After Friday's overheating and Saturday (and Sunday's) not terribly successful teasing, I was a little bit apprehensive about tonight. It seems that when our sex life takes a temporary dip we both get a bit edgy, it's silly really, twenty years together and one little hiccup still puts us both off our stride. Consequently I spent rather a lot of time today getting myself into a bit of a state worrying about whether my cock would perform when required, indeed I was all ready to suggest using a cock ring if it didn't go to plan...
Nothing puts me in a better mood than giving my beautiful Mistress a really good orgasm, I feel... well, it just makes me feel like things are 'right', and this is doubly true when things haven't gone to plan previously. Well Mistress certainly had a very nice orgasm tonight, which lifted a massive weight off my shoulders. Now all I had to do was get hard and stay hard and everything would be okay again.
I had barely got wood the whole weekend and had woken up soft three days in a row, never a good sign I find. But my cock had definitely shown signs of being awake when I first started kissing Mistress before she had me eat her pussy, so I was optimistic. However, I have known that scenario before... and it baffles me that I can be rock hard one minute and lifeless twenty minutes later.
Thankfully, I needn't have worried. As Mistress started to stroke my cock it gradually came to life and eventually filled out perfectly satisfactorily. She stroked and sucked my cock for some time before she started slapping me (only my cock today) and pumping me hard. I wondered if she was going to ruin an orgasm for me (as it's been over a month now) but she never got me even close to the edge, but I was so happy to be nice and hard I really didn't care too much about that.
I really needed this tonight, I was so fed up on Sunday, what with the weather and the dieting... speaking of which it's weigh day tomorrow. I'm planning to get weighed and then leave, the meeting room is going to be far too hot to sit around listening to people yabber on about what they've eaten. I'm pretty confident that I've lost weight which means that I need to choose a toy to play with this week.
It's a bit odd actually because this time, for the first time, it's leading up to our Femdom session on Saturday... and I'm mindful that I don't want to undermine or weaken the session. I mean I was thinking of asking to worship Mistress's beautiful ass, or to use the parachute again, but it would be far more interesting to see if Mistress chooses to utilise either of those in the session, and if she doesn't I can always choose those things next week (as long as I keep losing weight of course!).
I have an idea, but I think I need to clear it with Mistress R first. She said that I could either chose a toy or choose an activity, I think my idea is quite interesting and different which is what this game is supposed to achieve, so maybe it will end up being the way to go. We'll see tomorrow I guess.
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