Totally Intense and Just Fantastic...

Tonight the unexpected happened, and it was incredible! Since Mistress and I are determined to make up for lost time this week, once again we headed for the bedroom around 8pm. I lay next to my beautiful Mistress and we started to kiss and I gently stroked her thighs and around her pussy. My cock was soon rock hard and Mistress reached down to grab it and stroke it. I licked my fingers and gently began teasing her slit and it wasn’t long before she indicated that she wanted me down between her legs and licking her pussy.

I moved down the bed and once again tried to get comfortable laying on my throbbing cock. She tasted wonderful as always and I gently kissed and licked her pussy before adding my index finger and eventually bringing her to a lovely climax. As she recovered I gently kissed her inner thighs and breathed in her scent, but was unprepared for what happened next.

She reached down, pulled me up the bed and started stroking my cock as I leant over her to kiss her again. Was she going to let me slide into her slippery, wet pussy right now? I hadn’t cum for twenty one days and the thought of being allowed inside her, maybe even to cum inside her made my cock really throb and ache.

After a short while she pulled me nearer and fed my cock into her hot, slippery hole. It felt absolutely amazing, the way that it only can when you are only allowed something sporadically, and perhaps crucially, at another’s whim. I started to slide my cock in and out of Mistress, enjoying each and every stroke as if it was the last, but then as I started to stroke deeper and deeper I almost fell out. She told me to just hold it inside her for a minute, which I did… and then she started to push against me, indicating that she wanted me to thrust inside her again.

After a couple of minutes I was starting to get close and I told Mistress I couldn’t take much more, she asked me if I wanted to cum inside her. Usually my answer would be ‘if it pleases you Mistress’, but in this instance I didn’t want to give her that answer and I told her I did want to be allowed to cum inside her. She asked me how bad I wanted it, but before I could really follow through I felt myself getting really close and had to warn her again because if she had any intention of brinksmanship* then I was about to fail – big time!

She told me she was allowing me to cum and as I felt the edge building and growing ever closer she repeated her demand that I should tell her how bad I wanted it, more urgently this time. I felt my cock starting to strain and I have no idea what I actually said in that moment, I just remember my cock pumping over and over as I filled my gorgeous Mistress’s pussy full of cum. It seemed to go on and on like it was never going to stop, truly one of the best orgasms I’ve had since we started this blog I’m sure.

After a short period of recovery and kissing Mistress intensely, and with no sign of her ordering me to clean her, I decided to move back down the bed and lick her pussy. I figured, Mistress Marie said I needed to take the incentive to worship her feet until it became normal for her to ‘order’ me to do it, so why should this be any different. It was lovely to lick her pussy of course, but surprisingly there wasn’t a single drop of cum there for me to clean up. Once again I seem to have pumped it too damned deep, I really need to try and rectify this, but it’s kind of difficult to think about that in the heat of the moment. Of course Mistress laying on her back wasn’t prompting any cum to appear and she didn’t seem inclined to sit on my face either. Even when she got up it was somewhat reluctant…

After a short while she moved my mouth away from her pussy and we lay together on the bed, holding each other as she told me about her day. I must admit it is a tiny bit disappointing that the last two times I’ve got to cum has been inside my gorgeous Mistress and neither has resulted in a proper cream pie, but really… the sex this evening was so fucking good, I really can’t bring myself to be unhappy about that. Besides, hopefully it won’t be too much longer before I get to spray my cum all over her wonderful ass and lick it clean.

In the meantime, it’s amazing to realize just how amazing basic, vanilla, missionary position, PIV sex can be… at least when it’s set against a backdrop of three weeks of chastity and teasing, and several orgasms for my beautiful Mistress. It seems obvious to me that you can have too much of a good thing, and this lifestyle has a wonderful way of charging even the most basic of lovemaking with some serious intensity. I am so glad my Mistress is totally on board with this now, I realy can’t imagine ever going back to being a ‘free’ man again.

*Mistress hasn’t done this in quite a while actually, when she first let me go on top she would stop me when I got close… I’m not sure if this is simply because she gets to a point where she wants me to cum inside her or what, but it’s her decision so if she lets me edge inside her and then tells me to stop I will, just as I will gladly finish inside her if that’s what she decides.

Four orgasms in five days, not for me...obviously!

Finally the text box is working again, so I've been able to reinstate the 'Most Recent Orgasms' box on the front page. It's been a good week so far, with four orgasms in five days for Mistress R and three lovely sessions of teasing for me. Mistress is really starting to get into slapping my balls and doing it without being asked, she's also started doing it a bit harder too. I've certainly felt a little ache now and again today, but I don't mind, it's a lovely reminder of last night's fun.
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We are going to London on Saturday, it's Erotica again and we need to replace Mistress R's PVC top, which sadly lost it's shape a few months ago.

I guess she has had it quite a few years now, must have seen a fair few sessions... probably ten years since we bought it. It was always a favourite of mine and I was sorry to see it go. I really hope we can find a suitable replacement.
According to the website the new venue has a 'fully working dungeon with demonstrations', which sounds promising. I always thought that Erotica lacked a certain something. For one thing there was no atmosphere because the venue was ridiculously inappropriate, a huge hall with a glass roof capable of hosting show jumping... does that really sound like a nice intimate place? Hardly. It sounds like the new place is a lot more suitable, I guess we'll see in a couple of days.
The new venue is on the outskirts of London at the newly refurbished Tobacco Dock, let's hope the train service is better than the one to Olympia which was always completely hopeless and unreliable. There are shows every hour alternating between Torture Garden and a collection of Dream Boy types.... which is usually pretty amusing. I remember a couple of years ago Mistress R had me sitting in the front row with her and there was this black guy who looked like 'Blade' doing his thing, and he had her rubbing oil onto his six pack right in front of me. At least he didn't ask me to do it!
Another funny memory was there was this show on the main stage and there was a mixture of guys and girls dancing and stripping, and there was this one guy who was absolutely shit, he was out of time with everyone else and he couldn't rip his trousers of when he was supposed to. So come the end of the show and you're really wondering what this guy was doing up there, cos he was a bit rubbish. Next minute he rips what little clothing he still had on off and his cock is just standing out straight in front of him about a foot!
Talk about a show-stopper! I was scared... hahaha.

Back on the diet after our week off, think I've lost a couple of pounds so far, I reckon I put on five or six so still a little way to go, but I don't have to weigh in until next Tuesday, and I've still got a treat in hand. Gotta get to that two stone reward though, really need it soon.... the mere thought of jerking off over Mistress R's ass and licking it up is enough to drive me crazy. When I finally get there I know it's going to be awesome!

Four Orgasms in Five Days!

Finally the text box is working again, so I’ve been able to reinstate the ‘Most Recent Orgasms’ box on the front page. It’s been a good week so far, with four orgasms in five days for Mistress R and three lovely sessions of teasing for me. Mistress is really starting to get into slapping my balls and doing it without being asked, she’s also started doing it a bit harder too. I’ve certainly felt a little ache now and again today, but I don’t mind, it’s a lovely reminder of last night’s fun.

We are going to London on Saturday, it’s Erotica again and we need to replace Mistress R’s PVC top, which sadly lost it’s shape a few months ago.

I guess she has had it quite a few years now, must have seen a fair few sessions… probably ten years since we bought it. It was always a favourite of mine and I was sorry to see it go. I really hope we can find a suitable replacement.

According to the website the new venue has a ‘fully working dungeon with demonstrations’, which sounds promising. I always thought that Erotica lacked a certain something. For one thing there was no atmosphere because the venue was ridiculously inappropriate, a huge hall with a glass roof capable of hosting show jumping… does that really sound like a nice intimate place? Hardly. It sounds like the new place is a lot more suitable, I guess we’ll see in a couple of days.

The new venue is on the outskirts of London at the newly refurbished Tobacco Dock, let’s hope the train service is better than the one to Olympia which was always completely hopeless and unreliable. There are shows every hour alternating between Torture Garden and a collection of Dream Boy types…. which is usually pretty amusing. I remember a couple of years ago Mistress R had me sitting in the front row with her and there was this black guy who looked like ‘Blade’ doing his thing, and he had her rubbing oil onto his six pack right in front of me. At least he didn’t ask me to do it!

Another funny memory was there was this show on the main stage and there was a mixture of guys and girls dancing and stripping, and there was this one guy who was absolutely shit, he was out of time with everyone else and he couldn’t rip his trousers of when he was supposed to. So come the end of the show and you’re really wondering what this guy was doing up there, cos he was a bit rubbish. Next minute he rips what little clothing he still had on off and his cock is just standing out straight in front of him about a foot!
Talk about a show-stopper! I was scared… hahaha.

Back on the diet after our week off, think I’ve lost a couple of pounds so far, I reckon I put on five or six so still a little way to go, but I don’t have to weigh in until next Tuesday, and I’ve still got a treat in hand. Gotta get to that two stone reward though, really need it soon…. the mere thought of jerking off over Mistress R’s ass and licking it up is enough to drive me crazy. When I finally get there I know it’s going to be awesome!

New Milovana tease...

Today I have submitted a new tease at Milovana, if you would like to view it you can do so by clicking HERE.

Currently it has a score of 3.9/5 and getting on for 20,000 views!

More lovely pussy worship and teasing...

More wonderful teasing for me tonight and a slightly strange orgasm for Mistress R. She kind of go there... and then nothing happened... and then it hit, really intense! Afterwards Mistress stroked and slapped my cock and balls and then rode me for a while, grinding herself down on my throbbing cock while I played with her gorgeous breasts. I would love to see those breasts covered in cum again, mmmmmm....
After a while Mistress rose up off my cock and lay next to me, kissing me hard while she continued stroking and slapping my cock and balls. Several times I got so close to warning her that I was close, but each time she just slowed down and pulled me back, it was incredible. Gradually Mistress started to scale back the stimulation, which was massively frustrating in itself. It's one thing to be left throbbing and aching, but even more frustrating to feel your cock start to soften simply because your Mistress isn't giving it what it needs to stay hard. All the same I love that she decides how much pleasure I get and having her totally control my cock like that really shows me who's in charge (I'd still rather be left throbbing though).
So that's two in a row, and I still have a treat from two weeks ago that I haven't claimed yet!

Getting back to normal...

Yesterday, after another six day wait I finally got to worship Mistress R's beautiful pussy again. It was so good feeling her cum on my tongue, I missed it so fucking much. Immediately I felt so much happier, I really do not function well if I am not able to worship my Mistress, I just feel kind of down until I can make her cum again. It really sucks.
After I made her cum Mistress teased me wonderfully and I begged her to slap my balls. She did, several times. She hit them maybe five times in a row about three times...  it felt fantastic, just the right hardness, i.e- just a little harder than I could have done it. :)
Mistress pumped my cock pretty hard and several times I thought I was getting close but she slowed down each time and kept me just the right side of exploding. I was really wondering if she was trying to make me cum just so she could ruin it...I don't know, but she was definitely pumping me hard.
My cock was unbelievably hard when I was going down on her, it was actually quite uncomfortable laying on it! Not that I'm complaining of course!
Needless to say Mistress ultimately didn't let me cum, she left me throbbing hard and looked extremely happy to do so, she slapped my cock pretty good too.
Neither of us is happy that she's only cum four times in twenty days, Mistress was looking at the calendar yesterday and said she reckoned another ten were possible. I think that's optimistic, but I'm more than happy to try, I reckon we could at least save the month and get into double figures. The second I had made her cum I just wanted to start over, so I'm more than happy to push for a good result.
Maybe we can beat our previous record of five consecutive days in a row, that would be pretty cool.

Later in the evening it was quite warm and I noticed that Mistress had taken her socks off, actually I had been massaging her feet while she lay on the sofa earlier...hoping that she might tell me to worship her beautiful feet or ring the bell . I was just about to go to bed and I decided that I had to seize the initiative and so I lay down on the floor in front of her and started to kiss her gorgeous, soft instep. She said she had been about to ring the bell...
Mistress responded very well to my foot worship, she was much more involved than normal, usually she just relaxes while I do what I think, but this time she was much more pro-active about which foot she wanted worshipping and where. I loved it, anything which makes her more dominant is good in my book. Eventually she relaxed and when I looked up I saw her laying back on the sofa with her eyes closed looking like she was loving every second of it, that made me feel so happy. Mistress R really does have sensationally beautiful feet, I absolutely love to kiss and worship them.

It's the last day of our holiday today, back to reality tomorrow... which is good for my weight at least. I reckon I've put on about four pounds this week. But now I have about 8 days until I have to face the scales, and I'm really hoping I can take those four pounds off and another one and get my two stone certificate. I really want my two stone reward now, you remember Mistress said that she would let me cum on her ass and lick it all off... so ready for that!

An interesting email...

From a reader who will remain anonymous...

"I watched one of the videos you posted, I wasn't sure what it would be to start with, then it became apparent that it was targeted at 'sissies' so I felt quite comfortable that I could watch it without any concern and be detached from it's purpose. The head fuck was that as the video progressed and I saw the hot girls kissing and tonguing cum between their mouths I just wanted to join in! Or seeing a pretty girl's face covered in spunk I found myself wanting to lick the screen."

Let the viewer beware indeed!