I Am So Lucky to Have Such a Gorgeous, Sexy Mistress as my Wife.

Tonight was my weigh-in and I lost three pounds, which means I've lost nearly all the weight I put back on last week, despite going out for another meal! Unfortunately as I haven't got into 'new' weight just yet that means I don't get to choose a toy to play with, but as I explained the other day Mistress and I decided that we would make the glass dildo a 'default' in as much as I would get it out for her, but let her tell me if she wants me to use it or not. So far we're two for two and I already wonder if she will ever not want me to use it?

It obviously feels amazing for her so why shouldn't she use it every time if she wants to? I only want whatever makes her feel the best, so I'm more than happy to go with it. After all, if she's happy then I'm happy and I'm certainly happy tonight because Mistress had another really hard orgasm with the dildo inside her, my tongue on her clit and my finger teasing her ass. So fucking hot!

And while I was teasing her ass I was thinking about how gorgeously slippery it felt with all her pussy juices running down between her legs... and how badly I wanted to lick her asshole. So, once Mistress had cum and I had worshipped her feet a little while, and she had held the dildo to my mouth and told me to lick it clean (I love that she did that, that was awesome!) and she was about to get up off the bed I asked if I could lick her ass clean.

I didn't really expect her to say yes, but I was super happy when she smiled at me and sank back onto the bed, lifting her legs up while I moved closer to slip my tongue underneath and between her cheeks. After a few seconds she said 'Do you want me to turn over?'. You know I couldn't say how many times I've fantasized about Mistress laying on her front while I lay behind her tonguing her ass.... but it's a lot. I could happily do that for hours. This wasn't quite that as she was on all fours, but it was still really, really sexy and I lapped at her gorgeous, delicious and sexy asshole until she eventually stopped me. Because let's face it, I wasn't ever going to stop. :)

I've got some sort of cold at the moment, an annoying cough and feeling a bit pathetic and achey, so I figured it might not be a bad idea to put my cock ring on before Mistress teased my cock. It felt great and it worked a treat, and I don't know whether Mistress forgot about not slapping my balls so hard with it on or not, but it was more painful than usual - but I loved it anyway. :)

Mistress edged me hard and then cuddled me, my cock pressing against her as I groaned in frustration and desire for her body. I feel so lucky to have such a gorgeous, sexy wife and Mistress and so privileged to be allowed to worship her body. More and more I feel intoxicated by and devoted to every inch of her, she is amazing and I feel like I would do anything she wanted me to do to bring her pleasure.

They say when you choose chastity that the woman's pleasure and orgasms become the focus for both partners and in my experience that is 100% true. I love making her cum more than ever, and I want to do everything and anything I can to heighten and magnify her satisfaction. I absolutely love that she allowed me to clean her ass for her, that's exactly what I want to do for her, I want her to get more and more comfortable with the idea that I am her slave and my focus is her pleasure and that I want her to feel absolutely worshipped, because I absolutely do worship her. It has been a very slow process, but I hope it can keep moving forward and she can accept my devotion more and more deeply.

Mistress R's stunning legs! Is it any wonder I can't concentrate on anything else?

After we got up, we sat on the sofa together watching the latest episode of Bachelor in Paradise Australia. Mistress put her bare legs across my lap and I spent a good 20 mins or so rubbing her feet and legs, which I really loved doing. It's times like that when I feel so content and into her that I really appreciate how lucky I am to have such a gorgeous, sexy Mistress as my Wife. Her legs are stunning and her feet are out of this world, so I was super happy doing that and it made me feel really quite humble and devoted and hopefully it made her feel suitably worshipped too.

88 Questions About Sex

I may have done something like this before, but I figure I've probably got some new readers who won't have seen it so why not try again. I've compiled these questions from various sex questionnaires I found online, some better than others it must be said... and I chucked in a few questions myself as well.

Q: Lights on or lights off?
A: Lights on, I can't remember the last time I had sex with the lights off.

Q: Describe your ideal woman.
A: Physically Mistress R is my ideal woman, I wouldn't change anything about her body. I love every part of her just the way she is. I guess my imaginary ideal woman would be more 'Femdom' oriented... and just generally dirtier. Hahaha...

Q: What's the most outrageous place you've ever had sex.

A: I've never had sex outside... but Mistress R blew me in a my car in a motorway service station car park once. That was pretty cool, but probably not 'outrageous'!

Q: What's your ideal threesome scenario - 2 guys 1 girl, or 2 girls 1 guy? 

A: This one made me laugh a bit because it reminded me of a conversation I had with a very vanilla friend a long time ago. We asked this question of each other once while we were playing snooker and he was firmly of the opinion that the only sensible answer was 2 girls and 1 guy. I disagreed, and I still believe 2 guys on 1 girl would be a much better idea. I think his logic was that he might accidentally brush his dick against the other guys junk and that would be totally awkward! I guess it depends, if the girls are going to be focussing on each other or if I'm expected to please both - because that sounds like a lot of work! :)

Q: Do you fantasize about being 'Cuckolded'?
A: Some of the hottest porn I've ever seen/read is Cuckold porn, so I guess the answer is yes... it's hot when Mistress teases me about it, but I'm not the sort of person who could handle it for real.

Q: When did you lose your viriginity?
A: I was 18 years old, and after two false starts I finally got it right. It was actually pretty good,  which is just as well because the first two attempts were humiliating disasters!

Q: Have you read '50 Shades of Grey'?
A: No. I picked it up in a shop once and flicked through it, the dialogue and choice of words was absolutely painful. But, on the other hand, if that book helps women discover and/or open-up to the their partners about their 'kinks', then that has to be positive.

Q: Have you ever been to a 'Sex Party'?
A: No.

Q: If not, would you consider it?
A: Probably, if Mistress wanted me to.

Q: Are you dominant, submissive or do you like to switch?
A: Clearly I am submissive, but I am willing to try being dominant if Mistress wanted me to.

Q: Would you like more BDSM in your relationship?
A: Hahaha, fuck yes!

Q: Do you think BDSM is more acceptable in today's society?
A: I think people are probably less embarrassed about it, I think today if someone was 'outed' as a kinkster they are more likely to stand up for themselves and say 'Yes, so what?' which kinda shuts the argument down really...

Q: How many people have you kissed?
A: 2. Which sounds pathetic, but on the other hand, every woman that's kissed me slept with me, and 100% of the women who slept with me wanted to marry me, so who's pathetic now? :)

Q: How many people have you slept with?
A: 2. And one of those was frequently disappointing. I was totally inexperienced and she wasn't really into sex at all. Although she was four years older than me, I think she needed someone older/more experienced to teach her - to be fair, she did say as much herself...

Q: Has your partner had more or less experience/partners than you?
A: More. I wasn't settting a very high bar was I?

Q: If more, does that bother you?
I always took the view that whatever your partner did before they met you is none of your business (within reason). I think guys who look down on women who have had more sex than they have are pretty ridiculous to be honest. If your partner had slept with 100 guys and then when she met you she wanted to keep hold of you, then you must be a good catch, don't you think?

Q: How often do you prefer to have sex?
A: This was a multiple choice question, so I'm going to go with 3-5 times a week.

Q: What is your sexual orientation?
A: Basically 'Straight', despite comments on my Literotica stories to the contrary. I don't have any attraction to men, but I do have 'forced-Bi' fantasies where Mistress 'makes' me suck cocks for her... so essentially straight with a very specific kink!

Q: How often do you masturbate?
A: Haha, well... since I'm not supposed to touch my cock without permission - not very often!

Q: Have you ever had sex with more than one person within 24 hours?
A: Clearly not!

Q: Have you ever had a same sex experience?
A: No.

Q: Have you ever had interracial sexual experience?
A: No, but I would be open to it. Who the fuck is putting 'No and I wouldn't want to either'? That's the sort of thing people say and then you say 'So you wouldn't have sex with Halle Berry?' and they go 'Oh, well... when you put it like that!'

Q: Have you ever licked your partner's ass?
A: Yes I have and I fucking love it!

Q: Has your partner ever licked your ass?
A: No.

Q: Have you ever had 'Cyber-Sex'?
A: No.

Q: Have you ever had phone sex?
A: No.

Q: Have you ever watched your partner have sex with someone else?
A: No.

Q: Has your partner ever watched you having sex with someone else?
A: No.

Q: Have you ever been part of a 'Chinese Finger Trap' (one girl getting fucked from behind while she sucks another guy's cock)?
A: Let me think...… no.

Q: Have you ever watched another couple have sex?
A: I might have seen something at a party I went to once when I was a teenager. And we were aware of someone getting a blowjob in a bar once at a concert we went to in London. But that's about it.

Q: Have you ever had a one-night stand?
A: Nope. That's really not my style, I have always been a 'relationship' kind of person... plus the kind of sex I enjoy probably requires the woman to be relaxed and comfortable in the relationship.

Q: Have you ever had sex on a first date?
A: Well, considering I've only had two first dates... both ended up in bed, so yes - although only actual sex on the second one!

Q: Has a partner performed oral sex on you?
A: Yes, many times and with enthusiasm. Unlike my first girlfriend who said 'Don't look at me, don't touch my head and don't cum in my mouth'.

Q: Have you performed oral sex on a partner?
A: Yes, many, many times and with enthusiasm! And I don't mind if she looks at me, touches my head or cums in my mouth! I particularly love it when I'm tied to the bed and she sits on my face, that is hot as fuck!

Q: Would you let someone of the same sex perform oral sex on you?
A: Never thought about it... probably not.

Q: Have you ever given or received a 'Golden Shower'?
A: No, but I fantasize about it sometimes... receiving that is. There is a story I've read where there's a bit in it where a woman has her slave kneel in front of her while she's peeing, she tells him to pass her tissues then throws them on the floor and makes him lick her pussy clean instead, then she says 'We are so beyond this, next time I'm just going to piss in your mouth'. The rest of the story is okay, but that one part has made my cock rock hard so many times. I guess it's the 'dominant' attitude as much as anything though... it's funny that I can recite that phrase word for word, I think it would make a good tattoo... :)

Q: Have you ever had sex while your partner was having their period?
A: Yes, does not bother me at all.

Q: Do you like being choked when having sex?
A: Don't know, never tried it.

Q: Do you like being spanked during sex?
A: Yes. I don't really like pain, but it still appeals and I love how wet Mistress gets from whipping and paddling my ass.

Q: Have you ever made a sex tape with your partner?
A: No

Q: If you could make money from selling your own porn clips, would you?
A: Hahaha, I don't think so...

Q: Kitchen counter, couch or on top of the dryer?
A: Couch. I like to be comfortable, well... I like Mistress to be comfortable, I'm happiest on my knees - where I belong. :)

Q: A fictional person you think would be good in bed?
A: Not a clue. If I said a name it would only be because I thought the actress was attractive and that's not the same thing.

Q: Name two things you like (or dislike) about oral sex?
A: I love the taste, and I adore feeling her cum. I hate when it's over, I just want to start over...

Q: Have you ever tasted yourself? And if so what did you think?
A: Yes, many times and I've learned to like it... I can still remember the first time I convinced Mistress to sit on my face after she had rode me to orgasm, as she was moving up my body I could just see my cum starting to drip out of her pussy, it was one of the hottest things I had ever seen!

Q: Is it ever okay to not use a condom.
A: I've never used a condom, well not for it's intended purpose.

Q: Who was the sexiest teacher you ever had?
A: My French teacher Mrs Sweeney, and my form/PE teacher Miss Fry.

Q: How big is too big?
A: My glass dildo is big enough for me!

Q: Biggest turn on?
A: Femdom and Mistress R's beautiful feet. Now the warmer weather is here and Mistress R is starting to wear sandals again I find it incredibly distracting. I find sandals for me are much like cleavage for normal men... I find it hard not to look!

Q: Can you enjoy sex without cumming.
A: Yes, being edged hard and then laying with your cock throbbing and desperate to cum, pressed against your Mistress's legs or stomach while she giggles about how needy you are is quite something!

Q: What is your favourite part of your body?
A: I'm a guy so it's my cock!

Q: Which is better, love or sex?
A: Love. Love without sex would be better than sex without love.

Q: Have you ever taken photos/videos of yourself masturbating?
A: No

Q: What do you wear to bed.
A: Nothing, my huge throbbing cock keeps me warm all night.

Q: Have you ever masturbated at work?
A: Yes, but a very long time ago.

Q: Have you ever had sex on a plane?
A: How does anyone do that? Unless you have a private jet... I mean just from the point of view of space, how does anyone have sex in a toilet that small?

Q: When was the last time you had sex?
A: Last night.

Q: How do you feel about tattoos on a sex partner?
A: Mistress has tattoos on both arms, I think they're cool even though I don't have any myself. I don't really notice her tattoos when we're having sex, I have more interesting things to focus on!

Q: How would you feel about taking someone's virginity?
A: Not keen.

Q: Do you own any sex toys?
A: Yes, quite a few!

Q: Would you rather be a pornstar or a prostitute?
A: Pornstar, though I think the market may be somewhat limited.

Q: Do you watch porn.
A: I'm a guy so... yes. Guys who say they don't watch porn are liars, or possibly odd.

Q: Who are your favourite three porn actors?
A: Mistress T, Ashley Fires and Bobbi Starr

Q: How small is too small
A: I don't know... 4"?

Q: Do you feel comfortable going 'Commando'?
A: No man who's ever caught his cock in a zip is ever happy with that idea. However, I'm totally comfortable with the idea of Mistress going Commando, that would be awesome! Maybe now the Summer is coming, I would love to be sitting in a bar with her and have her touch her pussy and then have me suck her fingers.... that would be hot!

Q: Would you have a problem with giving someone head if they hadn't shaved their pubic hair?
A: As I'm 49 I grew up with pubic hair, so no. I prefer it trimmed though, but I'm not going to make an issue out of it if it's tickling my nose.

Q: If you could give yourself head, would you?
A: Constantly. And I would swallow!

Q: Booty or boobs.
A: Booty.

Q: Have you ever cheated on someone?
A: Never. I struggle to cheat in my dreams - I always wake up just before I get to do it, or I say I can't because I'm married. Even in my fucking dreams! So unfair.

Q: Have you ever had sex in your parents bed?
A: That's where I lost my virginity.

Q: If you had a vagina for a day, what five things would you do with it?
A: Umm.... shave it, look at it in a mirror, masturbate it, hopefully get someone to lick it and/or fuck it.

Q: Have you ever had sex while your parents/room-mates were in the next room?
A: Yes.

Q: Have you ever used handcuffs?
A: Not actual metal handcuffs, no.

Q: Have you ever masturbated in front of your partner?
A: Yes.

Q: Have you ever worn lingerie.
A: No, definitely not.

Q: Have you ever been injured during rough sex?
A: No, but Mistress rubbed Deep Heat on my balls by mistake once, at least I think it was by mistake...

Q: Have you ever watched porn with someone?
A: Yes.

Q: Have you ever had shower-sex?
A: No.

Q: Have you ever been blindfolded?
A: Many times.

Q: Have you ever spanked someone?
A: Not really. I've gently spanked Mistress during sex (a long time ago). I would like to give Mistress a proper spanking, but her tolerance for pain is so low I think she'd stop me after about three swats. It's funny because I know reading about women being spanked turns her on, so I'd like to see if it turned her on for real. Maybe next time she pisses me off I should pull her pants down and put her over my knee...

Q: Have you ever used a strap-on?
A: Well, I haven't used it, but I've definitely been the strap-onee!

Q: Have you ever had anal sex?
A: Yes, but only on the receiving end. Always the bridesmaid...

Q: Have you ever worn a butt plug.
A: Surely have.

Q: Have you ever had sex while drunk?
A: I don't really drink, I had a blowjob while I was off my face on Night Nurse once if that counts? It was a full orgasm, but it felt ruined...

Q: Have you ever had five orgasms in a day.
A: Maybe, but not for a very long time! That's like 8 months of orgasms for me now... I'd love to be ruined five times in a day, that would be amazing!

Q: If you had to choose between only giving head and only receiving head, which would you choose?
A: As much as I love receiving, giving oral is a BIG thing for me.

Q: Would you be happy if your sex life only consisted of masturbating and giving head?
A: Kudos for an interesting and different question... the answer would depend a lot on the details though. If it was a Femdom thing then that would be one thing, but if it was just like giving oral and then going and jerking off on my own then that would be different. I think I could be happy with it if  for example, say Mistress said to me 'For the next month I am not going to touch your cock at all, but I will let you stroke for me... but only when I say and you have to be kneeling in front of me, watching me play with my pussy or sucking my toes - and then you can make me cum'. I could definitely live with that!

Q: What do you fantasize about when you are getting head?
A: Usually something 'a lot worse' than I would freely admit to. :)

A Totally Wonderful Morning

Last night Mistress and I went out with friends and stayed over at their (huge) house in the country. It's a bit like going on holiday for us, such is the luxury on offer there, and as usual we all ended up staying up pretty late into the early hours of the morning. Annoyingly, despite hopes of a nice lie in, Mistress and I both woke up at about 6AM (probably because the birds outside were tweeting like absolute bastards)… we couldn't get up at that time of the morning in someone else's house really (even a massive house like theirs'), so we stayed in bed for nearly two hours talking and cuddling.

It was fantastic as we were both totally relaxed, and taking time to talk and it wasn't long before Mistress was stroking my rock hard cock... she stroked me for ages and it was wonderful and the longer it went on the more relaxed and submissive I felt and the more I opened up about things. I told her how much I love every part of her body, even her armpits I think are totally sexy - and she didn't freak out or anything, which was nice because while that's maybe not unusual for a submissive, out in Vanilla World that might be considered a bit weird.

I also told Mistress how when she's slapping my balls and I'm really turned on and rock hard, that I wish she would kick my balls too. Not necessarily any harder than she slaps them, but I just love the idea of her soft, sexy instep smacking into my balls! I'd love her to do that with me kneeling on the floor and her sitting on the end of the bed, so she wasn't trying to balance on one foot to do it. Actually, Mistress bought some high boots recently which look really good on her and I'm sure would look even better if that was all she was wearing... I'm not suggesting I'd want her to kick my balls wearing those boots, well maybe I am a little bit (hahaha) but I wouldn't mind her telling me to jerk off on them and lick them clean. :)

I also told her that while I love being denied, I really crave the taste of licking my cum off of her body, I don't know if I want to be allowed to ruin more often, but I'd definitely like at least some of my ruins to be on her feet/pussy/ass/breasts/etc... I think because I've eaten my cum so many times now that I associate the taste with 'pleasure', so when I crave the taste I'm really craving 'release', but at the same time I don't really want to be allowed to cum properly more. But it would be cool if Mistress let me think she was going to let me cum and then ruined me, or told me to ruin myself... I would definitely enjoy her being 'crueler' like that. I'd also love it if she would tease me a lot more about the fact that she can cum whenever she wants and that I will serve her whenever she wants, but that I have to wait for her permission to cum and that she doesn't even have to reciprocate if she doesn't want to...… :)

As I haven't lost any weight this past few weeks I brought up the subject of Mistress's glass dildo - which I've been choosing pretty much every time, and since I started doing that it's become very clear how much Mistress loves having it inside of her while I'm worshipping her delicious pussy. That being the case now, it seems to me that Mistress shouldn't have to miss out, so we agreed that in future I will get her glass dildo out (and warm it up if necessary) before every time I worship her gorgeous pussy. That way she can decide if she wants it or not, and I can choose other toys to play with when I lose weight. So that's a win/win for sure!

This afternoon, when we got home I was really tired, so I went to bed but I ended up reading the whole of 'Jane and Mark's Cuckold Journal' again - which meant my cock was on and off hard for about an hour, before I finally caught a few minutes sleep... you can read it HERE. That's a very hot story.

Anyway, Mistress looked incredible this morning, I wish she could see her body through my eyes, every part of her is absolutely gorgeous and I feel so happy having had that talk this morning, and I absolutely loved being able to kiss her all over (well, nearly ALL over...). As I write this we're cooling down from a slightly warm walk around our village and then we're going to bed for a while, I already have Mistress's glass dildo out of the drawer and ready to go. :)

Happy Easter...

It's Easter, and it's hot, so obviously the thing to do is get in the car and drive to the seaside - right? Well, no... we'd rather stay home with the curtains drawn and spend (some of) the day in bed together. We've had a bit of a crappy week leading up to this weekend what with one thing and another, so it was really nice to get between Mistress's gorgeous thighs last night and to give her a lovely orgasm before she stroked me to the edge.

Less than 24 hours later we were back in bed with Mistress enjoying an even better orgasm and then stroking me right to the very edge again. My cock was achingly hard and I wanted more. I asked if I could worship her gorgeous ass and she smiled and quickly planted her ass on my face. It was awesome, Mistress slowly stroked my cock while I licked her asshole - it was so fucking hot, I wished it could have gone on a lot longer, but Mistress didn't let me do it for too long.

On the upside, I never said that was my last reward, I asked - she said yes, so as far as I'm concerned that's still in my pocket. :)

Unfortunately the weight loss has gone to shit these last few weeks, I stayed the same one week, then put on half a pound, then put on 3.5lbs. But on the plus side, I've still lost 1.1/2 stone or thereabouts. The only thing is of course, that means I haven't got to choose a toy for three weeks now, which is a bit annoying.

Hopefully we'll be having another Femdom session on Monday, if that isn't good use of a Bank Holiday then I don't know what is. Certainly a better idea than going to Ikea, which is the true definition of madness: Ikea on a Bank Holiday Monday. We do need to go there, but not this weekend!

Well I hope those of you that read my latest story enjoyed it, I had another comment from an anonymous reader which said...

Just read "The Vice" and really enjoyed it. I also agree with your assessment of Literotica's rejection. Even their reasons for rejecting the story don't make much sense: everything was consensual, nobody was killed or maimed, the "victim" obviously enjoyed what was happening, and, as you said, I'm pretty sure I've come across stories on Literotica that were far more graphic and disturbing than this one. I always enjoy your writings and I hope you'll continue.

Which is appreciated, and I'm glad I'm not the only one who can't understand Literotica's logic for rejecting the story.

Update on 'The Vice'

According to my stats page over 250 people have now read 'The Vice' and one person left a comment. It was positive, so not a total waste of time then!

THE VICE (Written April 2019)

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Some recent comments on Literotica...

I've just logged in to Literotica to post my first new story since 2017... and found three new comments, presumably from the same author:

ANONYMOUS SAID: So not content with writing pervy cuck/chastity stories, you also write Father/Daughter incest stories as well? What kind of fucked up shit is inside your head?


ANONYMOUS SAID: Oh yes, Scott has really struck gold in finding Emma hasn't he? She obviously really cares about him. She's always ready with a few nice words after sadistically hurting him and probably causing permanent physical damage. Oh yes, he's got a real treasure in her.

ANONYMOUS SAID: So who is Mistress R cucking you with? I mean you didn't get to cum inside her for 350ish days. You really believe she is going without? Oh yeah, of course, you got her off with you fingers and tongue, not the same though for her is it? Any woman will tell you that if they're honest. She must be having a real laugh at you when her Bull is fucking her, "Oh yes, Rob writes all those stories and I pretend he keeps me happy, haha... just as well I've a real cock to fuck!" You reap what you sow...

Well, all I can say is Anonymous is going to LOVE the story I've just posted....