After a pretty desolate fortnight, the last three nights I have had my head between Mistress’s gorgeous thighs and made her cum hard each time. I’d be more than happy to do the same again tonight, but Mistress has suggested we go out for the evening, so it probably won’t happen…. never mind, there’s always tomorrow night! Thankfully, we had a really god start to the month so Mistress still managed 9 orgasms in May.
As for me, well, I haven’t cum for about 50 days now I think… maybe even 51. I did get a couple of ruins in May, but no real orgasm, and the last couple of nights I was edged three times each, which was great! Also had some lovely ball slapping, which I really enjoyed too…
I seem to lose track of how long it’s been these days, being denied is normal… it’s only when I try and remember my last orgasm that it dawns on me how long it’s been. I think the last four times I’ve been allowed to cum it was inside Mistress, and I’ve only had three proper orgasms this year (2018 – not Chastity year).
I’ve noticed recently that when Mistress is teasing me I don’t so much imagine ‘scenes’ in my head, as imagine hearing her saying hot things to me… things like telling me she’s going to kick me in the balls, or keep me denied until I’m so desperate that she can make me cum just by fucking me with her strapon… just the usual things, you know. 
I think I’ve always had this thing about being kicked in the balls, I don’t mean hard… I guess it’s just an extension (or perhaps the origin) of the foot fetish thing… I’m sure lots of guys either experienced or witnessed that thing of a girl kicking a boy in the nuts in a school playground as an early ‘erotic’ memory.
I’d love to feel Mistress’s beautifully soft instep pressing against my nuts and giving them a tap even if it was only as hard as she slaps them… I just love her feet and the idea of her hurting me with them is damned hot, but definitely her instep not her toenails! (and preferably while I was stroking and preparing to cum all over her gorgeous feet too!).
You may remember I posted those Sarah Park CBT videos a while back, they were very hot, a pity they got took down… very hot indeed. I keep trying to find them again so that I can repost them, but they don’t seem to be about anywhere. Pity. 
I’ve finally written a story, but I’m not posting it here… mainly because it’s not Chastity/Femdom related. It is up on Literotica if you are interested though, but it is an ‘Incest’ story, so if that ain’t your thing – well you’ve been warned!
Already got a couple of comments, one good , one not so good… but it’s scoring 4.00/5.00 last time I looked, so it’s obviously not too bad.
I’m not feeling terribly inspired at the moment, but I have found some more very old stories that I’m thinking about transcribing and posting on Literotica under my old name Malibuman666. It should be a relatively quick process as it will literally just be a case of copying hard copy into a doc and posting it to Literotica.
My plan to write six stories this year isn’t looking terribly achievable at the moment, but then if I can get going I can sometimes churn them out one after another, so you never know…
I posted a new tease on Milovana a couple of weeks ago, it’s scoring quite well, but I didn’t honestly think it was that good. I don’t think it will score enough to get nominated for Tease of the Month, and it doesn’t really merit it in my opinion. Also, annoyingly, because ‘Flash’ is being discontinued I think there is potentially some issue with the Flash Teases for the foreseeable future. The Flash tease maker has stopped working properly and I don’t know if the Flash Teases are still viewable, I think they are at the moment at least… kind of annoying after I spent all that time constructing those ‘House of Edging’ teases, but hopefully they can switch them to HTML5 (or whatever it is they’re supposed to be doing – I don’t understand a word of it).
I think I’m pretty much done with Milovana to be honest, I can’t really be bothered any more…
