Wonderful Verbal Teasing...

Last night Mistress was teasing my cock, but it really wasn’t as hard as I would have liked it to be. I was stressed about work and tired, plus while I had just gone down on her and made her cum, I got the impression she hadn’t found it particularly satisfactory.

So there I was, hard, but not as hard as I would like, when Mistress pulled a neat move. She turned her head to me and started teasing me about having my balls in a ball crusher (like the one in the post below) and how she would keep tightening it every time she allowed me to lick her asshole.

Soon my cock was raging hard as Mistress continued teasing me, asking me if I would take the pain to be allowed to worship her ass, and about how she was sure I would be able to take more pain than I thought if I got to worship her ass…

Right enough, I’m hard now just typing this out. This was supremely hot, unusual and a very welcome piece of verbal teasing from Mistress R. I really do want one of these things, but they aren’t cheap, I’m just wondering if it wouldn’t be a lot cheaper to buy the material myself and make the damn thing.

Either way, this idea has prompted another storyline, which is absolutely jumping to the top of the list. Indeed I’m going to start writing it in a moment, so hopefully before too long you can expect a story from me (at last!).

Mistress R's Birthday Treat (For Me!)

Today is Mistress R’s birthday and after opening her presents, Mistress and I went for a nice walk out into the country. Later this afternoon, after I had used my tongue to give Mistress a lovely orgasm, Mistress was teasing me wonderfully, stroking and slapping my cock and sucking and slapping my balls…not to mention rubbing my cock against her gorgeous breasts.

Feeling very horny despite having been allowed to cum only a couple of days ago, I chanced my arm and told Mistress how much I wanted to shoot on her gorgeous tits. Mistress asked me how much I wanted to be allowed to do that. I told her ‘sooooo much’. I thought she would do what she usually did and dismiss me with a wry smile, but instead she said ‘What if I said you could, but that if you did you wouldn’t be allowed to cum again for a very long time?’.

I didn’t really give it a lot of thought, I just wanted to cum on her beautiful breasts and lick them clean, so I agreed. Next thing I knew I was kneeling on the bed next to her as she pushed her tits together with one hand while stroking me with the other. I was instructed to tell her when I was close, and when I did Mistress told me to finish myself off. It felt incredible to jerk off and watch my cum splatter over those gorgeous tits and I was more than happy to bend down and lick every drop of my cum up.

I wonder what ‘a very long time’ means? 

FEMDOM SESSION 3rd April 2015

As you may or may not remember, our last session happened right at the tail end of February, right when those lovely Google people decided that it wanted all the perverts off it’s books! By the time Lady M had found us a new home, and Google had changed it’s (tiny) mind, it was almost a week since the session and while I had memories of the session, it’s not the big things that make a memory, it’s the tiniest details, details that were by then all but lost.

So it’s now just over an hour since our latest session ended and here I am, determined to write a good post this time…

As you know, this is the first session we’ve had since the beginning of our fifth year of 24/7 chastity, I make that distinction because there was a six month period prior to that where Mistress was controlling my orgasms for up to a fortnight at a time, leading up to our monthly Femdom sessions. But April 1st 2011 was where it really became proper, full time chastity and coincidentally it was only a few days later that my original blog was launched.

I said the other day that I wanted to put the question to Mistress R, of whether she was still happy to continue with the way things are. It’s not unnatural for either of us to occasionally feel that maybe we might like to have a ‘normal’ sex life again. Logically, it’s more likely to be me, because I’m the one who can’t initiate penetration, I’m the one who can’t give himself pleasure, I’m the one who has to wait and hope that Mistress allows me to do what ever it is that I’m currently craving.

But Mistress also is entitled to sometimes feel like maybe it would be nice to just have a ‘normal’ husband and a ‘normal’ sex life, and occasionally this shows through, however briefly. So last night I asked the question and Mistress was pretty firm in her stance that she was still behind it, she still wants to be in control and have me in chastity.

It doesn’t hurt to bring this question up now and again, as the last thing I want is a resentful wife, if she is unhappy about the situation I hope she would have told me anyway, but talking it over allows us both to relax about it and feel comfortable that we are both still fully on-board.

And so we come to the real reason for this post, our second Femdom Session of 2015.

As you may remember, before each session Mistress gives me a note detailing what I am to start the session ‘wearing’. This always includes my wrist and ankle cuffs, along with a variety of other items. This morning I was instructed to fit the Oxballs Cocksling and my glass butt plug. The Oxballs of course is very familiar to anyone reading this blog for any length of time, it is one of the best sex toy things I have ever purchased, but the glass butt plug is a relatively recent addition.

Last year Mistress and I were in an Ann Summers shop and I noticed a glass butt plug, of the kind which I had been wanting for a while. It’s not overly large, maybe an 1.1/4″ at it’s widest point, but because it’s glass not rubber it does not yield, so it feels bigger than a rubber one of the same size. I know that it’s not that big, but not being regularly plugged it’s big enough that I feel it’s necessary to start with the ring-ended dildo and after about fifteen minutes move on to the proper plug.

So that’s what I did, this morning. As I prepared the room and shaved I wore the ring-ended dildo and then after my shower I slowly pushed the glass plug into place, allowing it to work itself a little deeper each time until it finally eased itself fully inside.

Suitably prepared I knelt on the bedroom floor and looked at the pictures of Mistress on our bedroom walls as I waited for her to enter the room.

Mistress entered and immediately used her toenails to lightly scratch my balls, held firm and tight by the Oxballs rubbery grip. As usual I was questioned about my adherence to Mistress’s rules (not touching my cock without permission) and as usual I was punished for my transgressions. Eleven strokes of the whip and some further hits from the paddle, though I can’t quite remember how many it was.

As you know, I am not a lover of this kind of pain, so I am always glad when it is over, even though to some it might seem more like a tepid warm up than an actual punishment. It always makes me wince slightly when I see reddened bottoms or cane marks and wonder how much pain it would take to get to that stage… but then again, the consensus seems to be that if you stick at it long enough then you go past the pain and start to enjoy it. Perhaps we haven’t gone far enough, sometimes Mistress has punished me more than once in the session and I must admit that has been more enjoyable, probably because I’m more turned on in the first place. Perhaps this is something I should discuss with Mistress before our next session.

At least when I am being punished I always know that once it is over I will be doing something that I truly love, worshipping Mistress’s beautiful feet. God I love Mistress’s feet, they are perfect and I could spend hours kissing them and sucking on her gorgeous toes.

But first I was instructed to suck Mistress’s favourite glass dildo, which I eagerly did, making sure to leave it nice and wet for her. Mistress told me to keep my eyes and focus on her feet while she played the dildo around her pussy, occasionally describing to me what she was doing.

As much as I adore Mistress’s feet, it’s never that easy to keep one’s mind fully on the task in hand, especially when you desperately want to look up and watch as your Mistress pushes her dildo inside her pussy. Soon Mistress was describing to me how she was doing just that and she finished the sentence by saying…

“…it’s going inside me now, just like a real, hard cock… and just like a real cock you need to suck it.”

I felt my ass tighten around the buttplug and my cock harden suddenly and significantly as she spoke these words and then she was holding the glass dildo in front of my face, telling me to suck it and lick it clean of her juices.

Of course I was only too happy to oblige and then, as instructed, I contained to worship Mistress’s feet while she continued to enjoy herself above me.

Eventually Mistress decided that I had worshipped her pretty feet well enough and told me to stop. She got off the bed and told me to kneel on the bed, then she stood in front of me and pulled my face into her pussy. I wanted to lick her gorgeous slit, but managed to wait until Mistress instructed me to do so. This is something we haven’t done very often, but I really liked being on my knees like that and licking Mistress’s beautiful pussy. It felt very submissive and very hot.

This didn’t last long however and Mistress soon had me restrained on my back, whereupon she once again had me sucking her ‘cock’ before she finally allowed me to watch as she pushed it inside herself. My cock was nice and hard now, made even harder by the grip of the Oxballs of course and after cleaning the dildo once again she sat herself down on my face and I greedily lapped at her delicious pussy. Wonderful!

Soon Mistress had turned around and was teasing my throbbing cock while I lay, looking up at her gorgeous ass. Occasionally Mistress would reach back and part her cheeks for me, allowing me a better look at what I am always craving. Verbally teasing me about how much I love her ass, and how much I want to worship it.

I cannot tell you how much I love it when Mistress stands over me like this, Mistress has such gorgeous legs that even if she was wearing underwear this would be hot as fuck for me, but having those silky smooth, perfect legs topped off with the sight of her wet pussy and ass is just heaven for me, if only I had a photograph of this to share with you all. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!

Mistress continued stroking and teasing me for some time, slapping my cock quite a bit and gently swatting my balls (which hurts more than you’d think, when they are held tight by the Oxballs). She also sank herself down onto my cock and verbally teased me about using my cock like a dildo, solely for her pleasure. I don’t know what it is about this, but in my eyes Mistress never looks more stunningly beautiful than when she is using my cock like this.

Okay, it could partly be that I am somewhat euphoric with pleasure, but somehow Mistress just gets this glow when she’s being ‘Mistress R’. Her skin looks amazing, her smile looks wonderful and her eyes have a certain twinkle about them. It’s also the only time Mistress wears properly red lipstick, maybe that’s part of it? It really suits her I think, she looks AMAZING.

Mistress turned away from me and sank down onto my cock one more time, my view was blocked by the PVC skirt she was wearing, which probably wasn’t a bad thing given how tight her pussy felt around my cock in that position!

Having survived that, Mistress took it upon herself to kneel beside me suck and whip my cock for a while, before slipping off the bed altogether. I turned to see her pick something up from the bedside table and watched as she squeezed my nipple with one hand and then attached the clothes peg to it with the other. She then picked up the other peg and reached over me to attach it to my other nipple. As she did so I noticed the way her mouth opened just slightly as she did it, which I found really erotic. Like I said, it’s the tiny details that make the memories…

Mistress left me alone for a while, and after a couple of minutes the pain in my nipples subsided along with my previously steel-hard erection. As usual when this happens my nuts start to burn a bit. I can only assume that what happens is that as I get harder and harder it pulls the Oxballs tighter and tighter around my balls, and then you don’t really notice it too much while you are mega-turned on, but once you relax it’s a different story. It doesn’t exactly hurt, but it does make you wish you could take it off, or at least loosen it a bit to get the blood flowing again.

When Mistress returned she plucked the pegs from my nipples, grinning mischievously at my winces of pain (I must confess I really do love seeing her taking pleasure in my suffering, it’s hot as fuckity-fuck! :), maybe I would enjoy being paddled more if I could see the look on her face when she was doing it, I bet she loves it), then she untied me and had me take the Oxballs off (relief!) and remove the butt plug, which again, I’d almost forgotten about.

Even though we’ve had this plug for quite a while now, I’ve only worn it twice before, the first time I wore it Mistress tried to remove it herself and her very long nails made it impossible (and very painful for me) and I had to remove it myself. Last time we remembered that I had to remove it myself but I found it a little difficult, this time however it was easy enough with a little patience. All that’s really necessary is to hook one finger behind the base and ease it out a little, then wait for it to push itself out. Easy!

I thought the next thing to happen would be for Mistress to lay on the bed in front of me and for her to order me to eat her pussy, but no… instead she blindfolded me and then told me to get on my hands and knees. Realising what was coming I moved forward on the bed, giving Mistress plenty of room to get on behind me as I heard the unmistakable sound of the Rodeo’s being slipped on.

Mistress climbed on the bed behind me and I felt the head of the strap-on being pushed against my asshole. I immediately felt very submissive and the strap-on entered me fairly easily, the butt plug had stretched my ass nicely and it was very enjoyable feeling Mistress fucking me for a while. Sometimes anal can be comfortable and sometimes not, but the longer you wear a plug or dildo in your ass beforehand the better. Obviously having had the butt plug in my ass for half an hour I was well prepared and it was pretty comfortable for me this time. Being fucked like that does tend to make me feel quite submissive/passive quite suddenly and I’m not sure if Mistress maybe misinterpreted this as me not enjoying it, I hope not, because I love being used by her like that.

Inbetween strokes, Mistress occasionally reached down and stroked my cock, although this time I wasn’t getting hard (sometimes anal makes me hard sometimes it doesn’t) it was still nice to feel her fingers around my cock with the strap-on still inside me.

Then Mistress pulled out completely and I was instructed to kneel up again. After a short time I felt Mistress getting on the bed and then my blindfold being pulled off. I was expecting to see Mistress’s ‘cock’ standing right in front of my face, but instead she was standing there naked (save for her black bra and key pendant). It would be churlish to suggest that I was disappointed, after all seeing my Mistress’s pussy is never a disappointment, but I would have liked for Mistress to fuck my mouth a little with her nice warm cock.

(Actually it wasn’t until I came to clear up the room that I realised that Mistress hadn’t used a condom on the strap-on, I don’t know if she forgot, but that explains why she didn’t have me suck it afterwards.)

Mistress really does look amazing naked, I wish she was naked a whole lot more frankly. Like most women, she puts herself down, but she looks fabulous, and she looks particularly super-incredible when she’s laying on a black PVC sheet with her legs open, ordering me to eat her pussy and make her cum. Oh fuck yes!

As much as I love everything else that we do in the session, eating Mistress’s delicious pussy is always the most wonderful treat for me, especially when it results in a really hard, wet orgasm for her. Nothing makes me happier than feeling her bucking under my tongue, it is the best feeling in the world and I am so glad that I get to do it as often as I do.

After Mistress had cum hard, she stood in front of me and had me lick her pussy, ass and inner thighs clean, before ordering me to lick the sheet clean and then turn over onto my back. Mistress didn’t bother tying me down again, which made it tough not to reach up and stroke her gorgeous legs when she straddled me again, I fucking love her legs…

Mistress again reached back to show me her gorgeous asshole as she stroked my cock and got me fully hard again. Then she started teasing me about my commitment to chastity and her control…

“Are you sure you don’t want to give all this up, just to be able to touch your own cock and make yourself cum whenever you want to?”

Nothing could be further from my mind! I will never give this up, ever!

Mistress asked me how many days it had been since I had been allowed to cum, I told her it had been 19 and she asked if I wanted to make it to 20. I told her I wanted her to decide which made her chuckle a little, and then she asked me which I wanted more, to be allowed to cum or to be allowed to lick her gorgeous ass. What I really wanted of course was to cum on her ass and lick it clean… but with her asshole just inches away from my tongue I was never going to pass up the opportunity, and so I begged to lick her asshole as she stroked my cock.

Mistress allowed me to worship her ass a couple of times and then lifted herself away from me. She gave my throbbing cock a somewhat dismissive slap and then turned around to tell me that the session was ‘over’.

It was a fantastic session, and I was so happy that I made Mistress cum so hard, nothing makes me happier than knowing I have made her feel good.

Starting Off on a High

Mistress and I have got our fifth year of chastity off to a great… make that, ‘PERFECT’ start, with a very hard orgasm for her and a hard throbbing, unsatisfied cock for me. 

After I had licked her gorgeous pussy to orgasm and worshipped her beautiful feet for a while, Mistress pulled me up the bed and started stroking me until I was fully hard. She soon straddled me and sank down on my rock hard cock, enveloping my shaft with her silky wetness… always feels so good!

Mistress rode my cock for some time, having me beg her to remove her bra and then allowing me to suck and caress her lovely breasts as she squeezed my cock with her pussy. I wondered if she might want me shoot inside her, being as it was our anniversary and all… but I guess it was more fitting to leave me hard and desperate, starting as she means to go on you might say. 

I had intended to ask Mistress how she felt about starting another year of chastity, giving her an opportunity to talk about it, and see if she was still happy with it all and whether she wanted to change anything or stop it altogether. On tonight’s evidence it would seem all is more than well, but a few weeks ago Mistress said something which made me wonder.

She said something about ‘The only downside of chastity is that we can’t just go and have normal sex’. Which I thought we’d long since established we can do, if that’s what she wants to happen. Then the next night we did exactly that, so I guess Mistress came to the very same conclusion. Still it wouldn’t hurt to sit down and talk about it, maybe review our chastity contract and see if there’s anything that needs addressing.

Would You Date a Former Porn Actor?

My absolute favourite TV show right now is called ‘First Dates’, it’s on its third series here in the UK and last night’s episode was a belter. For those who haven’t seen it, or for those who don’t live here and presumably aren’t able to see it, the idea is simple. There’s a nice restaurant in London, where loads of couples who are matched up via the Channel 4 website, meet for the very first time and go on blind dates together. The TV company films it all and shows us the best ones.

It is endlessly entertaining and at times hilariously funny. Last night a guy explained that his mother was half-Egyptian, at which his date looked confused and said ‘I didn’t know you could be Egyptian…’, like Egypt only existed thousands of years ago…? Later she was filmed in the bathroom moaning into her phone that ‘He isn’t even wearing a Rolex’.

But it was another couple who raised the question above. There was a girl and a big guy who had quite a lot of tattoos, and they seemed to be getting on well until he dropped into the conversation that he had made porn films. At which point she pretty much freaked out and disappeared to the bathroom herself. When she returned the situation quickly deteriorated and it was clear that this was not going to go any further.

After the show finished Mistress R asked me if it would bother me, to which I replied that, actually I had never really given it any thought. It’s a long, long time since I was single for one thing… but this got me thinking about this subject and I asked my friend at work for his opinions too. We mulled it over for most of the day, and decided that it would depend on a lot of things, but assuming all things to be equal and that you meet someone who you are attracted to, would it actually be any different from them having slept with loads of people and not getting filmed/paid for it?

In the case of this guy (and, let’s be honest most ‘guys’ in porn) if he hadn’t told her then she probably wouldn’t have known. Of course, other people might tell her, what I meant was it’s not like he was likely to be recognized in the street in the same way that, say Sacha Grey might be. In any case, if he had kept it to himself for a while at least, he might have had a chance to build a relationship with the woman first before revealing something which is obviously potentially quite contentious. True, she’s bound to say ‘Why didn’t you tell me this before… and what else aren’t you telling me?’, but the obvious answer to that is I wanted you to get to know me first, so you wouldn’t judge me unfairly.

Actually, in this instance, the main issue seemed not to be that he’d been filmed and that his porn stardom was an issue or likely embarrassment waiting to happen (funnily enough the woman had worked in a sex shop), but more that she felt like she couldn’t compete with the women he’d slept with because they must be young and have perfect porn bodies…

To be fair, if I was single and a *retired* Bobbi Starr or Ashley Fires wanted me to date them, would I feel secure enough about myself, when all it would take would be ten seconds and a Google search to find video of either of them being thoroughly pleasuredby guys with stupidly big cocks (on the plus side, both of those women have made Femdom / Chastity / Cuckold porn too :)).

Honestly I think it would come down to a lot of factors, not least of which would be their attitude and personality. I certainly don’t think I would dismiss someone out of hand if they told me they had done porn, but I might if I thought it had negatively affected their attitude towards men, and more specifically their attitude towards sex within a normal relationship.

I’m not sure if Mistress R answered her own question or not, if she did I can’t remember what she said. Thankfully it’s not something either of us are likely to have to consider, but it is an interesting question and I would be interested to hear what my readers think?

Saturday's Still on My Mind...

Obviously the events of Saturday have been on my mind for the last few days, how could they not be? So you won’t be surprised that the image of Mistress’s cum covered ass was still vivid in my mind… even as I was licking her delicious pussy tonight and making her cum nice and hard.

Again, as soon as I was on my back and Mistress was stroking my cock, then sucking and slapping it, my thoughts drifted back to Saturday night… being on top of her and slamming my cock into her, getting close enough that I had to warn her, then being told to stroke my cock while she turned over and presented her amazing, sexy ass to me. Looking down at my slippery, wet cock. My hand stroking it steadily, the tip just a few inches from Mistress’s ass, and then hearing her say that she wanted me to cum all over her ass and lick it clean.

I so want to do that again, it was over so quickly. Last time I knew that it was going to happen, this time was a spur of the moment thing (at least as far as I know). On the one hand knowing gave me a chance to relish the moment, on the other, this time was better because it was less… awkward. I loved that after I finished cumming on her, Mistress got up on her knees and presented her ass for me to clean, that was awesome. It was much easier and hotter cleaning her ass like that. I absolutely loved every second of it.

Tonight I didn’t get to cum, but then I didn’t expect to. It’s only been three days. Which isn’t to say I didn’t want to… but no, one more orgasm for Mistress to add to her yearly total was the result. The end of our fourth year of 24/7/365 chastity is approaching, it’s kind of incredible to think about that fact. It’s mildly disappointing that Mistress is going to have less orgasms this year than last, but unless Mistress is going to let me cum an awful lot between now and the 31st (I think not!) then it’s a pretty safe bet to say that my allowance has shrunk significantly this year.

On the one hand I’m pleased about that, on the other I wish I got the chance to cum on Mistress’s ass (and other parts of her gorgeousness) more often… of course there’s always the ruined option. How mean (and hot) would it have been for Mistress to have had me ruin my orgasm onto her ass on Saturday, and then to have had to clean her with my cock still throbbing and desperate to cum properly?

My Last Orgasm This Chastity Year?

Wednesday night was amazing, redeeming my reward led to a wonderful session with some super-hot teasing and anal stimulation leaving me feeling very horny indeed. The last thing I expected was for this evening to be even better, especially since the last few days has been a bit fraught what with one thing and another.

For one thing, Mistress has been having some issues with her car this week, and so we decided to go check out some cars with the idea that she might want to replace her 10 year old Punto with a newer Panda. It was quite good fun test driving the cars and put us in a good mood when we got back. We may have discovered a solution to the problem she’s having, but we are not sure, at least now we feel that we have the information to make a decision if Mistress decides she does want to change her car and trade in her troublesome old model.

Mistress and I have been watching the latest season of The Bachelor (US) on the internet, and again, watching that this afternoon left us feeling very chilled out. We went to bed about 9pm and things began with me lying next to Mistress, gently stroking the insides of her gorgeous thighs until she slowly opened her legs wider to allow me access to her pussy.

I licked my fingers and gently teased her pussy and after a while she pushed me down between her legs. I carefully settled on my front, feeling my hard cock pressing into the bed as I first kissed all around her pussy, before beginning to tease her with my tongue.

Mistress tasted absolutely delicious and I was rewarded with the feeling of her bucking hard against my tongue several times, before she finally pulled away and kissed my head. Then she allowed me to kiss her feet for a while, before having me move up the bed between her thighs.

Mistress grasped my cock and started teasing her pussy with it, before telling me to lick some of the juice off of her lips and then sliding the tip of my cock inside her. She pulled me fully inside her and lifted her legs up onto my shoulders, allowing me to stroke deep inside her, which felt wonderful of course!

Soon I was fucking her quite hard, and we continued like this for a while, since I was feeling very much in control, slowing occasionally to kiss her feet or to watch my cock sliding into Mistress’s beautiful, slick pussy. Mistress was really enjoying herself it seemed and we settled into a fairly brisk rhythm, and before too long I could feel the edge approaching.

I really thought Mistress would tell me to keep going and to shoot inside her, but instead she told me to pull out. “Play with your cock,” she told me as she lifted her leg over and moved onto her side, exposing her awesome ass to me as I gently stroked my slippery, pussy juice coated cock.

“I want to you to stroke your cock until you cum all over my ass.”

I looked down at Mistress’s gorgeous ass and started stroking my cock. Mistress shifted forward a little further, allowing me to see her sexy asshole, as I imagined what it would be like to lick my cum from her ass again. It’s been a hell of a long time since I was allowed to do that, and needless to say it wasn’t long before my rock hard, swollen cock began to erupt strings of cum between Mistress R’s cheeks.

I seemed to keep coming for a long time, depositing a fair amount of cum on Mistress’s ass. As soon as I had recovered my composure, Mistress got onto her knees and instructed me to clean her with my tongue. I moved behind her and eagerly set about licking up every drop of cum, gently probing her ass with my tongue as I swallowed every drop I could find on her skin.

I really didn’t expect tonight to be as good as Wednesday, but incredibly it was even better. And if that was the last orgasm I am to be allowed this chastity year (Apr-Mar), then what a way to finish!