It's Been a Long Time Coming...

Mistress somewhat surprised me tonight, by allowing my first ruined orgasm since January!

After coming hard on my tongue, Mistress soon had me hard and was slapping and stroking me quite vigorously. I gently teased her ass with my fingertips as I often do, and soon I was feeling quite close.

The first couple of times Mistress changed tack, slowing down the strokes and sucking my cock hard, often using her teeth as well. At some point Mistress moved up the bed and started kissing me while she continued stroking my throbbing cock, the taste of cock on her mouth made my cock throb even harder than before and after a few moments of that Mistress started stroking my cock even harder.

Fairly soon I had to warn Mistress that I was getting close and fully expected her to slow down or stop, but instead Mistress continued stroking hard and fast while looking straight at me, almost daring me to cum without permission. Meanwhile, I was trying to hold back, and repeated my warning that I was getting close.

“You may cum,” said Mistress finally, continuing to stroke my cock but getting slightly slower.

It never occurred to me until this point that maybe Mistress might be about to ruin my orgasm, and sure enough Mistress timed her strokes to perfection. Stopping… then giving me one more stroke which pushed me JUST over the edge.

It felt like Mistress had built up so much pressure in my cock, that what could have been an epic eruption, instead turned into a perfectly ruined orgasm. I couldn’t believe quite how much cum was expelled and how little pleasure I was able to feel from it. Considering Mistress almost never ruins my orgasms, she sure has a knack for doing it!

It was different to all the other ruined orgasms Mistress has granted me so far, in that in the past I haven’t felt so ‘ready to explode’ beforehand. Indeed as my cum dripped out of my cock I could feel my hole body tensing up as if was cumming, almost trying to force my orgasm to materialise, but to no avail.

It was certainly frustrating, but I really love that Mistress did it, especially after so long. 

A Lovely Teasing for Me!

Last night I was sitting on the sofa minding my own business when Mistress R come over to me and knelt between my legs. I wasn’t feeling that good at the time, and I wasn’t really in the mood to be teased… but it seemed my cock had other ideas. Mistress kissed me briefly and when she pulled away my cock was rock hard.

Mistress teased it with a finger, and I said… ‘Well maybe it would be okay then.’

Mistress soon had my cock out and knelt there sucking me, I can’t even remember the last time she knelt on the floor in front of me sucking my cock. I remember it used to happen a lot more often before chastity, well a bit more… but then that used to end with me either cumming in her mouth or over myself…

Mistress instructed me to open my eyes and watch her sucking my cock, it was hard not to imagine standing up and fucking her mouth, but of course, that was never going to happen! Mistress started slapping my cock and then sucked it some more. It felt wonderful and made me completely forget about the pain in my stomach.

After a while Mistress stood up and declared the end of my teasing, she leaned forward and we shared a lovely cock and wine flavoured kiss… 

Sadly the plan was for me to worship Mistress’s beautiful pussy this morning, but that didn’t happen, it will probably be tomorrow night now.

How Things Change...

I imagine that for a lot of people reading this blog what I am about to say would not come as a great surprise, indeed for many it will probably resonate deeply.

I genuinely find more satisfaction in making my Mistress cum than anything else.

Of course I love being teased, I love being inside her, I love being allowed to worship her feet and her ass, I love being tied up, I love being fucked, I love being allowed to cum and not being allowed to cum. I love being made to swallow my cum and I even love being whipped… or rather I love how wet it makes Mistress when she whips and paddles me.

But nothing really compares to the moment when her muscles tighten and she starts to tremble slightly, hovering on the edge of orgasm and then the release as she tumbles over the precipice while I try to keep my tongue in place as she bucks against me. I love the way she pushes my head away and then a second later pulls it back towards her… only to push it away again when she becomes too sensitive.

I’ve always loved the taste of pussy, and I must admit I found it very frustrating in my early years that both Mistress R and my previous girlfriend where very hesitant about letting me use my tongue on them. I’m glad to say that since I’ve managed to convince Mistress that I genuinely love licking her she has become a lot more relaxed about it, indeed I think it would be fair to say that she has fully embraced it now. 

A glance at the Orgasm page on this blog will tell you that every single one of Mistress’s orgasms since April 2011 (bar one, actually) has been delivered by my tongue. On that occasion, I was lying next to Mistress and started using my fingers on her with a view to moving on to licking her pussy, but after a while she seemed too far into it and I thought that if I try to change tack it might break her stride (so to speak).

So I continued, and Mistress had quite an impressive orgasm. So, I thought… this would probably be a new thing, since she obviously enjoyed it so much (indeed in the early years of our relationship most of Mistress’s orgasms came from my fingers rather than my tongue) in future she’d probably want me to lick her sometimes and use my fingers others. Well, in actuality, that didn’t happen. When I broached the subject with Mistress, and asked her if she wanted me to just use my fingers, she looked at me as if I was mad and simply said ‘No’.

Not that I’m complaining you understand, I would much rather use my tongue (with my fingers) but I assumed that she might appreciate the variety. Turns out that on that one occasion when I used my fingers she just thought I didn’t want to use my tongue on her for some reason. Nothing could be further from the truth of course, I simply didn’t want to disrupt her when she was already well on her way.

Of course I would be quite happy to just use my fingers sometimes if that’s what she wanted, but I must admit that I wasn’t unhappy with her reaction. It was nice to be able to be nearer her and more able to watch her as she came (a beautiful sight) but I must admit I did miss the intimacy of having my face between her thighs and tasting her gorgeous pussy.

It’s quite a turn around from years ago when I practically had to beg to be allowed to lick her pussy. But then a lot has changed since then I guess… and neither of us seem remotely inclined to want to go back. 

Voucher - Used!

Well, tonight I used my voucher… but probably not in the way you imagine. After I brought Mistress to orgasm with my tongue, she had me move up between her legs and she stroked my cock a little. I wondered if this meant she wanted me to slide inside her, but (possibly because she didn’t think I was hard enough) instead she told me to lie down instead.

After a few minutes of sucking, stroking and slapping my cock and balls I was nice and hard and I decided to use my voucher, telling Mistress that ‘I wanted to be inside her’. She asked me if that meant I was using my voucher, and then asked me if I was sure that I wanted to do that.

Satisfied that I was sure, Mistress straddled me and sank down onto my cock. She was so slippery and it felt wonderful to be inside her, I really love being inside her when she has just cum. Mistress rode my cock a while and then I asked if I could see her gorgeous breasts.

Mistress thought for a moment and then said that I could either see her breasts or have an extra minute inside her. That was unexpected and a bit of a tough choice, I thought it over for a few seconds and then Mistress demanded an answer. I chose to see her naked and she looked a little surprised, but removed her bra and then squeezed her beautiful tits while she continued to ride my cock.

I begged to be allowed to suck her nipples, Mistress looked down at me, thinking about whether she would grant my request. In the end she allowed me to suck each nipple once before sitting upright and riding my cock a little while longer. Then she lifted herself off and knelt next to me. She delivered a few slaps to my cock and then told me that was it for tonight.

So the voucher is gone, and full power over my orgasms is restored to Mistress R.

In a way, I’m glad about that, although I’ll probably regret it later in the month. It was lovely to be inside her though, my cock was absolutely soaked with her pussy juice when she got off me.

Lovely! 

FEMDOM SESSION 16th August 2015

Last night Mistress called me into her dressing room, where she was standing naked and looking totally gorgeous as usual.

“I just wanted to tell you, while I thought about it, that you are not allowed to use your voucher in the session tomorrow…”

As it happens, I think this has come up before and we had agreed that if I had a voucher, they weren’t valid during Femdom sessions. This makes total sense really, and I wouldn’t have used it anyway, but it was nice that Mistress decided to make it clear in advance.

Last night I tried to go to bed at a reasonable time, but even then I didn’t get to sleep very easily and when Mistress R came to bed I cuddled her and we must have spooned for a good half an hour to an hour, dozing on and off until we finally separated and tried to get to sleep.

Neither of us slept brilliantly and I think I first woke up around 7:15. After a couple of hours of dozing I decided enough was enough and decided to get up, since staying in bed wasn’t achieving anything other than making a bad back even worse.

Mistress got up after a little while too, and though I felt pretty ropey I still wanted to go ahead with the session. Too many sessions have been lost in the past because of aches and pains or tiredness that once you start the session you quickly forget. Nowadays I kind of think that unless one of us feels really sick it’s best to try and see what happens.

Mistress had ticked the ‘Surprise Me’ box on the check sheet, so I decided to wear the blindfold, even though she hadn’t instructed me to, along with the rubber cock ring and also I inserted our old black rubber butt plug. As usual the butt plug felt pretty tight when I put it in, but after a few minutes it felt okay, enjoyable even (it feels like forever since Mistress has used the strap-on on me and I thought that nothing could be a better invitation than preparing my ass for her).

Since my new weight-loss regime and associated checklist came into force, I have been extra diligent about my foot worship and towel duties. Consequently I hadn’t missed a single day of either, additionally, I hadn’t stroked my cock once without permission either, so Mistress really had very little to punish me for…

Except that, because of a slight timing issue preparing for the session, I had to ask Mistress to give me a few minutes extra, which neatly gave her a ‘reason’ to whip me a little.

Again, the strands of the whip seemed to find their way between my legs and catch my balls, four or five times out of the eleven strokes she gave me, it almost makes you wonder if she was doing it on purpose. Surely not…?

After my whipping, Mistress had me suck her glass dildo for her and then laid back and had me worship her beautiful feet while she used the toy on herself.

“I bet you wish you could see this don’t you slave, I bet you wish you hadn’t chosen to wear the blindfold now.”

Well, technically I’m sure she would have forbidden me to look anyway, and as it happened the blindfold wasn’t fitting all that well over my left eye so I could catch the odd glimpse here and there, and it was very nice indeed watching her teasing her pussy with the hard glass cock.

Once she was satisfied with the quality of my foot worship and having licked and sucked her ‘cock’ clean a couple of times, Mistress had me up on the bed and tied me down before straddling my face. I just love having Mistress’s delicious pussy right on my face like that and my cock was soon getting hard, Mistress reached back and teased it lightly but didn’t really stroke it like I wanted her to.

Mistress pressed her lovely breasts into my face and asked me if I could guess what she was wearing, then she took my blindfold off and stood above me, allowing me to enjoy the sight of her in her cupless PVC top and skirt. Mistress smiled down at me , playing with her gorgeous tits as I looked up and felt my cock getting harder and harder.

Mistress switched around so that I could look up at her gorgeous pussy and ass while she teased my cock, again I can take any amount of this, her sexy legs pulled taut as she bent at the waist to stroke and slap my throbbing cock. She turned back to face me again and then straddled my face and then my cock.

At first it didn’t quite go in right and felt like I was only a couple of inches in, I don’t know why, but once Mistress lifted off and then grabbed my cock and slid it inside herself again it went in properly and it felt fucking amazing. As Mistress rode my cock I started to thrust up into her, slamming my cock into her, which Mistress clearly enjoyed (and so did I, naturally!). It’s quite an unusual sensation having your ass full and your cock deep inside your Mistress’s pussy, unusual and very nice! 

This didn’t last for long though and Mistress was soon back straddling my face.

“You love that don’t you, you love the taste of my pussy mixed with the taste of your cock, when it’s been inside me…”

Can’t deny that I do love it, and I enthusiastically licked Mistress’s gorgeous pussy until finally she lifted off and untied me. I wasn’t expecting to be released yet, so I wondered what was going on…

“Take your plug out…” she said.

I pulled it out relatively easily and then Mistress ordered me up on my hands and knees. This is always a strange moment for me, probably because Mistress doesn’t use the strap-on that often, so I’ve never really got used to the idea. Consequently, every time she does I get those initial feelings of uncertainty about it again. Not so much feelings of physical apprehension, just… vulnerability and, not embarrassment exactly, but feeling a bit concerned about how she feels about doing it.

“No, kneel up first…”

Mistress got on the bed and stood in front of me, pulling my head down onto her rubber cock. She had me suck it for a few seconds and then told me to get back to my previous position. I felt her get on the bed behind me and after some additional lubing she slid her ‘cock’ inside me.

Mistress was quite vocal as she fucked me, reaching under me to stroke my cock and asking me if I was enjoying her playing with my cock while my arse was being fucked. She continued fucking me, which was lovely but quite intense and then she started spanking my ass inbetween strokes.

I always find there’s a conflict of emotions when Mistress pulls out of me, half of me is almost relieved that it’s over and part of me wants it to continue…

Mistress told me to turn back over and after stripping the condom off the strap-on she straddled my face and had me suck her cock once again while looking down at me. She looked so fucking hot…

As ever Mistress looked so incredibly sexy during the session, her hair always seems to end up a bit ‘wild’ (I’m not really sure how) and this, along with her red lipstick and the look in her eyes makes her look fucking awesome.

Mistress quickly took the strap-on off and then mounted my face again, she was even wetter than before, so she obviously enjoyed fucking my ass… which is nice to know. 

Then I was restrained again and my nipples were quickly pegged before Mistress disappeared for a few minutes. When she came back she got on the bed and smiled down at me as she plucked the pegs from my nipples. She always seems to really ‘enjoy’ the moment when she releases the peg and I wince in pain as the blood rushes back in, which in turn makes it better for me too.

Mistress had me remove my cock ring and then told me it was the time I had been waiting for. She lay back on the bed, with her beautiful thighs spread, exposing her waiting pussy. I cannot stress how much I love this moment, Mistress always looks incredible and I am so happy to be able to lick her to orgasm.

I sank down between her silky thighs, my cock squashed against the PVC sheet and kissed all around her pussy before gently using my tongue to tease her lips and then her clit. I looked up to see her gently squeezing her right breast as I licked her, I love to see Mistress touching herself, so very hot!

Mistress had a lovely, hard orgasm which left her and the sheet pretty soaked. She quickly stood up on the bed and had me lick every drop of pussy juice from off her ass and between her legs. I love cleaning her up after she has cum, and once that was done she had me lick the sheet clean too.

Then it was back onto my back and Mistress stood over me once again, bent at the waist as she stroked my cock faster and harder as I got more and more responsive. She bent right down and sucked my cock while I looked up at her beautiful pussy and inviting asshole, then started stroking hard and fast again.

She asked me if I wanted to be allowed to lick her ass, and made me beg her to be allowed. She let me lick her ass a couple of times while she stroked faster and faster, it was incredible really how well I could take this considering I hadn’t cum for 36 days at this point.

The last time Mistress let me lick her asshole I could feel myself getting close and I had to warn her that I was getting near to the edge. Mistress didn’t stop stroking, she told me that she had decided to let me cum as long as I could cum before she counted down from ten.

I think she barely got to seven before the cum was flying out of my cock (I later found a huge glob of it on my upper arm!), but she continued until she got to one and then after a couple more strokes let go completely. It would be interesting to know if I hadn’t started to cum until say ‘2’, if she would have stopped stroking at ‘1’ and ruined my orgasm (I very much doubt it since I haven’t had a ruined orgasm since January).

Mistress then turned around and wiped a load of cum off her fingers onto her foot and had me lick it clean, then she had me suck her fingers clean before collecting some more cum from the tip of my cock and feeding that to me too.

I loved that she fed it to me from her foot, although I would still really love to be told to jerk off on her feet directly, that hasn’t happened in soooooooooo long now.

As usual I felt truly exhausted at the end of the session, Mistress was fantastic as always and she looked incredible. I am so glad we went ahead and did the session, as expected, after the first couple of minutes all feelings of tiredness were forgotten. I’m so glad I put the butt plug in too, I really love getting fucked by my beautiful Mistress. 

Asking Permission Again...

Had a massive spike in views yesterday for no apparent reason, which turned out to be my best day ever since the blog moved to fetblogger. Looks like someone was really enjoying the captions… 

Last night Mistress and I went to our favourite pub for a couple of drinks, we came home in the pouring rain and watched some TV, then because I had to get up for work (MR doesn’t work on Fridays) I went to bed about 11:45pm. Although not before I spent five or ten minutes lying on the lounge floor worshipping Mistress’s beautiful feet.

When I got into bed I read for a short while (She Makes Me Pay by Brain1 – read it HERE), worth a read if you are into creampie/cum eating stories. Just after midnight I shut off the light and went to sleep, and a while later I heard Mistress coming to bed. My cock was hard and when Mistress got into bed I cuddled against her, my cock getting harder and harder as I kissed her back.

This is my ‘problem’ with having to ask permission. It’s most often in these situations, late at night and I’m conscious that Mistress probably wants to go to sleep. Still, I can’t help when I get hard, I’m not going to ask for permission unless I’m already hard, because if I’m not already turned on enough then I don’t really ‘need’ to ask permission do I?

Sometimes I don’t ask, but on this occasion, since it was a Thursday and Mistress doesn’t have to get up early the next day, I asked and Mistress told me I could stroke for a short while. I curled my fingers around my cock and stroked firmly but fairly slowly, the tip rubbing against Mistress’s gorgeous ass.

I whispered to her, “I wish I could cum all over your beautiful ass” and Mistress giggled, while I pondered whether it was worth using my voucher. I waited to see if she would suggest using my voucher, but she didn’t and then she told me to stop and go to sleep. So that decision was taken out of my hands anyway. Probably for the best.

It’s day 34 for me today, and Mistress said there will be more pussy worship tonight. 

Oh So Close!

Last night Mistress enjoyed another lovely orgasm on my tongue, and just like the night before, the taste of her delicious, silky wet pussy set up the same dilemma in my head. Only last night I felt even more tired than the night before.

But again, my fears were unfounded as Mistress soon had my cock rock hard. One of the benefits of bedtime sex, as opposed to early evening sex, is that Mistress usually takes her bra off so that I can see her gorgeous breasts, rather than me having to beg her to let me see them…

I think Mistress was really trying to get me to use my voucher last night as inbetween stroking and slapping my cock and balls she was rubbing my cock against her tits and even using them to stroke me at one point. I can’t even remember the last time she did that.

Suddenly Mistress knelt up and I thought she was going to straddle me and ride my cock, but instead she simply knelt by my side, bent forward and started sucking my cock while I reached around to slide my fingers in her pussy. I really love watching Mistress suck my cock, especially if I can touch her pussy or ass at the same time (or her feet  ).

I was pretty much decided on using my voucher, I was just going to wait for her to start rubbing her beautiful breasts against my cock again and then hopefully she would jerk me off over them, I mean maybe not, she might not do that at all, but it was worth a shot!

Suddenly she stopped and knelt up again and pulled me forward to taste her pussy again. She tasted soooooooo good, and then she pushed my head away, with some difficulty it must be said  and then looked down at me as I rubbed my hands over her gorgeous body and told me that my teasing was over.

Over, as in, finished, no more, too late, done, complete. Bah!

Nearly Used My Voucher...

Last night I very nearly used my voucher. We went to bed early because we are still trying to catch up from our late night on Saturday, and I licked Mistress’s pussy to a lovely orgasm. She was so wet, silky and delicious and it got me thinking about using my voucher to ask for penetration.

The only problem with that, if one can describe it as a problem, is that there’s no guarantee about what that means exactly. For instance, it doesn’t specify that I will be on top and able to thrust into Mistress as I please, it could just as easily mean that Mistress will straddle me as she usually does, which is lovely, but probably not worth using an orgasm voucher on…

The other reason was, being quite tired I wasn’t 100% sure how hard I was going to get, so I was somewhat reluctant to go that route. As it happened, after a short period of Mistress sucking and slapping my cock it was rock hard, but by then I was in two minds, maybe I should use it to ask permission to cum, or now that I was properly hard should I ask for penetration?

Mistress started stroking me hard and fast and was clearly trying to edge me, but rather than blow my voucher, I warned her that I was cumming and she slowed down and then started teasing my cock with her tongue. I really felt like I could easily slip over the edge, but I managed to hold on, still trying to weigh up if using my voucher was a good idea or not.

In the end, I didn’t use it, and Mistress didn’t let me cum or ride my cock. So now it’s 33 days for me. I’m kind of thinking about using my voucher to ask for penetration, because in a way I would rather Mistress decided my fate. But… do I want to give it up that easily?

Just Wonderful!

Well, there’s been a flurry of voting and Girls Talk has dropped to 4.43, which means I’ve lost my ‘H’ (for Hot) for the moment. But this could change. My last story dropped into the 3’s for a while and then regrouped.

Besides, I can’t be too upset about it since I’ve just spent the last hour in bed with Mistress R. This has been a very busy weekend, seemingly, and it was great to finally get the chance to spend some time between Mistress R’s gorgeous thighs. 

When I came into the bedroom Mistress was already laying on the bed, idly rubbing her fingers around her pussy (fucking HOT!) and I got on the bed and we kissed for a few moments while she stroked my cock until it was hard. Then she pushed me down towards her pussy and I kissed around her silky smooth thighs, before making my way to her delicious pussy. She tasted beautiful as always and my cock was really throbbing as I settled myself into position.

When Mistress came she bucked nice and hard against me and I could tell it was an extra good one.  I absolutely love making Mistress cum, and when I know it’s been even better than normal that makes me extremely happy inside.

But the fun wasn’t over, after a few minutes of foot worship Mistress soon had my cock hard again and after some intense cock sucking, she straddled me and started riding my 22 day denied cock. Riding me in her black bra, Mistress looked down at me, just waiting for me to beg to see her gorgeous tits. After all, she just had a shower, so she clearly put it on just to make me beg (which is cool :))…

It didn’t take long for me to beg of course and Mistress obliged me by not only pulling her bra down like she usually does, but by taking it off altogether. She bent forward several times to let me suck her nipples and I told her how much I would love to cum on her gorgeous breasts. She smiled and said, “Well maybe you’ll get to choose that one day.” Then she commented about how one day I might also be allowed to cum all over her gorgeous feet… which touched on my submissive tendencies of course, as you will know if you’ve read ‘Girls Talk’ (I mean it’s obviously routed in my own fantasies, right). Not that I wouldn’t relish the chance to cum on her beautiful breasts and lick them clean again you understand… far from it!

And then, just to turn the screw a little more she added… “But of course, you will have to lick them clean.”

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!     

Mistress looked stunning riding my cock completely naked and reaching back to play with my balls, while she fucked with my head and I was loving every second of this, obviously… but there was more to come.

Mistress lifted herself off me, exposing my throbbing, slippery cock and then stood over me facing my feet. She leaned forward and I slid my hands up her awesome legs, gently pulling her cheeks apart to expose her asshole. She had me beg a few times and then allowed me to lick her ass as she pumped my cock. She repeated this three times, making me beg each time, and stroking my cock hard as I tongued her sexy asshole.

It would have been all too easy for me to have caved in on the 2nd of August and used my voucher to ask to be allowed to cum. Maybe I should have. But despite the absolute bliss of tonguing Mistress ass, I managed to resist the temptation… maybe I was hoping she would let me cum anyway, because earlier in the day I was thinking about using my voucher to ask Mistress to let me inside her inside, and I didn’t and I got to be inside her anyway… so, it’s a tricky business this voucher thing.

Would I have used it to ask for that though, when I could use it to ask to be allowed to cum? Well, in one way it’s a waste, but on the other hand, it would give the power over my next orgasm ‘fully’ back to Mistress, not that I’m going to be coming without her permission anyway, and the voucher makes no guarantees about that.

Like I said, it’s a tricky business. Even if a lot of it’s just in my head!

Anyway, she didn’t let me cum, and I didn’t ask either… and abruptly Mistress lifted her amazing ass off my face and told me that I’d had all I was getting. My cock was throbbing though and I chanced my arm with one more request.

“Please stroke my cock, just a little more Mistress,” I groaned.

Mistress teased me a little and then held my cock and told me to move against her hand. This was quite difficult and frustrating as she didn’t keep her hand still like I kind of imagined she might, but then maybe that was deliberate… 

She let me do this for a short while and then told me to keep still. She said she would stroke my cock five more times and that would be it. They were nice, firm strokes, but quite absent of rhythm and slow and frustrating… still I savoured every last second of contact and then curled up against Mistress’s beautiful body, my cock absolutely aching and throbbing against her stomach.