Intense!!!

I don't often post videos on the main pages, there is after all a Video section... but this one is pretty exceptional and deserves a wider audience. What an intense handjob, and she's either a great actress or she was having a lot of fun mistreating that guy's cock! That guy's balls must be really loose, no way would mine stretch like that...well, not without a lot of warming up.

Great weekend...

Another wonderful and hard orgasm for Mistress R this afternoon, she tasted so good... afterwards I thought maybe Mistress was going to let me cum inside her! After stroking my cock for a while she really went to town on it, slapping and biting it and then swung herself on top. I thought, this is it, she's going to tell me to cum inside her and then she's going to sit on my face and have me lick her cum filled pussy clean...
Well, that didn't happen.
After a short time I begged her to take her bra off, she made me beg several times but eventually relented and slipped it off, exposing her gorgeous breasts. She looked so, so good. I reached up and squeezed them as she started riding my cock, pushing up to meet her as she rode me hard, it felt wonderful, her hot, wet pussy sliding up and down my long denied cock, though I never felt like I was going to spill my twenty-two days denied load.
Suddenly, she told me to stay still and started riding me slower, then she got off and lay down next to me stroking my slippery cock again. Then she knelt over me and rubbed my cock all over her breasts as she continued jerking it. She stroked it hard and fast but still I wasn't really getting close, more slaps followed and then I begged her to let me taste her pussy again.
Initially she said 'No more today', but I begged more and she straddled my face again and I eagerly licked her sopping wet pussy, she was so wet and tasted so fucking good, but that was the end of the play for today. No orgasm for me, and no cream pie.
Still I was more than satisfied, having given my beautiful Mistress another good orgasm. What a great weekend it's been.

300 Orgasms...

Last night Mistress R had her 300th orgasm since April 1st 2011, and it was a bloody good one as well! Which was extra important seeing as it was an important milestone, would hate it to have been mediocre, or one of those that are really hard to achieve and seem to be over before they even start.
But no, this was really good and Mistress R responded by giving me some fantastic teasing. She was really working the head of my cock with her tongue and then she started with her teeth which was so intense. She gave my cock and balls some really good slaps too... I'm getting hard now just thinking about it.
When I could tell she was starting to wind down I begged her to let me taste her pussy again. She got up on her knees and told me that I could but that there would be no more teasing. I didn't know if that was a statement or an option, I took it as a statement... since I would have chosen it anyway it really didn't matter too much.
Mistress straddled my face and I plunged my tongue into her soaking pussy. She tasted so incredible, I could have happily laid there for hours. Mistress started working her clit against my tongue but after a short while she climbed off me and knelt beside me. Still eager I lifted myself up and gave her another few licks and gentle sucks before she pulled away and we lay down together, my cock still rock hard and rubbing frustratedly against her stomach.
Since I started this blog and started keeping records of Mistress R's orgasms she's had 300 orgasms, the first 100 took 312 days, the second 100 took 327 days and the most recent 100 took 275 days. I'm surprised the second hundred took longer than the first, but then there was some shitty periods of illness last year leading up to Christmas where we didn't really feel like much at all.
I'm very happy that the third 100 have come so much quicker though, that's real progress! In contrast of course, I'm pleased to say that my orgasms are becoming less frequent. I can't do a 100 comparison because I probably won't get there for another two years, maybe more... but in the first year I was allowed 23 orgasms, in the second it was 22 and so far this year (half way through) it's been just 9. Although I have had five ruined ones. Also, while I was allowed to cum inside Mistress nine times in the first year, and a whopping twelve times in the second year (once a month!), this year it's only been three times so far.
Anyway by way of celebration, here's a little graph illustrating Mistress R's quarterly results (I've assumed one more orgasm for Sept 13 since there's still two days left to go).

Just say no, to ads on blogs...

You may remember that I mentioned that I would no longer provide links to blogs which had annoying pop-up adverts all over them, well I'm not sure whether it was the same one and I didn't clear it out of my personal reading list, but 'MyManySubmissions' or 'ALifeOfSubmission' has definitely gone now.
I was going to leave him a comment telling him that his advertising probably won't help his numbers (and actually not being able to click on his captions and actually read them probably isn't helping either!) but really it's pretty obvious from the shape of the views graph on his page that adverts on your blog are a bad idea.

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In the midst of a new record...

It was almost exactly a year ago that a record of seventy two days was set, between instances of being allowed to cum inside my Mistress's gorgeous pussy. I noticed earlier today that we are currently setting a new record with each passing day as I have not been allowed to do this since early July... I think we are up to about 82 days as of today. I have no idea when this will come to an end, obviously it is not up to me, I just hope that when it does eventually happen Mistress has me lick every drop of cum out of her delicious pussy. Now that's something to really look forward to!

So frustrating. So hot. So good...

Mmmm, well...that was nice! Mistress came nicely on my tongue and then had me move up the bed so that she could tease my cock while I knelt between her legs. I was starting to think about asking to be allowed inside her when she slid forward and fed the tip of my cock inside her slippery pussy. But rather than allow me to push forward she kept me there, stroking my shaft with her fingers while the first couple of inches remained static inside her. It was frustrating, to say the least... and eventually I begged her to let me push into her.
She didn't say anything but finally let me push my throbbing cock inside her, however she immediately told me to stay slow, so I spent the next few minutes slowly sliding in and out of Mistress's gorgeous pussy and then she firmly pushed me out and told me to lie down. Then she spent a few more minutes stroking and slapping me while she kissed me deeply, and then (at my prompting) gave me one final firm slap to my balls, which was sooooooo fucking good.
Afterwards Mistress told me it had been a bit painful having me inside her and joked that my cock must be getting bigger, which could be taken two ways I guess! I'll take it as a compliment though... what can I say, I'm a man. I hate to think of her not enjoying it though... that definitely does suck.

Only a week to go until our 20th wedding anniversary, looking forward to that. Amazing to think that we've been together for 21 years and still so much in love and happy together. And this past three years has probably been the best in many ways...

Girls masturbate...why can't we talk about it?

I was looking on the Daily Telegraph website today, actually I was looking for reviews of a shite comedy series that started last night (the review was good, the public comments echoed my own thoughts...nice to know it's not you), and at the bottom of the page there were various links to other pages on the website.

One which caught my eye was entitled 'Girls masturbate, why can't we talk about it?' Which I will repost here just in case you can't see it in another country or something...

Who doesn’t love busting a taboo? Doesn’t it make you feel edgy and modern and SHOCKING? Do you remember the ‘90s, when anal sex was the taboo du jour (du decade?)? I put this in no small part down to overexposure to Sex and the City, which definitely mentioned it at least twice in six years. But yeah! Anal sex was cool! Because it was taboo! And nothing’s sexier than busting a taboo, yeah!

Then, after watching a bit more Sex and the City, we decided that the use of the word c**t was a far bigger taboo, so we started saying it loads, all the time, to show how edgy we were.

Once the naughtiest of all the naughty words, c**t is only months away from being used on Hollyoaks Later – which means it's only a matter of time before Corrie’s Rita start’s shouting it at Norris across the street’s cornershop - The Kabin when he forgets to top up the sherbet lemons.

So we need another taboo to bust – but what’s left? I went to see the very funny Book of Mormon this week, where a running joke about a man ‘f***ing a baby’ had the audience, including myself, crying with laughter (seriously, go and see it, it really is excellent), which makes me wonder if there’s anywhere left to go.

And then I remembered the one dirty little secret we’re all harbouring. The one thing we can’t talk about, even amongst our closest female friends. Female masturbation.

Obviously there are conditions attached to this: vibrators are fine – we can discuss vibrators, go and buy them together, attend hen nights where we have to rescue a vibrator from a stripper’s butt cheeks using only our pelvic floor muscles (I don’t go to many hen nights – but that’s what happens when you’ve finished glazing your own commemorative mugs, right?). Only a prude would admit to not owning a vibrator. They’re sexy! And fun! Sexy fun! And empowering! And that one with the ears once featured in Sex and the City! So we’re fine with that.

But we never discuss female masturbation, on its own, without a purple, glittery, revolving phallus, without a man present, just for the sake of it.

I can talk about it, if someone else brings it up in conversation (which rarely happens), but I have to force myself to swallow my discomfort first, and I’d never bring it up myself – why is that? The topics of conversation I’ll cover with my closest friends know no bounds – except this one. Is it just too personal? Because that’s how it feels. I managed to get one friend, who will discuss her bowel movements with me at the drop of a hat, to admit that she masturbates. But only when she’d drunk the best part of a bottle of wine.

But why the double standard? Men talk about wanking all the time. A male friend “knows a guy” who prides himself on the number of times he can fit a wank in during a day at work. His record is 23.

Twenty-three times in one working day? That doesn’t sound like fun. That sounds as close to self-flagellation as you can get on an industrial estate in Croydon. But nonetheless, his wanking prowess is a point of pride.

In fact The Most Ancient and Most Puissant Order of the Beggar's Benison and Merryland, Anstruther, known as The Beggar's Benison, was a Scottish gentlemen's club founded in 1732, devoted to "the convivial celebration of male sexuality”. It was a wanking club.

But is female masturbation actually taboo? Or am I the maiden aunt clutching her pearls while all the cool kids go off to masturbation raves in warehouses, where they take loads of ketamine and frig themselves silly?

As Telegraph Wonder Women’s agony aunt Dr Petra Boyntonpoints out, masturbation itself isn’t taboo – it’s talked about far more in sex education and in the media than say, 50 years ago. Instead, the problem lies with how we discuss it, and the language we use. “In the UK, the discussion focuses on products (toys) and performance/aspirational messages around spicing up your sex life. But, we don’t talk about how to masturbate or how that might be interpreted within a relationship.

“Masturbation is happening and we talk about it but the media/self help market uses language in quite a limiting way, which actually means it's not a taboo but can be difficult to talk about.”

Masturbation is fine when it’s for the purposes of male titillation. But WHY? Does female desire, on its own and without a purpose (to make babies, or to please a man) make us uncomfortable? Are women not allowed to be horny, just because? And why do women refuse to talk about masturbating even when they are just in female company? We are the generation that talk about ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING. But not this.

It’s almost like there’s a conspiracy we’re all a willing part of, a refusal to discuss female masturbation sensibly, lest all the women discover their clitorises, drop what they’re doing and start furiously wanking in the nearest cupboard. But that would be ridiculous, wouldn’t it?

Not that I've spent an inordinate amount of time thinking about the subject, no really I haven't... but it does seem that the writer has a good point. For instance, the word 'wank' conjours up a very male specific image, and yet there is no universally accepted female equivalent. Why? And as the writer says, it's one thing that women don't talk about it in front of men, but women seemingly don't even talk about it to other women, not that I'm suggesting that I talk to other men about wanking.... not that I'd have a lot to say on the subject anyway! Well, you know what I mean.

Maybe this secrecy/taboo element is why it turns men on to think about women 'pleasuring' themselves, or maybe it reassures us that women do actually like sex and they aren't just going along with the whole charade to stop us getting grumpy. Women may scoff at this but it is very odd to us men that something as simple as self-gratification is such a taboo subject. Men discover wanking at a relatively early age and apart from those of us who enter into slightly unorthodox agreements with our partners, most men will carry on jerking their cocks until such time as they die, or cease to function sufficiently. 

To us it's a no brainer, we wouldn't even take offence if we are termed a wanker (as long as it's said in jest) because we all know we are, it's a common interest, like porn or football (actually I don't like football). So to us, it's a peculiar thing that the vast majority of women are so coy about it, or actively claim not to indulge themselves. I'm forty three now, and in all my years I can only recall one instance of a woman I knew talking openly about it and that was at school (a girl called Bridget talking to another girl about rubbing herself against her pillow, or something... truth be told school is a long time ago now). 

Anyway, I think the article said pretty much everything, I hope you enjoyed reading it.

Last night's weigh-in was not as bad as I feared it might be, following my first 'holiday week'. I put on 2.5lbs, but I was more than happy with that, thinking that over a two week period I could easily have put on 7lbs. So it's back on the wagon now, and now of course rather than 3lbs to go until my 28lb milestone (2 Stones in English money) it 5.5lbs, and I'll have to lose 3lb before I get any other treat of course... Still that's not really that bad. I lost 4lbs the first two weeks I started (8lbs in total), so I reckon it should be reasonably do-able. We'll see. 

Well, I can't sit around typing all night, I have some pussy worship to attend to!

Girls Masturbate - Why Can't We Talk About It?

I was looking on the Daily Telegraph website today, actually I was looking for reviews of a shite comedy series that started last night (the review was good, the public comments echoed my own thoughts…nice to know it’s not you), and at the bottom of the page there were various links to other pages on the website.

One which caught my eye was entitled ‘Girls masturbate, why can’t we talk about it?‘ Which I will repost here just in case you can’t see it in another country or something…

Who doesn’t love busting a taboo? Doesn’t it make you feel edgy and modern and SHOCKING? Do you remember the ‘90s, when anal sex was the taboo du jour (du decade?)? I put this in no small part down to overexposure to Sex and the City, which definitely mentioned it at least twice in six years. But yeah! Anal sex was cool! Because it was taboo! And nothing’s sexier than busting a taboo, yeah!

Then, after watching a bit more Sex and the City, we decided that the use of the word c**t was a far bigger taboo, so we started saying it loads, all the time, to show how edgy we were.

Once the naughtiest of all the naughty words, c**t is only months away from being used on Hollyoaks Later – which means it’s only a matter of time before Corrie’s Rita start’s shouting it at Norris across the street’s cornershop – The Kabin when he forgets to top up the sherbet lemons.

So we need another taboo to bust – but what’s left? I went to see the very funny Book of Mormon this week, where a running joke about a man ‘f***ing a baby’ had the audience, including myself, crying with laughter (seriously, go and see it, it really is excellent), which makes me wonder if there’s anywhere left to go.

And then I remembered the one dirty little secret we’re all harbouring. The one thing we can’t talk about, even amongst our closest female friends. Female masturbation.

Obviously there are conditions attached to this: vibrators are fine – we can discuss vibrators, go and buy them together, attend hen nights where we have to rescue a vibrator from a stripper’s butt cheeks using only our pelvic floor muscles (I don’t go to many hen nights – but that’s what happens when you’ve finished glazing your own commemorative mugs, right?). Only a prude would admit to not owning a vibrator. They’re sexy! And fun! Sexy fun! And empowering! And that one with the ears once featured in Sex and the City! So we’re fine with that.

But we never discuss female masturbation, on its own, without a purple, glittery, revolving phallus, without a man present, just for the sake of it.

I can talk about it, if someone else brings it up in conversation (which rarely happens), but I have to force myself to swallow my discomfort first, and I’d never bring it up myself – why is that? The topics of conversation I’ll cover with my closest friends know no bounds – except this one. Is it just too personal? Because that’s how it feels. I managed to get one friend, who will discuss her bowel movements with me at the drop of a hat, to admit that she masturbates. But only when she’d drunk the best part of a bottle of wine.

But why the double standard? Men talk about wanking all the time. A male friend “knows a guy” who prides himself on the number of times he can fit a wank in during a day at work. His record is 23.

Twenty-three times in one working day? That doesn’t sound like fun. That sounds as close to self-flagellation as you can get on an industrial estate in Croydon. But nonetheless, his wanking prowess is a point of pride.

In fact The Most Ancient and Most Puissant Order of the Beggar’s Benison and Merryland, Anstruther, known as The Beggar’s Benison, was a Scottish gentlemen’s club founded in 1732, devoted to “the convivial celebration of male sexuality”. It was a wanking club.

But is female masturbation actually taboo? Or am I the maiden aunt clutching her pearls while all the cool kids go off to masturbation raves in warehouses, where they take loads of ketamine and frig themselves silly?

As Telegraph Wonder Women’s agony aunt Dr Petra Boyntonpoints out, masturbation itself isn’t taboo – it’s talked about far more in sex education and in the media than say, 50 years ago. Instead, the problem lies with how we discuss it, and the language we use. “In the UK, the discussion focuses on products (toys) and performance/aspirational messages around spicing up your sex life. But, we don’t talk about how to masturbate or how that might be interpreted within a relationship.

“Masturbation is happening and we talk about it but the media/self help market uses language in quite a limiting way, which actually means it’s not a taboo but can be difficult to talk about.”

Masturbation is fine when it’s for the purposes of male titillation. But WHY? Does female desire, on its own and without a purpose (to make babies, or to please a man) make us uncomfortable? Are women not allowed to be horny, just because? And why do women refuse to talk about masturbating even when they are just in female company? We are the generation that talk about ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING. But not this.

It’s almost like there’s a conspiracy we’re all a willing part of, a refusal to discuss female masturbation sensibly, lest all the women discover their clitorises, drop what they’re doing and start furiously wanking in the nearest cupboard. But that would be ridiculous, wouldn’t it?

Not that I’ve spent an inordinate amount of time thinking about the subject, no really I haven’t… but it does seem that the writer has a good point. For instance, the word ‘wank’ conjours up a very male specific image, and yet there is no universally accepted female equivalent. Why? And as the writer says, it’s one thing that women don’t talk about it in front of men, but women seemingly don’t even talk about it to other women, not that I’m suggesting that I talk to other men about wanking…. not that I’d have a lot to say on the subject anyway! Well, you know what I mean.

Maybe this secrecy/taboo element is why it turns men on to think about women ‘pleasuring’ themselves, or maybe it reassures us that women do actually like sex and they aren’t just going along with the whole charade to stop us getting grumpy. Women may scoff at this but it is very odd to us men that something as simple as self-gratification is such a taboo subject. Men discover wanking at a relatively early age and apart from those of us who enter into slightly unorthodox agreements with our partners, most men will carry on jerking their cocks until such time as they die, or cease to function sufficiently. 

To us it’s a no brainer, we wouldn’t even take offence if we are termed a wanker (as long as it’s said in jest) because we all know we are, it’s a common interest, like porn or football (actually I don’t like football). So to us, it’s a peculiar thing that the vast majority of women are so coy about it, or actively claim not to indulge themselves. I’m forty three now, and in all my years I can only recall one instance of a woman I knew talking openly about it and that was at school (a girl called Bridget talking to another girl about rubbing herself against her pillow, or something… truth be told school is a long time ago now). 

Anyway, I think the article said pretty much everything, I hope you enjoyed reading it.

Last night’s weigh-in was not as bad as I feared it might be, following my first ‘holiday week’. I put on 2.5lbs, but I was more than happy with that, thinking that over a two week period I could easily have put on 7lbs. So it’s back on the wagon now, and now of course rather than 3lbs to go until my 28lb milestone (2 Stones in English money) it 5.5lbs, and I’ll have to lose 3lb before I get any other treat of course… Still that’s not really that bad. I lost 4lbs the first two weeks I started (8lbs in total), so I reckon it should be reasonably do-able. We’ll see. 

Well, I can’t sit around typing all night, I have some pussy worship to attend to!

First day back at work...

Nobody likes to go back to work after a week off, right? Even if you've only got three weeks until your next week off... and seeing as we had our Femdom session yesterday, I didn't really anticipate much in the way of fun tonight, despite Mistress hinting in our emails through the day. I thought, we'll get home and both be too tired...
But no, in fact that wasn't the case. Mistress and I slipped into bed around eight and it was totally lovely. Mistress was in bed first and I lay down beside her and started kissing her and stroking her beautifully silky thighs, I adore Mistress's legs they are just.... perfect. I could kiss them all day and never get bored.
Soon I was gently teasing her pussy with my fingers and then I moved down the bed and kissed the top of her right thigh. As I moved round Mistress pressed her foot against my rock hard cock (which hadn't even been touched yet) and then I settled down between her thighs, trying to get comfortable while lying on six inches of throbbing hard cock!
I spent a little while indulging myself kissing Mistress's gorgeous inner thighs, did I mention how much I love her legs already? Mmmmmm... but of course, eventually my need to taste her delicious pussy overcame all else and I moved so that I could do just that. Mistress tasted and smelled divine and I felt so happy getting to eat her beautiful pussy again so soon. I told her yesterday that I need her pussy every day and I really would love to taste her every single day... she was nice and wet and soon started to make those lovely little moans and groans that tell you you are doing something very right. I love to hear them, it's music to my ears.
I worked her pussy all round with my fingers and teased her clit with my tongue and soon I knew she was getting close, she seemed to teeter on the edge for some time and then she came quite hard. The second it was over I just wanted to do it all over again, making her cum makes me so happy... well, maybe tomorrow?
After that we lay down together and Mistress started teasing my cock, she moved down the bed and started sucking and nibbling my cock with her teeth, before adding some slapping to the equation. It felt great and by the time she called a halt I was so hard and aching for her to continue that I begged her not to stop. She offered me a choice between three slaps, five strokes or three squeezes. I hate when she does that because every time I make my choice I can never help wondering if the other choices would have been better...
I chose three slaps, and Mistress at least made them particularly hard and stingy which left my aching cock, well...throbbing and aching really.
I pulled her close and we kissed as my poor denied cock rubbed against her beautiful, silky smooth, sexy legs.... so fucking HARD! My ruined orgasm yesterday obviously had no relieving effect, in fact if anything I'm sure it has only made me more desperate, which is good of course, because that's exactly what it's 'supposed' to do isn't it?

Poor Mistress Marie isn't feeling very good at the moment, she is a good friend to many of us and an excellent blogger, I'm sure she'd appreciate it if you guys visit her blog and leave her a nice message. HERE would be a good place.

Femdom Session 22nd September 2013...

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FEMDOM SESSION 22 September 2013

Originally we had planned to have our next session at the start of this week, but Mistress’s period arrived suddenly and put paid to that idea… on the upside that meant that both of us were really gagging for it today, which is always a good way to start a Femdom session don’t you think?
Mistress instructed me to wear my blindfold and the Oxballs Cocksling along with my wrist and ankle restraints to start the session, and so that’s how she found me when she entered the room. After checking that I had nothing to confess, Mistress briefly whipped my ass a dozen times just to remind me who is in charge.

After that she had me worship her beautiful feet, which I did enthusiastically, while she started sliding her glass dildo into her moistening pussy. It wasn’t long before she had me sucking her glass cock clean while taunting me about how unfortunate it was that I was blindfolded and therefore couldn’t watch her fucking herself.


This continued for a while, me kissing her feet and sucking her gorgeous toes in the blackness, while she told me how good it felt to have a nice hard ‘cock’ inside her. Finally she stopped me and had me clean off her dildo one more time, before ordering me onto the bed and restraining me at all four corners of the bed.


No sooner was I tied down than she was on the bed and straddling my face, ‘Tongue out’ she said and I eagerly complied, finally getting to taste her delicious pussy was Heaven!


I could feel my cock growing harder and harder as I licked and lapped at her beautiful slit and Mistress was most pleased to see the effect licking her had on my cock. She grabbed it and started stroking it hard, after that it was a bit of a blur, one minute she was slapping my cock, then she was back on my face, sucking me cock really hard, stroking again, back on my face, sliding her pussy down on my cock and riding me hard, then back on my face, asking me if I like the taste of her pussy after my cock’s been inside it (err…. yes!), more stroking, riding my cock again…


Then she removed my blindfold and allowed me to look at her for the first time. She looked magnificent. She had a PVC skirt on and a PVC top which has straps framing her gorgeous breasts, just wonderful. She bent forward and allowed me to suck on her nipples and then turned so that I was looking up at her beautiful pink pussy and her oh-so lickable ass. I looked down at my cock, which looked unbelievably hard, it looked like it could explode at any moment, though I was nowhere the edge. It looked so red and swollen… and still Mistress was tormenting it, stroking it hard and whipping it with her little cock whip, and at the same time she was taunting me with her ass, lowering it onto my face so that she she could feel my breath on her asshole, but not allowing me to lick it yet…


Soon she decided I needed something up my ass, and duly filled me with our old plastic dildo. Then she wiped the excess lube all over my balls and attached clothes pegs to my nipples. She looked amazing as she turned to leave me laying there and told me she would be back when she was ready.


Instantly my balls started to burn, the clothes pegs weren’t even registering… I don’t know why, it couldn’t have been the lube, but maybe the fact that my balls had been in the Oxballs for about half an hour and the skin was really tight… I dunno, but my cock still looked as hard as I’ve ever seen it. Those ten or so minutes went by pretty slowly for me, but it wasn’t like it was unbearable or anything… I mean it was pretty bad, but it wasn’t like the time Mistress put Deep Heat on my balls, now that was unbearable!!! I just don’t understand why it was so bad, Mistress has left me in the Oxballs for longer than that before… why would lube make it sting so bad? Doesn’t make any sense.


When she returned Mistress untied me, removed the dildo from my ass and the pegs from my nipples and had me remove the cocksling. It was a relief to get it off, and the second it was off it was like my balls had been bathed in cool silk…


Mistress lay back on the bed and spread her legs, her skirt had been removed but she was still wearing the top half of her outfit and she looked stunning. I was so happy to be back where I love to be, between her silky smooth thighs, licking her perfect pussy, that I soon forgot about my poor balls and surprisingly quickly I felt Mistress’s thighs tighten and her body buck hard as she came. It felt so good to make her cum again after such a (relatively) long break, and I eagerly but gently lapped her pussy clean after she had finished cumming when she instructed me to.


Mistress then stood on the bed and had me lick her juices off the insides of her thighs and her ass and then had me lick the sheet clean before she tied me down once again. Mistress told me she was very pleased with my pussy worship and told me that I was going to be allowed to worship her gorgeous ass this time. My cock was soon rock hard again as she sank down onto my face and I pressed my tongue against her musky hole. Mistress jerked me hard as I tongued her ass, and then she lifted off, she did this a couple of times and then she reminded me that when I get to my next weight-loss target I will be getting another reward. She told me I needed to concentrate on that and get my head back on track next week, and reminded me that the sooner I lose the weight the sooner I’ll get to jerk off over her beautiful ass while she holds her cheeks open and then lick my cum off her asshole…


Mistress knelt beside me and was stroking me hard now and I was getting close, I warned her once and she continued to stroke hard, she asked me if I wanted to be allowed to cum but I couldn’t answer her, all I could do was warn her again that I was getting really, really, really close now. She told me I could cum, but even as she said it I felt her touch loosen and slow until she was barely even touching my cock any more. I watched as a drop of cum appeared at the end of my cock and then a small amount dribbled out while Mistress continued her fingertip strokes. I felt practically nothing of course and then Mistress scooped up the cum that had escaped onto her fingers and fed it to me. She got the rest and I licked her fingers clean again. My cock was starting to wilt a bit now and when she squeezed it gently some more cum landed on my stomach, again Mistress scooped it up and fed it to me. This was the first time that Mistress had ruined an orgasm during one of our sessions, so it was good that she broke down another barrier… she hadn’t ruined an orgasm in ages either, so I’m glad that she hasn’t given up on the idea.


Mistress looked so hot today, she always gets this amazing glow about her when she adopts her Mistress persona, her hair is always a little messy too, which looks really sexy and of course it’s the only time she ever wears red lipstick… the way she groaned as she sucked my rock hard cock was fucking awesome as well, and I just adore seeing her so into it.


I begged her to let me taste her pussy one more time, she looked at me and then pressed her finger into her pussy and I licked it clean, then she did it again and then she reached for her glass dildo one more time and slid it easily into her dripping wet pussy. She pushed it into my mouth and I sucked and licked it clean and then Mistress told me the session was over.

Hotel foot worship...

Mistress R and I spent last night 150 miles from home in a very nice countryside hotel, looking out over lovely views and deer milling about doing whatever it is that deer do... Unfortunately, shortly before we arrived Mistress told me she was experiencing period pains, which was not entirely unexpected but we had hoped it might stay away for another day or so.
After munching the complimentary shortbread biscuits and having a nice cup of tea in the room, we were both lying on the bed when I noticed that Mistress R had taken her socks off. I decided it was too good an opportunity to miss and so I slid down the bed and started kissing Mistress's beautiful feet. I must have continued for fifteen or twenty minutes while Mistress lay back reading her magazine, indeed I only stopped when Mistress put down her magazine and bent forward to kiss me.
She dragged me up the huge bed and had me lay down next to her, whereupon she started kissing me and squeezing and stroking my hard cock through my jeans. I wondered where this might lead, but in the end after a while Mistress just stopped and said we needed to get ready to go eat.
Later that night when I kissed her goodnight she grabbed my cock and stroked it a little while and than turned over and pressed her ass really hard against my cock, squeezing it against me. It felt wonderful and she kept pressing back several times, obviously more than aware of just how hard I was and how frustrating it was for me.
Oh yes, she told me that she had absolutely loved her foot worship earlier too!

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The end of a very long wait...

I don't exactly know when Mistress R got her larger glass dildo, but I found mention of it on the blog in May 2011 and it was already consigned to the back of the drawer... I don't remember exactly when it was but after Mistress discovered how awesome her original blue glass dildo was, one day I was ordering something from a sex toy site and she decided she wanted another one, only bigger.
Well, when it arrived, Mistress tried it once and declared it too big and uncomfortable. I couldn't help thinking that it might have been because she tried it without any warm up or having cum or having me inside her first, but I guess I figured it was up to her if she didn't want to try it again.
So a couple of weeks ago I picked the old glass dildo as my treat, but for some reason Mistress R assumed I had picked this other, larger dildo and she seemed okay about it. Well, that got me thinking...especially having read Eric's tales of watching his wife fucking herself with some very big dildos indeed! So last week when I lost yet another two pounds I chose the larger dildo and waited to see what happened.
Well, tonight, after who knows how long I finally got to see Mistress's gorgeous pussy wrapped around that very same dildo. First of all she stroked my rock hard cock as we kissed and then she pushed me down between her legs to worship her beautiful and delicious pussy. As soon as she came down from her orgasm she reached for her standard blue glass dildo and had me get it wet for her with my mouth. Then she slid it into her pussy, just inches from my face...it was so erotic watching that so close. Several times she pulled it out and had me lick and suck it clean, even though I'd just spent quite a while licking her pussy I never get tired of tasting her and I enthusiastically sucked and licked as she commanded.
After a while she swapped the blue dildo for the bigger, nobbly pink dildo and after having me prepare it for her, she slowly slid it inside her slippery, pink pussy. It looked so hot, it's got a very strong double bend in it (her old blue one is pretty straight) and it's a good bit longer than the other one, so I wasn't surprised that she never got it all the way in. But even so, it was so nice so to finally see her beautiful pussy stretched as she pushed the big round end into herself.
After a while Mistress started alternating between stroking my cock, sliding the dildo into her pussy and having me clean it for her. After straddling my face and allowing me to lick her wonderful slit, Mistress pushed the pink dildo inside herself again and had me clean it off once more before she set it aside. Then she concentrated on stroking my cock a lot more, giving me some nice hard/fast pumps and pushing me slowly towards the edge. Every time I thought I was getting somewhere though she slowed right down which was driving me crazy with frustration, while foolishly I was hoping maybe she might just maybe, possibly, perhaps be going to give me a ruined orgasm.
Nope. Not tonight. Soon after Mistress gave me one last taste of her delicious juices from the pink dildo and then she stopped teasing me altogether. I waited so long to see her beautiful pussy taking that nobbly glass dildo, I hope I get to see it again soon, although I must admit I still love seeing her blue dildo inside her, especially when my face is right between her silky smooth legs as she's pushing it inside...
Actually, I forgot to mention this earlier, but when I first went into the bedroom I was laying on the bed waiting for Mistress to come in and I noticed the two glass dildos on the bedside cabinet and I couldn't help but think how amazing it would be to see Mistress take on both of those glass cocks at once. I can't imagine that ever happening, I'm the only one in this house who gets buttfucked after all, but just thinking about it made my cock rock hard I can tell you!

Absolute scum...

I just read a post on another blog saying something along the lines of 'Many men believe that rape is okay and that other men would agree with their actions, more men should speak out against rape to let these men know that they are wrong'.
While I doubt many men who read my blog are likely to agree with that statement, it can't do any harm to make my position crystal clear. The idea of forcing myself on a woman is completely alien to me, I cannot imagine ever doing that in a million years. Truth be told I can't even begin to comprehend that mindset at all.
In the old days, when I was still free to penetrate Mistress freely, if I thrust into her at the wrong angle and 'hurt' her I would feel terrible. Although I do miss being able to go on top (it's pretty rare these days) one good thing about Mistress controlling the pace and angle for her pleasure is that this never happens.
I once chased a kid down the street for throwing something at my cat, I can't imagine what I'd do to someone who attacked my Mistress... to be honest I think I would probably end up in prison.
I read on the BBC website that a survey of men in parts of Asia produced the appalling statistics that one in four admitted to rape (LINK) with nine out of ten of those saying that they had raped their partner. Cultural differences aside I really don't get this idea that your partner is obliged to have sex with you, and that smacks to me that even consensual sex is something of a one-way street.
How unfulfilling must it be to have sex with someone who consents but isn't 'there' with you, in the past I have struggled to keep hard if I even doubt that Mistress is really interested (not that that happens very often), but then I've never understood the appeal of prostitutes either.
So, yes rapists are indeed the scum of the earth... if I had a daughter I would send her to Karate classes or something. But I would also counsel her against the dangers of getting so drunk that she didn't actually know whether she had consented to sex or not, because although I feel nothing but scorn for the 99% of men who are accused and deserve all that is coming to them, I also feel for the 1% who are innocent of any wrong doing.

Twelfth weigh-in...

I forgot to mention, lost another two pounds on Tuesday, making 25lbs in all. This got me another certificate as I have lost 10% of my body weight. More importantly it also got me another treat, I am looking forward to watching Mistress R take her larger glass dildo sometime soon!
:)

A Significant Change...

After Mistress read my previous post and Mistress Marie's response, Mistress R was too tired to discuss any possible changes to my rules, so she told me that we would discuss it the following day (last night). I was a little bit nervous about it, because I didn't want her to think I was unhappy overall or that I wanted to fundamentally change the balance of power between us, because I don't. Like most of us if anything I would like her to have more control not less!
So she had already told me that we would discuss it after I had made her cum, albeit I thought she meant after she had cum and I had been teased...but no, Mistress was stroking and sucking my cock hard for a while and then she straddled me and started stroking my cock against her pussy.
"So you want to be allowed to ask for this now, is that right?"
I told her I did, though I wanted to be far more specific... but was too distracted by the feeling of my cock sliding into her tight, wet pussy.
Mistress made sure that I knew that though she was allowing me to ask, it would still be 100% her decision. She also adopted Mistress Marie's idea that if she tells me 'No and that's final' then I am not allowed to beg any further.
She got off me then and continued stroking my throbbing cock as we discussed things further, well... it wasn't really a discussion so much as her making sure I understood the new rule and me agreeing with her.
Then Mistress started sucking my cock and using her teeth on my cock, before kissing me while she stroked and slapped me some more.
Eventually my teasing was over and we held each other, both really happy and me very relieved how easily it had transpired, I thought it was great how Mistress had obviously decided beforehand what she wanted and 'told' me the new rules rather than us discussing and coming to a mutual agreement, and I loved that she told me while she was teasing me.
I also made sure that Mistress knew I was totally okay with it if she never once gives in to my begging, in fact I told her the more desperate I was to be inside her the more it would turn me on if she told me 'no'.
She seemed very happy with that and also added that if I ask her too often she will restrict me on it. I don't think that's likely, it's not that often that I really want it bad enough to beg (mostly I would rather Mistress decides what she wants for me) but it's nice to know that when I do I don't have to suffer in silence.
Later I enquired (just to be on the safe side) whether the rule about not begging to be allowed to cum had been rescinded also...to which her reply was "No, but I might change it in the future".... Interesting times indeed!

Morning teasing...

I was woken up this morning by Mistress cuddling me and turned over to talk. As usual I allowed my fingers to stray to her pussy and gently rubbed my fingertips against her pubic hair. As we talked she grabbed my morning wood (rock hard already) and started stroking me. Soon we were kissing and I licked a finger and gently rubbed it against her pussy. Mistress moaned but kept her legs closed and after a few seconds pushed my hand away before continuing to stroke me.
It's times like these that I realise the differences between our relationship now and before, because I wanted nothing more at that moment than to get on top of Mistress and thrust that rock hard cock of mine into her pussy and fill her full of cum. But of course, that isn't for me to decide anymore.
As I drove to the supermarket a little while later I was thinking about it and why I don't just tell her what I really want...it's kind of an odd thing to think about, if you think about it. Sometimes I worry that she doesn't realise what I'm thinking... I have this (stupid and irrational) fear that one day it will be thrown in my face, you know... how come you never told me you wanted to fuck me, kind of thing.
This is not a new topic, by any stretch... Mistress made the rule right at the start that if I wanted her to control my cock then only she could decide when, how and if I would be allowed to penetrate her gorgeous pussy, and every so often I get myself in a pickle over it.
It's not that I want her to change her mind, it's more that I want her to know how badly I want her. On occasion I have told her in a roundabout way, so rather than asking to be allowed inside her I have said, 'I want to be inside you so much'... but even that feels like I'm disrespecting her rule about initiating penetration. It's not like she's going to punish me for it, I guess... it stems from the early days when I was scared that she would give in if I pushed, so I didn't push (there's a tip for you wanna-be subs, don't push it and it will become normal to her) and I suppose that has set the scene somewhat now.
Sometimes I wish Mistress had never made that rule, not because I want to be able to initiate penetration, but I because I sometimes wish I could beg and be firmly told 'no'. Of course I tried that after about the first week and Mistress's reaction was simply to ask me if I wanted to be in chastity or not, so I didn't do that again.
I guess Mistress knows that I pretty much always want to be inside her and to cum inside her, I guess I will just have to find a discrete way to put my own mind at rest.
Mistress carried on stroking me for quite a while and my cock was really ready to explode, then she kissed me some more while teasing my ass and scratching my cock and balls. I have to say I love it when she teases my ass, I might be choosing the glass butt plug again soon, or maybe even the RodeoHs.

Worth the wait...

So busy this weekend, so much to do... but despite that, Mistress R and I found time for some bedroom fun this afternoon. We both had awful night's sleep last night so we are both really tired, and yet we both seemed really horny as soon as we got into bed and my cock was soon rock hard. However, Mistress should always cum first, so I was soon down between her legs licking her gorgeous pussy to a really good orgasm.
Having satisfied my Mistress it was my turn and also time to collect my one outstanding reward. Mistress soon had me hard again and then reached for the glass butt plug, she lubed me up and soon the plug was deep in my ass as she stroked and sucked my cock. it felt fucking fantastic I have to say and it wasn't many minutes before Mistress was stroking me hard and I was getting close. Having been given permission to cum I could only watch as Mistress stroked my cock hard until the first drops erupted and then all but let go...but then just as I resigned myself to my first ruined orgasm in ages, she grabbed it again and pumped it hard until I jerked so much under her that the glass plug fell out of my ass.
After Mistress had me lick her fingers clean and we had flopped back onto the pillows I asked her what just happened, she said she was going to ruin it but changed her mind at the last second... and then added, 'But you would have been happy with whatever I'd have decided, wouldn't you?', to which of course the answer is yes.
I was happy to see cum erupted from my cock after last time (two weeks ago) when I had an almost completely 'dry' orgasm. I think my cock is definitely back to normal now.
:)

Hot hot hot...

Today is supposedly the last day of hot weather, well I won't be sorry if it is to be honest! Last night's pussy worship had to be conducted with windows wide open, which is always a bad move cos you just know there'll be some noise outside at just the wrong moment.
Well, there very nearly was, but fortunately I managed to push Mistress over the edge anyway, though I could tell it wasn't really one to remember. Being so warm and because neither of us had slept well the night before I asked Mistress to keep hold of my other treat for another day or so, which she was happy to do.
She then stroked me until I was really throbbing, she was pumping my rock hard cock hard, but I didn't seem to be getting close no matter what she did, just throbbing hard. She slapped my cock quite hard too, which was lovely... and she told me how lovely it was to have my cock back the way it should be after my sore/rough foreskin problems. I couldn't agree more!
By the end my cock really was achingly hard and as I could tell the session was drawing to a close I started questioning my wisdom as I now really, really wanted her to plug my ass with glass and stroke me to the very brink, or maybe beyond.
Several times recently I have thought Mistress was looking to give me a ruined orgasm, but she hasn't. In fact I haven't had one since June, don't really know why that is, but whatever, it's up to her I guess. Hopefully there'll be more teasing tomorrow or maybe Saturday actually... and still got my glass butt plug to look forward to!

Eleventh weigh-in...

As predicted, today was my first weight gain since I started at Slimming World. In the end it was only half a pound, so I've still lost 23lbs altogether. Just got to take it on the chin and start again tomorrow. I need to lose 5lbs to get to my 2St loss, which will entitle me not only to another 'major' treat, but also a £50 shopping voucher courtesy of Mistress R. The voucher is for a place we will be visiting in two weeks and then probably not for some time, so the pressure is on. I also need to lose 2lbs to get to my 10% Club certificate, since I weighted 250lbs at the start.

I was pretty brief yesterday about the ass licking I got to enjoy... it really was great, and at one point Mistress was sucking my cock as I was tonguing her ass and it felt amazing, especially when I started to really push it into her asshole....so fucking HOT!
Probably going to get my ass teased tomorrow night, cos I'm still owed a treat from two weeks ago. Looking forward to that, and licking Mistress R's gorgeous pussy too of course, that goes without saying.

Reading Eric's tales of watching his wife taking HUGE black dildo's has certainly given me food for thought, I'm definitely going to be suggesting the use of Mistress's larger glass dildo as soon as I lose some more weight!

An interesting article...

An interesting article about cuckolding HERE on iplayhewaits.blogspot.co.uk

Lovely ass worship...

Well I got to claim one of my rewards tonight, after eating Mistress's pussy and making her cum she stroked my cock nicely (it seems totally back to normal now thank goodness) and then allowed me to lick her delicious ass several times. It seemed like she was in two minds about allowing me to cum, she stroked my cock hard and then straddled me and sank down onto my cock. I asked if she would please take her bra off, she didn't respond at first...I think she was thinking about it. Then she peeled it down so that I could see her gorgeous nipples as she rode my rock hard cock.
In fact I wondered if I might be about to enjoy a nice cream pie in fact... but no, she got off and stroked me hard again and then loosened her grip, before having me lick her juices off my fingers. Some cock slapping followed and some more stroking, but ultimately she left me hanging... the only thing escaping from my cock was a single tear of pre-cum.
I still have another reward in hand, the glass butt plug... which is just as well because I don't imagine I'm going to be getting another one tomorrow, I envisage my first failure. But still, ten weeks straight before a fail is not bad.