A last visit to Victoria's Secret?

Yesterday Mistress and I made our first visit to a shopping centre since lockdown began in March. As is our way we got their nice and early to avoid the crowds and while initially it was a bit awkward having to wear a mask and follow the arrows it was okay. I somehow expected the 'red/green' signs outside the shop (to indicate the stores being full or not) to be automated/electronic rather than a manual affair... I did feel sorry for the staff having to keep running out to change them, particularly as the signs have been put up rather high and are rather difficult to reach!

Anyway, we had an enjoyable morning and one of our last ports of call was 'Victoria's Secret'... I thought it had gone bust already, but it was still operating here for now. It's a very frustrating shop, every time we've been in there and asked about a product on a mannequin, the staff always then take you to the other side of the shop and point at a random drawer - maybe people would buy more if they could find what they wanted? Anyway, Mistress found a bra and panty set she liked and there was an offer on if you bought three items at a certain price so Mistress got three new (different) black sexy panties and a bra.

Later that night, Mistress and I were heading to the bedroom for some 'relaxation' and she appeared in her new underwear looking extremely hot! She told me that I was getting my 'time' first and knelt on the bed. I lay down and she bent over me, kissing me and starting to tease my cock. She looked amazing and I was really enjoying this, and then she lifted her leg over me and lowered herself down so that her ass was just in front of my face.

She continued stroking my cock while I kissed her ass, it was incredibly hot, especially as I could just see her gorgeous pussy lips peeking out on either side of her new panties. I should be careful what I say here because last time I said how much I like being teased and not being able to see Mistress took that as a green light to wear her bra 99% of the time! But, still... take it from me, it was amazing and the teasing element of not being able to see sent my imagination into overdrive.

Mistress edged me once and then moved off of me, but to my surprise she grabbed my cock again and started stroking me to a second edge. Once she got me there a second time she told me it was her turn now and we switched positions so that she was lying down and I was between her legs, my cock still throbbing beneath me.

After I had been licking her delicious pussy for a while, Mistress handed me her glass dildo; I always warm the glass dildo for Mistress, but wait for her to indicate whether she wants me to use it or not. I used my fingers first and then slowly introduced the head of the dildo as I continued to lap at her wet pussy. Eventually the dildo was inside and I started moving it back and forth, swirling my tongue and pushing Mistress closer and closer to orgasm.

When it hit it was pretty intense and I held her tight, making sure to keep my tongue in place as she bucked against me... Mistress looked very happy as I sucked and licked her dildo clean. I can't wait to see the other new panties she bought!!!
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FEMDOM SESSION: 2nd August 2020

I apologise for lack of posts these last few weeks, but I haven't really had anything very exciting to say... nor have I been particularly motivated to say it. But now some good news. We have a new cat! We've had her for a week (no luck thinking up a name yet) and she's still spending 90% of her time hiding under our coffee table, but she does come out every now and then and is actually very affectionate and loving. I am getting a little concerned about how nervous she is, but she hasn't had a great life so far and I think it will take her a little while to trust us.

She's not a particularly cuddly cat, but having her around seems to have forced our other cat to step up her game and she seems to have become more cuddly than she was before, which is progress I suppose! Our new cat is mostly white with some black splodges on her head and spine and one black leg. She has enormous eyes as well, and is very pretty... I just wish we saw more of her and she would eat more.

Anyway, that's some positive news and the other positive news is that we had our first Femdom session since February today and it was fantastic. I can't believe it's been so long, but to be fair I did have an operation in March right around the time we were planning to do it, and then after that with the whole world turning into a shit-show it just got neglected and then with our cat being ill and ultimately dying, well... that just piled on the depression really.

At least we've done it again now, and hopefully we'll do it again at the end of this month and then at least once per month in the future.

Mistress had me wear a blindfold and the Oxballs Cocksling at the start of the session, and I was a little cautious about that because I had a few issues with that earlier in the year - today it was fine though and the only time it gave me any trouble was when Mistress left me alone and when my cock softened it started to sting again. Not too bad though, it's definitely been worse in the past.

I had a lot of 'touching' infractions to confess over five months... I couldn't even say how many, but Mistress was pretty lenient with me. I got whipped and paddled twice, but not really any harder or longer than I could expect in a normal session. I couldn't help feeling I deserved a lot more punishment, and I suppose a better slave than I would have requested more... :)

Mistress had me suck her dildo and get it wet for her then started playing with it while I knelt on the floor and worshipped her gorgeous feet. I really loved this, it's one of the parts of our sessions I really miss and I diligently kissed the tops and bottom of her feet and sucked on her toes as she worked her dildo into her pussy.

This went on for some time, before Mistress allowed me to suck her juices off of the dildo and then got me up on the bed for my second punishment. After that she tied me down on my back and I soon felt her straddle my face and I tasted her delicious pussy properly for the first time today. Mistress started to tease my cock as it started to harden and after a while she removed my blindfold and allowed me to look at her.

She looked amazing, in her PVC bra and skirt, and looking up under her skirt made my cock throb even harder than it had already. She sank down on my face again and then turned around to tease me with her ass. Mistress knows how much I adore her ass and how I love to lick it, and she spent some time alternating between riding my face, teasing me with her ass and stroking and whipping my cock and balls.

She also used her dildo on her pussy again, allowing me to watch it slide inside her as she teased me about how much I love watching and getting my fingers and tongue inside her. She also teased me about having me watch another cock sliding into her too. The Oxballs was really biting now and my cock was as hard as a rock for the next fifteen or so minutes. Mistress actually coated my cock with lube, which felt great and was probably a good idea given how tight my skin was.

Mistress spent quite a lot of time whipping my balls actually.... and teasing me with gentle strokes, her fingernails and then a hard, stinging slap. She slapped my balls with the cock whip several times, and as they were trapped in the Oxballs and unable to move I really felt it! But I took it pretty well and every time Mistress asked if it was too much I said 'no'. Of course it stung for a moment, but it wasn't unbearable or anything... besides, I like it when Mistress is cruel to me and I know she enjoys it when I squirm at her touch.

Mistress pegged my nipples and then left me alone for a few minutes, the Oxballs stang a little as my cock softened but it wasn't too bad. I wish I could say the same about the pegs... when Mistress came back she made me beg her to remove them and the look of glee on her face when she did the first one and I bucked on the bed was priceless. The second one wasn't quite as bad thankfully - although there's been no lasting 'tenderness' like sometimes happens.

Mistress had me remove the Cocksling and then told me to kneel up on the bed. She got on the bed and lay back, telling me it was finally time for me to worship her gorgeous pussy and make her cum. Her pussy was very wet and my fingers slid easily inside her, and she eventually came pretty hard with my tongue on her clit and my finger teasing her asshole.

The PVC sheet was drenched with pussy juice and I lapped it all up, enjoying every delicious drop before Mistress stood on the bed in front of me and told me to clean her with my tongue. Her juices were dripping down her legs, which looked extremely erotic, and I licked up every drop I could find.

Then Mistress told me to lie down on my back and stood over me again. I always love this part of the session, looking up at her dripping wet pussy and noticing even more drips of pussy juice decorating her inner thighs and calves.... mmm, so fucking hot!!!

I knew I wasn't going to be allowed to cum, since I only came about four days ago... but what I really wanted was to be allowed to worship Mistress's beautiful ass, and after some begging Mistress sank down and allowed my tongue to delve into her crack. She sighed loudly when the tip of my tongue brushed against her hole and she started stroking my cock as my tongue lapped eagerly at her hole. I loved every second of this and Mistress kindly allowed me to lick her ass three times before she got off me and knelt beside me stroking my cock and trying to edge me.

Despite the amazing feeling of being allowed to tongue Mistress's ass, what actually got me to the edge was reaching over and rubbing Mistress's beautiful feet. Kinda weird maybe... but what can I say, I have a major kink for Mistress's gorgeous little feet! :)

Mistress helped me along by slapping my balls as she stroked me and then once I'd edged she gave me several more very hard ball slaps (which I really loved, again they hurt momentarily, but I loved it anyway), and then Mistress told me that was the end of the session for today.

I am so glad we did this today, it's so stupid how we let it get neglected (mostly my fault I'm sure) and I hope this is the start of regular sessions once again.

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One last thing before I go, my last Milovana tease 'The Business Trip' did get nominated for the end of month poll for June, but once again I came second. It wasn't even a close second, the winner had it in the bag from the minute the poll went live... ah well, maybe I'll try again this month.

Some Extremely Sad News...

Very sadly, our beloved ginger cat 'Mr B' is no longer with us. He started to get ill about three months ago - constantly at his tail and out of sorts. For a short time we thought we'd beaten it with a course of antibiotics, steroids and a procedure, but the problem persisted and worsened until eventually the vet delved deeper and discovered a lump growing inside him near his tail (apparently this is a very hard place to operate on a cat as it would most likely leave him incontinent).

The vet put him on an increased dose of steroids and after a couple of days there was a marked difference and Mr B seemed much less bothered by his tail. He still seemed quite lacklustre though, and thinking back over the last few months he had slowly become lethargic and not really himself. Then on Saturday he spent most of the day in bed and when he came down it was clear he was not comfortable and he started attacking his tail constantly again.

We took him to the vet on Sunday morning and unfortunately, as there was nothing more they could do besides attempting a (probably unsuccessful) surgery that we really didn't want to put him through, we had to let him go. The past three days have been absolutely horrible, I have cried at least six times today and our other cat Ming is missing him too. They didn't seem to get on all that well, but they did like to chase each other around the house and had at least one 'fight' a day.

I know the wrench of losing a pet doesn't outweigh the years of joy they bring, but it's at times like this when I understand my late father's reasoning for not having another cat as he could not stomach the loss again. It is miserable and I hate it so much, I just wish I could have him snuggled up next to me on the sofa again but unfortunately that's never going to happen.

We are thinking about getting another cat though, as Ming really needs a companion and we'd really like a cuddly cat, which Ming is not! Hopefully we can sort that out soon as we know from experience that it definitely helps you to get over the pain if you have a new cat to focus on.

Anyway, I'm sure many of you know exactly how we are feeling at the moment. Cats and dogs really do leave a massive hole when they have to go...

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On a more positive note, the tease I posted to Milovana is doing well and at the moment is easily going to make it into the end of month poll. Unless of course loads more teases get posted in the next six days, or mine mysteriously starts to plummet again!

Also, you may remember that a little while back I attempted to post a story called 'Ruined by Jessica' to Literotica and I had to edit it three times to get them to accept it (in the process I had to change the title to 'Jessica on Top' as the 'ruined' part of the title no longer made any sense). Well, amazingly, considering the butchering that I had to do to get it past the Literotica censors, it has now become my top rated story on the site! I'm not sure whether I'm pleased or angry really, but it is what it is... obviously I wish the story had been posted in its original format, but at least the people who visit here got to read the proper version.

Anyway, 'Girls Talk' is still the best story I have ever written in my humble opinion, at least that's up there in third place!

New Milovana Tease...

Check out my new Milovana tease 'The Business Trip' by clicking the link below.

https://milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=46328

Don't forget to rate it on the last page, thank you.

No More Vouchers

Three weeks ago (wow is it that long already) Mistress surprised me with an orgasm, even though I still had an unused Valentine's Day voucher. However, that voucher was due to expire on the 14th of May, meaning I'd have a maximum of twelve days to use it. I was torn between using it straight away or waiting until the last possible minute - but then Mistress decided to extend the expiry date for another month.

But then every time she teased my cock she asked me if I wanted to use it as she got me towards the edge and I got the impression that she really wanted me to use it and give her back control. So after two or three times I figured it would be better to use it and get back to normal (ie - Mistress deciding when I get to cum). So a week ago while Mistress was teasing me and I was still debating whether to use the voucher or wait, I begged her to allow me to worship her gorgeous ass.

And so, that's how I used my voucher, Mistress jerking me very hard and very long (to the point of it becoming P.O.T. really!) while I used my tongue to pleasure her asshole. It was fantastic and once Mistress finally stopped the torturous stroking she reached back with her hand and had me lick my cum off of her fingers.

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Mistress and I have both been off work for the last week and it's been good... I think we both needed a break from work. I have been working the whole time (on my own at the office) while Mistress has been working from home. I don't know which is better, or which is worse to be honest. If you stay at home it must be kind of depressing because you're stuck there and you don't see people... but then if you go to work you have to deal with delivery drivers and customers and in my case doing deliveries and going to the Post Office etc, which is quite stressful in the current climate!

I kinda wish we had two weeks off though, because it's taken us most of this week to chill out and just relax (which we needed to do for sure), so we've watched a ridiculous amount of trash TV and (old black and white) films... but as always it seems when I get to the end of a holiday I always think of what I could have done with the time but haven't.

I had hoped to write at least one story this week (I thought of a new idea today actually) but I haven't gotten round to it. It's quite usual for this to happen and it is a little bit frustrating, but it's kind of dawning on me that actually putting myself in a relaxing/holiday mood doesn't really tally with trying to get on with the various 'projects' I have going. But it is annoying when you think of what you could have achieved with all that spare time.

I guess I'll knuckle down once I'm back at work and spend the early hours of the morning 'getting things done', that's kind of what usually happens since it's easy to concentrate at that time of night and there are no distractions.

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You may remember my frustrations with Literotica over my last story ('Ruined by Jessica' here - 'Jessica on Top' on Literotica) and how I had to tone it down quite a bit for them to publish it. Don't get me started on the ludicrous logic of their decision or we'll be here all night! Suffice to say I was quite pissed off about it. Anyway, the readers still liked the story even though I thought it was a bit of lame version and it's currently still sitting with a 'HOT' rating of 4.6/5.0. Hopefully some people will find their way to this blog and read the proper version...

That's it from me for now, I hope you are all well and keeping safe and thanks to Harry Haversackers for the feedback on my story - hope you are keeping well Harry!

Can't Really Argue with That!

Finally...

Literotica have decided to publish  'Jessica on Top' at the third attempt, I think it's pretty lame in comparison to the one I published here and they changed my foreword as well. Hmm...

https://www.literotica.com/s/jessica-on-top