FEMDOM SESSION: 7th December 2019

Before I start this post, I'd just like to say it's good to see that Good Hubby is posting again, head over to his blog if you have a penchant for hardcore ball abuse, humbling, mallets and needle play... definitely not something I would indulge in, but interesting all the same!

So our last session was on the 29th of September, not sure what happened in October and November but we're here now and that's the main thing. Even more disturbing is that that post is still on the front page of my blog... indeed I have only posted four times since then and one of those was that fucking weird Dir En Grey video!

Hmm... it's a wonder I still have any readers left and yet I'm still averaging about a thousand page views a day. I guess it helps that I have a depth of content for people to visit over and over... anyway, thanks to everyone who still drops by despite my lack of posting, I will try and step it a bit, probably unlikely to get back to 3-4 posts a week like it used to be, but I will aim for one a week at least.

So given that our last Femdom post is still on the main page, it seems slightly 'pointless' to give you another minute by minute review of our session, but rather I will focus on some elements and give you some thoughts about them and our relationship as a whole.

You may remember from our last session that I elected to wait for Mistress with pegs on my nipples, which she left on for ages (in the process causing much pain, particularly when she hit them with the cockwhip). So this time I wasn't about to make that mistake again, but no sooner than the session started than Mistress put them on me anyway! She left them on me while I worshipped her feet and... I think she took them off before I got on the bed (unusually I am writing this more than 24 hours later and so the details are a little hazy to say the least). I remember they were on for at least ten minutes I should think and I definitely felt it when she yanked them off.

Speaking of the cockwhip, Mistress spent a lot of time whipping my cock and balls (although thankfully not too hard on my balls as I was wearing the Oxballs Cocksling!), she really seems to enjoy doing that and making them nice and red for her amusement... and I enjoy it too of course, not least because I know it makes her wet.

As ever Mistress looked gorgeous in the session, with her bright red lipstick (which she never otherwise wears) and her PVC bra and leather skirt. She also spent some time sucking my cock and licking my balls, while reminding me that touching myself can never feel this good - absolutely true!

As always Mistress exploited my weakness for her beautiful ass, and taunted me with it relentlessly... it is so long since I have worshipped her gorgeous hole and I think that this is in part because I have asked less because I was hoping Mistress was going to continue with the 'spontaneous' ass worship that started around the middle of the year... in reality the last time that happened was almost three months ago, so I guess I'll just go back to asking more often instead. Chances are the fact that I wasn't asking so often probably meant she wasn't so mindful of it and it just didn't occur to her to have me do it randomly. Pity because the two times she did were really HOT!

Oh, at the start of the session Mistress remembered she owed me two spankings, I can't actually even remember what they were for now - I had an unauthorised ruin the other day, but it wasn't that. While I'm on that subject, that really was a perfect ruin.... I warned Mistress that I was getting close and she stroked about four more times, long enough that I thought she was intentionally going to ruin me. But then she stopped and let go, it must have been at least ten seconds after she let go that I ruined, Mistress was most surprised, but took it in her stride and set about scooping up my cum and feeding it to me.

So I got one spanking at the start of the session and one after the foot worship, the first one stung, but at first the second one seemed like it wasn't going to hurt at all. I don't know whether I wasn't reacting enough the second time and Mistress hit me harder, but as it went on it quickly went from painless to painful, and I was glad when it was over... but as ever I took solace in knowing it would be turning Mistress on.

When Mistress had tormented me enough and had removed the pegs (a second time) and let me remove the Cocksling, she finally allowed me to worship her pussy properly and make her cum. Mistress was extremely turned on and I loved licking her and using my fingers on her, knowing that she would cum hard... and cum hard she definitely did!

Afterwards she stood over me and crouched down so that I could clean her pussy, she was absolutely dripping with delicious, thick pussy juice and I licked and sucked it all down. Mistress wasn't entirely satisfied though and had me get up and clean her from behind, while at the same time reminding me not to lick her ass until I had permission.

After that she had me down on my back again and she finally allowed me to tongue her ass while she stroked my cock and slapped my balls. It felt amazing to taste her gorgeous ass again and it's been quite a while since Mistress has jerked me off hard while allowing me to worship her asshole. This used to be how nearly every Femdom session ended, but since the chastity periods have got longer and longer it's quite unusual now, indeed the last time she did that was December 2015!

Because she knows how much I adore her perfect feet, and because she knows if I would have been given the choice I would almost certainly have elected to cum on her feet, Mistress rubbed my cum on them and had me lick it off. :)

And so my latest chastity period came to an end after 34 days, we both felt AMAZING afterwards and we are even thinking about trying to fit another one in next Sunday to try and make up some lost ground!

Mistress Finally Reached 1000 Orgasms!

It's been a long time coming, but finally Mistress R hit the magic number this afternoon. When I started this blog 8.5 years ago, I didn't know how long it would last, but I decided to be optimistic and leave room to count Mistress and I's orgasms in the 'thousands'. Of course, for me that's a very long shot... even if we ignore the fact that in recent times my orgasms have dwindled to much less than one a month and take the 8.5year average, it would still take me another 60 years to get there, and I don't think I got another 60 years in me somehow! 

But never mind that, the important thing is that Mistress got to her 1000th orgasm since our chastity journey started and I'm pleased to say she got there in style with a lovely, intense orgasm... her first for several weeks assisted by her favourite glass dildo. It was awesome for me too, to hold her and lick her as she came for the 1000th time. Especially when she looked down at me afterwards and told me to lick her dildo clean! :)

After I kissed her feet for a little while I presented Mistress with a card and a present to celebrate the occasion and we cuddled for a little while before Mistress asked if I wanted some teasing. I wasn't really expecting it as she teased me yesterday and took me so close to the edge that I dripped a couple of drops of pre-cum! I really thought I had ruined, but somehow it didn't go any further than that - which I couldn't believe.

Anyway, afterwards I thought I could have used my birthday voucher... last month Mistress gave me a 50th birthday voucher which allowed me to request an orgasm and also to choose where to cum. So today, as Mistress started to tease me I quickly decided to cash it in. My cock was rock hard as Mistress was sucking it and there didn't seem to be too much to be gained by dragging it out, I wanted to cum and I wanted to cum now (and for once I had the opportunity!).

Mistress was pumping my cock hard and I managed to get out that I wanted to use my voucher, Mistress asked me where I wanted to cum and I said on her feet. She let me get up on my knees while she lay back against some pillows and offered her feet to me, her legs spread as she let me watch her stroking her wet pussy as I jerked my cock hard until it erupted over her gorgeous feet. It had 'only' been 35 days, but it felt incredible, especially with such a gorgeous sight right before my eyes and once I had finished cumming, I bent down and started to clean Mistress's feet with my tongue.

It felt like the perfect time to cash in my voucher, with Mistress still basking in the afterglow of her 1000th orgasm, it couldn't have been more perfect really. I wonder how long it will take Mistress to get to 2000 orgasms? And will she get to 2000 before I get to 200? A current year ratio of about 23:1 suggests it could be closer than you might think!

I Really Like this Video...

It's not very often you get to see something that makes you go... 'Wow!', but this video from Japanese band 'Dir En Grey' certainly did exactly that. There are two versions of this video, this one and a rather rubbish 'edited' version that completely removes the amazing and very weird bit from '2:56 - 3:30'. I'm not going to pretend this music is easy to listen to or is going to be everyone's cup of tea, but this video inspired me to investigate the album and I must have watched it 7 or 8 times now....

Common Sense Prevails for a Change!

The legislation designed to 'age check' people accessing porn sites in the UK has been quietly dropped. While I'm sure some people will be unhappy about this as it was designed to protect young children in particular from accessing porn, it seems the Government has come to realise that the whole idea is fraught with insurmountable problems. Not least of which is the simple fact that it would take about five minutes for all the carefully constructed safeguards to be circumvented, and knowing that in advance it would have been a complete joke to go ahead with the proposals.

I do agree that children should not be able to access porn, but a program I watched not so long ago seemed to suggest that the legislation would have been ineffective because it only applied to sites like Pornhub and from what I saw most kids watch porn on Facebook and Twitter (neither of which would have been affected, and good look getting anywhere with moderating those fuckers). I'm afraid the truth is, the Genie is out of the bottle and it cannot be put back in, the internet is basically uncontrollable, and so prevalent has it become in our lives that any notion of controlling it or reigning it in is completely laughable.

And what I really didn't like about the Government's proposals was the idea that viewers should have to give their information to PornHub to prove their age. Have we learned nothing from Ashley Madison and other leaks? Wouldn't this data become a prime target for hackers eager to get information to embarrass and potentially blackmail Pornhub's customers?

So for once, common sense seems to have prevailed, even though I am sure there will be activists planning a march as soon as a window opens up for one... I sympathise with their ambitions to protect children from seeing the kind of porn we have these days, but these ideas were unworkable and would not have achieved anything except causing huge inconvenience to legitimate viewers and exposing them to data fraud.

Unfortunately as hard as it is for these people to accept, there is no 'plan of action' which will achieve what they want to achieve. The sad truth is with most of the UK having completely unfettered access to smartphones and people viewing that as a basic human right these days, there simply is no answer to this problem other than removing the tools to access the thing they want to see, and that is simply not going to happen is it?

This Comment Was Left on My Last Post...

Anonymous wrote: Oh yeah it was really awesome... You idiot, you've conditioned yourself into a completely screwed up mindset/relationship. Yes your wife/partner puts up with it because it makes you happy, no doubt tells you she likes it. But you really think she wouldn't prefer something more normal? Just a loving relationship without all the props and you acting like a simpering puppy. DO you think she really respects you? 

Why the fuck this person is reading my blog I have no idea. This really pisses me off because this is something that I have worried about time and again over the years, and time and again Mistress has assured me that she does NOT want to go back to a 'normal' relationship.

And yes Anonymous, I do think Mistress respects me.

This kind of relationship demands the kind of trust that 'normal' relationships can survive without, this kind of relationship forces both partners to commit to each other in a much deeper way than you will ever understand and along the way strengthens and intensifies the relationship. You obviously have zero comprehension of this lifestyle and the benefits it brings to a marriage, which is a shame because the last eight years have been the best of our nigh on 28 year relationship... still that's your loss not mine.

FEMDOM SESSION: 29th September 2019

Last night, as often happens, I went to bed before Mistress R. That was about 12:45AM I guess, and I went to sleep pretty quickly. About an hour (?) later, Mistress came to bed and there followed some very hot teasing, this culminated in Mistress turning over and pressing her ass hard against my throbbing cock as I held her. I woke up about another hour later and realised we were still spooning, this doesn't happen very often but I love it when it does.

The rain here was very loud this morning and woke me up earlier than I would have liked, and after half an hour trying to get back to sleep I finally gave in and got out of bed. Mistress got up not long after and we settled on starting our session just after 11AM.

Due to a mix up I didn't provide Mistress with any notes for this session, but it's not like there needed to be any to be honest. Mistress gave instructions that I was to fit the Oxballs Ball Stretcher and then whatever else I wanted. I was going to start the session with my red rubber blindfold on and my ring ended dildo in my ass, but when I went to put it in I realised I was a little sore so I ditched that idea and put clothes pegs on my nipples instead.

I wouldn't say that was a 'mistake', but I definitely came to regret it. Sometimes I put pegs on my nipples and I can barely feel them and other times it's much more intense. For some reason today it was more intense than usual. As I was kneeling and waiting for Mistress to come into the bedroom I was already wondering if it was a good idea, but I decided to go with it and when Mistress did come in she was quite surprised to see them.

Almost immediately she set about whipping them gently and teasing me about my decision, which made us both laugh (we don't often laugh in Femdom sessions, but this was pretty funny), before she set about my ass with her whip. I wasn't laughing then I can tell you! It felt very stingy, but thankfully I only had a towel infraction to atone for and no illegal cock touching; phew!

Suitably punished, Mistress got on the bed and had me get her glass dildo wet for her, then she told me to start worshipping her feet while she played with her toy. This is always one of my favourite parts of the session as I adore worshipping her feet and day to day it's often rushed, or slightly perfunctory as time gets away from us. And I love knowing that while I am submissively worshipping her beautiful feet, she is rubbing her glass cock all around her gorgeous pussy and enjoying herself as she verbally teases me.

I don't always get hard during this part of the session, but today I was ridiculously hard and I really loved it. I am often most affected by things Mistress 'says', like the other day when she talked about squeezing my balls really hard 'like she was trying to squeeze the cum out'... and today Mistress really hit some nerves when she said something like 'You don't even really care about your release any more, do you... you'd be quite happy for me to stroke and scratch and tease your cock and balls on and on, just so long as you could lick my pussy and ass'. That made my already very hard cock, throb like hell, I can tell you!

I was still aware of the pegs, but they weren't 'hurting' me, and once I had worshipped Mistress's perfect feet to her satisfaction and sucked her juices off of her dildo, she had me on the bed and tied me down on my back. She was soon straddling my face, trying her best not to knock the pegs off and allowing me to lick her delicious pussy while teasing me as to if I could guess what she was wearing. She lay on me and I could feel her amazing breasts against my skin and guessed correctly that she was wearing her cupless PVC body and her leather skirt.

Mistress started whipping my cock and balls and after a short while she stood over me and had me beg her to remove my blindfold. She looked incredible and after allowing me to drink in her beauty for a few seconds she was back down on my face, lower this time and her legs pressing on the pegs and pulling on my nipples. In fact every time she pressed her pussy or ass towards my face from now on the pegs got pulled and twisted (and she did it quite a lot).

Mistress whipped my cock and balls pretty much constantly, and when she wasn't doing that she was whipping the pegs and straddling my face, having me lick her pussy or teasing me with her ass but not letting me taste it (yet)… and every time her thighs pressed on those pegs again and again, until finally she whipped them a little too hard and the right one moved and started to really hurt. Mistress asked if I needed her to take them off and I finally gave in, it was just too painful now. Nonetheless, Mistress was very impressed that I withstood them on my nipples for nearly half an hour, but probably not as impressed as I was!

Mistress gave me one more taste of her delicious pussy before she left me alone for a little while, and almost before she reached the door I could feel my balls starting to sting as my cock softened a little and the ballstretcher started to do it's worst. It wasn't too bad, but I was glad when Mistress came back, untied me and told me to take it off. Then, finally I got to worship Mistress's beautiful pussy properly and she came really hard with my tongue on her clit and my finger gently probing her tight little ass.... sweet!

Once she had finished cumming, Mistress stood up and turned around, instructing me to lick her clean. Once I had done that I was ordered to lick the PVC sheet clean of her juices and then lie down on my back. Mistress straddled me again and asked me if liked what I saw. I looked up to see her gorgeous asshole peeking out from between her cheeks and her pussy still absolutely dripping wet.

Mistress asked me what I REALLY wanted to do right now and I told her I wanted to lick her pussy clean and then lick her ass. She sank down onto my face and I sucked the thick, delicious pussy juices that were dripping out of her and then she sank her ass onto my face as she started stroking my cock hard. I'm a bit hazy on this, sometime during the session she had sank down onto my cock, taking a few inches inside of her, and IIRC she did this again between ass worship sessions... after the third time she moved off me and knelt beside me stroking my cock and deciding if 70 days was long enough for me to wait.

Earlier in the session she had asked where, if the option was given, would I like to be allowed to cum. Last time she asked me this I said on her pussy and in the end she had me cum on her breasts unexpectedly late one night. I still wanted to cum on her pussy, but I also wanted to cum on her beautiful feet... I always want to cum on her feet, in fact if I was only ever allowed to cum on her feet I don't think I would be unhappy about that, it is after all the most appropriate part of his Mistress's body for a slave to be allowed to cum on. So I said either, and Mistress asked me if I would be equally happy with both? I said yes... although that's always a difficult call to make.

Mistress stroked me harder and I still didn't know which option Mistress was going to allow, or even if she was going to edge me and stop. In the end Mistress crouched over me and stroked me hard, telling me she was allowing me to cum. She kept pumping as I spurted on her pussy and she even pushed the head inside her and let me shoot inside her a little bit as well. I tried to push deeper inside her but she backed away and then straddled my face, telling me to lick my cum off of her.

Believe it or not, this was the first time this year that I have felt Mistress's hand pumping my cum out. I have only been allowed four orgasms this year, the first one was in February and Mistress had me stroke myself to orgasm (on her feet), the second was in March where I was allowed to cum inside Mistress's pussy, the third was in July when Mistress had me jerk onto her breasts and then this one...

It felt really intense with her stroking it, I must admit it's kinda different when you aren't in control of it yourself, I think you tend to stop earlier when you are in control; but it's nice to be pumped a little beyond what is 'comfortable' if you know what I mean. :)

So that's it! Another awesome Femdom Session, which makes three since the start of our April-March Chastity Year (out of a possible seven) and six this calendar year, and I'm back to day one tomorrow morning.

Still Here...

Well, hey... it's been too long since my last post - but honestly I feel very uninspired to write at the moment. Hopefully this will change before long... things are progressing much as they have for a while, nothing out of the ordinary to report really, although Mistress has definitely been slapping my balls harder lately; sometimes it hurts and sometimes it just makes my cock throb even harder, but either way I really like it... :)

The other day she brought me to the edge by teasing me about how she owns my balls and how she can punish them whenever she wants, and the thing that really pushed me to (and almost over) the edge was when she looked down at me, my cock pulsing in her hand as she stroked it hard and teased me about squeezing my balls really hard 'like I was trying to squeeze the cum out'. Oh yes, that was fucking HOT!

Anyway, so since I was allowed to cum inside Mistress's beautiful pussy back in March I've only been permitted one proper orgasm, in the same period Mistress has enjoyed sixty orgasms! And to think I was only aiming for 10>1! :) Of course I have been ruined a few times as well, six in fact so that's pretty much bang on 10>1 :)

As yet this month there hasn't been any 'spontaneous ass worship' I hope Mistress hasn't forgotten about that...

Sorry this post is pretty short, I don't honestly know what else to tell you. Hopefully I will get inspired to write something soon, I did all those old stories and that was supposed to lead on to some new creative writing but it didn't end up panning out like that. Such is life...

We are supposed to have our next Femdom session on Sunday, if it happens I will write about that. If not, then I won't!