Femdom Session 10th April 2014...

For as long as I can remember I have been printing this list out for my Mistress to fill in before each of our Femdom sessions. I'm not sure if she's ever ticked the 'Surprise Me' box before, I think she maybe has but it was an awfully long time ago. So I was pretty surprised to see this this morning...

I guess because this box never really gets ticked I've never really thought about what I would do if it did, and I didn't have an awful lot of time to think about it. I guess there's a number of more adventurous things I could have done, but what I elected to do in the end was wear the Oxballs Cock Sling and insert our older (4 ball style) glass butt plug. The thinking being that I was hopeful that Mistress would take the hint and use her strap-on on me, like I've been hoping for for ages!

When Mistress came into the room she noticed that I had the Oxballs on and said 'So you chose the Oxballs to surprise me then...'. I said 'yes' but didn't give away that that wasn't the only surprise. She found out shortly afterwards when she had me bend over on all fours on the floor and saw the glass ring sticking out of my ass, and was seemingly very surprised indeed!

Actually I did have another idea, ages ago I bought this ball stretcher thing, which is just like an inch wide strip of leather with press-studs to join it together. But I can't get the damn thing on, my balls are just too damn tight!

Anyway, Mistress gave me a short and mild whipping, not really punishment, just a little reminder, before having me worship her feet while she played with her glass dildo. I had to push the butt plug back in a few times as it started to slip out, but it wasn't too bad because I didn't go overboard with the lube.

When she was satisfied with my foot worship, Mistress tied me down on the bed, blindfolded me and started stroking my cock, once I was nice and hard she straddled my face and my cock a few times before teasing me with her ass. All the time she left the butt plug in and sometimes she grabbed it and played with it while she was stroking my cock. As the session progressed she abused my cock more and more, using a hairbrush and the cock-whip and stroking it hard and fast even though it was held tight in the Oxballs (no lube either!).

Eventually she clipped pegs on my nipples and left me alone for a short while, and when she came back she took the blindfold off, straddled my face and pushed her 'cock' into my mouth. She looked so hot in those awesome RodeoH strap-on pants, they were such a good buy, I just wish we used them more often.

Mistress removed my butt plug, untied me and told me take off the Cocksling (which was starting to sting a little by now) and then told me to turn over and get up on my hands and knees. Then she positioned herself on the bed behind me. I felt her spray a good quantity of lube on my asshole and felt her feed the head of her strap-on into me. I pushed back, eager to feel it inside me at last. As I did so Mistress reached down and grabbed my cock and stroked me as she fucked me. It was so fucking hot and it felt absolutely amazing. I think if anyone wanted to try anal sex for the first time I would really recommend using a butt plug for half an hour or so beforehand, it made such a difference. I have never enjoyed it as much, or been so comfortable being fucked before...and the stroking just topped it off perfectly. It was awesome! I would have loved to have cum like that, I really would, but sadly after a few minutes Mistress pulled out. Afterwards she said to me that she felt like she could have continued for a lot longer (whereas in the past it's often been hard for me to take, even though I've wanted to do it) and I really wished it had gone on much longer, but still. Hopefully Mistress will fuck my ass again soon!

After that Mistress had me lick her to orgasm, which was unusually quick and quite intense. She tasted so good, and it had been six long days since I'd been able to enjoy her with my tongue. Afterwards she had me lick all her juices off her skin and the sheet before tying me to the bed again and stroking my cock hard and fast again. She allowed me to tongue her ass a couple of times (very briefly) and then knelt beside me, giving me a good view of her pussy and ass. She kept looking back at me, smiling as she pumped my cock. I kinda thought she was going to ruin me, but when I told her I was close she told me she was going to allow me to cum.

It hit really hard, and each spurt had me bouncing on the bed. Not only that but each time Mistress stroked me it felt so intense I was bucking so hard... and I could feel my cum spraying everywhere and landing on different parts of my skin. When I stopped cumming Mistress gathered what cum she could find and fed it to me from her fingers. Finally she lowered her dripping wet pussy onto my face one last time, she tasted incredible!

Starting a new year...

Well. Mistress and I started the new year as we mean to go on, with her having a lovely orgasm and me being teased and denied. Also I got to choose a toy to play with since I lost new weight at the weekend, I chose the cock whip which Mistress used throughout her teasing blowjob. Really, you should try having your balls whipped while your cock is being sucked, it's awesome! :)
Afterwards Mistress had me remove the nail varnish from her toes, which is a very 'subby' thing to do I believe... I doubt she would trust me to do her nails, even her toe nails, so I don't think I'll be heading to pedicure school just yet. She did have me worship her feet a little while after her orgasm though, so that was good. Now I just have to finish up the contract and we have to sign it.

Femdom Session 23rd March 2014...

If you would have asked me this morning if I wanted to cum during today's session, I probably would have said no. One day off four weeks I was really enjoying the ache and the feeling I was going to explode when I cuddled up to Mistress R in bed last night. But as we know, these things are not for me to decide and if I'd known how I was to be allowed to cum, and how spectacular it would be then I would have changed my mind for sure.
But first, of course, I had to admit to some lack of self-control during the last seven weeks (seven weeks!) and take my punishment for the same. Mistress gave me twelve very stingy lashes with the cat and then, stupidly, when she asked me if I still thought it was worth it... I said 'yes'. I mean I was already feeling submissive but that was just plain dumb! So then I had to endure a further (brief but incredibly stingy) paddling.
After this Mistress had me suck her glass dildo (although I couldn't see her because I was blindfolded) so that it was nice and wet for her pussy, and then she set me to work worshipping her beautiful feet while she teased herself with the dildo. It had been so long since I had been given the opportunity to worship her perfect feet that I was loving every second of it, and as I concentrated on that I could still hear Mistress concentrating on the feeling of her favourite glass cock stretching her pussy.
Mistress told me that she hopes our soon to come into force 'contract' will re-focus my mind on my responsibilities as per 'not touching her cock', and twice during the session commented that if it doesn't she will have to increase the severity of my punishment. I'm not quite sure I believe that she would 'whip my balls', but I loved to hear her say it whether or not there was any substance behind the threat.
With our new glass butt plug to try out, Mistress had me on the bed and pushed a small dildo into my ass to help prepare me, before having me turn over onto my back. Once restrained she mounted my face and had me lick her pussy, which was lovely of course. And then she started teasing me about how if I hadn't broken her rules I wouldn't be wearing a blindfold and would be able to see her ass that was right above my face...
This was the first time in ages that Mistress hadn't told me to wear some kind of cock ring during a session, and it seemed a bit weird to start with... not least because I am often quite nervous at the start of these sessions. Well nervous is probably not the correct word, apprehensive perhaps... and so despite the ball aching hard-ons I've been 'suffering' over the past week or so, my cock was a little bit more docile than it usually would be when assisted by the Oxballs or even a simple cock ring.
Mistress managed to get me hard though, and continued stroking, slapping and generally abusing my cock while she continued taunting me by pressing her ass into my face. Not that I'm complaining you understand!
Then she had me turn over and she removed the dildo and lubed up the new glass buttplug. I was quite shocked to notice this morning that it was actually bigger than it looked and was actually the same diameter as the black rubber one we've had for ages and hardly ever use cos it's a bit big! Indeed, I made sure to warn Mistress before the session that she needed to be careful, not least because glass may be nice and slippery but it also has no 'give'.
Mistress eased it in to start with and then pushed it in (perhaps still a bit fast if I'm honest) and it was a little painful for about a minute and then I got used to it. She had me turn back onto my back and soon had my cock nice and hard again. Then she finally removed my blindfold and continued to stand over me teasing me by pulling her ass cheeks apart and making me beg to worship her asshole. Then she pegged my nipples and left me along with the taste of her pussy fresh in my mouth (when I asked her to let me taste her before she left me alone she said no initially and then decided that I could, but only from her glass dildo).
When she came back she removed the butt plug, which was really comfortable by then actually, I would have been quite happy to leave it in a lot longer. Well I say she removed it, in fact I had to do it myself because when Mistress tried to do it her fingernails dug into me and just about caused me to jump off the bed. It fucking HURT! The thing with this new butt plug is that it has quite a small base and perhaps a narrower neck than the old rubber one, so it pulls up really tight between your cheeks. I must admit I found it a bit of a job to get hold of it myself, but with Mistress's 1/2" long fingernails it would have been pretty impossible. Still, that aside the butt-plug was a sterling success, albeit in future it's definitely going to have to be me that removes it (my arse is still a bit sore seven hours later!) and after that I knew that any chance of Mistress using the strap-on on me was a lost cause.
(It occurred to me later that, what if Mistress was single and had bought the butt plug for herself? How would she have ever have got it out? She'd probably have had to find some suitable gloves or ultimately I guess she would have had to cut her nails off to get hold of the thing.)
Thankfully, after this stressful moment I got to go down on Mistress's delicious pussy and brought her to another lovely orgasm, after which she stood on the bed in front of me and had me lick her clean of her juices, before turning my attention to the soaked PVC sheet.
Once again she secured me to the bed on my back and began stroking me once more. She seemed to be stroking me quite hard and after a bit of grovelling she allowed me to lick her ass and my cock grew really hard now. It seemed to me that she was trying to get me to the edge... perhaps she was intending to ruin my orgasm? But then she straddled me and rubbed my cock against her slit before sliding onto it and riding me for a few moments. Then it was back to hard stroking and when I told her I was getting close, she let go... only to start teasing my cock with gentle strokes which made me thing she was definitely trying to ruin me.
Then once I was away from the edge again she started stroking me fast and hard again and she told me to tell her when I was getting close. Ah-ha, I thought, so this is definitely leading to a ruined orgasm then! But no, as soon as I told her I was getting close she straddled me again and told me to cum inside her. I thrust up as hard as I could, pumping my cum into her soaking wet pussy and with perfect timing after maybe four or five huge spurts of cum had erupted from my cock she lifted off me and straddled my face. So even as my orgasm was trailing off I was swallowing a massive load of my cum from her dripping wet pussy, it was simply amazing!
As I said, if you'd asked me this morning if I wanted to cum, I would have said no. But if I'd known how incredibly hot and amazing it would prove to be, then it would have been a different story, because that really was an incredible orgasm and a perfect, horny as fuck cream pie to boot!
Looking back through my records, I can't find a single instance in the last three years where I've been allowed to cum inside my Mistress during a Femdom session, so this was indeed a very special treat for me.
After the session Mistress said she hadn't intended to let me cum, but she changed her mind. She said she felt she'd been a bit too mean to me in the session... (I can feel a comment from Mistress Marie coming here!) ...and perhaps the buttplug incident played a part too. I guess I should be disappointed, but when you have an orgasm like that (that you didn't even really want) it's kind of difficult to be disappointed.
I don't suppose I shall have another orgasm until April now, so it looks like my orgasm tally for this year will be 20 in total, which is two less than last year (although I have had six ruined ones this year on top of that). Despite today's mind-blowing orgasm and perfect cream pie, I can't help hoping that next year it's six real orgasms and at least twenty ruined ones, that would be awesome!

Femdom Session - 2nd February 2014...

Today's session got off to a slightly uncomfortable start as I had to confess to a couple of instances of illegal touching/, which I had indulged in earlier this week after Mistress had gotten up (she gets up about an hour before I do, but gets home 1.1/2-2 hours before I do too). As you can imagine, having gone four weeks without a truly satisfying orgasm (my last one was very much borderline ruined) in recent days my cock has been rock hard in the morning, leaking pre-cum and desperate for attention. Having not been sleeping well lately hasn't helped since when Mistress gets up I can't seem to get back to sleep and so of course I am ill prepared to fight the temptation to touch my cock.

Mistress decided to give me fifteen strokes of the cat, straight off the bat. That isn't too many more than normal, but for some reason they stung a lot more. Number five in particular stung as the whip found it's way between my legs and caught my balls a treat. I winced my way through my punishment (Mistress later asked if I was hamming it up, seriously!) and was rather relieved when it was over, though Mistress didn't seem to think she'd hit me any harder than usual... hmm.

Soon I had forgotten about the pain as the Oxballs Cocksling tightened around my swelling cock. Mistress had me worshipping her feet while she lay on the bed, clad in a PVC top and skirt with only straps around her gorgeous breasts (I love that top). I could hear her dildo inside her pussy making a gorgeous noise but concentrated on worshipping her beautiful feet until I was ordered to lick her glass dildo clean for her.

After I had worshipped her other foot equally well, she had me lick and suck her dildo a second time before ordering me on to the bed on my back. She tied me to the bed and quickly sank down onto my face. She tasted wonderful, but after a few seconds she stood up and started fucking herself again. Then she was back on my face again, ordering me to push my tongue inside her, which I tried to do but she kept grinding her clit against my tongue instead.

By now my cock was rock hard and I was hoping she would slid down onto it, but sadly not. Instead she grabbed my cock and started pumping it hard, her nails digging in as she explained that she thought my cock needed to be properly punished for my misdemeanours, little did I know how true that would be by the end of the session!

Mistress abused my cock for some time, digging her nails into it and also scraping them across my tightly constricted balls. The thing is the Oxballs holds you very tight so there is very little movement in the skin, I imagine it's a bit like being circumcised, I believe circumcised men need to use lube to masturbate. Well there wasn't any lube, and there was plenty of Mistress's very long nails. On the upside I think it's the lube that reacts with the Oxballs and causes the stinging, of which there was none this time, so.... swings and roundabouts.

Mistress now decided to blindfold me and then she told me it was time for me to have something up my ass. I was expecting the new butt plug, but when I felt the cold tip of the lube coated glass dildo I was quite happy, because it feels great. It feels even better when Mistress fucks me with it while stroking my cock and that's exactly what she did next.

I was really enjoying that part of the session and wished it could have continued on longer, but alas no. Soon I felt the new vibrating butt plug being pushed into my asshole, and after deciding on a setting and attaching a couple of clothes pegs to my nipples (stronger ones than last time, because they were pointless) she left me to stew for a while.

The right clothes peg hurt more than the left one, maybe it wasn't pushed on as far, but I could definitely feel them this time. The butt plug wasn't as strong as I expected, but the thing is the vibrations acted as a reminder that it was there. Often when Mistress leaves me tied up with a butt plug inside me I almost forget about it until she takes it out, no chance of that here. At least I didn't have to worry about it causing an unauthorised eruption!

When Mistress returned she removed the pegs without a second's warning (ouch!) and then the blindfold and then untied me and told me to remove the Oxballs. I moved out of the way and she lay down on the bed and spread her legs, exposing her delicious pussy to me as she stroked my cock with her toenails. Her skirt was gone but she was still wearing the PVC top, she always looks so gorgeous like that.

I bent and laid down between her silky smooth thighs and began eating her pussy, she tasted so good and after a while her muscles tightened and tightened until she finally bucked and came hard under my tongue. I love nothing more than feeling that and it was so hot to watch as she stood up on the bed with her juices literally running down the backs of her legs as she snapped her fingers and pointed to the beads that were down by her calves already.

I greedily lapped them up before turning my attention to the soaking wet PVC sheet. There was so much pussy juice, it was wonderful. As I lapped at the sheet Mistress reached under me and started pumping my cock again. Then she ordered me onto my back and tied me down once more before standing over me, teasing me with her pussy and ass. She lowered herself down onto me and stroked me cock as I begged to lick her asshole. She gave permission and she continued pumping my cock as I tongued her tight hole. She gave me a second chance to tongue her ass before telling me that she was going to allow me to cum today, providing I could cum before she counted to ten.

Strangely, although my cock was really hard I felt a long way from the edge, a really long way.... and frankly I was a little worried that I wouldn't be able to make it. Mistress was pumping my cock really hard and counting very slowly it seemed to me, she obviously wanted me to cum because each number came slower than the last one. Around about five I felt something click into place, but it wasn't until nine that I got to the edge and then erupted violently.

It was brutal, it just seemed to keep coming, like as if I'd cum once and then another one followed straight on, and all the while Mistress was pumping me so hard... it was as near as I've cum to post-orgasm torment, and being tied down all I could do was buck beneath her as she pumped out an unfeasibly large amount of cum which she then fed to me and I swallowed down. Afterwards my poor cock looked as if it had been thoroughly 'tenderized', with little nail marks all down the left side and the skin swollen and red. Not that I'm complaining you understand!

Butt plug anxiety...

As I said before, our next Femdom session is scheduled for tomorrow, and there's one little thing making me a little bit nervous about it. I know it doesn't look very big, and it isn't, admittedly I haven't felt it inside me yet but I've held it and it feels like it packs quite a punch.

It's not that I'm worried about it as such, I'm just a little bit concerned that maybe it will cause me a problem. See, I haven't cum for two weeks now, and my last orgasm was... well, it was right on the verge of being ruined. So I kind of feel like I'm more on edge than I should be for just a two week wait. My cock certainly looks more desperate than that and every morning this week I've woken up ridiculously hard, and leaking pre-cum most mornings.

My slight concern is, if Mistress leaves me alone for five or ten minutes with this thing vibrating in my ass, is she going to cum back to find me with cum all over my stomach? I really don't know. Maybe it won't be as bad as I'm thinking, maybe it will be fine, but maybe not, I just don't know. The thing is, I'm liable to be more turned on than usual, what with the whole Femdom session and everything, so... I just don't know. I guess you'll have to check in tomorrow to find out!

Femdom Session 23rd November 2013...

It's a little over an hour since our session finished and despite having eaten lunch I can still taste Mistress's delicious pussy. Even more amazing since I had to swallow 29 days of cum as well, but more on that later.
Mistress had me wear the rubber cockring instead of the Oxballs this time and Mistress also decided that since she couldn't punish me for touching my cock without permission she was instead going to 'punish' me for touching her without permission. (Ye Gads, where will this end!) At least it was only the whip and not the paddle, but that being said, it seemed an usually robust whipping!
Thankfully it didn't last too long and then Mistress had me worshipping her beautiful feet while she toyed herself with her glass dildo, I wasn't blindfolded and managed to sneak one look without being caught. Meanwhile Mistress was teasing me about whether I'd be allowed to cum or not, and if so where and how...
When she'd had enough of that she tied me down on the bed and stood over me, fucking herself with the dildo and then having me suck it clean for her. Then she sat on my face and had me lick her gorgeous pussy. She tasted wonderful and very 'silky', I take this to usually indicate that Mistress is very turned on.
Mistress teased and punished my cock as she flaunted her pussy and ass in my face, before briefly sinking down onto my cock and allowing me an inch or so of entry. It was very frustrating, but fortunately she did allow me to slide fully inside her for a few seconds later on. She also spent a couple of minutes teasing my cock and around my ass with a small vibrator, which was pretty good actually, especially around my ass - definitely wishing we'd bought that vibrating butt plug at Erotica now!
It wasn't then long before my ass was filled and my nipples were pegged and I was left to stew in my own juice for a little while. When Mistress returned she had removed the PVC skirt she had worn earlier, but retained the black bra. She removed the dildo from my ass and the pegs from my nipples before allowing me up to remove my cock ring.
Then she stood on the bed in front of me and pulled me head between her legs and moaned as I started to lick her pussy. She pushed me away and then lay down in front of me, she looked absolutely gorgeous and I couldn't resist kissing her beautiful smooth thighs on the way up to begin worshipping her.
This 'silkiness' I mentioned earlier is always a good sign, and I could just tell that Mistress was going to cum really well. Right from the start there were little signs, just little muscle spasms that told me she was really wound up, and sure enough when she came Mistress came really hard, pulling my head down between her legs as she bucked against me. After she had finished I felt so content and happy, I love it when Mistress cums like that, it is so rewarding. Mistress stood on the bed and had me lick her clean and then as I licked her juices off the PVC sheet she reached between my legs and stroked my cock.
She tied me down again and then she started teasing me with her ass again, she made me beg for her asshole and then allowed me to tongue it as she stroked my cock. Earlier in the session she had mentioned something about me having a choice to make and I assumed that it would be a choice between cumming or being allowed to lick her ass. So I was confused now, since I was already being allowed to lick her ass.
Then came the question, she asked me if I wanted to cum like this, licking her ass while she pumped my cock, or did I want to cum inside her. Mistress allowed me only seconds to think before demanding an answer one way or another, warning that if I didn't chose I wouldn't be cumming at all.
In the heat of the moment, and with Mistress's gorgeous ass right in front of my face I chose to continue as we were, even though I had been fantasising about cumming inside Mistress's pussy all week. I had already decided that I would chose licking Mistress's ass over being allowed to cum, and this just threw me.
Needless to say, after 29 days I came incredibly hard and I can't help wondering if the smooth as silk walls of Mistress's pussy teasing the cum from my cock might not have been a better choice for my poor, tender cock... but as it was Mistress pumped me hard and fast until I covered her fingers in cum, cum which was then fed to me (and there seemed an awful lot of it - hardly surprisingly!).
I have to confess to a slight pang of regret at not choosing to fill Mistress's pussy, but the grass is always greener and if she will insist on asking these questions while her pussy and ass are right in front of my face... what can I do?

Femdom Session 6th November 2013...

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Check this out...

You guys know how much I rate the Oxballs Cocksling, well Thumper has written a review of the Oxballs 'Dude' Sheath which sounds pretty damn cool if you ask me, you can read all about it on his blog HERE. I must admit the idea of really stretching Mistress R's pussy out with that once in a while really appeals to me!

Erotica 2013...

I have literally, literally just got home from London and Erotica 2013. I thought I would get down my thoughts while they are still fresh in the memory, and while Mistress R gets a shower. Of course, the thought of Mistress R dripping wet is bound to a be a huge distraction but I will do my best!
First impressions of the new venue (Tobacco Dock) were quite good, it's a very cool building with vaulted ceilings in the lower floor. It did seem a little cramped in some of the individual 'shops', something which was not a problem in Olympia because it was more set up like a trade show with 'stands'. I would say the lower ceilings and less spacious surroundings did create more of an atmosphere though and no sooner had we walked in than we looked to the right and there was a woman with her tits out getting a photograph taken as she stood against a wall.

The first shop we went in was Bondura and we were tempted by a vibrating butt plug, but after some deliberation I decided that since we already have more than one butt plug, and we have a small vibrator we could probably achieve the same effect that way. I do find the glass products to be far superior and so I'm trying to get away from the crappy, rubber stuff if possible. It shouldn't be too difficult to attach the small vibe to the ring on the end of my glass butt plug I don't think, maybe we'll try that out soon.
I have to say, predictable though it may be, there were rather too many places selling corsets, burlesque outfittery and those shit masks that are on the cover of 50 Shades of Grey (possibly). In fact there was really only one place selling the kind of PVC stuff that Mistress was looking for and sadly there was nothing that really tickled her fancy so we left empty handed on that score.

SHIT MASK

There was a Spearmint Rhino lounge in one corner, which we entered and discovered a very bored and rather unsexy looking blonde going through her very uninspired looking moves on the pole while two 'official' photographers took pictures of her arse (which had Spearmint Rhino rather unsubtly written on it, well actually not her arse, obviously... rather her bikini bottoms). Elsewhere there were two or three other rather less than animated 'S/R' girls sitting on a motorbike. I have to say, I have never really been remotely tempted by the allure of a pole-dancing club, I just think it's so... fake and cynical, I suppose. Plus, these girls were just not sexy to me in the slightest. Yes they were slim and they had the big hair and all that, but being sexy is way more than that and this after all is supposed to be their job! I don't know, I would be interested to know if any of you have ever been to one of these clubs, what was it like?
At 3:00pm we managed to grab a seat in front of the Erotica Stage, ready for... you guessed it 'Natural Born Thrillers'. Which, basically is two very hunky guys and one guy who looks a bit like Lee Mack. No really.

LEE MACK

 
Which was entertaining in itself, as he seemed to treat the whole thing as a giant piss-take. I got the impression that he was the 'boss' and perhaps he's getting close to packing it in, cos he looks a little bit older than the other two, certainly old enough to know better anyway. Bless him. It was rather amateurish (a bit like last time actually, lots of awkward pauses in the music etc etc) but pretty funny though, and once again Mistress R did manage to have an 'encounter' with a half naked stripper (not the one who looked like Lee Mack unfortunately), though this time she didn't have to rub oil all over his chest...he just kind of well... gyrated on her lap, though I think she was mainly concerned with him not getting baby oil on her Radley handbag.
After the show Mistress and I headed back into the throng and Mistress tried on the aforementioned PVC tops, and then we kind of realised that we'd seen pretty much everything we wanted to see. Which was fortunate as the Torture Garden show was about to start back on the main stage. Unfortunately we didn't manage to get there in time to bag a seat, but it wasn't too bad standing around the back, we could still see very well. I have to say, I've seen quite a few Torture Garden shows over the years (at various Eroticas) and when I saw the keyboard on stage and clapped eyes on the hosts (Eastend Cabaret) I was not particularly inspired, but...I was wrong. They were genuinely funny, especially the shorter girl who played the keyboard.

EASTEND CABARET

After that there was Miss Poly Rae (quite good striptease/burlesque...and I don't put 'good' and 'burlesque' in the same sentence lightly, believe me), Marnie Scarlet (weird latex person...not entirely sure whether it's a woman or a man...probably a man), Chrisalys (a weird oversized Pierrot doll who fired staples into his arm and then rubbed the blood onto a teddy bear, no I'm not making this up), and finally a Japanese lady called Yusura who had a very impressive full back tattoo and who was a kind of Geisha stripper with added wax play.

CHRISALYS

Oh yes and there was Beatrix Von Bourbon (a Britain's Got Talent semi-finalist apparently), who was the worst of all the burlesque dancers I've seen yet, indeed I spent the whole performance trying to figure out who the music was by that she was using. I still don't know... it's very bleepy. At first I thought it was Depeche Mode but it wasn't. Definitely not. I know all Depeche Mode's stuff, but I feel like I should know who it was anyway... maybe it's Craig Armstrong?
After that we rushed downstairs to catch a rope bondage workshop. I've read about these sorts of things before and people always say that until you see it being done you don't really 'get it'. Well, I'm prepared to agree with that, although it's really not the fact that it looks amazing or anything, although plenty of people think it does. To me what was most striking about it was the effect it had on the girl being tied up. She looked totally blissed out, indeed the demonstrator called it 'rope space', which having experienced deep sub-space a few times I can totally relate to.
So that was it then, my experience of Erotica 2013. Though I may sound rather scathing, it was quite enjoyable overall, it's just a pity there wasn't a wider selection of clothing for sale. Never mind, it was a fun day. It was worth it just to see the hilarious male strippers.

Femdom Session 22nd September 2013...

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The end of a very long wait...

I don't exactly know when Mistress R got her larger glass dildo, but I found mention of it on the blog in May 2011 and it was already consigned to the back of the drawer... I don't remember exactly when it was but after Mistress discovered how awesome her original blue glass dildo was, one day I was ordering something from a sex toy site and she decided she wanted another one, only bigger.
Well, when it arrived, Mistress tried it once and declared it too big and uncomfortable. I couldn't help thinking that it might have been because she tried it without any warm up or having cum or having me inside her first, but I guess I figured it was up to her if she didn't want to try it again.
So a couple of weeks ago I picked the old glass dildo as my treat, but for some reason Mistress R assumed I had picked this other, larger dildo and she seemed okay about it. Well, that got me thinking...especially having read Eric's tales of watching his wife fucking herself with some very big dildos indeed! So last week when I lost yet another two pounds I chose the larger dildo and waited to see what happened.
Well, tonight, after who knows how long I finally got to see Mistress's gorgeous pussy wrapped around that very same dildo. First of all she stroked my rock hard cock as we kissed and then she pushed me down between her legs to worship her beautiful and delicious pussy. As soon as she came down from her orgasm she reached for her standard blue glass dildo and had me get it wet for her with my mouth. Then she slid it into her pussy, just inches from my face...it was so erotic watching that so close. Several times she pulled it out and had me lick and suck it clean, even though I'd just spent quite a while licking her pussy I never get tired of tasting her and I enthusiastically sucked and licked as she commanded.
After a while she swapped the blue dildo for the bigger, nobbly pink dildo and after having me prepare it for her, she slowly slid it inside her slippery, pink pussy. It looked so hot, it's got a very strong double bend in it (her old blue one is pretty straight) and it's a good bit longer than the other one, so I wasn't surprised that she never got it all the way in. But even so, it was so nice so to finally see her beautiful pussy stretched as she pushed the big round end into herself.
After a while Mistress started alternating between stroking my cock, sliding the dildo into her pussy and having me clean it for her. After straddling my face and allowing me to lick her wonderful slit, Mistress pushed the pink dildo inside herself again and had me clean it off once more before she set it aside. Then she concentrated on stroking my cock a lot more, giving me some nice hard/fast pumps and pushing me slowly towards the edge. Every time I thought I was getting somewhere though she slowed right down which was driving me crazy with frustration, while foolishly I was hoping maybe she might just maybe, possibly, perhaps be going to give me a ruined orgasm.
Nope. Not tonight. Soon after Mistress gave me one last taste of her delicious juices from the pink dildo and then she stopped teasing me altogether. I waited so long to see her beautiful pussy taking that nobbly glass dildo, I hope I get to see it again soon, although I must admit I still love seeing her blue dildo inside her, especially when my face is right between her silky smooth legs as she's pushing it inside...
Actually, I forgot to mention this earlier, but when I first went into the bedroom I was laying on the bed waiting for Mistress to come in and I noticed the two glass dildos on the bedside cabinet and I couldn't help but think how amazing it would be to see Mistress take on both of those glass cocks at once. I can't imagine that ever happening, I'm the only one in this house who gets buttfucked after all, but just thinking about it made my cock rock hard I can tell you!

Worth the wait...

So busy this weekend, so much to do... but despite that, Mistress R and I found time for some bedroom fun this afternoon. We both had awful night's sleep last night so we are both really tired, and yet we both seemed really horny as soon as we got into bed and my cock was soon rock hard. However, Mistress should always cum first, so I was soon down between her legs licking her gorgeous pussy to a really good orgasm.
Having satisfied my Mistress it was my turn and also time to collect my one outstanding reward. Mistress soon had me hard again and then reached for the glass butt plug, she lubed me up and soon the plug was deep in my ass as she stroked and sucked my cock. it felt fucking fantastic I have to say and it wasn't many minutes before Mistress was stroking me hard and I was getting close. Having been given permission to cum I could only watch as Mistress stroked my cock hard until the first drops erupted and then all but let go...but then just as I resigned myself to my first ruined orgasm in ages, she grabbed it again and pumped it hard until I jerked so much under her that the glass plug fell out of my ass.
After Mistress had me lick her fingers clean and we had flopped back onto the pillows I asked her what just happened, she said she was going to ruin it but changed her mind at the last second... and then added, 'But you would have been happy with whatever I'd have decided, wouldn't you?', to which of course the answer is yes.
I was happy to see cum erupted from my cock after last time (two weeks ago) when I had an almost completely 'dry' orgasm. I think my cock is definitely back to normal now.
:)

Hot hot hot...

Today is supposedly the last day of hot weather, well I won't be sorry if it is to be honest! Last night's pussy worship had to be conducted with windows wide open, which is always a bad move cos you just know there'll be some noise outside at just the wrong moment.
Well, there very nearly was, but fortunately I managed to push Mistress over the edge anyway, though I could tell it wasn't really one to remember. Being so warm and because neither of us had slept well the night before I asked Mistress to keep hold of my other treat for another day or so, which she was happy to do.
She then stroked me until I was really throbbing, she was pumping my rock hard cock hard, but I didn't seem to be getting close no matter what she did, just throbbing hard. She slapped my cock quite hard too, which was lovely... and she told me how lovely it was to have my cock back the way it should be after my sore/rough foreskin problems. I couldn't agree more!
By the end my cock really was achingly hard and as I could tell the session was drawing to a close I started questioning my wisdom as I now really, really wanted her to plug my ass with glass and stroke me to the very brink, or maybe beyond.
Several times recently I have thought Mistress was looking to give me a ruined orgasm, but she hasn't. In fact I haven't had one since June, don't really know why that is, but whatever, it's up to her I guess. Hopefully there'll be more teasing tomorrow or maybe Saturday actually... and still got my glass butt plug to look forward to!

My reward...

Tonight was my first 'weigh-in' related treat and it was absolutely wonderful. You may remember that I lost four pounds this week which means that I got to chose a toy from our drawer for Mistress to utilise in our next teasing session. To Mistress's great surprise I chose her glass dildo. I think there were several reasons for this... for one thing, I thought it would be interesting to pick something that she wasn't expecting, I also genuinely wanted to watch her using the dildo on herself because most of the time in our Femdom sessions when she is using it I am not allowed to watch and have to keep my eyes down while I am worshipping her beautiful feet.
I also wanted to take the opportunity to get Mistress to use the dildo out of session, in the hope that she would use it more often and hopefully of her own volition. Watching Mistress pushing the dildo into her pussy is very hot and I do love licking it clean afterwards. As I told her the other day, one thing I would love to see (and have never seen) is her masturbating and making herself cum, I have occasionally seen her using the dildo on herself during our Femdom sessions, but I would love to see it more often and I would love her to feel relaxed about using it.
As we discussed after our play tonight I think this little game will be a really good way of us getting used to using sex toys outside of our Femdom sessions, because we almost never have. It seems a shame when we have so much stuff and so little time to use it. Using the parachute the other day was a revelation, and I think it surprised Mistress how effective it was and how great it was to use it in a normal every day situation rather than only saving it for that once a month session.
I'm hoping that by actually using these things they will become less 'scary' and that in a few months she will think nothing of grabbing the cock whip or her glass dildo or some other item from the drawer, which will tie in rather nicely with my aim to pump up the Femdom side of our relationship a bit.
:)
Anyway, so tonight we started out kissing with me kneeling between Mistress's legs while she stroked my cock a while. She pushed me back and I thought she was going to have me go down on her but then she reached for the glass dildo and offered it to my mouth so that I could get it wet for her. Then she slowly pushed it into her tight pussy. My cock was bobbing about as I watched and after a short time she grabbed my cock and started stroking it again as she fucked herself with the dildo. She had me clean the dildo off and then started the whole thing over again. I loved watching her use the dildo on herself, I have always thought there was nothing sexier than a woman enjoying herself that way. It was beautiful to watch.
She allowed her head to tilt back as she rubbed her clit with the wet dildo and let out a little sigh, that was incredibly hot, as much as I wanted to lick her pussy I would have loved to have watch her bring herself to orgasm.
But after cleaning her dildo off one more time she told me it was time for me to worship her beautiful pussy. I willingly sank down between her legs and tasted her properly at last. She tasted wonderful and after a little while she had a really nice orgasm. I didn't expect her to use the dildo any more, but I was in for a treat. She grabbed the dildo again and slid it inside her wet pussy, coating it with her juices and then offering it to me to clean once again. Yummy.
Then she had me kneel up between her legs again and she stroked my cock a little more before she told me to lay down on my back. She stood over me and started stroking my cock as I reached up and gently pushed her ass cheeks apart to expose her gorgeous asshole. She reached back and pushed the dildo into her pussy again before offering it to my mouth to clean, she did this several times actually stroking me quite fast as she did it. I have to say I absolutely loved watching the glass dildo sliding in and out of her pussy, especially in that position.
After a few minutes of this she discarded the dildo and knelt beside me, still stroking my cock hard and fast. She looked so gorgeous, I just wanted her to mount my face and let me lick her pussy again. But she had other ideas.
She stroked me until I had to warn her that I was getting close, but she didn't stop. I warned her again that I was getting really close and she told me that I had permission to cum. About two seconds later I saw a huge glob of cum fly right past my left shoulder as Mistress pumped my cock dry. When I finished she had me lick her fingers clean and then scooped up some more cum from my cock and fed it to me.
I was surprised she allowed me to cum actually, I was convinced that she would wait until tomorrow or the weekend. But I'm glad she did because that means she allowed me to cum when she wanted it to happen, either that or she thought I'd already broken my record... I'm not sure. But I told her the other day that what she wants is what matters, not any records, so I'm hoping that's what it was. For the record, I equalled my record of forty two days.
I'm not in the slightest disappointed about that, I would have loved to have cum on Mistress's beautiful feet, in fact there's lots of things I would have traded for setting a new record. It really isn't that important to me any more somehow. In fact I actually think I would have cum harder last week than I did this week, because I was hornier last week than this, I think I reached the top of the hill and went over it a bit.
Mistress and I have discussed this and so I probably won't be going much over thirty five days in future, albeit if she decides she wants to push me again then she absolutely has carte-blanche to do that. My orgasms remain completely under her control.
So, a very successful evening all round then and I will definitely be encouraging more dildo use outside of our Femdom sessions in future, I might even chose it again in two weeks time when it becomes eligible for selection again. But I would absolutely love it if I didn't need to...

Femdom session 27th May 2013...

Sometimes before a Femdom session I get a bit nervous, I know Mistress R does too. Today I was definitely a bit nervous. For one thing I cut it a bit fine getting ready, and was literally lowering my blindfold as Mistress was opening the bedroom door, for another, well...
Mistress has always enjoyed having me write notes for her which she reads before a session. We have found these to be invaluable as a way of communicating about stuff that isn't always the easiest to discuss and mostly for me to let Mistress know what I really liked about our last session and to pass on ideas I've had and... well for me to let her know how amazing she is really!
So anyway, there was a bit I had written after last month's session about how I love licking her juices off her dildo, especially when she teases me about making me suck them off another man's cock. In the next sentence I said about how much I love it when she goes down on me and then kisses me so that I can taste my cock on her breath. Both of these things are true and Mistress knows both of them well by now... and yet seeing them written down next to each like that made me feel strangely anxious. I don't know why...
Anyway, Mistress had instructed me to wear the leather ball splitter toy that I wore a couple of months ago, which is okay, except that if you don't stay hard the whole time it has a tendency to fall off. I can only speculate that my aforementioned nerves were getting the best of me because my cock was very reluctant to get hard even when Mistress had me on my knees worshipping her beautiful feet (something I'd been waiting all flipping month for!). In hindsight I really wish I had been wearing the stupendously brilliant Oxballs Cocksling... but alas I wasn't.
The only time I got properly hard was when she had me suck and clean her dildo after she had been using it on herself and teased me about it. As I said in my notes, this never seems to fail to get a reaction, and today was no excpeption. Unfortunately, if the ball splitter thing isn't on properly it kind of acts a bit like a chastity belt and you tend to swell up behind it and push it forward. The problem is, when your cock deflates it then simply drops off the end. This is not nearly as cool as wearing a rubber cock ring and having it split open because you are so hard that it can't take the strain (which has happened a few times in our sessions).
(Oh yes, before I forget, Mistress didn't forget about the towel incident, she dished out eleven smacks with the paddle at the start of the session... Ouch!)
Mistress had me remove the rest of the cock ring and secured me to the bed on my back. She stroked and slapped my cock but it still wasn't anywhere near as hard as either of us would have liked it. She mounted my face and had me lick her pussy (which helped quite a bit) and told me she needed my cock much harder so she could use it properly. She turned around and started teasing me with her ass (which always gets results) and then she whipped my cock with her little cock whip. Mmm, I must admit I do like having my cock whipped...
Then Mistress decided to push a small dildo into my ass, which was nice. But then she decided that since it had gone in so easy she needed to replace it with my (rarely used) buttplug. Unfortunately, experience tells me that it is almost impossible to insert when I'm lying on my back with my legs tied at the foot of the bed and I told her it would be better if I was on all fours. Mistress didn't want to untie me though and after some more unsuccessful pushing decided instead to insert my glass butt plug, which is like four balls with a ring on the top.
This felt really nice, much better than the normal dildo and Mistress made it even better by teasing me about having a real cock up my ass as she stroked the dildo in and out, allowing the ridges to really stimulate my ass. Then she stood over me and removed her PVC skirt before attaching clothes pegs to my nipples and leaving me alone for a while.
When she returned she removed the pegs, a little smile playing around her lips as I winced with the brief flash of pain when each was released. Then she sank down onto my face and I licked her pussy greedily, she was so ready and within seconds she had released me from the bed and had me down between her spread legs.
Mistress looked incredible with her leather corset top on and nothing else except her key pendant that she wears for every session these days. I was sooooooooooo happy to be going down on her and really, finally starting to relax into the session, which I had rather struggled to do so far. The real turning point was the huge orgasm that Mistress enjoyed a little while later, it was just wonderful to witness her cumming so hard. I would trade ten of my orgasms to make her cum like that every time. She looked so beautiful in the afterglow and after a few moments allowed me to gently lick her pussy clean.
Now Mistress stood up and bent over in front of me, before telling me to lick all the pussy juices off her skin. I gladly licked them all up before licking first my fingers and then the PVC sheet clean and then Mistress tied me down on my back again. Now she started teasing me about how much I love her ass and how much I would love to get my cock inside her ass. She wondered aloud what I would be willing to trade for the chance to fuck her there while she stroked my cock. Thankfully my cock had finally decided that it was ready to join in properly and was rock hard. Mistress allowed me four or five brief periods of ass worship as she stroked me hard. Mistress knows how much I love tonguing her gorgeous asshole and this really was absolutely delicious!
I never really thought that she was going to let me cum today, and indeed Mistress told me that she thinks she has been far too generous of late. I agree, it's been a year since I went 42 days and I haven't been anywhere near that in the meantime, so I'm hoping that this will signal a long period of denial for me in the near future.
Mistress knelt beside me and stroked my cock a few times more before giving my balls a nice slap to signal the end of the session. I couldn't believe it was over, it seemed like five minutes not an hour. Thankfully Mistress agreed and suggested that we might have a mini-session between now and our next scheduled session. I'm looking forward to that already! And to hopefully breaking Mistress R's record before the end of the week. :)

A trip to London...

Mistress and I were in London today and we made a point of visiting the Harmony store on Oxford Street. Mistress tried on a new PVC top but she didn't like it and so we left almost empty handed. We picked up a bottle of ID Lube, we don't use lube very often, but that is really, really good stuff... maybe I can persuade Mistress to use it to tease my cock with a cock ring on, that would be very nice I'm sure.
One thing which made me smile was that as soon as we got down to the basement (where all the good stuff is - all the fluffy handcuffs and penis ice cube trays are on the street level) Mistress was looking to see if they had any cock rings with spikes on the inside! Sadly they didn't have any, I'm a little relieved but mostly disappointed...
I did notice a 5 piece set of butt plugs which went up to 2" diameter, but didn't purchase... perhaps if anyone from Harmony reads this they could send me a review sample? Go on, you know you want to!
Seeing all the glass dildo's made me want one to replace the crappy old dildo that we've had forever that is mostly the one we use in the Femdom sessions, I remember Mistress accidentally pushing her glass dildo up my ass once and it felt really nice. We did buy a glass anal toy but it falls out too easy, probably because we use too much lube actually, you only seem to need a small amount of lube with glass toys.
Mistress was unimpressed with the fleshlights, she looked very confused as she looked at them and then she saw the end and the penny dropped. I must admit they don't look good, but they are supposed to feel pretty good and their potential for teasing is quite obvious.
Hopefully we will go back to London soon, and definitely to Erotica in October.

Femdom Session 28th April 2013...

This has been an exceptionally tough week for both Mistress R and I for reasons that I'm not going to get into here (though Mistress R has asked that I mention that it is nothing to do with our relationship), suffice it to say that we were in two minds about whether to have our session today, but in the end we are both really glad we did.
This post really starts last night, or rather early this morning perhaps. I went to bed quite late and Mistress R followed a little while later. When I heard her get into bed I turned over and cuddled her, before kissing her breasts and squeezing her gorgeous ass. My cock was like steel but Mistress made no move to touch it... eventually she turned over and I snuggled against her with my cock pressed against her ass and my hand wrapped over her stroking her mound. I honestly thought I was going to cum, it's unusual for me to get so worked up without any stimulation but this was one of those times and it was exhilarating and at the same time scary.
I whispered to Mistress R that I was so close I thought I would explode, she said, "No, you have to save it for tomorrow!". I reluctantly kissed her shoulder and turned over, it was the only possible course of action. Thankfully I got to sleep pretty quick and the cum stayed in my balls.
This morning's session began as always with me on my knees and with my ankle and wrist cuffs in place. On this occasion Mistress had also instructed me to wear my blindfold and the Oxballs Cocksling (still fucking awesome). When she arrived she asked me to confirm that I had not touched my cock since the last session, I replied in the affirmative but still decided to give me eleven strokes with the whip, she stopped part way through to remind me that had I touched my cock since the last session she would be using the paddle and it would be hurting a lot more.
Then I was allowed to worship Mistress's beautiful feet while she lay on the bed, but first she had me get her glass dildo nice and wet with my mouth. I've been longing to worship her feet all month and relished every second of it, and as I sucked her toes and peppered her feet with kisses she told me how she was rubbing the dildo against her pussy and then eventually pushing it inside herself.
When it came time to switch feet she stopped me for a second and had me clean her dildo with my mouth. I leaned forward and took as much of the dildo as I could into my mouth, I wanted to show her how badly I wanted to taste her pussy juice. She seemed to appreciate my eagerness and when she said something about having me suck her juices off a real cock that had been inside her my cock became rock hard.
After that I worshipped her other foot until she had me clean the dildo again and then told me to get on the bed and lay on my back. She restrained me at each corner and then straddled my face and told me to stick my tongue out. Mistress groaned a little as she ground her pussy really hard against my tongue and my cock stiffened once more. She flipped round and teased me with her ass while she stroked my cock, I couldn't see it of course but it was right in my face.
Mistress stroked and slapped my cock for some time, intermittently teasing me with her ass until rather surprisingly she allowed me two very brief periods of ass licking. My cock was really hard now and she sank down onto it and rode me for a little while before kneeling to the side of me again and scratching my cock and balls with a hairbrush.
In my notes before the session I had told Mistress that I would love it if she would never think 'I can't do that, it's too mean' ever again, and Mistress seemed to be having a lot of fun today, she even gave my balls a little smack with the hairbrush, though thankfully not too hard!
Then Mistress decided I should be left alone for a little while, but first she removed my blindfold and then pushed a dildo into my ass and applied clothes pegs to my nipples. As she was about to leave I asked her if I could please taste her pussy again before she went, she said 'Not until I decide,' but then hitched up her PVC skirt and pushed a finger into her soaking slit. 'Just a taste until I get back,' she said as I greedily sucked her finger clean. I looked down at my cock in the cocksling and it looked massive.
Ten minutes later Mistress returned and removed the dildo, the clothes pegs and untied me. She had me sit up and remove the cocksling myself and then she lay back on the pillows, her body looking amazing contrasting with the black PVC sheet. She told me to worship her pussy and make her cum and I was more than happy to do so. After a couple of minutes she had me get off the bed and turn off the heater as she was getting a little too warm, as I turned back to the bed I was blown away by the way she looked, leaning back against the pillows with her legs spread wide, exposing her beautiful, neatly trimmed pussy, she looked fucking unbelievably HOT!
I resumed my position and gently began licking my Mistress's awesome pussy. It can never be understated how much I love eating pussy and thankfully it seems I'm pretty good at it, good enough to bring Mistress R to another lovely hard orgasm anyway. I adore making Mistress cum, it is the greatest feeling in the world, I just want to do it every day. During the session I told Mistress that I could easily spend a day just worshipping her pussy and ass... and maybe her feet.
Mistress stood up on the bed and had me lick all her juices off of her ass and from between her legs and then told me to lick the sheet clean, yum!
I wondered what might happen next, perhaps she would strap-on the 'strap-on' and give my ass a good fucking, maybe she would even tell me that if I felt like cumming while she was fucking me then as long as I could do it without touching my cock, I could... as long as I didn't mind licking my cum off the sheet of course... I seem to remember writing a story along those lines a long, long time ago...
She had me lie on my back again and then secured my ankles and wrists once more before standing over me and giving me the perfect view of her gorgeous pussy and ass, she even pulled her cheeks apart to make sure I got an extra good look at her perfect, beautiful asshole. She teased me about wanting to lick it some more as she worked my cock and then she lowered her ass onto my face and gave me permission to lick it again. I love licking her ass so much, it makes my cock so fucking hard, but thankfully despite my eighteen day load it wasn't too much of a struggle to hold back.
Finally she turned around and mounted my cock again, telling me that she wanted me to cum inside her. I pushed upwards as she bore down and after a short, hard fuck I exploded inside her.
Before I had even really finished cumming Mistress rose off my cock, and straddled my face so that my cock pulsed in the air even as I was eating my cum out of her luscious pussy. When she was satisfied that I had licked her clean Mistress turned and squeezed some more cum out of my cock and fed it to me from her finger. Needless to say I loved every second of it.

Femdom Session 24th February 2013...

Today's Femdom session nearly didn't happen. I woke up at 7:50am and shot downstairs to see what was wrong with our cat, who was howling like she was in her death throes. Since she is twenty one (and we believe has a tumour in her bladder) we are always kind of waiting for the day when she has to go to the vet for the final time. Luckily today was not that day, and seemingly the enormous commotion was because she'd eaten all her biscuits and she wanted to know what I intended to do about that!
I felt enormously tired, even though I get up daily at 7:10am, and headed back to bed, where I slept until eleven (which I never do). When we finally got out of bed, we had kind of missed our usual starting point for our session, which usually begins at 11 or thereabouts. I looked in the mirror, I looked extraordinarily pale. We ummed and aahed about when, or indeed if, we should have our session today. Should we do it tomorrow or next week? Finally we decided to just do it. We both felt less than 'mad for it', but as has been proved before, a few minutes is all it takes for the adrenaline to kick in.
So late this afternoon our session began, me with my blindfold, ankle/wrist restraints and the leather ball splitter I have talked about before all in place. Mistress entered and asked if I had any more cock touching to confess to, which I didn't. She was pleased but decided to administer about fifteen paddle smacks as a reminder. Then she pulled my face into her ass and as I breathed in her scent I felt my cock straining against the splitter which I had probably done up too tight if I'm honest. She told me that if I want to keep getting teased I need to remember to ask when I want to touch my cock.
Several minutes of lovely foot worship followed, while Mistress taunted me by describing the way she was touching and dildoing her pussy (which I of course couldn't see through my blindfold), punctuated by having me suck the dildo clean of her juices and getting it wet for her.
Eventually I was told to get on the bed and Mistress pushed a dildo into my ass and then had me lay on my back. She secured me at each corner of the bed and began using my tongue, I love it when she does that. She turned around and tormented me with her ass, telling me that I was not allowed to lick it, something she did over and over this session. I felt my cock straining against the ball splitter and eventually felt Mistress snap the front part open, leaving the strip of leather at the base of my cock and behind my balls intact and tight.
She sank down onto my cock several times and then lifted off and began slapping my cock, which was now extremely hard. This pattern continued a while, before more teasing with her gorgeous (but still hidden) ass pressed right in my face. Then she told me to close my eyes and she removed the blindfold. When she allowed me to open them she was standing over me, and as I looked up at her she lifted up the front panel of her PVC skirt to expose her beautiful pussy to me. I licked my lips and she sank onto my face again and then  turned around and sank down onto my cock again, offering me a very rare sight indeed, my cock disappearing into her pussy from behind.
Soon she started playing with my nipples as she stroked my cock while kneeling beside me, then she rode me again and continued to pull on them, which I really loved. Then she started talking about whether she might let me cum today and what conditions might be attached. She said she'd read in one of my stories about where a guy is allowed to cum but then has to endure being stroked for another thirty seconds, and maybe she should try that. She asked me if that was something I would like to try, I said yes, though I fear I wouldn't be able to take thirty seconds and I would definitely have to be tied down. She also asked if I would like to jerk myself off over her ass and then lick it clean, I said I would. She said maybe she would jerk me off and then wipe it on her ass, since that would be just as good. Then she left me alone for a while with clothes pegs on my nipples, the dildo still in my ass and the leather strip really pulling on my balls.
When she came back she had me remove the cock ring, she removed the pegs (she always has a twinkle in her eye when I wince I notice) and the dildo before having me go down on her. She was so ready for it after riding my cock and abusing me, and she came rather quicker than normal, and rather spectacularly too. :)
After cleaning her and the sheet I was tied down again and Mistress announced that I was to be relieved of my twenty eight day load, but that I would have to swallow it (of course). She wondered if I would rather be jerked off with her ass in my face or allowed to cum inside her, I assumed that meant she would allow me to lick her asshole as I came. She said the first would be my favourite and I agreed, however Mistress then told me that I wasn't allowed to look at her ass, even though it would be right up against my face and asked if I could be trusted to keep my eyes shut or if I should be blindfolded. I told her the blindfold would be safer, even though I was hoping my tongue would be buried in her ass anyway.
She allowed me about two seconds off ass licking in the end... so frustrating, and as she jerked my cock she described every little thing that she was doing, gradually bringing me closer and closer to coming. Then as soon as she started counting down from ten I could feel my orgasm approaching and as she jerked me hard I exploded over her hands.
As I lay panting she fed me the whole twenty eight day load from her fingers (it was extraordinarily creamy it seemed) before removing my blindfold and taunting me with her pussy and ass for a last time before ending the session. We agreed it had been a success and were both glad we had not postponed it.

Femdom Session 7th October 2012...

As those of you have been reading my blog this week may know, Mistress R and I have been on holiday  from work, and what better way to finish a week off work than with a Femdom Session?
I must admit at the start of the week I was a little sceptical, a week off work could mean too much to eat and drink and too many late nights, but I'm very happy to say that we kept ourselves somewhat more in check than usual and as such we reaped the benefits of our comparative restraint!
Incidentally, before I go any further, I would just like to say that Mistress R has just read my 'Krisproll' fantasy and found it most amusing...
Anyway...
Usually before a session Mistress R informs me what she wants me to wear by ticking boxes on a list I print out for her, the list starts with wrist and ankle cuffs, which are pretty much a given and then includes the Oxballs Cocksling, a rubber cock ring, a leather cock and ball splitter (which is pretty hopeless), my CB3000, and a buttplug if I'm not mistaken! When I compiled this list (some time ago now it must be said) I also included an option to 'Surprise Me'. I don't know how many years Mistress has been filling in this list but for some reason today was the first time she has ever ticked 'Surprise Me'.
This caught me off guard a little, as I simply wasn't expecting it... I was of course tempted to brush the dust off my CB3000, but knowing that Mistress R doesn't like it and knowing that I haven't even tried to put it on for at least a year (and not having unlimited time to fuck about with it) I decided to leave it well alone. Maybe some might see that as a lost opportunity, but I have no regrets.
I toyed with the idea of trying the irritating leather cock and ball divider, which is great until my balls slip back through the gaps and then it becomes a pointless decoration. Not wanting to resort to the Oxballs or the standard rubber cock ring (excellent though they both are) I was left with two options. Well actually, that's not strictly true... I was also toying with the idea of starting the session with my black buttplug in place, but I wasn't sure if that was within the 'remit' of the surprise me option. I guess I should have established that beforehand, but I decided it was probably better to play safe and so it came down to a metal cock ring that I haven't used for many years and the leather ball splitter I reviewed on this very site a year ago and haven't used since. I remembered the leather ball splitter being rather good and eagerly slipped it on.
The ball splitter is very sturdy and unlike the other leather cock ring/ball splitter I own you don't get the feeling that it's about break apart at any moment (which is always good!). So decision made, I waited kneeling as always for Mistress to enter the bedroom with my cuffs and the leather ball splitter in place.
When Mistress entered she noted my choice and scraped her toe nails along the underside of my very tight balls, commenting on how very tight it looked and how red and angry my cock and balls looked already. Mistress then established that I had been keeping my hands off and delivered a cursory 'reminder' punishment of nine strokes of the cat to remind me, before moving onto the bed and telling me to start worshipping her feet.
I eagerly began kissing her beautiful feet, sneaking a peek at Mistress R's beautiful pussy as I did so. Mistress noticed of course and warned me to keep my eyes only on her feet until she told me otherwise. I love worshipping Mistress R's beautiful feet and as Mistress began talking to me as her 'slave' I felt my cock harden inside the leather device. I was so fucking hard, and Mistress R was making me harder by the second, telling me how my cock and balls were hers and how she loved using my cock just like a dildo...
Soon I could hear Mistress using her real dildo to pleasure herself, and before long it was inside her. Not long after it was being offered to my lips for cleaning, which I eagerly undertook, revelling in the taste of her delicious juices.
Mistress continued her verbal teasing as I worshipped her other foot before having me lay back on the bed and securing me at each corner. As Mistress mounted my face and I greedily devoured her beautiful pussy my cock felt like it would explode at any second. I was so unbelievably hard in that thing and Mistress soon took to punishing my cock and balls with her hand and her cock whip.
When I winced as she brought the cock whip down across my balls she said, "What's the matter, is it too much?"
To which I replied "No Mistress."
"Good," she said. "Because you can tell me if it is.... only, you can't keep changing your mind about whether you want me to play with your balls or not."
God, I so loved that she said that, it was so hot hearing her using my fantasies against me.
She then spent the next ten or fifteen minutes I guess, alternating between having me lick her pussy as she sat on my face, slapping and whipping my cock and sliding just the tip of my cock inside her very wet pussy.
My cock was so red and hard that Mistress asked me several times if I needed her to remove the ball splitter but I told her it was fine. It didn't help me hold back my orgasm much though and as Mistress finally allowed me to penetrate her properly I was struggling quite bit. She looked so incredibly beautiful then, looking down at me with a somewhat amused look about her as she rode my aching, throbbing, tightly restrained cock... what I wouldn't give for a photograph of her in that moment, sigh...
Just to complete the moment, as she pulled herself off me and my dripping wet cock slipped helplessly out of her she reminded me that it was nothing more than a dildo to be used solely for her pleasure.
Oh my fucking God... so HOT!
She knelt beside me and slapped my cock and balls some more (when I am really turned on I absolutely love having my balls slapped) before standing over me and taunting me with the sight of her gorgeous pink asshole, pulling her cheeks apart so that I could get a really good look before sinking down onto my face so that I could breath in her beautiful musky scent. As you can imagine my cock could have hammered in a fence post by now, and after teasing me for a while like this she finally relented and allowed me to very briefly taste her asshole, suggesting that I might be allowed more later. Then she attached clothes pegs to my nipples and left me alone for a while, my tightly bound cock still throbbing and bobbing in the air.
When she returned she had removed her leather skirt and was naked except for her black bra and her special key pendant. She looked so sexy as she moved around the bed, I couldn't wait to taste her again and make her cum. She removed the pegs and then undid my restraints, before ordering me to remove the leather balls splitter.
Then she had me on my knees and slid onto the bed in my place, leaning back against the pillows and telling me that it was time to make her cum. I kissed my way up the insides of her silky smooth thighs (I LOVE Mistress's legs, and I especially love her inner thighs they are just so beautiful and sexy) until I came to her gorgeous pussy. I could spend hours worshipping Mistress's pussy and I cherish every single second that I get to worship it, it tastes soooooooo good.
I wasn't quite relaxed though, somehow I didn't seem to be in quite the right place and I was very concerned that I wasn't hitting the right angle and no amount of fidgeting seemed to correct it. Thankfully, it wasn't too serious a problem as Mistress came and drenched my chin with her pussy juices. It was such an erotic moment, clinging to her as she writhed on the bed, licking her until she finally pushed my head away... my face was soaked and I absolutely LOVED it!
After a few moments she got up on the bed and had me lick her juices up as they dripped down her thighs, before having me lick my fingers and the PVC sheet clean.
Then she tied me on my back again before grabbing my cock and slapping it back to full hardness. Even without the leather ball splitter my cock felt huge and it became even harder when she straddled my head and I looked up to see her pussy still absolutely dripping wet. As much as I wanted to tongue her asshole, which I assumed was what was about to happen, I simply couldn't let that pussy juice go to waste and I begged Mistress R to allow me to lick her clean.
Mistress said that she thought I would have had enough pussy juice by now, though she knows well enough that I can never had enough pussy juice. She graciously allowed me to suck her pussy clean twice as she slapped and stroked my aching cock and I wondered if she would make me choose between worshipping her ass or cumming again, but no, instead she told me that she was going to allow me to worship her ass and then sank down onto my face.
I loved every second of it, of course, and my cock was really aching now, especially since Mistress R continued to stroke and slap it as I feasted on her asshole. Then she knelt beside me again and looked down at me, teasing my cock and balls with that slightly amused smile on her face once more.
"You've pleased me today..." she said. My cock throbbed in anticipation and I licked my lips, hopeful that she might be about to allow me to cum before feeding it to me like the little cumslut I am.
"...but I'm not going to let you cum today."
I felt my back arching, pushing my cock higher as if begging for attention and crucially release.
"You can handle that, can't you?"
I didn't want to handle it, of course... I wanted her to jerk me hard and make me cum. But if it pleased Mistress to leave me horny and frustrated then that's what I truly wanted.
"Of course I can Mistress," I replied.

I love that Mistress R is so settled into her role now, I love that she seems to take amusement from my frustration and my struggling not to cum when she's riding my cock. I love that I don't have to worry about what I type on my blog now, because in the past I would sometimes be wary of typing certain things in case they made her uncomfortable with being 'mean' and denying me release. I don't feel the need to do that anymore. I love that she is getting more and more comfortable with being 'mean' and telling me that I 'can't keep changing my mind about whether she can play with my balls or not' was such a wonderful thing to hear, the fact that she's telling me it's her way or nothing is just incredibly hot. I love it when she talks to me like that, I just want her to become more and more evil, I just love it!
She looked so beautiful and sexy today and I can't imagine not being with her forever, she is absolutely everything to me, I truly adore her and I honestly hope she spends the rest of our lives together deciding when, how, where and indeed if I get to cum... and enjoying my tongue of course. Oh yes.
:)

Femdom Session 16th September 2012...

Going in to this session I was not in the right mindset at all, for a start I hadn't written my notes for Mistress R from the previous session so I ended up rushing them on the morning of the session, and on top of that Mistress R left me instructions to wear a leather cock-ring which I haven't worn for months, probably couldn't get on last time because my balls don't hang low enough and when I picked it up I couldn't even work out how it was supposed to fit. All this was not getting me into a nice relaxed frame of mind which would allow me to slip easily into sub-space, in fact right before the session started I was seriously thinking about not doing it because I thought it was going to be a complete and utter disaster. Thankfully, when the session started (with me now wearing the more usual rubber cock ring instead of the bloody useless leather one) things took a dramatic turn for the better!
As soon as she came into the room Mistress R stood in front of me, lifted her foot and had me kiss it. As soon as I bent forward to kiss her foot it was like a switch was thrown and I was right where I needed to be, it was quite amazing. My cock immediately hardened without even being touched and after a couple of minutes of foot worship Mistress R fetched her little cock whip and started beating my cock until it was even harder than before. Then she had me on my hands and knees and disciplined me for a few very minor touching infractions with eleven strokes of the whip (number five caught my balls between my legs you'll be pleased to hear!) and then the foot worship really started.
Mistress climbed onto the bed and I was instructed to worship her beautiful feet with my mouth and to keep my eyes down while I was doing it. I could hear Mistress using first her fingers and then her favourite glass dildo, and inbetween kissing her feet and sucking her toes I was allowed to taste Mistress's beautiful pussy from her fingers and then the dildo. My cock remained completely rigid the whole time and this was only assisted by Mistress's musings as to what she might do for the rest of the session.
Perhaps, she wondered, she might have me worship her feet, then her pussy, then her feet and then if I was really good, maybe her ass... and inbetween times, maybe she wouldn't even touch my cock once. She asked me how I would feel about that, I told her that if that was what would please her then that would be all that mattered. Of course that's not really what I 'want', but it totally turns me on to think that she might do that one day. I love the way Mistress keeps dropping things like that in each session, letting me know that she's at least thinking about being ever more evil... needless to say my cock was throbbing just thinking about being allowed to worship her delicious asshole.
Eventually Mistress called a halt and had me up on the bed, tied at each corner while she sat on my face, my cock ignored but looking and feeling huge. I eagerly licked her gorgeous pussy and then she knelt beside me, telling me that maybe she would just give me some short but very intense teasing... she dug her nails into my cock and started jerking me before straddling my face again and having me lick her some more.
Mistress then blindfolded me and set about slapping and whipping my cock and balls some more before climbing back on my face for a third time. Hurting my cock was obviously really starting to turn her on as this time she was dripping wet. I licked and swallowed her beautiful pussy juices and then she slid down me and impaled herself on my cock. It felt so good to be inside her, but it lasted barely half a minute before she was off again. Next she was fucking herself with her dildo again and then she turned round and started taunting me, telling me that she was peeling her ass cheeks apart and that if I wasn't blindfolded I would be able to see her gorgeous pink hole.
As I groaned in frustration she slowly stroked my granite hard cock and sank down so that her asshole was pressed right against my lips. She did this several times, torturing me with the heat and scent of her gorgeous ass as she mused aloud on what I might have to give up for the opportunity to taste her tight hole. Maybe another three weeks before I cum, four if she took the blindfold off...
Then Mistress decided I needed something up my ass, she quickly lubed up and inserted the smallest of our dildos then set about teasing my cock with a small vibrator. It felt amazing when she pressed it between my ass and balls, and on some parts of my cock, but on the head I could hardly feel it.
Soon she removed the dildo and told me I needed something bigger, this confused me a little and I started to get a little nervous that she was going to fuck me with the bigger spare dildo from our strap-on, thankfully she didn't (cos it's too fucking big for me!) and what I initially thought she'd done was pressed the tip of her favourite glass dildo into me. This wasn't all that crazy an idea as Mistress R once fucked me with it when she got confused holding her glass dildo in one hand and a glass butt plug in the other - it felt nice too! After the session I established that she'd actually used that same glass butt plug on me this time, I'm not sure how far she pressed it in, but it only really felt like a couple of inches... a shame as she was stroking my cock at the same time and I wanted much more, it felt fucking brilliant, I can certainly see why being strap-on'd and jerked off at the same time would be nice.
All too soon, Mistress withdrew the glass plug and attached clothes pegs to my nipples (bloody useless, definitely going to get some proper nipple clips) before leaving me alone, tied down with my cock throbbing as I waited for her to return so that I could lick her pussy and make her cum.
When she returned she straddled and stood over me before taking off my blindfold, at first she told me to keep my eyes closed and then when she allowed me to open them I looked up at her naked except for a leather corset type-thing which hid her beautiful breasts from view. She removed the pegs and told me to remove my cock ring, a bead of pre-cum trickling from the tip of my cock as I did so. Then she lay back on the bed and told me to make her cum.
Mistress was still very wet and she smelled gorgeous, but I resisted the temptation to dive in and kissed all around her beautiful pussy before slowly starting to lick her wet, slippery lips. I love licking pussy, I really do, I honestly wish I could lick Mistress R's pussy every single night, and more than that I love making her cum really hard. After a while I was a little unsure where Mistress R was in relation to her orgasm, when suddenly she bucked hard and I scrambled forward to lick her clit as she came. Mistress bucked several times and eventually I ended up laying flat on the bed, my eyes just inches from Mistress R's beautiful, wet pussy. I love looking at Mistress's pussy when she has just cum, I think it is absolutely gorgeous. Mistress commented on my adoration before standing on the bed in front of me and having me up on my knees licking every trace off pussy juice from her thighs, front and back (I love it when she does that!).
After that she had me lick the sheet and my fingers clean and then re-tied me on my back. She stood over me again and bent down to stroke my cock, which was once again rock hard (even without the cock ring). She told me that I had a decision to make... that I could either chose an unspecified period of hard stroking and stimulation which she made clear may or may not be long enough to make me cum, or I could worship her ass. But if I chose to worship her ass, she would not tease me any more today.
Without hesitation I chose to worship her gorgeous asshole, I love licking her ass and it is very rare that I am allowed to lick it out of our sessions, so any chance I get, I take it! Mistress R seemed a little amused that I would chose to lick her ass, even if it meant missing out on a chance to cum. Even as she lowered her ass to my face she still couldn't resist gently tracing her fingertip along my aching cock as I strained to bend my neck so that I could lick her asshole.
I loved it, but the position was all wrong and my head eventually sank back onto the pillow in frustration. Mistress R asked if I'd had enough, and I explained that I just couldn't reach and she moved back to accommodate me. She allowed me a little more time to worship her ass, though of course it's never ever enough (especially when half of the time was really uncomfortable), and all too soon she climbed off and knelt beside me once more. She grabbed my cock at the base and then used her other hand to slap it hard six or seven times, she said it was a little 'bonus' for me. Well, everyone likes a little bonus don't they? I certainly did. :)
The session ended then and unusually I snapped right out of my subspace as quick as I had snapped into it. Which I really didn't like. Usually after a session I feel really mellow and content for at least half an hour as I gradually ease myself back into reality, but today it really sucked...in fact it was not unlike being turned out of a pub by a surly bouncer bang on closing time when you've just bought a drink!
A shame because the session was absolutely fantastic and it was certainly no reflection on Mistress R who excelled herself in the verbal department yet again. It was just weird... at least I made Mistress cum and after the session she told me it had been really fantastic for her, which made me feel a lot better.
On the upside we have decided that we will be having our next session in just three weeks time, since if you're not careful every time you move the session back a week eventually you miss out on one. I can't wait for that, I wonder if I will get to cum between now and then... I certainly wouldn't bet on it!