So as I said earlier, I was really looking forward to going down on Mistress R tonight, but I didn't expect much more in return than some teasing...
Mistress R got onto the bed and lay on her back and I started to kiss her, my cock swelling between her legs, she pushed me back and then opened her legs and we kissed some more, my cock twitching against her hot pussy, then she reached down and made me even harder by actively rubbing the head of my cock between her lips, I started to push forward slightly and she seemed to be allowing me inside her, but then she stopped me and reminded me that 'her pleasure came first', but that she might allow me inside her once I'd made her cum.
I slid down her body and buried myself between her gorgeous, silky thighs and began pleasuring her with my tongue and fingers, my hard cock pressing into the mattress. Gradually my cock softened as I brought Mistress closer and closer to orgasm, until finally she spasmed several times and came very hard against my tongue. It was wonderful to feel her come so viciously, I absolutely love it when she comes really hard like that.
I reluctantly pulled away from her sensitive pussy, and was about to lay down on the bed when Mistress told me to put the Oxballs Cocksling on. I quickly fitted it and after about a minute of fondling and some gentle ball-squeezing my cock was rock hard. Mistress quickly mounted me and was soon riding my cock in fast and hard bursts, and I was finding it surprisingly easy to keep control of my cock (although one time just as she slowed down I felt the very beginnings of an edge approaching).
To my utter surprise she then told me that she wanted me to cum, to shoot my load inside her and after 23 days I didn't need to be told twice.Well, it was absolutely fucking amazing, there's no other way to describe it. Not only was I inside her, but feeling my cock pump 23 days of cum into her warm, wet, slippery pussy was just Heaven, and the cocksling seemed to extend the feeling so much, it felt like I was coming for about 15-20 seconds! Un-fucking-believable!!!
And if that wasn't awesome enough, after kissing me very passionately for a little while, Mistress R lifted herself up and planted her cum filled cunt right over my mouth, inviting me to lick her gorgeous pussy clean. Oh God but it was amazing, I think I'll be grinning like an idiot for the rest of the week now!
Monday, 18 July 2011
Poll is now closed, bu there's a new one...
Okay so, it seems that 74% of you firmly believe that July is going to be the first orgasm free month of my life since, about 1982... that's pretty one-sided. We shall see.
So I decided to add a new poll (one for the men and one for the women) to get your views on anal sex. Do you love it, hate it, have you never tried it, or do you only do it for your lover / Mistress? I must say I do like being fucked with a strap-on, but sometimes it's less comfortable than others, if you get the angle right it's really nice, and sometimes I'm sure I could cum from being fucked... I haven't really been strap-on'd since we started the longer chastity periods and I think that would be even more likely now. Mistress R tends to use a dildo or a butt plug on me in our Femdom sessions, but for me there's nothing like the feeling of actually being fucked and feeling her pushing it into you...
So I decided to add a new poll (one for the men and one for the women) to get your views on anal sex. Do you love it, hate it, have you never tried it, or do you only do it for your lover / Mistress? I must say I do like being fucked with a strap-on, but sometimes it's less comfortable than others, if you get the angle right it's really nice, and sometimes I'm sure I could cum from being fucked... I haven't really been strap-on'd since we started the longer chastity periods and I think that would be even more likely now. Mistress R tends to use a dildo or a butt plug on me in our Femdom sessions, but for me there's nothing like the feeling of actually being fucked and feeling her pushing it into you...
New video...
I don't know if any of you have watched that new video I added to the video page, but that is a lot more fun to watch than to experience I'm sure. Of course with videos it's always difficult to tell exactly how hard the ballbusting really is, but it certainly doesn't look too phoney to me. At least she lets him cum at the end, but it would have been better if she had ruined it... don't you think?
Oh deary me...
Some of you may have already noticed that my transgression counter has been used for the first time... well, what can I say, it was late at night (Saturday night, or Sunday morning to be precise), Mistress R was asleep, I was still remembering the lovely teasing blowjob she gave me, and well, I er 'dropped the ball' so to speak. No cumming of course (Heaven forbid!), just lots and lots of edging... over about 30 minutes. I guess I'll have to pay for it sooner or later, but three weeks is a long time to go without an edge, and I really needed it!
Looking forward to some pussy worship tonight, and adding to Mistress R's orgasm total of course... who knows, maybe I'll get one too, now that Mistress knows for sure that there's no wrong time and whenever she chooses is always the 'right' time. Or maybe not. Maybe she wants to make sure I'm nice and twitchy for our Femdom session on Sunday... hehehe.
Don't forget this Sunday is International Femdom Day, I have a couple of surprises in store for Mistress R... and now that we know there's a Hotel Chocolat where we are going on Saturday, we'll certainly be spending some cash in there (Caramel Cheesecake chocolates for the win!). Sweets for my sweet indeed.
Looking forward to some pussy worship tonight, and adding to Mistress R's orgasm total of course... who knows, maybe I'll get one too, now that Mistress knows for sure that there's no wrong time and whenever she chooses is always the 'right' time. Or maybe not. Maybe she wants to make sure I'm nice and twitchy for our Femdom session on Sunday... hehehe.
Don't forget this Sunday is International Femdom Day, I have a couple of surprises in store for Mistress R... and now that we know there's a Hotel Chocolat where we are going on Saturday, we'll certainly be spending some cash in there (Caramel Cheesecake chocolates for the win!). Sweets for my sweet indeed.
Sunday, 17 July 2011
Following up on the last post...
So last night as I posted, Mistress R and I discussed the whole 'Femdom session' issue, with regards to the fact that the sessions have always resulted in an orgasm for me and how that was creating an issue now that I had hit the 28 days barrier, and how could Mistress make me wait longer because the sessions would get in the way.
Mistress was seeking reassurance that I was indeed happy to let go of that last 'safety-net' and put my orgasms completely in her hands. This is great, but it does throw up a couple of other things which may need further clarification.
During our discussion Mistress asked me if she should leave some kind of build up period, kind of like we used to do in the early days, a three or four day stint of chastity before the session. Having thought about this I don't think this is particularly necessary, I was going to say that she should not let me cum the day before the session, but there's no good reason for that, and since she now fully understands that she can let me cum whenever she likes, there's nothing to stop her having me cum two days in a row if that's what she chooses.
As far as I am concerned there simply is no right or wrong time, there is only when she decides, and if she later decides it was the wrong time, well it's not the end of the world is it.
The other thing that occurred to me this morning was that since the 30th of April I have cum three times, twice in the session and once inside her (which sadly didn't result in a cream pie for me). I know I have said this before, repeatedly, but now it's even more important since I am just as likely to cum out of a session than in one.
Every time I came in session for the last year or so, Mistress has had me lick my cum off her hands, feet or breasts (licking your cum off your Mistress's breasts is fucking hot let me tell you!) and I want her to be 100% confident that EVERY time I am allowed to cum, whenever that may be, she can make me swallow it if she wants to. As far as I am concerned I have 100% accepted that every chance to cum is potentially going to lead to me cleaning it up with my tongue, and I am totally fine with it. And if I have been allowed to cum inside her, then I am more than fine with it, I am positively eager to clean her pussy with my tongue.
I can't think of anything which demonstrates my submission to Mistress R more effectively than swallowing my own cum, and one day I hope she will have me swallow the proceeds of a ruined orgasm, thereby underlining her complete and utter control of my cock and orgasms...
Mistress was seeking reassurance that I was indeed happy to let go of that last 'safety-net' and put my orgasms completely in her hands. This is great, but it does throw up a couple of other things which may need further clarification.
During our discussion Mistress asked me if she should leave some kind of build up period, kind of like we used to do in the early days, a three or four day stint of chastity before the session. Having thought about this I don't think this is particularly necessary, I was going to say that she should not let me cum the day before the session, but there's no good reason for that, and since she now fully understands that she can let me cum whenever she likes, there's nothing to stop her having me cum two days in a row if that's what she chooses.
As far as I am concerned there simply is no right or wrong time, there is only when she decides, and if she later decides it was the wrong time, well it's not the end of the world is it.
The other thing that occurred to me this morning was that since the 30th of April I have cum three times, twice in the session and once inside her (which sadly didn't result in a cream pie for me). I know I have said this before, repeatedly, but now it's even more important since I am just as likely to cum out of a session than in one.
Every time I came in session for the last year or so, Mistress has had me lick my cum off her hands, feet or breasts (licking your cum off your Mistress's breasts is fucking hot let me tell you!) and I want her to be 100% confident that EVERY time I am allowed to cum, whenever that may be, she can make me swallow it if she wants to. As far as I am concerned I have 100% accepted that every chance to cum is potentially going to lead to me cleaning it up with my tongue, and I am totally fine with it. And if I have been allowed to cum inside her, then I am more than fine with it, I am positively eager to clean her pussy with my tongue.
I can't think of anything which demonstrates my submission to Mistress R more effectively than swallowing my own cum, and one day I hope she will have me swallow the proceeds of a ruined orgasm, thereby underlining her complete and utter control of my cock and orgasms...
Saturday, 16 July 2011
My treat, and a little talk...
Mistress R has been a bit crotchety today, what with one thing and another, but thankfully this evening she has had a glass of wine and relaxed a bit and quite unexpectedly she came over to me on the sofa and told me she wanted my shorts off. Well, I wasn't going to wait to be asked a second time! So for the next few minutes I had the wonderful pleasure of watching her suck my cock very nicely, and then stroking it hard and fast and then back to sucking and finally some soft touching and some awesome kissing, I really, really love kissing her when she's been sucking my cock, I love to taste it on her and today it seemed unusually strong, which made it super-hot!
I didn't edge. It surprises me how well I can control my cock even after 21 days without cumming, but I think trying to edge would be very dangerous and my principal concern is that I would cum without permission and until I know that Mistress R is willing to ruin my orgasm if I do that, I won't even try. I was very happy with how hard I was though, and how hard I stayed for a while after she finished too, all this healthy eating and exercise must be starting to pay off!
Following this, and when I had put my shorts back on, Mistress R told me she wanted to ask me something about the chastity thing. One of the things that was bothering her was the fact that our Femdom session is coming up next Sunday, and although I had written about this she wanted to check that I was sure I was okay with not being allowed to cum, if that's what she decided.
See, for those of you who haven't been following the blog since the beginning, we've been having these Femdom sessions for ten years and every single one of them has resulted in an orgasm for me (and all but one or two for her too). So I knew that sooner or later, as Mistress got comfortable with the idea of longer periods of chastity, this would become a point of conflict, because last time I went 28 days and to go any longer would mean either moving the session or me not getting to cum.
Well I told her that the most important thing to me is that she decides when I get to cum, and I also said that I didn't want to change the monthly sessions, and that I was indeed fine with the idea of not being allowed to cum in the session, if that's what she wanted.
To me, though I love being made to wait a long time, I don't necessarily want to just wait two more days longer each time, because it becomes predictable. I can't imagine embarking on a year of chastity, not because of the waiting, but I think what would suck would be knowing that you weren't going to cum for a year. I'd much rather every time I was teased I thought there was a chance. Like tonight, it's been 21 days, and the Femdom session is a week away, and because waiting until next Sunday would be quite predictable, I had this idea that she would let me cum tonight, so all the time she was sucking my cock so wonderfully I kept waiting for her to tell me that she wanted me to cum. But she never did...
But the knowledge that she could have is part of what makes it so hot. Knowing that all she had to do was say to me that she wanted me to cum, right now, and I would have emptied my balls into her warm, wet mouth, or over her gorgeous tits, or over my own stomach... whichever she chose. Once you take away the possibility I think it loses something, which is why the times when we planned chastity periods to finish on the days of the sessions weren't ideal, but I knew they were necessary stepping stones to get where we are now.
So, yes, the answer to the question was 'Yes, I am fine about not being allowed to cum in the session', because I do want to be pushed to wait longer than 28 days (as and when she decides to), but what I really want more than anything is for her to have the freedom to choose. I don't want her to feel that there being a session means she 'has' to let me cum, I don't want anything to take that control away from her, or impinge on it in any way.
As I said to her, she can make me cum every night for a week if she wants to, and then make me wait six or seven weeks if that's what she wants to do. All that matters to me is that she's happy, and she's making the decision on whether I get to cum or not. I mean of course it's nice to beat my record, but we don't have to break it every time, if I go a week then a month, then two days, then another week, then two months, then three days, then a week, then three days on the trot, then another two months, then three months, then four days.... that's fine with me, as long as she's happy and she's making the decision.
After our talk she was a lot happier and a lot more relaxed, so it's pretty clear that she was thinking about pushing me past 28 days but she was concerned that even though I had written on my blog that I was okay with it, she was still unsure that I really was. But now she knows I am definitely okay with it and that I do want to gradually be pushed longer, but she doesn't have to do it every time. Because after all, that just takes control away from her too, because if she wants to have me cum for her after a week and she knows that she's 'supposed' to be making me wait at least a couple of days longer than last time, well, that really isn't her being in total control of my cock like I wanted is it?
I'm really glad she asked me about this because I knew this problem would arise sooner or later and now that we've discussed it, Mistress knows that she has complete control over when I cum, which is far more important than beating records as far as I'm concerned. Plus it means that I really don't have a clue when I'm going to be allowed to cum now, but suddenly it looks like the two thirds of you who have voted that you don't think Mistress R is going to let me cum this month might be right!
The question is now, if not July, will it even be August?
Like most of you out there, although I want it to be entirely her decision, I can't help hoping that she will continue to develop her cruel side and make me wait and wait and wait, while teasing me mercilessly and enjoying my tongue whenever she wants it, I would also love for her to tease me right to the edge and then let go just as my cock starts to spurt, leaving me totally frustrated and completely in awe of her and the power that she has over me now....
I didn't edge. It surprises me how well I can control my cock even after 21 days without cumming, but I think trying to edge would be very dangerous and my principal concern is that I would cum without permission and until I know that Mistress R is willing to ruin my orgasm if I do that, I won't even try. I was very happy with how hard I was though, and how hard I stayed for a while after she finished too, all this healthy eating and exercise must be starting to pay off!
Following this, and when I had put my shorts back on, Mistress R told me she wanted to ask me something about the chastity thing. One of the things that was bothering her was the fact that our Femdom session is coming up next Sunday, and although I had written about this she wanted to check that I was sure I was okay with not being allowed to cum, if that's what she decided.
See, for those of you who haven't been following the blog since the beginning, we've been having these Femdom sessions for ten years and every single one of them has resulted in an orgasm for me (and all but one or two for her too). So I knew that sooner or later, as Mistress got comfortable with the idea of longer periods of chastity, this would become a point of conflict, because last time I went 28 days and to go any longer would mean either moving the session or me not getting to cum.
Well I told her that the most important thing to me is that she decides when I get to cum, and I also said that I didn't want to change the monthly sessions, and that I was indeed fine with the idea of not being allowed to cum in the session, if that's what she wanted.
To me, though I love being made to wait a long time, I don't necessarily want to just wait two more days longer each time, because it becomes predictable. I can't imagine embarking on a year of chastity, not because of the waiting, but I think what would suck would be knowing that you weren't going to cum for a year. I'd much rather every time I was teased I thought there was a chance. Like tonight, it's been 21 days, and the Femdom session is a week away, and because waiting until next Sunday would be quite predictable, I had this idea that she would let me cum tonight, so all the time she was sucking my cock so wonderfully I kept waiting for her to tell me that she wanted me to cum. But she never did...
But the knowledge that she could have is part of what makes it so hot. Knowing that all she had to do was say to me that she wanted me to cum, right now, and I would have emptied my balls into her warm, wet mouth, or over her gorgeous tits, or over my own stomach... whichever she chose. Once you take away the possibility I think it loses something, which is why the times when we planned chastity periods to finish on the days of the sessions weren't ideal, but I knew they were necessary stepping stones to get where we are now.
So, yes, the answer to the question was 'Yes, I am fine about not being allowed to cum in the session', because I do want to be pushed to wait longer than 28 days (as and when she decides to), but what I really want more than anything is for her to have the freedom to choose. I don't want her to feel that there being a session means she 'has' to let me cum, I don't want anything to take that control away from her, or impinge on it in any way.
As I said to her, she can make me cum every night for a week if she wants to, and then make me wait six or seven weeks if that's what she wants to do. All that matters to me is that she's happy, and she's making the decision on whether I get to cum or not. I mean of course it's nice to beat my record, but we don't have to break it every time, if I go a week then a month, then two days, then another week, then two months, then three days, then a week, then three days on the trot, then another two months, then three months, then four days.... that's fine with me, as long as she's happy and she's making the decision.
After our talk she was a lot happier and a lot more relaxed, so it's pretty clear that she was thinking about pushing me past 28 days but she was concerned that even though I had written on my blog that I was okay with it, she was still unsure that I really was. But now she knows I am definitely okay with it and that I do want to gradually be pushed longer, but she doesn't have to do it every time. Because after all, that just takes control away from her too, because if she wants to have me cum for her after a week and she knows that she's 'supposed' to be making me wait at least a couple of days longer than last time, well, that really isn't her being in total control of my cock like I wanted is it?
I'm really glad she asked me about this because I knew this problem would arise sooner or later and now that we've discussed it, Mistress knows that she has complete control over when I cum, which is far more important than beating records as far as I'm concerned. Plus it means that I really don't have a clue when I'm going to be allowed to cum now, but suddenly it looks like the two thirds of you who have voted that you don't think Mistress R is going to let me cum this month might be right!
The question is now, if not July, will it even be August?
Like most of you out there, although I want it to be entirely her decision, I can't help hoping that she will continue to develop her cruel side and make me wait and wait and wait, while teasing me mercilessly and enjoying my tongue whenever she wants it, I would also love for her to tease me right to the edge and then let go just as my cock starts to spurt, leaving me totally frustrated and completely in awe of her and the power that she has over me now....
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