'Ruined by Jessica' is now 'Jessica on Top'

So I have reworked my story so that Literotica can publish it... which is annoying because not only have I had to do that but I had to change the title as well because it makes no sense to keep it. So Literotica's objection to this (using their rather blunt rules) is that the problem is the lack of enjoyment for Graeme. So I guess a ruined orgasm is okay, and ball abuse is okay, but if you put them both together it's not. So now Graeme gets to enjoy his orgasm, which does alter the mood of the story a bit I feel, but at the same time it's not too drastic. It's not like 'The Vice' which was impossible to censor for Literotica. 

Hopefully they will publish it now, complete with my foreword which explains the changes from the version published here - and hopefully it will also make people aware of my blog, although they don't allow me to publish links and I have a feeling they won't allow this either... or maybe they'll just reject it again?

So the new title will be 'Jessica on Top' on Literotica, but I won't be publishing that version here. 

Literotica Fuck Me Over Again

Well, I've just seen that Literotica have rejected my latest story because:

While we do accept submissions with graphic violence, we don't accept "snuff" - i.e. death & extreme torture with the aim of sexual titillation. We generally do not accept submissions of nonconsensual sex in which the "victim" gets absolutely no sort of thrill or enjoyment from the acts, or is seriously and /or permanently physically harmed/abused.

So I don't really see how I can tweak my story to make it okay for Literotica, so fuck them. It never even occurred to me that they would reject this story, it's really not that bad! No one dies or is 'tortured', nor is it non-consensual, honestly I think this is complete and utter bullshit!

Ruined by Jessica (Written April 2020)

This story was submitted (and rejected) several times to Literotica, to the point where I ended up changing the title. To my mind the version that is on Literotica is rather lame, although it has quite a good score - I hope people find this blog so they can read the proper version.

Jessica smiled down at her husband as she rode his aching cock.

“Do you want to cum inside me?” She teased.

Graeme looked up at her through half-closed eyes, the absolute bliss of feeling his wife’s tight pussy engulfing his prick written all over his face.

“Please…. Yes, Mistress,” he begged.

She slowed down and stopped moving, but continued to gently squeeze his cock with her cunt muscles.

“Do you think you can cum in five…?”

“Yes Mistress, please let me cum inside your gorgeous pussy.”

Jessica slowly lifted herself up until Graeme’s cock was almost all the way out and then slowly dropped down onto him until he was fully inside her again.

“Feels so good doesn’t it…? Come on, let it out… I know you’re desperate to cum and I know how much you want me to sit on your face afterwards and let it drip into your mouth. You’re such a dirty little cumslut aren’t you baby?”

Graeme groaned loudly as Jessica continued to slowly rise and fall on his cock a further four times. She knew exactly what she was doing; he was close, but he needed more to push over the edge than she was giving him.

“…five,” smiled Jessica.

She lifted herself fully off of her husband’s throbbing cock and moved up towards his head, straddling his face and using her fingers to open her pussy. A sliver of pussy juice slowly dripped out of her and landed on his chin, Jessica chuckled as her husband stared longingly at his wife’s empty slit.

After a few seconds Jessica moved closer and dropped fully onto Graeme’s face, no sooner had she settled on him than she felt his expert tongue start to work away beneath her. She gripped the top of the solid, wooden headboard and started grinding her pussy against his tongue – she loved to cum this way, riding her slave’s face just like she rode his cock; for her own pleasure.

Graeme’s tongued flicked insistently at Jessica’s clit and he felt her starting to tense up. He pressed a little harder and sped up just a little, hardening the tip of his tongue to make his licking more effective. Jessica’s legs started to shake and he knew she was right on the edge of exploding; she pushed down harder and ground her pussy against his nose, mouth and chin until she felt her stomach tighten and she bucked clean off his face. She steadied herself and pushed her smooth pussy back into place, allowing Graeme to gently lick her through the rest of her orgasm.

Once she was finished Jessica slowly pulled back and bent forward to kiss her husband on the lips, her pussy hanging just above Graeme’s still hard cock. She smiled as she tasted her juices on his lips and tongue and it reminded her that it had been too long since she had been with another woman.

“I know you really wanted to lick your cum out of my pussy, but maybe this will make you feel better?”

Jessica pulled away and turned around, presenting her ass towards Graeme’s head and moving back until she was right up against him. She reached back with one hand and pulled her right cheek to one side, giving her husband a perfect view of her tight, pink asshole.

“You love that don’t you? Breathe in that gorgeous scent and tell me how much you want to worship my ass with your tongue.”

Graeme breathed deeply and felt his cock twitch as the warm, musky scent filled his nose and mouth.

“Please Mistress, please let me worship your gorgeous ass, it smells so good…”

Jessica used her fingertip to tease her asshole and then thrust it back towards Graeme’s eager mouth.

“Suck it and make it wet.”

Graeme’s tongue swirled around his wife’s outstretched finger, tasting her but making sure to leave her finger wet as instructed. After a few moments she pulled it away again and placed the tip against her ass, pushing it slowly inside as Graeme watched entranced. She got it in to the second knuckle before she pulled it out again and had him suck it a second time.

Graeme’s tongue swirled around his wife’s musky finger, tasting her ass greedily until he felt the digit slip out of his mouth for the second time.

“Now you can taste me properly…” she sighed as she pressed her ass back towards her husband and felt his tongue slide between her cheeks and flick against her tight little hole.

“Mmmm, that feels good,” moaned Jessica as she reached for Graeme’s cock and slid it between her lips.

Now it was Graeme’s turn to moan as he felt his wife’s mouth engulf his cock, the combination of the taste of her ass and the pleasure she was giving him was intense and he had to be careful to keep himself in check; he certainly did not want to accidentally cum without permission.

Despite that, Graeme still managed to force a good inch of his eager tongue into his wife’s ass while she sucked him and he was slightly disappointed when after a couple of minutes she pulled away and released his cock from her mouth.

Now she sat up, facing away from him, her legs straddling his body. Graeme had more than an inkling of what would come next and he tensed up just a little.

Jessica chuckled softly as she reached down between his legs and took his heavy balls in her right palm. She began squeezing them and running them through her fingers, weighing and tenderizing them before she really went to town.

“These feel lovely and full. How long is it since I allowed you to cum slave?”

Graeme had to think for a second, but eventually summoned the answer, “29 days Mistress.”

Jessica smiled, it wasn’t as long as she’d hoped – but no matter, it was long enough.

She began to gently stroke his cock with her left hand while her right let go of his balls and sank down lower; where a solitary finger pressing between his cheeks and up against his tight asshole. She didn’t push it inside, instead she pressed the tip against his pucker and massaged it, watching as his cock pulsed and hardened as she did so.

Smiling at the effect her finger was having on his cock, Jessica pushed it a little deeper and heard Graeme sigh loudly behind her. She pushed harder, forcing her finger even deeper and at the same time maintaining her slow, light stroking… she didn’t want to make him cum hard, in fact she didn’t want him to cum at all... yet.

“You were so looking forward to licking your cum out of my delicious pussy weren’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” moaned Graeme.

“Hmm, well… I think it’s time we started your punishment.”

Graeme knew what was coming next and gritted his teeth, awaiting the first blow. He didn’t have to wait long; Jessica’s finger withdraw from his asshole and a few seconds later he felt her slap her hand down between his legs, a direct hit on both balls.

Jessica loved slapping Graeme’s balls and Graeme liked it to an extent, but he knew it was going to get a lot harder than that. Meanwhile her left hand kept up its lazy stroking motion, keeping him hard, but never giving him the necessary momentum to push him over the edge.

Her hand slapped down again and again, each time a little harder than the last. By the twentieth slap Graeme was in subspace, half enjoying the pain and half wanting it to stop. Another five slaps battered his full balls, before Jessica clenched her fist and brought it down between her husband’s legs.

Graeme was half expecting it, but it still caught him off guard. He momentarily closed his legs as best he could, but then he heard Jessica addressing him sternly from above.

“Open your legs! If I have to restrain you I will, but you will be punished for that too.”

Graeme was too slow to part his legs and Jessica used her hands to push them roughly apart.

“You should be able to take this by now… perhaps you just need a little more practice.”

Jessica slammed her right fist into Graeme’s balls a second time. Graeme cursed and jerked beneath her but he didn’t close his legs this time.

“Better.” breathed Jessica as she raised her fist a third time. “Now if you want me stop, all you have to do is cum.”

Graeme tried to buck his hips, to get some movement going beyond the idle rhythm Jessica was maintaining with her left hand, but with her on top of him it was difficult.

“Come on slave, I want to see you cum for me.”

Jessica’s fist hit home a fourth time, bringing a loud wince from her husband.

The fifth, sixth and seventh hits followed in short order… Graeme’s balls ached like never before.

“Come on, just let it go… pump all that lovely cum out for me,” taunted Jessica.

Graeme could feel his orgasm building but it took another five punches to the balls for him to reach the point of no return.

“I’m cumming Mistress!” He wailed, as she pummelled his balls a further three times before wrapping her fingers around his ballsack and squeezing hard, her nails digging into his skin so hard they left marks.

As he started to cum Jessica’s left hand released its gentle grip altogether and she watched excitedly as Graeme’s cum dripped agonisingly slowly from the tip of his cock and pooled at the base.

Satisfied that she had squeezed out every ounce of cum from her slave’s well punished balls, Jessica moved forward and started to rub her pussy in the pool of hot, creamy cum, smearing it all over her pussy and inner thighs. Graeme was going to love what came next.

Jessica lifted herself up and turned around, descending quickly onto her husband’s face.

“Clean this mess up,” she ordered, looking down at him as he started to lick away at her cum-smeared pussy.

“You love that don’t you….” Jessica laughed. “Well, guess what, Cassie is coming over tomorrow, she asked if she could ‘borrow’ your mouth again. I told her she could, providing she brought you a ‘present’… and you know what that means don’t you? Todd will be going to work happy tomorrow morning - hahaha. I wonder what he’d think if he knew you were sucking his cum out of his wife’s hot pussy?”

Jessica paused a moment to watch her husband clean up the last of his own creamy load.

“You never know, maybe he’d get a kick out of it?”

Jessica used a finger to slide some cum drips from Graeme’s cheek to the corner of his mouth.

“And when you’ve made her cum, then it will be my turn to play with her… I’m going to tie her down and fuck her ass with my strap-on, and if you’re very good I might let you watch.”

My Third Valentine's Day Voucher...

As you may or may not remember, back in February Mistress gave me three vouchers on Valentine's Day which allowed me: 

1) To choose a 'fetish' outfit for Mistress to wear during a teasing session

2) An extended period of foot worship

3) To request an orgasm. 

These were dated to apply consecutively during the following three months and having already used the first two, the only one left was the one that allowed me to request an orgasm.

While I appreciate the opportunity to request an orgasm, it is always quite hard to know when the best time to do it is. Part of me wants to use it as soon as possible so that I can get back to being 'controlled' properly, but then part of me wants to hold off... 

So yesterday was a funny one, with the time left on my last voucher winding down (less than two weeks to go) I was minded to use it up, but then I had just got to the early 30 days and I figured if  held out until the last minute I could get in a 50 day stretch before starting again.

So when Mistress started teasing my cock I was 90% certain I wasn't going to use my voucher, but then her mouth got to work and I started to weaken. In truth I was very conflicted, and it probably got to around 50/50 before I made up my mind not to use it. 

However, once I got close to the edge and warned Mistress that I was reaching the point of no return, instead of letting go she kept stroking me and asked if I wanted to cum 'here' (pointing to her naked breasts), we very quickly moved into a position where I could cum on her breasts and I stroked my cock until I did just that!

It felt great, but it was one of those orgasms where I was so ridiculously hard that it was kinda hard to cum with any force - it seems like when I'm that hard the pipe is sort of 'blocked'. So it wasn't the epic porn style 'cum-blast' I was hoping for, but I still managed to get a reasonable amount of cum on Mistress's gorgeous breasts which I then licked clean (of course). :)

After I had finished I mentioned to Mistress that I still had my other voucher, so now I have a dilemma. Do I use it as soon as possible or wait a couple of weeks? Either way I hope I get to choose where to cum again, although as I type I'm conflicted about that too... feet or ass?

Cuckold Humiliation (Written April 2020)

I posted this to Literotica today and preceded it by saying it's just a short little story to get me back in the swing of writing again. I already have a couple of comments which I will add at the bottom of this post. It is pretty short by my standards, but I just needed to get something down and start the ball rolling and I think it came out okay...


Katie watched as her husband ground his cock into her pussy over and over, gradually edging closer to the point of no return.

“I hope you’re making the most of this,” she taunted. “Once I find myself a couple of regular bulls you won’t be allowed to fuck me anymore… you know that don’t you?”

“Yes Mistress,” David grunted, struggling between trying not to cum too soon and staying hard enough not to fall out of his wife’s loose, sodden cunt.

Before he was allowed to slide inside her she had spent more than half an hour fucking herself with her biggest, blackest dildo… so any notion of friction was tenuous at best, but David didn’t mind – it only fuelled his fantasies of what it would be like to fuck her after another, bigger man had stretched her out.

“In fact once I’ve found some guys who want to fuck me properly I doubt I’ll even want to touch your dick anymore. Not that you’ll care… you’ll be quite happy to jerk yourself off won’t you? And of course you know the only place you’ll be cumming, when I allow you to cum, will be on my pretty feet… because that’s the only place you’ll deserve to come isn’t it?”

“Yes Mistress.”

Katie smirked as she watched her husband ‘trying’ to fuck her.

“Are you getting closer?”

“Yes Mistress.”

“You make sure you tell me when, right?”

“Yes Mistress!”

“And don’t even think about coming inside me, you know you’re not allowed to do that anymore…”

“I won’t Mistress…”

Katie licked her lips and allowed her head to roll back a little.

“Since this is probably the last time you’re ever going to fuck me, I’m going to be nice and let you cum today, but not inside me… only real mean get to shoot their load into my sweet little pussy now and you’re not a real man are you?”

“No Mistress…”

Katie idly squeezed her right breast as she watched her husband fuck her slick hole. What had started out as a fantasy for them both was rapidly taking on a life of its own and she was embracing their new lifestyle, thrilled at the effect her words had on her husband.

“I deserve bigger and better don’t I David?”

“Yes Mistress,” he breathed.

“You can’t wait to see me get properly fucked, can you?”

“No Mistress… do you know when it will be?”

“Not yet, but I already have some guys sniffing around since I put that advert on Craigslist last night. I’ve never seen so many dick pics… and they’re all bigger than yours.”

David groaned at the thought of other men sending his wife photos of their cocks.

“Maybe I will forward some to you so you can see what our life will be like soon…”

Katie grinned at her husband and squeezed her breast harder.

“Are you there yet, I wanna see you eat your cum for me.”

“Nearly Mistress…”

“I’m gonna count down from five and when I get to one I want you to pull your little dick out of me and jerk it hard until you cum… aim for my stomach, okay?”

“Yes Mistress!”

“5…. I hope you’ve got a nice big load for me.”

“4…. Just think how good it’s going to taste.”

“3…. Of course in future it won’t just be ‘your’ load you’ll be eating.”

“2…. Slam it in baby, you’re nearly done.”

“1…. That’s it, pull it out and jerk it hard, I want to see you cum all over me.”

David reached down and grabbed his cock as he pulled it out of Katie’s slippery twat. He pumped it hard as instructed and angled it upwards towards her stomach, it didn’t take long to push himself over the edge.

“I’m coming!!!” He moaned as the first rope of cum shot from the end of his prick.

David pumped hard as his mind swam with images of his wife sandwiched between two well-endowed black men, each one balls-deep inside her.

Katie bit her lip as she saw the cum leap from the tip of his cock and spatter across her stomach, it had taken some getting used to watching her husband lick up and swallow his own cum, but now she had got used to the idea she relished it.

“Yes!” She cried, “Keep going baby, give me all of that lovely cum…”

David kept pumping as hard and fast as he could but as ever his load was somewhat smaller, runnier and less impressive than either of them would have hoped for.

“You are going to eat so much fucking cum for me baby, I’m going to make sure of that… can you imagine what it will be like to watch me getting fucked by two or three guys at once, knowing that they are all going to pull out and cum all over me. All over my tits, all over my stomach, all over my pussy… all over my face, and you’re going to lick up every drop of it, just like you’re going to do now.”

Katie reached up and grabbed her husband’s head, pushing it down onto her stomach until she felt his tongue snake out of his mouth and start to lap up his watery load.

“That’s it, slurp it all up… I can’t wait to see you sucking another man’s cum up off of my body, that is going to turn me on so-fucking-much. They’ll probably make you suck their cocks clean as well… and you will. I know what a beta-cum lover you are, there’s no way you’ll be able to resist the chance to get more hot, sticky cum for your greedy tummy.”

Katie smiled as she watched David move around her stomach, carefully licking up every drop of his cum.

“Maybe in future you’ll only get to kiss me on the lips when I’m absolutely covered in another man’s hot, sticky cum… so EVERY time you kiss me, you’ll be able to taste it. Yes, I like that idea. But don’t worry, you’ll still get to kiss me a lot – I intend to get fucked often, so…”

David sat back, satisfied that he had done his job sufficiently.

“Is that it?” Asked Katie.

David nodded his head, unable to speak properly with a load of cum in his mouth.

“Good – show me.”

David’s mouth slowly opened until Katie could clearly see the pool of his cum resting in his mouth.

“Now you can swallow,” she said.

David swallowed hard and then obediently opened his mouth again to show her it was empty.

“Good boy,” she smiled, reaching for his head… “and now you can make me cum again.”

David’s head disappeared down between her thighs and she felt his tongue snake up between her lips and dance around her clit.

“This is going to be so good… and I am going to be so bad.”

“Thank you Mistress.”



 ANONYMOUS SAID: You got the name wrong. 
Obviously David is really Robert. We know it's what you really want. Aside from that, it's just a personal fetish wank story for you, doesn't make for interesting reading. Hopefully when you are "back in the swing of things" you'll improve.


ANONYMOUS SAID: Very, Very Hot! 

Welcome back! Regardless of the other comment my wife & I both found this to be a very hot story. It had all of our fantasies including humiliation, oral, cum eating etc and it was short enough to be a quick read. You don't have to live the life to fantasize about it as it is just having fun. Thank you.

ANONYMOUS SAID: Thanks!
Thanks for writing! Not every story needs to be epic length, and this one hit all the right notes just as is. Appreciate it.

Second Voucher Used

As I mentioned in the previous post, I still have two more Valentine's Day vouchers left to use. One which starts today and runs until the 14th May allows me to ask to be allowed to cum... and one which expired yesterday which allowed me an 'extended period of foot worship'.

So obviously with my tonsillectomy things have been a bit different around here lately, otherwise I probably wouldn't have let my voucher run until the last minute... but it was worth the wait. Mistress propped herself up against some pillows on the bed and started reading some porn while I knelt on the floor and started kissing her feet.

After a little while Mistress's glass dildo appeared next to my face and as she clearly wanted me to get it wet for her I sucked on it for a few seconds. A minute or so later when I looked up Mistress was rubbing the dildo against her pussy and clearly enjoying herself. I continued to worship her feet for quite a while, Mistress had me suck on her dildo again and get it wet and I could taste her delicious pussy on the glass head.

Eventually Mistress pulled her feet away and handed me the dildo, it was clearly time to worship her gorgeous pussy and make her cum. Which I did... :)

Unfortunately after she came, I was so tired I just wanted to go to sleep (it was only 10pm) so I missed out on some teasing and perhaps to use my voucher! Still, I really enjoyed worshipping Mistress's feet and making her cum and it was a beautiful sight seeing her toying her pussy as well, so I went to sleep more than happy.

Lockdown...

I'm sure the last couple of weeks has probably been as weird for you as it has for us... only without the tonsil recovery. Thankfully the pain has mostly gone now and I can eat pretty much anything I want, which is nice because it wasn't much fun having to eat soup and buttered toast every single day. Well, actually it was okay... but I missed not being able to eat sandwiches (butter makes the toast soggy so that was okay, but plain bread was too 'claggy').

Anyway, it seems like that's behind us now and like everyone else we just have to ride out the Covid 19 lockdown! Mistress R is able to work from home fortunately, but I still have to go to work (although I am literally the only person there now, which is slightly odd - but at least everything is running just how I like it!).

So the week after my operation I lost 6.5lbs in weight, which isn't exactly surprising I guess since I wasn't eating all that much food. This miraculously brought me right down to the point where I became eligible for rewards again and so this afternoon after I had licked Mistress's delicious pussy to a really good orgasm, Mistress got to tease me and whip me with the cock whip.

Mistress really used the cock whip a lot and in quite inventive ways, interspersing it with sucking my cock - it felt really, really good. As I watched Mistress sucking me and whipping my cock and balls my hand slipped between her legs and started to tease all around her gorgeous asshole...

The Cock Whip

I've been reluctant to ask Mistress to allow me to worship her amazing ass since my operation because I thought it might not be the best idea. But I couldn't wait any longer and so I begged Mistress to allow me the pleasure of feeling my tongue pressed against her asshole.

Mistress eagerly sank down on my face and sucked my cock as my tongue circled her tight hole. It felt so fucking good, and so fucking hot, I loved every single second of it and even though Mistress allowed to tongue her ass three or four times I was really disappointed when she pulled away the last time and knelt next to me - I wanted so much more and I wanted to go so much deeper...

Mistress was stroking me hard and trying to edge me, I asked her to slap my balls... I wanted to feel her palm slamming into them HARD. Mistress slapped my balls pretty hard, but I was so turned on it just felt amazing... as she slapped harder I felt myself getting near the edge, again I wanted her to continue, to hit my balls harder.... but the edge arrived and I had to warn Mistress that I was getting close.

Speaking of rewards, I still have two of my Valentine's Day vouchers in hand, one of which expires in the next few days; so an extended session of footworship will be on the cards very soon... and oddly enough, the other day I painted Mistress's toenails for the first time. As Mistress's pedicurist is closed for the lockdown it was down to me to have a go... the clipping and sanding went quite well I thought, better than the actual 'painting' which is harder than it looks. But after the topcoat went on it looked better for sure... if the lockdown carries on I'll have another go, but otherwise I think Mistress would be far happier having it done by a professional..

That's okay, I'll stick to what I'm good at; baking cakes and making Mistress cum. :)

You'd think with all this lockdown time I would have managed to fire out some stories wouldn't you, but then again I'm still at work - and a good job too as some of my customers are making ventillators for the NHS. I have got about five ideas on the boil, and it is certainly my intention to get at least some of them done before too long. Maybe if I end up on lockdown as well it will free up the time to do them!

Hopefully you are all keeping safe and well.
RA