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FEMDOM SESSION: 17th November 2020

A couple of weeks later than originally planned admittedly, but on Tuesday we had our sixth Femdom session of 2020. More importantly though, it was our fourth session since the start of August, which means while we haven't really made up any of the sessions lost over the summer at least we are keeping it regular now and if we can keep it up until the end of March we could have managed the most sessions since 2015-2016 (when we had 9 sessions).

Even more importantly though than just 'numbers', this session was really great and was the first time in what seems like AGES that I got to worship Mistress R's gorgeous ass. Well, actually it was the 31st of August in another session, but that really felt like AGES to me, and it is quite a long time...

So it had been seven and a bit weeks since our last session on the 27th of September and surprisingly given the length of time I didn't actually have anything to confess as far as 'illegal' stroking goes. Nevertheless Mistress gave me a 'maintenance' spanking, though she spared me the leather side of the paddle, which was nice.

Mistress had instructed me to wear my blindfold and the Oxballs Ball Stretcher again, which I must admit I really like wearing. It would be great to get Mistress to squeeze my balls while I was wearing that, albeit I think we would definitely need to practice out of session first as that could go wrong very quickly if she squeezed them the wrong way! But done right, I think it would be very hot and I think Mistress would be very surprised at how hard she would be able to squeeze them....

The thought of that is super hot, I don't know why it is that I like the idea of Mistress abusing my balls so much, but it definitely triggers something inside me... and the Oxballs Ball Stretcher does such a great job of pulling them tight and leaving them exposed and vulnerable! But of course what makes it really exciting is when Mistress really 'enjoys' causing pain, which is why she really needs to feel comfortable first, otherwise she will be nervous and uncomfortable about it, which is no good for either of us.

The ball stretcher also does a great job of keeping me hard, just like a cock ring, but without the cock-ring part... and as I knelt on the floor and started worshipping Mistress's beautiful feet I could feel my balls getting tighter as my cock grew rock hard without even being touched.

I really do adore Mistress's gorgeous feet, they are so smooth and perfect and I can't help but always dream about cumming on them and licking them clean. In a way it's a good job that Mistress controls my cock and orgasms as if it was up to me I think I would choose to cum on her feet 9 times out of 10.

But right at that moment I wasn't even thinking about cumming, as that was a long way off even if Mistress decided to let me cum during the session. For now I was totally focussed on kissing Mistress's delicate feet and sucking on her pretty toes as she lay on the bed teasing her pussy with her dildo, listening as she teased me about what she was doing and how I couldn't see.

Mistress was in fine verbal teasing form today, and that's something else that really turns me on. In fact sometimes when Mistress is sucking and teasing my cock in normal every day life, I don't so much fantasize about what I'd like her to be 'doing', or what I'd like to be doing 'to her', often I just fantasize about what I'd like her to be saying as she's stroking and edging my cock...

After a while Mistress offered the dildo to my lips and told me to enjoy the first taste of her gorgeous pussy. She told me to get it really wet for her and to imagine it was a real cock that she wanted me to get hard so that she could have it inside her.... my cock throbbed as I sucked on the glass cock and once I had wet it to her satisfaction she ordered me to start on her other foot.

Mistress teased me about how much I love worshipping her beautiful feet and how, if she wanted to, she could just have me worship her feet for the entire hour. She asked me if I would be happy and grateful to do just that, even if it meant she didn't even bother to touch my cock at all. I said I would and my cock continued throbbing between my legs.

The teasing continued as she fed the slippery glass cock inside herself and once I had thoroughly worshipped her left foot she had me clean the dildo once again and then told me to get on the bed. Once restrained at all four corners, Mistress sank down onto my face and I got to taste her properly for the first time. I love having her riding my face, it is hot as fuck! I wish she would do it more, in fact any time at all! :)

As I was still blindfolded Mistress continued to tease me about how she was standing over me and what I was missing out on being able to see. My cock was hard again and the first thing she did was to start whipping my cock and balls with the small cock whip. Soon she was riding my face again and then she removed the blindfold so that I could see her.

She was wearing a leather skirt and a PVC bra and holding her dildo again. I watched as she pushed it up inside her now very wet pussy and then fucked herself with it for a few moments. Then she had me clean it again before setting it aside, and then she settled down beside me to really start working on my cock. 

She lubed my cock and then started to stroke it, but before long it was more slapping with the occasional stroke. Meanwhile I reached to the side and held and stroked her gorgeous foot with my hand as she continued slapping, whipping and occasionally sucking and gently biting my cock. At one point she jerked my cock with her very long nails, which was painful but not unbearable and every now and again she stood over me again, teasing me with the sight of her beautiful, wet pussy and pulling her cheeks apart to reveal her delicious, tempting asshole.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!

Usually Mistress pegs my nipples right before she leaves me alone for a few minutes, but this time she decided to do it a bit earlier, just so I could get a few extra minutes and amplify the pain when she took them off. It certainly worked, I can still feel the pegs two days later, and the left one in particular really stung when she pulled it off... and again, what makes it really great was how much Mistress enjoys taking those pegs off, you can just tell she really fucking loves it and I love that she loves it and I love how wet it makes her pussy too.

So Mistress continued abusing my cock, slapping it until it was nice and red, whipping it and my balls, then lowering her ass onto my face but not letting me lick it, and then after granting me one final taste of her amazing pussy she upped and left me alone for a few minutes to stew. The pegs didn't really bother me, but almost as soon as she left the ball stretcher started to sting a little bit and I couldn't wait to get that off. 

A couple of minutes passed and rather hilariously, I heard a knock at the door. Since I was in a very submissive state of mind, I didn't immediately think 'Amazon delivery'... but rather the nervous fleeting thought that this might have been something 'planned' like in countless Literotica stories! Of course it wasn't, but it was in fact an Amazon delivery, I'm just glad he arrived then and not fifteen minutes later when Mistress was on the verge of orgasm! That would really have sucked!

So Mistress came back, and gleefully removed the pegs... laughing as I winced in pain. Then she untied me and told me to remove the ball stretcher (although of course at this point I had been rather distracted from that particular discomfort) while she slipped her leather skirt off and positioned herself on the bed, leaning back on the pillows against the headboard.

Mistress looked so amazing lying there and I felt genuinely lucky to be allowed to worship her gorgeous body and to make her cum. As usual in these sessions Mistress came super-hard, which I love so much. If you are not in chastity yourself I doubt you can understand just how satisfying it is to give your wife such a intense orgasm... I mean I always enjoyed making Mistress cum, but is so much 'more' now that I only get to cum now again.

Mistress got off the bed and had me lick the black PVC sheet clean of all her gorgeous juices, then stood on the bed and told me to lick her clean as well. Her pussy was soaking and the juice was dripping down her legs, soooooooooooooooooooo HOT!!! :)

Then she told me to lie down again and stood over me, teasing me with her gorgeous ass as her fingers closed around my cock as it started to harden once again. She made me beg to worship her asshole, which I gladly did and she stroked me hard as my tongue lapped at her gorgeous tight hole. I was absolutely loving my reward and I would have gladly given up being allowed to cum to do this, but on this occasion it wasn't even on the table!

Mistress pumped my cock and slapped my balls, clearly trying to edge me, but I was nowhere near edging - which I was super happy about as I wanted this to go on as long as it possibly could! Mistress allowed me to tongue her ass four times before she got off me and gave my balls one more sturdy slap before she told me that the session was over.

All in all, it was pretty fantastic. I loved everything about this session, but especially being allowed to worship Mistress's delicious ass and making her cum so hard, that was just awesome! 

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Speaking of awesome, I see my blog has passed the 3.5 million views mark. That's pretty amazing, and something I would never have dreamed of when I set this up back in 2011. So thanks to all of you who visit and keep on coming back, even though the posts are pretty thin on the ground lately.

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Finally, I never mentioned it on here, but I submitted another tease to Milovana last month which subsequently scored highly enough to get into the end of month poll. It's not going to win, in fact I'd go so far as to say I am guaranteed a solid fifth place (out of five), but I still get a 'Nominated for Tease of the Month' rosette added to my tease so that'll do for me!

Another Full Orgasm!

Friday night brought a very unexpected orgasm for me... especially as it had been less than two weeks since my last one - I can't even remember the last time I had two full orgasms in less than a fortnight. And it was all the more unexpected because I don't think Mistress had planned it at all. I say this because she edged me once and then after letting me cool down she started teasing my cock again and eventually edged me a second time, leaving me rock hard and aching for more.

I was surprised when she grabbed my cock for a third time and even more surprised when she subtly indicated that she wanted me inside her. I moved between her legs and pressed the tip of my cock against her pussy, something which is so rare these days I always feel rather 'amateur' at it. Unfortunately since Mistress had a small operation she seems to find penetrative sex quite uncomfortable. I thought it was just when she was on top, but now it seems like it's when she's lying down as well.. and as soon as I entered her it was clear it was hurting her.

Obviously I don't want to see her in pain, so my instant reaction is to pull back and as you might expect it has a somewhat detrimental effect on my cock as well. But Mistress wasn't giving up and she grabbed my cock to try and keep me hard and we eventually tried again. Having already been edged twice and finally feeling Mistress's gorgeous pussy wrapped around my cock it was very quickly that I felt the third edge coming down the track.

I warned Mistress that I was getting close again and she told me to 'Fuck me and cum....', so that's exactly what I did, though it felt like I was only about half way in. It felt wonderful to cum inside her pussy of course, but I hate thinking that it's hurting her so it was difficult to enjoy it completely.

When I finished cumming I moved down between her legs and started to lick her pussy, it tasted gorgeous but there was no sign of my cum so Mistress had me lay down and she sat on my face. I could taste it a little more but there wasn't the torrent I was expecting, maybe I was deeper inside than I thought? 

While it's unfortunate that Mistress finds it painful to have 'spur of the moment' penetrative sex (I wonder if it might be easier once she has had her dildo inside her and cum on my tongue?) and I know it bothers her that she feels bad for me about it, personally speaking I've honestly never felt like I am missing out. Mistress's mouth feels just as good to me (if not better) and the kissing and edging she gave me before this was absolutely amazing. I love kissing her so much and maybe one day she will let me cum in her mouth again....and then kiss me. :)

This was my sixth orgasm since our tenth chastity year began on April the 1st, which is as many as I had all last year! By contrast, last year I had eleven ruins and this year so far it's been just one. Perhaps I am looking at a long period of ruins over the next six months to compensate?

FEMDOM SESSION: 27th September 2020

While I am enormously pleased to be able to report that we had another Femdom session, it's disappointing to note that we now have three Femdom sessions on the first page of this blog... indeed this is my first post since the 5th of September and that wasn't really a 'post' as such, just a cartoon that I liked.

I have had several story ideas, but as yet none of them has come to life. It seems like story ideas have a predictable life, often I get an idea and knowing that I don't have time to write the story I make notes, sometimes very detailed notes... these then lay around for several weeks or months and then when I look at them again I come to the conclusion that this 'amazing' idea I had doesn't seem quite so amazing after all and I throw them away. I feel like maybe I shouldn't bother writing these notes, because clearly it doesn't work - so what is the point? 

Anyway, leaving that aside, again I haven't really had much to say... I don't know how it was that I used to post here several times a week, what did I talk about? I really have no idea. Its a testament to the depth of material on my blog that I'm still getting 20-30,000 views a month I guess...!

Perhaps in the future I will have more to say? I suppose we are not really 'moving' towards anything anymore we have kind of arrived at the limits of where we were always going to get too and things have been very stable for a long time now. As such I tired of repeating myself and wrote less and less, and with three Femdom sessions on the first page it seems I maybe need to edit myself a little here too.

I am really, really happy that we've managed to get our sessions back on track after several months where they didn't happen at all. It seems like missing even one is a dangerous step as one missed session leads to another and another and before you know it half a year has gone by. Thankfully with two sessions in August and one in September we are at least moving in the right direction, and now that the weather is getting cooler we might feel more inclined to lark about on PVC sheets!

So this morning Mistress gave me the choice of either wearing my Oxballs Cock Sling, or my Oxballs Ball Stretcher... and since I haven't worn my ball stretcher in quite a while I decided to go with that, even though I kinda knew it would end up with me wincing every time Mistress flicked the cock whip against my tightly bound nuts... (I wasn't wrong about that). For once the ball stretcher felt just right as soon as I put it on, I was half tempted to take it off for a minute as I put it on slightly early but I figured that it felt comfortable so better to leave it well alone!

As usual Mistress wanted to know if I had any touching infractions to report and I confessed to touching my cock once since our last session. She reminded me that I can ask her for permission and remarked that I hadn't done that in a long time. It's a fair point, I had kind of forgotten about that if I'm honest... albeit she reminded me that even if I ask it doesn't necessarily mean that she will let me - although she always has in the past as far as I remember.

Mistress whipped and paddled my ass a bit and then she quickly moved on to having me worship her gorgeous feet while she played with her glass dildo. Needless to say that while kissing her feet I was already wondering if perhaps I might get a chance to cum on them later, and hoping that I didn't have to choose between cumming or worshipping Mistress's delicious ass.

Once I had worshipped Mistress's feet to her satisfaction she had me up on the bed on my hands and knees and gave me some punishment with the paddle, then she tied me to the bed and sank down onto my face, allowing me to taste her properly for the first time. She tasted gorgeous as ever and it wasn't long before I was looking up at her beautiful pussy and ass as she flicked the cock whip against my cock and balls.

When she sank down on my face the second time she was already very wet and that made my cock get a lot harder very quickly. Mistress quickly squirted some lube into her hand and started stroking my cock before telling me that I needed something in my ass.

The ring ended glass dildo/plug was pushed inside me (with rather too much of that Ann Summers lube I wrote about last time around, as such it fell out every couple of minutes, but never mind... actually once its inside you kind of forget it's there so having it pushed in again every so often was better anyway) and Mistress stroked my cock some more while Mistress teased me about being allowed to cum on her pretty feet.

Then she stood over me and fucked herself with her glass dildo, offering it to my mouth now and again to clean - which I always love. And then she announced that she wanted to do something different and told me that first I would need to be blindfolded. Then she untied me and told me to get up on my hands and knees. The glass plug had fallen out again and instead of pushing it back in Mistress set it aside. Then I heard her unzipping her PVC skirt and sliding on the RodeOh strap on.

She reminded me of her opinion that my ass had been sorely neglected of late and got onto the bed and moved behind me. I was excited and nervous since I really wanted her to fuck me, but as ever it is... I wouldn't say humiliating, but it feels awkward to submit like that, because I suppose that is the edge of what is 'acceptable' in our Femdom life. You would think it would lose it's impact after having done it so many times, but as it's been pretty infrequent over the years it still presents something of a mental challenge.

Mistress slid her cock inside me and started slapping my ass with her hand. Then she started to fuck me, it felt a little uncomfortable at first, but quickly started to feel better and actually it wasn't long before I started to worry that she might make me cum! She stopped and reached around to stroke my cock and it was only really then that I realised I was still hard. She continued on and paused again to stroke my cock. I realised that I wasn't going to cum accidentally, even though the strap-on was doing a number on my prostate, and she continued like this a while, with me pushing back against her as she fucked me.

It was awesome and I hope she does it again soon. 

:)

Mistress pulled the strap on out of my ass and told me to lie on my back, she discarded the condom and then removed the blindfold to reveal her standing over me with her 'cock' right in front of my face. She looked incredibly hot, and she told me to kiss it. I reached up and sucked the first inch or two, kinda hoping that Mistress would fuck my mouth with it, but she pulled away and set about re-tying me to the bed and applying clothes pegs to my nipples. As she moved round the bed I couldn't take my eyes off her, she looks incredibly sexy every day but she looks fucking amazing with her strap on harness in place....

Mistress had me remove the ball stretcher before she tied me down, and then she put the blindfold back on and left me alone for a short while. The time seemed to go pretty quickly and the pegs didn't really bother me, even when she came back and released them it wasn't anything like as painful as last time. 

Mistress released me and took the blindfold off, telling me to close my eyes until she said I could open them. She told me to get up and kneel at the end of the bed and I heard her moving pillows and sliding onto the bed in front of me. She told me I could open my eyes and saw that she was wearing her Ann Summers crotchless panties, the ones that really push her pussy lips forward - so fucking HOT!

I kissed all around her inner thighs before I began worshipping her pussy properly, she was very wet and my fingers slid inside her easily. After a while I started to tease her ass as I licked her and after a while she came pretty hard, which made both of us very happy!

Mistress got up and told me to lick her juices off of the PVC sheet and then stood in front of me and had me clean her too. I licked her ass and thighs clean before she moved out of the way and told me to lie down again. She stood over me then and I looked up at her gorgeous pussy and ass, I think she was about to allow me to worship her ass, but looking up I noticed her pussy was absolutely sodden and I begged to be allowed to lick it clean. She was incredibly wet and as soon as my tongue moved inbetween her lips it was like her pussy just emptied into my mouth - it was so fucking HOT I can't even tell you! :)

While I was doing that Mistress had started stroking my cock and she jumped right over the ass worship part and told me that she wanted me to cum on her feet and that I needed to jerk myself off for her. I quickly got up and moved to the end of the bed, stroking my cock as she teased me about cumming on her feet and licking every drop of my cum up.

Earlier in the session she had asked me if I liked cumming on her feet because it meant I got to stroke my own cock, it's not that at all - I just have a really hard fetish for her feet, if it was easier I would love for her to do it instead, but it's not that practical and when we've tried it before it's tended to not work that well in as much as my cum tends to end up not really getting on her feet at all!

I warned Mistress that I was getting close, just in case she wanted to surprise me by telling me to stop or to ruin it or something - I didn't think she would, but well I gave her the warning anyway. Mistress told me to keep going and cum and that's exactly what I did. And boy was there a lot! 60 days of hot, cream cum all over Mistress's beautiful little feet...  and sure enough I licked them completely clean. But then Mistress told me to milk every last drop out of my cock onto her foot and so I had even more cum to swallow... it was a looooong wait, but it was totally worth it. 

And I loved that Mistress fucked my ass as well, I really needed that. :)

CHASTITY CARTOON

FEMDOM SESSION: 31st August 2020

Hard to believe after going six months without a session, but Mistress and I got ourselves right back on track with two sessions in a month!

We were originally going to have our session last week, but we put it back to this week because in the UK there is a Bank Holiday Monday and also because we both felt we would benefit from a week of healthy eating / no alcohol / exercising daily, after several weeks of going off the rails. We certainly have, I lost half a stone and am already feeling much improved, but annoyingly last night Mistress and I went to bed feeling really, really tired... both of us were yawning our heads off and struggling to keep our eyes open, but half an hour later we were both still awake. Finally I gave in and moved to the spare room where I got to sleep pretty quickly and didn't wake up until 6:55AM. Next time I woke up it was 9:45 and Mistress was just getting up, at least we got some sleep even if it took a while to get there!

We started our session at 12 and Mistress told me to wear a blindfold but left everything else up to me. So I began the session with my blindfold on, my wrist and ankle cuffs, a simple cock ring and the ring ended glass dildo in my ass. Last session I was disappointed that I had to tell Mistress that my ass was off-limits, sometimes you just know it isn't a good idea and this was one of those times. Besides, better to do that than delay a session that was already five months overdue, even if it isn't really in the spirit of 'surrendering control'. No such trouble today, and I was hoping this would lead to a good ass-fucking later in the session! :)

We have two bottles of lube in our drawer, one is silicone lube and the other is 'liquid satin' which is from Ann Summers. I usually go straight for the silicone lube for some reason, but today I decided to use the booty lube and boy is that stuff slippery! Which is exactly what you want for anal penetration obviously, but maybe not if you're trying to keep a dildo in your ass!

I didn't even use that much and since I haven't even had anything in my ass for six months you'd think I'd be as tight as fuck, but this stuff... man, I had to take it out and wipe it clean, but it was still sliding out, so I had to take it out again and wipe it and my ass and then put it back again... and it was still sliding out for the first ten minutes of the session.

Mistress came into the room, though obviously I couldn't see her, and she started rubbing her foot against my cock and balls. She asked me if I had been thinking about what she might be wearing and then checked to see if I had anything to confess. Unlike last time, my conscience was clear and so I got away with a slightly less thorough whipping, although Mistress still likes to whip and paddle me to remind me of her control - and just because she enjoys it, basically...

Mistress got on the bed and I knelt at the foot of the bed, reaching round now and again to ensure the dildo didn't fall out while I was worshipping her beautiful feet. Meanwhile I could hear Mistress playing with her glass dildo and teasing me about how badly I want to get my tongue into her pussy and her ass. With her feet thoroughly worshipped, Mistress had me lick and suck her dildo clean, then had me up on the bed.

Once tied down, she straddled my head and told me to lick her pussy. She was clearly already very turned on, her pussy was super wet and she tasted wonderful. Her juices were really thick too, which is always a good sign and showed me she was really into this already... as I licked her I felt my cock starting to stir into life and soon she had turned around and started teasing my cock with her hand while she brushed her ass against my face.

I always love this part of the session, when Mistress whips, slaps and strokes my cock, while occasionally straddling my face and having me lick her delicious pussy. At some point she removed my blindfold so that I could see her standing over me, in her leather skirt and my favourite cupless bra which makes her gorgeous breasts look even more AMAZING than they are normally!

I watched as she slid her dildo up inside her pussy and then licked it clean before she returned to abusing my cock. Then she got some lube on her hands, which was a great move as the cockring meant my skin was pulled really tight, and started jerking me hard and fast. That felt incredible and she kept pumping, slapping and whipping my balls until she got me to the edge. I think that is a first for us in a session, I don't think I've ever been edged before mid-session... but I loved it, and I love that Mistress is starting to give me multiple edges when she's teasing me too!

Then Mistress grabbed the pegs off the bedside table and clamped them in place, before leaving me alone for a few minutes. I still had the dildo in my ass, thankfully it had stopped trying to escape and it felt really comfortable... but I noticed Mistress hadn't taken the RodeOh strap on pants with her when she left - still, she might put them on later.

Mistress came back about 8-10 minutes later, which flew by for me... I was totally relaxed, even with the pegs on my nipples - because of course, they don't really hurt until you take them off! When Mistress came back she made me beg her to take the peg off my right nipple and as soon as I said the words I clenched my teeth because I knew it was going to hurt, and sure enough it did. Then she made me beg her to take the other one off, twice... and again it hurt like a bastard, but only for a few seconds.

Mistress untied me and told me to take the cockring off, then climbed onto the bed. She had removed her leather skirt now, but still had the awesome cupless bra on. She told me it was time to worship her pussy properly and make her cum, and I sank down between her thighs, glancing up to see her hand cup her left breast as I started to taste her. Mistress came super hard (for the third time in a week no less, I must be getting good at this!) and then she got off the bed and told me to get up on my hands and knees. She gave me a spanking with her hand and then pulled the dildo out of my ass and told me to turn over onto my back.

Earlier in the session Mistress had told me that I should be thinking about where I would choose to be allowed to cum should she decide to allow it, and before she left me alone she asked me if I had decided. Despite how amazing her tits looked in that bra, and how much I would love to shoot all over them, I had already decided that if given the choice I would say her beautiful feet. It seems like forever since I got to cum on her feet and that is probably the one place I love cumming more than any other... yeah, anyone would think I was a sub with a foot fetish or something, huh? :)

Now Mistress asked me if I had changed my mind, but said that since I couldn't cum on her feet while I was worshipping her ass I would have to choose one or the other. Aaargh, so fucking mean! She told me I had five seconds to choose and started counting down from 5 to 1, when she finished I told her I wanted to worship her ass.

I know that sounds crazy, but.... as much as I wanted to cum on Mistress's feet, these sessions are supposed to be about pleasing and worshipping Mistress, and jerking myself off on her feet seems kinda 'selfish' in that context. Besides, I fucking adore worshipping Mistress's gorgeous asshole and my cock was soon hard as she pumped it while my tongue lapped between her cheeks. I managed to stay away from the edge for quite a while before I had to tell Mistress to stop, and after a few seconds she sank down onto my face again but I only managed a few more seconds before I had to tell her to stop again. This time she quickly moved off me and knelt next to me, then she gave my balls seven or eight slaps before telling me the session was over.

So I didn't get my ass fucked, but I did edge three times and Mistress did let me suck on her amazing breasts a few times during the session and actually after the session ended too, which I really loved. They would have looked so good spattered with cum though....!