Last night, after maybe 6 years, we finally used the blue G-Spot Massager for the second time. Judging from the reaction, I can't help wondering why we haven't used it before, because it was definitely a success.
I started out as per usual, kissing Mistress's silky smooth inner thighs, before teasing her pussy with my lips and tongue. After a good while, instead of using my fingers I took hold of the G-Spot Massager and started just gently using it to rub against Mistress's pussy. I'm so unused to using toys on Mistress and I was wary of going too fast and making it uncomfortable, so I took it very gentle and gradually worked the tip inside. After a while I switched ends and eased the narrower, angled end inside her. The massager obviously found it's target and Mistress was soon giving me signs that she was enjoying this new sensation.
To be honest, I was kind of expecting Mistress to stop me at some point and tell me to use my fingers like I usually do. So I was very pleased that this didn't happen and while it was quite tricky to manipulate the toy while I was lying on my front and licking her pussy at the same time, it got even more tricky when I decided to tease her ass with my fingertip as well (who says men can't multitask, eh?), but I pulled it off and Mistress had a very hard orgasm with the toy still inside her (at least for the first couple of seconds).
When Mistress stopped cumming I sucked all of her delicious juices off the dildo, and I have to say they really were delicious. Mistress was clearly very turned on and pussy juice from deeper inside is definitely all the sweeter. :)
After I'd kissed Mistress's gorgeous feet for a while it was my turn...
I didn't put the cock ring on, but I probably should have. I was hard, but not as hard as I would have liked. Regardless, as Mistress stroked my cock I wavered on my earlier decision to delay taking my 1/2 stone reward today... settling for just choosing a toy to play with. I could quite happily have elected to worship Mistress's ass again, but the more I thought about it the closer to the edge I got... and soon it got to the point where I realised that I was far too into it to hold back if I did choose it, so I kept quiet.
That didn't stop me thinking about how good it would feel to probe Mistress's gorgeous asshole with my tongue though and very suddenly, I mean VERY suddenly I was racing towards the edge and threatening to jump straight over it. I told Mistress I was close and she stopped in the absolute nick of time, one more stroke may well have been too much, it really was a close call this one!
So I still have my 1/2stone reward to call on, as you remember I can choose from the following...
Worship Mistress R's ass
Extra teasing
Up to 20 ball slaps
Up to 10 minutes of foot worship
Up to 5 minutes of touching my cock
Choose an item of fetish wear for Mistress to wear while teasing me
Ask Mistress to remove her bra for the next teasing session
Two edges in a teasing session.
As I loose weight I get to choose more than one option, and then start choosing from a second list. Worshipping Mistress's ass is probably going to be a constant to be honest... it'll probably be that and something else every time, but I meant to ask Mistress tonight actually, whether this has to be during a teasing session? Because I've often fantasized about worshipping Mistress's ass without it being part of teasing, I'm sure I've included in stories where a Femdom character has her 'slave' worship her ass just for the pleasure of it, with no further sexual contact. I think that would be very hot. It's something I've always thought would be awesome, for Mistress to maybe just call me into a room (any room) and tell me to get on my knees and worship her ass for as long as she wanted before sending me off again, hard and frustrated....
It seems to me that this would be a good time to initialize this and hopefully it might grow into something she did 'semi-regularly'. I mean I have my doubts that it would, but if I don't prompt the idea then it almost certainly won't...
As it happens, on Sunday one of our cats managed to stick his claw deep into Mistress R's finger and she's currently taking antibiotics which are making her feel a bit ropey, so claiming my reward might have to wait a little while anyway. Hopefully I will reach my 1 stone reward before Christmas as well, that would be excellent.
Thursday, 29 November 2018
Wednesday, 28 November 2018
A New Tease...
I published a new tease on Milovana last night, it's called 'Stroke for Beauty' and you can check it out HERE. It was pretty quick to do really, I wanted to get one in November because someone has taken over running the Milovana tease of the month thing and they're getting caught up now. The next vote will be for October and I think I've got a pretty good chance of winning that one, but we'll see...
Also last night was my second weigh in and not only did I lose enough to choose a toy to play with (which I've already discussed...) but I also got my half stone award (7lbs) which entitles me to another treat. The obvious one I'd pick would be to worship Mistress's gorgeous ass, but since I was just allowed to do that I guess I should at least consider the others... maybe.
Also last night was my second weigh in and not only did I lose enough to choose a toy to play with (which I've already discussed...) but I also got my half stone award (7lbs) which entitles me to another treat. The obvious one I'd pick would be to worship Mistress's gorgeous ass, but since I was just allowed to do that I guess I should at least consider the others... maybe.
Sunday, 25 November 2018
A Good End to a Shitty Week!
This has been a somewhat shitty week for me (and even more now since I’ve just had to start this post again from scratch since my laptop decided to highlight and delete the whole fucking thing and then Blogger decided to autosave right after), and this reached it’s absolute nadir on Thursday night.
Well Mistress saw that and said she’s willing to give that a try, so I’m looking forward to that. So many times I thought about buying that ball-press thing, but because of my hyperseal I’ve always shied away from it. Hopefully this will provide a similar kind of ‘pressure’ without the rigmarole of setting it up, and maybe if it goes well that’s something I could look at getting in the future. Given the lack of use our toys seem to get I'm always wary of investing in them, especially if a similar sensation can be had another way, and if this works it's far more likely to become a regular occurrence if all Mistress has to do is wrap her hands round my balls, rather than having to dig out and set up an actual toy.
I’d love to look up and watch Mistress riding my face, I bet that would be amazing. Looking at some reviews it seems people consider them expensive for what they are, although the reviews are universally excellent. Also some of them have an unpleasant tasting plastic, but there is a silicone version on Bondura which might be okay...
Although it looks like it could do with being a bit longer. Maybe keep looking for a better one, but I think the idea is awesome!
Well, it's nearly Tuesday again... hopefully the scales will be kind to me and we can finally get to use that G-spot dildo again.
It started well, Mistress had a lovely orgasm and then after I’d kissed her feet for a while it was my turn. Because I lost weight this week (4.5lbs in fact – good start, even more than last time) I got to choose a reward ‘toy’ to play with in this session. I chose the cock-whip, albeit it wasn’t my first choice… I actually wanted to choose the blue G-spot massage dildo, because as far as I recall we only used it once. It was sent to me by Love Honey for review, and we used it one time (as far as I remember it was great) and then it lived in the drawer for the next six years.
So that’s what I wanted to choose, but because at the exact moment Mistress asked me to choose what I wanted I wasn’t in the mood to get into a discussion about whether I could choose that or not (since I want to use it on her, not her on me) so I just played it safe and picked the cock whip. I’ve since ironed this out and so next week I will be choosing the blue glass dildo (assuming I lose at least 0.5lbs of course) and Mistress also told me that I am allowed to choose her favourite glass dildo too if I want to. Well I definitely will choose that at some point because I don’t remember ever using that, it usually only comes out during our Femdom sessions and then Mistress is in control…
So where was I, oh yes… it was my turn. Except, it wasn’t happening. At all. I couldn’t relax, couldn’t bring to mind any erotic filth to stimulate myself, nothing, total epic-cock-fail! I tried slipping the cock ring on, I don’t really like resorting to it, but it usually works and a hard cock with a cock ring on it is better than a useless soft one. Well, not this time… a cock ring can only do so much and it didn’t have anything to work with. So in the end I gave up and took it off, and since I was now feeling even more miserable than before I thought I might console myself somewhat by worshipping Mistress’s pussy just a little more… but she wasn’t having that either!
Friday was a complete ball-ache and I came home feeling very tired and generally hacked off, so I declined Mistress’s offer to try again in favour of waiting until Saturday… it was probably a good move.
By Saturday things were better and Mistress had a VERY hard orgasm under my tongue, that always puts me in a good mindset, but is no guarantee of anything so even though I didn’t really want to I slid the cock ring on anyway. Thankfully my cock was responding well and Mistress soon had me hard. She knelt beside me stroking my cock for a while before she started bringing the cock-whip into play.
While she was doing this I was gazing lovingly at her body and gently teasing the crack of her ass with my fingers. Mistress was wearing her bra (as usual) which denied me the sight of her gorgeous breasts – let’s pause for a moment here and consider Peter’s comment from the other day…
“Hi Robert, I think your Mistress is particularly evil if she denies you the sight of those beautiful breasts so often that she's offering you to see them as a 'reward'... I feel sorry for you my friend, that's verging on mental cruelty!”
I agree with Peter, I did ‘once’ say that I kind of like it when she wore her bra and denied me seeing her breasts, but if I’d known it would become ‘normal’ I would have kept my mouth shut!
Anyway… Mistress started talking to me about where I might want to choose to cum next time she allows it, and this kind of verbal teasing is always good for me. The other day I had been fantasizing about cumming on her beautiful pussy and licking it clean again, and I think if she’d allowed me to cum right then that is what I would have chosen. But this is always a headfuck, because I’ve only cum 5 times in the last 8 months and so the decision is HUGE every time.
As Mistress was stroking and whipping my cock, images of her cum spattered pussy filled my head and my fingers delved a little deeper between her cheeks. I wanted to lick her ass, badly! I asked Mistress if I could worship her ass and she smiled, paused for a second and then said ‘Do you really want to do it?” I begged her to let me.
‘Well okay… but if I let you then after that your teasing will end, do you still want to do it?”
I begged again and Mistress stood over me, her hand still stroking my cock firmly. I slid my hands up her beautiful legs and parted her ass cheeks. Her ass is so fucking hot, I love it and I couldn’t wait to taste it.
Mistress invited some more begging, which I was happy to go along with and then she sank down towards me and gave me a close up of her sexy ass before telling me I could proceed.
Mistress’s ass tasted divine and as I probed and licked she pumped my cock hard, which felt amazing. She allowed me to worship her ass three times, and made me beg for it each time – it was wonderful. The last time Mistress was pumping my cock really hard, but oddly I wasn’t getting anywhere near the edge. As much as I love to be edged, sometimes it’s nice to be stroked really hard and fast and not have to worry about telling Mistress to stop – especially when I have my tongue in her delicious asshole!
True to her word, after the final time Mistress moved to my side and said: “I’m going to give you a choice now, you can either have 5 ball slaps, 5 hard strokes/squeezes or 5 strokes with the cock whip and then your teasing will be over for today.”
To be honest I probably would have chosen the slaps, because I LOVE have my balls slapped hard when I’m really turned on… but I’m not sure if Mistress remembered that I can’t take it anything like as hard when I have the cock ring on, so as a precaution I went with the strokes/squeezes – which were very enjoyable all the same.
Once she’d completed those, Mistress decided to give my balls a ‘bonus’ slap and I was glad I hadn’t chosen five of those!
Which reminds me, you know that GIF I posted the other day…
Having said that, I saw this the other day…
Which looks pretty neat. I’ve found a place that sells them and they’re quite inexpensive, so that might be worth a try. There’s a silicon version on Love Honey, but I’m not sure if it would be as good. There’s three sizes available so it looks like I need to do some measuring to make sure I get the right one.
Also this looks really cool too…
Well, it's nearly Tuesday again... hopefully the scales will be kind to me and we can finally get to use that G-spot dildo again.
Monday, 19 November 2018
Records...
Ever since we started full time chastity, I've kept a record of every orgasm that we've enjoyed. I don't really know why I started doing that, but I'm glad I did as it gives quite an insight into how things have changed over the last 7.5 years. My original target was always that Mistress should have 10 orgasms for every one of mine, and it took until the 2017-2018 chastity year to achieve that (as an average over a whole year). This year we're getting close to 15:1, I wonder what the ratio will be by the end of March?
Some of our records are more fun than others, my favourite record would have to be the ones we set in May 2013 and August 2017, when Mistress had 14 orgasms in one month. In a 31 day month, that's almost every other day and represents about a 50% boost over the average of 9 per month. Conversely, November 2016 was the worst month we've ever had, with Mistress enjoying just 6 orgasms - and with me having 2 that month, that means the ratio was a dismal 3:1 as well! :(
One of the less observed records we have is the time between me cumming inside Mistress R's delicious pussy. The previous record was set between April and September 2016 when I went 134 days without cumming inside. Well, that record has been well and truly annihilated, because the last time I was allowed to cum in Mistress's divine pussy was the 10th of April, which is over 220 days ago... who knows how long it will be until I finally get to explode inside her again?
Speaking of which, my longest period between full orgasms was set this year between April and June, when I was kept waiting for 81 days. By contrast I actually came twice 2 days apart in 2015, I can't see that happening again in a hurry, in fact I think that might be one record that stands forever!
Another record which has stood for a very long time is the most Mistress R orgasms on consecutive nights, this was set way back in April 2013, when Mistress came 5 nights in a row. I have a feeling this one might stand for a long time too, although I'm always game to try and beat it! :)
You can view all the stats on our 'Orgasms' page, and... if statistics float your boat, then you might also like to take a look at this post too...
https://chastity-femdom.blogspot.com/2018/04/more-graphs.html
Some of our records are more fun than others, my favourite record would have to be the ones we set in May 2013 and August 2017, when Mistress had 14 orgasms in one month. In a 31 day month, that's almost every other day and represents about a 50% boost over the average of 9 per month. Conversely, November 2016 was the worst month we've ever had, with Mistress enjoying just 6 orgasms - and with me having 2 that month, that means the ratio was a dismal 3:1 as well! :(
One of the less observed records we have is the time between me cumming inside Mistress R's delicious pussy. The previous record was set between April and September 2016 when I went 134 days without cumming inside. Well, that record has been well and truly annihilated, because the last time I was allowed to cum in Mistress's divine pussy was the 10th of April, which is over 220 days ago... who knows how long it will be until I finally get to explode inside her again?
Speaking of which, my longest period between full orgasms was set this year between April and June, when I was kept waiting for 81 days. By contrast I actually came twice 2 days apart in 2015, I can't see that happening again in a hurry, in fact I think that might be one record that stands forever!
Another record which has stood for a very long time is the most Mistress R orgasms on consecutive nights, this was set way back in April 2013, when Mistress came 5 nights in a row. I have a feeling this one might stand for a long time too, although I'm always game to try and beat it! :)
You can view all the stats on our 'Orgasms' page, and... if statistics float your boat, then you might also like to take a look at this post too...
https://chastity-femdom.blogspot.com/2018/04/more-graphs.html
Thank You for Your Comments!
First of all I'd like to say thank you to those of you who left comments/suggestions for Mistress's list of weight loss related treats (so that's Archedone, Peter, Evil Queen and of course Harry Haversackers..), in case you haven't read their comments I shall post them here...
Archedone said: For reaching a mile stone she could get a condom and a bullet vibrator. holding the vibrator against your cock put the condom on. Now you straddle her 69 on your knees and worship her pussy. she controls the vibrator and you must lick her until you climax.
Evil Queen said: Glad to have you back Robert! May I suggest that your Mistress is applying far too much carrot and not enough stick (in my opinion). All you have suggested is good, but surely for the sake of balance there needs to be punishment for failure. I would suggest a week of total chastity lockdown for a non-loss and a hard paddling for any gains.
Peter said: There could be so much fun to be had with this! Maybe Mistress should re-read your stories for insiration? You have some intense fantasies imagine if Mistress played them out for you, I bet you would lose weight fast! My choice would be the one where you got to service all her friends and sisters orally - wonderful! :)
Harry Haversackers said: Hey, Rob... What's a syn?? Good luck with your weight loss program. I'm in agreement with Mr Anonymous above that there needs to be consequences if 1) you don't reach previously established weight loss goals, or 2) in the worst case, gain weight... The punishments shouldn't be connected to the rewards. In other words, if the reward for meeting your goal is being allowed to eat Mistress R's ass, the punishment for not meeting the goal should not simply be the removal of that perk. I'm of the mind that, you, in a relationship with a dominant woman like Mistress R, would deserve to be taken over her knee and paddled until you truly regret not sticking with the plan... I know that it would work for me!!!
I would love for Mistress R to do this to me... :)
Archedone said: For reaching a mile stone she could get a condom and a bullet vibrator. holding the vibrator against your cock put the condom on. Now you straddle her 69 on your knees and worship her pussy. she controls the vibrator and you must lick her until you climax.
Evil Queen said: Glad to have you back Robert! May I suggest that your Mistress is applying far too much carrot and not enough stick (in my opinion). All you have suggested is good, but surely for the sake of balance there needs to be punishment for failure. I would suggest a week of total chastity lockdown for a non-loss and a hard paddling for any gains.
Peter said: There could be so much fun to be had with this! Maybe Mistress should re-read your stories for insiration? You have some intense fantasies imagine if Mistress played them out for you, I bet you would lose weight fast! My choice would be the one where you got to service all her friends and sisters orally - wonderful! :)
Harry Haversackers said: Hey, Rob... What's a syn?? Good luck with your weight loss program. I'm in agreement with Mr Anonymous above that there needs to be consequences if 1) you don't reach previously established weight loss goals, or 2) in the worst case, gain weight... The punishments shouldn't be connected to the rewards. In other words, if the reward for meeting your goal is being allowed to eat Mistress R's ass, the punishment for not meeting the goal should not simply be the removal of that perk. I'm of the mind that, you, in a relationship with a dominant woman like Mistress R, would deserve to be taken over her knee and paddled until you truly regret not sticking with the plan... I know that it would work for me!!!
Archedone, that's an interesting idea... although I have my doubts that I would ever be able to cum from a bullet vibrator, I've always found vibrators completely overrated. Thanks for your suggestion though, I appreciate it.
Evil Queen, I'm glad to be back, although I hope that doesn't mean you didn't follow me to Fetblogger? Again, interesting... although being back on the Slimming World diet I'm rediscovering a childhood love of carrots! Thank you for leaving a comment though.
Peter, I very much doubt Mistress would want to live out a lot of my fantasies, and you have managed to pick a story there that Mistress really did not like at all. In fact I think that one was her least favourite story ever! Thanks for your input though.
Harry, a 'Syn' is Slimming World parlance for a unit of calories, so basically a 'Syn' equals about 20 calories. Stuff like vegetables, eggs and fruit is all 'Syn' free, you can eat as much as you like, as are some other things like All Bran and wholemeal bread (although these you can only eat small quantities of), things like chocolate and crisps are 'Syns' and you need to use your allowance on them (and also some pre-prepared foods like burgers or coated chicken dishes). And... well, so you're another nasty, vicious reader who wants to see me paddled.... I never knew you were all so vindictive! Just as well Mistress R isn't nearly as dominant as you like to imagine (which usually is a cause for frustration, but in this instance works in my favour!). Hahaha.
Well, as it happens... earlier today Mistress showed me her draft list of 'treats', and as you would expect from a woman as 'organised' as Mistress R, it was presented to me thus...
SLAVE R's REWARD SCHEME
Each week that 'new' weight is lost (minimum 1/2lb) SR may choose a toy which will be used in the next teasing session. On reaching each of the following, SR may choose a corresponding reward from those listed. New rewards may be added to the lists at any time.
1/2 stone - 1 from list A
1 stone - 2 from list A
1.1/2 stone - 3 from list A
2 stone - 1 from list B
2.1/2 stone - 1 from list A and 1 from list B
3 stone - 2 from list A and 1 from list B
3.1/2 stone - 3 from list A and 2 from list B
4 stone - 4 from list A and 2 from list B including*
4 stone plus - to be decided.
List A
Lick Mistress R's ass
Extra teasing - either an extension of a session or an additional session
Up to 20 ball slaps
Up to 10 minutes of foot worship
Up to 5 minutes of touching your own cock
Choose an item of fetish wear for Mistress to wear in the next teasing session
Ask Mistress to remove her bra either for or during the next teasing session
Edged twice during a teasing session
List B
Watch MR masturbate - with or without a toy
Choose the destination of the next cum (either Mistress's ass, feet or pussy)
Request a ruined orgasm during the next teasing session
Request a full orgasm during the next teasing session.*
Well this looks pretty awesome to start with, I can already see a couple of items that are going to be chosen more than once (can you guess what they might be I wonder?), not sure why I can't choose to cum on Mistress's gorgeous breasts, I think I need to ask about that, it might just be an oversight...
To address any confusion, I requested clarification on the 4 stone reward, apparently I'm only allowed to choose a full orgasm once I get to 4 stone, so maybe that should be on it's own list? Hmm, I'll get back to you once this is finalised I think.
So far the diet seems to be going well, I'm sure I've lost a few pounds already so no stress this week. As predicted, it's a lot simpler to stick to my limits now that they are set correctly, although I do still find it annoying because I tend to hold off and hold off because I don't want to blow my Syns too early and then want something later - particularly at the weekend. But I guess it's something I just need to learn to deal with. Part of the problem I think is that traditionally Mistress eats very strictly during the week and eats whatever she likes at the weekend, which is fine if you can stick to that. Consequently, it puts me in this weird position where I'm supposed to be on a 'diet' and yet in the week I'm the one eating 'nice' things (albeit in small quantities) while she sits there drinking water.
As far as I know you can save all your Syns and eat them all at once if you want to, but I'm not really sure that's a terribly good idea. Anyway, that's enough about dieting for now...
On Saturday afternoon Mistress allowed me a ruined orgasm, which was very frustrating (of course) but still provided some minor relief. My last orgasm was on the 21st of October so it has been 27 days. I've now had 5 full orgasms since April the 1st and 10 ruins... by comparison Mistress has cum 73 times, which means we're approaching a 15:1 ratio now (not to mention 2:1 on the ruins as well) - pretty impressive!
After I had finished leaking, Mistress scooped up the cum with her fingers and had me lick them clean, I love it when she does that because it reinforces the Mistress/slave dynamic between us, in fact the times when she doesn't make me eat my cum I am always rather disappointed...
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Since I started writing this post, Mistress has enjoyed another orgasm... and I also asked her about the rewards thing. Apparently it was indeed an oversight and I am in fact allowed to ask to cum on her breasts if I want to. Good to know... :)
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Finally, here's something I found on tumblr. I'm sure you will all enjoy it as much as I do, after all there's nothing hotter than a girl who enjoys inflicting pain on a guys balls.... hahahaha.
I would love for Mistress R to do this to me... :)
Wednesday, 14 November 2018
Getting Back on the Horse...
Long term readers may remember (about four years ago) that I went to Slimming World and lost two stones in weight (28lbs)... before losing patience with the diet and stopping going. I must admit I regret stopping going because over the last few years I've put back on all the weight I lost (and a little bit more) and I think if I'd carried on I might (at worst) be still a couple of stones lighter than I am now - and probably better than that.
Unfortunately I wrongly believed that I could follow the diet on my own and get the same results (which proved time and time again to be inaccurate), but recently I've come to realise that while there is a lot of bullshit with slimming groups, what I really need is the discipline of having to go every week and get myself weighed. Rightly or wrongly, I need that pressure to make sure that I don't go off the rails and so last night I finally relented and took myself off to my local Slimming World.
I must admit I really wasn't looking forward to it, but in the years since I went it seems to have changed quite a lot and I enjoyed it a lot more than I thought I would. There's now two sessions in the evening and most people go to the earlier one (I would if I could get there on time!) and so the later one only had about twelve people there and most of those seemed to be just starting. That was quite nice for me since I didn't feel like everyone knew each other and I was invading their little group (inevitably I was the only man)...
At the end of the session I was weighed and then the lady who runs the group said 'and of course you're lucky because being a man you get 25 Syns per day instead of 15'. To which I replied 'when did that change then?', because for all the time I was at Slimming World I was led to believe that I was supposed to stick to 15 syns a day. This is quite important really, because if I'd known that at the time it would have made it easier to stick to the diet and get the results I wanted. So on the one hand I was well chuffed about now having more Syns to play with but on the other hand slightly annoyed that I'd been misled before. And then when I read through the website it appears that I should actually have 30... but I shall keep that up my sleeve perhaps for now.
It seems kind of ridiculous to me that I can go for over seven years without making myself cum, even though there's nothing physically stopping me from doing so, but I can't apply the same application to sticking to a diet that I know works. But that's how it is, and so I'm back on the wagon and hopefully by next Summer I will be a whole lot thinner. The lightest I've been in the last ten years is 15St 12lbs (222lbs), right now I am 18St 3lbs (255lbs) - which is way too much (let's be honest 222lbs is too much!) so as you can see I have a long and difficult road ahead of me, but I feel determined and rejoining SW is a very positive step in the right direction.
Again, I don't know if anyone remembers my last Slimming World adventure, but Mistress and I agreed that every week I lost weight I would be allowed to choose a sex-toy for us to play with in the next teasing session and I suggested we might do the same again this time around. Earlier tonight Mistress teased my cock to the edge (she is on her period at the moment unfortunately and it is very odd being teased without the taste of her gorgeous pussy on my lips... but I survived, and my cock was lovely and hard throughout) and then told me that she had been working on my 'Rewards Programme'...
She produced a sheet of paper and started reading from it while stroking my cock, but as the light was dim she was struggling to see so my cock eventually got ignored and slowly deflated as she told me her plans so far. It seems she has put quite a bit of thought into it already, with some kind of reward every time I lose any new weight and extra benefits for every milestone achievement reached.
Some of the things she mentioned included being allowed to worship her ass, being allowed to watch her masturbate and being allowed a ruined orgasm. It all sounds very encouraging so far, but I would be interested to hear any ideas you might have which could help me keep focus and get the weight off, I'm sure Mistress would appreciate your input too. I know some of you (but not all) might be having problems leaving comments on my blog at the moment, I don't know why that should be but I've been made aware that it's happening. If you find the comments don't work or you'd prefer to contact me by email then please feel free to do so at...
pe.rob.666@gmail.com
Don't worry, I'm not going to bang on endlessly about my weight-loss, but it should provide some fun things to write about along the way, and hopefully it should mean I feel better all round and become more productive generally, so hopefully more stories will be coming your way. One of the things I'm really looking forward to is being able to wear the masses of clothes I own that I can't get into, and in particular a really cool dark blue Ted Baker shirt that Mistress bought me last Christmas.
I look forward to hearing your ideas...
Unfortunately I wrongly believed that I could follow the diet on my own and get the same results (which proved time and time again to be inaccurate), but recently I've come to realise that while there is a lot of bullshit with slimming groups, what I really need is the discipline of having to go every week and get myself weighed. Rightly or wrongly, I need that pressure to make sure that I don't go off the rails and so last night I finally relented and took myself off to my local Slimming World.
I must admit I really wasn't looking forward to it, but in the years since I went it seems to have changed quite a lot and I enjoyed it a lot more than I thought I would. There's now two sessions in the evening and most people go to the earlier one (I would if I could get there on time!) and so the later one only had about twelve people there and most of those seemed to be just starting. That was quite nice for me since I didn't feel like everyone knew each other and I was invading their little group (inevitably I was the only man)...
At the end of the session I was weighed and then the lady who runs the group said 'and of course you're lucky because being a man you get 25 Syns per day instead of 15'. To which I replied 'when did that change then?', because for all the time I was at Slimming World I was led to believe that I was supposed to stick to 15 syns a day. This is quite important really, because if I'd known that at the time it would have made it easier to stick to the diet and get the results I wanted. So on the one hand I was well chuffed about now having more Syns to play with but on the other hand slightly annoyed that I'd been misled before. And then when I read through the website it appears that I should actually have 30... but I shall keep that up my sleeve perhaps for now.
It seems kind of ridiculous to me that I can go for over seven years without making myself cum, even though there's nothing physically stopping me from doing so, but I can't apply the same application to sticking to a diet that I know works. But that's how it is, and so I'm back on the wagon and hopefully by next Summer I will be a whole lot thinner. The lightest I've been in the last ten years is 15St 12lbs (222lbs), right now I am 18St 3lbs (255lbs) - which is way too much (let's be honest 222lbs is too much!) so as you can see I have a long and difficult road ahead of me, but I feel determined and rejoining SW is a very positive step in the right direction.
Again, I don't know if anyone remembers my last Slimming World adventure, but Mistress and I agreed that every week I lost weight I would be allowed to choose a sex-toy for us to play with in the next teasing session and I suggested we might do the same again this time around. Earlier tonight Mistress teased my cock to the edge (she is on her period at the moment unfortunately and it is very odd being teased without the taste of her gorgeous pussy on my lips... but I survived, and my cock was lovely and hard throughout) and then told me that she had been working on my 'Rewards Programme'...
She produced a sheet of paper and started reading from it while stroking my cock, but as the light was dim she was struggling to see so my cock eventually got ignored and slowly deflated as she told me her plans so far. It seems she has put quite a bit of thought into it already, with some kind of reward every time I lose any new weight and extra benefits for every milestone achievement reached.
Some of the things she mentioned included being allowed to worship her ass, being allowed to watch her masturbate and being allowed a ruined orgasm. It all sounds very encouraging so far, but I would be interested to hear any ideas you might have which could help me keep focus and get the weight off, I'm sure Mistress would appreciate your input too. I know some of you (but not all) might be having problems leaving comments on my blog at the moment, I don't know why that should be but I've been made aware that it's happening. If you find the comments don't work or you'd prefer to contact me by email then please feel free to do so at...
pe.rob.666@gmail.com
Don't worry, I'm not going to bang on endlessly about my weight-loss, but it should provide some fun things to write about along the way, and hopefully it should mean I feel better all round and become more productive generally, so hopefully more stories will be coming your way. One of the things I'm really looking forward to is being able to wear the masses of clothes I own that I can't get into, and in particular a really cool dark blue Ted Baker shirt that Mistress bought me last Christmas.
I look forward to hearing your ideas...
Monday, 12 November 2018
My Cock is Healed at Last!
Well it took a whole week, but my cock is finally healed... and so tonight Mistress and I took advantage of that. First Mistress had her fifth orgasm of November (obviously just because I was out of action that didn't mean Mistress would be neglected!) and after a little foot worship I lay down and Mistress started teasing my cock.
Admittedly it was a little slow to get going, but once I managed to relax my cock started to harden and I did what I always do in these situations, I started thinking about Mistress's gorgeous ass! Usually when I think about Mistress's ass, it's more a general memory or combinations of memories from times when she's stood over me and I've been allowed to pull her cheeks apart and gaze at her delicious asshole. Or when she's sank down onto my face and allowed my to tease and probe her amazing asshole with my tongue - usually while she's slapping and stroking my aching cock... that's what I usually fantasize about while she's teasing me.
But tonight was a little different, it started out the same, but as my cock got harder and Mistress's lips closed around me and brought me closer and closer to the edge, I started to picture Mistress's ass being stretched by a big cock (much bigger than mine) from behind while she peered over her shoulder and smiled at me. Eventually the cock pulled out, leaving her ass stretched and cum dripping from her tight hole... she smiled at me again and told me to clean her ass.
That was probably when I edged the first time... :)
Mistress let go of my cock, but I begged her not to stop and she continued gently, waiting for the edge to fade enough that she could continue as she wanted to. In my head the scene continued, she sat up and pushed my head towards the other guy's cock, telling me to clean it for her.
The scene inside my head disappeared as I focused on the wonderful sensations as Mistress sucked my cock and stroked me to a second edge. Her mouth felt like silk wrapped around my aching cock and though I didn't really think I was going to be allowed to cum, it crossed my mind just how easy it could be to cross the line without even trying.
Thankfully that didn't happen.
I resurrected my tumblr the other day, and it didn't take all that long to remind myself why I stopped going on it last time. The problem with people 'curating' their own content, is that most people don't do anything of the sort - all they do is repost everything that comes onto their stream thus creating a maelstrom of crap with no regard given to the quality of what's being posted.
In the last few days I've followed several tumblrs and then unfollowed them almost immediately, because the moment you follow you find your feed swamped with twenty or thirty poor quality videos that they've put up in the last ten minutes. Why do these people not understand it's quality not quantity that will win out in the end... all this scattergun approach does is annoy people - although having said that some of these tumblers had fifty times as many subcribers as I have, so maybe it's me that's doing it wrong?
Probably... which is why my tumblr will probably soon be ignored and dormant once more.
Admittedly it was a little slow to get going, but once I managed to relax my cock started to harden and I did what I always do in these situations, I started thinking about Mistress's gorgeous ass! Usually when I think about Mistress's ass, it's more a general memory or combinations of memories from times when she's stood over me and I've been allowed to pull her cheeks apart and gaze at her delicious asshole. Or when she's sank down onto my face and allowed my to tease and probe her amazing asshole with my tongue - usually while she's slapping and stroking my aching cock... that's what I usually fantasize about while she's teasing me.
But tonight was a little different, it started out the same, but as my cock got harder and Mistress's lips closed around me and brought me closer and closer to the edge, I started to picture Mistress's ass being stretched by a big cock (much bigger than mine) from behind while she peered over her shoulder and smiled at me. Eventually the cock pulled out, leaving her ass stretched and cum dripping from her tight hole... she smiled at me again and told me to clean her ass.
That was probably when I edged the first time... :)
Mistress let go of my cock, but I begged her not to stop and she continued gently, waiting for the edge to fade enough that she could continue as she wanted to. In my head the scene continued, she sat up and pushed my head towards the other guy's cock, telling me to clean it for her.
The scene inside my head disappeared as I focused on the wonderful sensations as Mistress sucked my cock and stroked me to a second edge. Her mouth felt like silk wrapped around my aching cock and though I didn't really think I was going to be allowed to cum, it crossed my mind just how easy it could be to cross the line without even trying.
Thankfully that didn't happen.
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I resurrected my tumblr the other day, and it didn't take all that long to remind myself why I stopped going on it last time. The problem with people 'curating' their own content, is that most people don't do anything of the sort - all they do is repost everything that comes onto their stream thus creating a maelstrom of crap with no regard given to the quality of what's being posted.
In the last few days I've followed several tumblrs and then unfollowed them almost immediately, because the moment you follow you find your feed swamped with twenty or thirty poor quality videos that they've put up in the last ten minutes. Why do these people not understand it's quality not quantity that will win out in the end... all this scattergun approach does is annoy people - although having said that some of these tumblers had fifty times as many subcribers as I have, so maybe it's me that's doing it wrong?
Probably... which is why my tumblr will probably soon be ignored and dormant once more.
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Legendary Blogger and all round friend of this blog 'Harry Haversackers' is still on tumblr, and earlier today he posted a piece someone had written about how 'Chastity' had improved his and his wife's sex life. It certainly can, and furthermore it can redefine what your sex life is all about. If PIV sex is the be all and end all for you then chastity is probably not going to work for you... but there's so much more you can do.
You can read the post HERE.
Thursday, 8 November 2018
Tuesday, 6 November 2018
Monday, 5 November 2018
And We're Back!
I don't even want to think about the number of hours I've spent over the last few days putting this blog back how I want it, but the important thing is - it's done! Or at least done enough for the moment, obviously there are still improvements to be made and if anyone finds any problems or anything that isn't working then please leave a comment and I will sort it as soon as I can.
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