Saturday, 5 November 2011
Thank you...
Thank you guys for the excellent response to my poll, 142 votes so far and still two days to go. Seems I am still pretty much slap bang in the middle on 28 days... I don't think Mistress R would ever want me to go more than 3 months, and I don't think I would particularly wish to either. Still, maybe once I'd done that I might change my mind, or at least be in a more informed position as to whether I would like it or not.
Friday, 4 November 2011
Wednesday, 2 November 2011
The poll progresses...
Seems I am about in the middle of the poll results so far, which is about what I expected. Quite a lot of you have gone 2-3 months, and one of you has even gone more than a year.... please keep the votes coming, it will be interesting to see the final outcome.
Last night...
Last night I was really tired, but I still wanted to worship Mistress R's pussy, and I knew she wanted me to too. So all thoughts of tiredness were put aside and after a nice refreshing shower I settled into my favourite place and brought Mistress to a pretty spectacular orgasm (even if I do say so myself). I don't really know whether it has anything particularly to do with my chastity, or even if it's anything particularly to do with me, but Mistress R seems to be having these type of 'hard' orgasms pretty much all the time now. Which is fantastic, of course...
I do think to some extent it is perhaps my improved technique, but who knows? She's not likely to give me a straight answer even if I asked her is she? Anyway, all that matters is that Mistress R is VERY satisfied and that's good enough for me.
We were a bit pushed for time, but Mistress R still decided to give me some lovely teasing anyway... she was very slow and light with her teasing too, which made me long for her to jerk me hard of course, especially since I am still in that 'recently cum' stage where you want to cum again. It's weird, but sometimes that sort of really gentle teasing seems more intense than slapping, scratching and hard jerking... every finger-light touch feels electric and maddeningly frustrating.
Of course, technically I am allowed to ask Mistress R to touch me in different ways (but of course not allowed to ask for penetration or orgasm!) but I don't really like to do that. It seems wrong, somehow... I'd much rather she teased me the way she wants to do it, in fact I can't remember the last time I did ask her to change her teasing style. It's much more fun to hope for something else, even though it doesn't always happen, it's much more rewarding if Mistress R decides to do whatever I was hoping for herself than if I ask for it.
I guess if she just kept touching me lightly over and over I would eventually ask for her to be a little more varied, but Mistress R is quite good at not doing the same thing every time. Which is key to this staying exciting of course, and I don't like to upset Mistress R's ebb and flow by asking for something different.
I do give Mistress R pointers sometimes though, like saying that she could be rougher with me if she wanted to, but leaving it for her to decide and implement when she feels like it. It seems to work well so far.
When Mistress R finally pulled her hand away last night my cock was throbbing and I really wanted to cum. It's odd, but I often find the minute after she stops teasing me almost more intense than the one before. I can't really explain that, I guess it's when it really sinks in that she's not going to let me cum and that throbbing cock is just going to have to calm down on it's own... I love that feeling and I always want to hold on to her as my cock aches and throbs, and in my head I have to remind myself that I'm not allowed to ask to be allowed to cum.
Sometimes I beg her not to stop and she might give me a few more strokes, but then sometimes she makes me count that as one of my three permitted 'asks', so it's not to be used lightly!
Ah, such sweet torture.
I do think to some extent it is perhaps my improved technique, but who knows? She's not likely to give me a straight answer even if I asked her is she? Anyway, all that matters is that Mistress R is VERY satisfied and that's good enough for me.
We were a bit pushed for time, but Mistress R still decided to give me some lovely teasing anyway... she was very slow and light with her teasing too, which made me long for her to jerk me hard of course, especially since I am still in that 'recently cum' stage where you want to cum again. It's weird, but sometimes that sort of really gentle teasing seems more intense than slapping, scratching and hard jerking... every finger-light touch feels electric and maddeningly frustrating.
Of course, technically I am allowed to ask Mistress R to touch me in different ways (but of course not allowed to ask for penetration or orgasm!) but I don't really like to do that. It seems wrong, somehow... I'd much rather she teased me the way she wants to do it, in fact I can't remember the last time I did ask her to change her teasing style. It's much more fun to hope for something else, even though it doesn't always happen, it's much more rewarding if Mistress R decides to do whatever I was hoping for herself than if I ask for it.
I guess if she just kept touching me lightly over and over I would eventually ask for her to be a little more varied, but Mistress R is quite good at not doing the same thing every time. Which is key to this staying exciting of course, and I don't like to upset Mistress R's ebb and flow by asking for something different.
I do give Mistress R pointers sometimes though, like saying that she could be rougher with me if she wanted to, but leaving it for her to decide and implement when she feels like it. It seems to work well so far.
When Mistress R finally pulled her hand away last night my cock was throbbing and I really wanted to cum. It's odd, but I often find the minute after she stops teasing me almost more intense than the one before. I can't really explain that, I guess it's when it really sinks in that she's not going to let me cum and that throbbing cock is just going to have to calm down on it's own... I love that feeling and I always want to hold on to her as my cock aches and throbs, and in my head I have to remind myself that I'm not allowed to ask to be allowed to cum.
Sometimes I beg her not to stop and she might give me a few more strokes, but then sometimes she makes me count that as one of my three permitted 'asks', so it's not to be used lightly!
Ah, such sweet torture.
Tuesday, 1 November 2011
Seven months...
So this is the seventh month since I started the blog and just thinking about that is quite amazing to me. Seven months since I have made myself cum, seven months since I've been able to touch my cock without permission, seven months since I've been able to even ask for permission to cum... it's kind of hard to believe really.
Fifteen orgasms over seven months is just over two a month, whereas in the pre-chastity days it would probably have been at least three a week... or to put it another way, in the last seven months I've probably been allowed 20% of the orgasms I would have had otherwise!
Mistress R on the other hand has averaged just under ten a month, which I imagine is probably slightly more than in the pre-blog days, it certainly seems like I'm spending more time worshipping her pussy these days, not that I'm complaining! That probably accounts for the fact that of the 82 orgasms we have amassed between us over the last seven months, 82% of them have been for her, and only 18% for me. That still feels a little too high in my opinion, I would prefer Mistress R's share to be closer to 90%, but it's not up to me, is it?
On the other hand I really loved licking my cum out of Mistress's pussy at the weekend...
Fifteen orgasms over seven months is just over two a month, whereas in the pre-chastity days it would probably have been at least three a week... or to put it another way, in the last seven months I've probably been allowed 20% of the orgasms I would have had otherwise!
Mistress R on the other hand has averaged just under ten a month, which I imagine is probably slightly more than in the pre-blog days, it certainly seems like I'm spending more time worshipping her pussy these days, not that I'm complaining! That probably accounts for the fact that of the 82 orgasms we have amassed between us over the last seven months, 82% of them have been for her, and only 18% for me. That still feels a little too high in my opinion, I would prefer Mistress R's share to be closer to 90%, but it's not up to me, is it?
On the other hand I really loved licking my cum out of Mistress's pussy at the weekend...
Finally a new poll...
Kind of an obvious poll, I can't believe I haven't used it before. Simply, what is the longest you have gone between orgasms? Mine is of course 28 days, still... since Mistress R finished my last period in chastity at 27 days! It feels almost like the NHRA, having backed up my record with another similar score...
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