer soon enough and she told me she wanted me to cum inside her. Which took a little longer than you might imagine, since by now I was so far into 'safe-mode' that opening the taps required some mental realignment. But soon I was spasming hard as I shot every last drop of cum deep into her beautiful, silky pussy.
No sooner had I finished, than Mistress R raised herself up a little and told me to slide down the bed. She straddled my face and I could see a drop of my white cum hanging from her open pussy. It looked so good and I greedily devoured every drop I could reach with my tongue before she eventually lay down beside me.
Later I filled in the stats page on this blog and realised that with my first year in chastity nearly over, that was only the eighth (and probably last, before year two starts) time that I have come inside her since April 2011. Which means I have been allowed to cum inside Mistress R just less than once every seven weeks. When I told Mistress R this statistic she simply asked if I regretted giving her control, which of course I don't.
I would never have believed that this would continue like this, I never gave it much thought at the time, perhaps because I didn't think it would get off the ground so I never really considered how I might feel a year down the line.
But now, that year is fast approaching and I can honestly say that I have no regrets. This has been so postive for our sex life and I have absolutely no intention of asking Mistress R to give up control even for a day. Which is why my orgasm-voucher still remains unused and probably will remain so. I did wonder if Mistress R was going to try and force me to use it by simply not letting me cum until I gave in, but it seems that wasn't her plan... or if it was she changed her mind. Still, there's a while left to run on it, May 14th I think, that's nearly two months away, so she could still do that if she wanted.
I guess we'll have to wait and see. Now I just can't wait to make her cum again, I hope it's sooner rather than later!
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