The last few days I've been reading about cuckolding. Not that I have any intention of trying to persuade Mistress R down that path! No, this is purely from the viewpoint of curiosity and partly non-specific research. Much as I would like to write a chastity book, I find the subject a little bit limited, so if I was to write a proper novel length book (and I know I said I was going to before...) it would have to incorporate more than just chastity.
So what I've actually been reading has been more in the line of 'How to' be a Bull (not that that's likely either!), and it's quite fascinating stuff. There's quite a 'science' to all this really, how it's essential to break the 'sexual attraction' bond between the husband and wife but without breaking the 'love' bond. Reading it, it all made a lot of sense and the instructions on how to slowly manipulate the situation to the Bull's advantage were at once intriguing and almost alarming in their deviousness and intelligence.
It certainly made me think that potentially these studies could provide some very solid and valuable insight for a truly compelling and realistic cuckolding story.
As some of you will know, I like my stories to be as down to earth and believable as possible. Not for me the 'alien mind control' stories or the 'vamp-wolf' nonsense that continues to receive the highest of marks on Literotica (is it just me?), similarly books where the main characters are rich enough to own an island/castle/etc make me sigh loudly.
I hope my characters come across as believable and it follows that I truly appreciate stories where the author tries to progress things in a realistic manner, or at least in a not completely ludicrous manner.
It has not gone unsaid on this blog before that I do struggle to reconcile my sexual response to these stories, with my rational response. I am simply not capable of compartmentalising love and sex in the way that a cuckold must be able to, or at least people who swing... I honestly don't think I could have sex with a woman I didn't care about, nor could I stand to let the person I care about more than any other have 'just sex' with someone else. I see this as a good thing, actually. Because of this I think Mistress R and I do make a lot of effort to keep our sex lives alive, where others of our age might not.
Regardless, it cannot be denied that well written cuckold stories are a source of much 'wood' for me, even some which are perhaps a bit 'nasty'. This STORY for example, has lost it's potency somewhat now (after repeated readings) but the first ten or so times it was guaranteed to have my cock throbbing like hell. It's quite unpleasant in some ways, but I know from when I first posted this that I'm not the only one who found it particularly affecting, especially the scene in the car.
This STORY is quite different, a lot more of a consensual husband and wife enjoying the shared experience kind of deal, and a flipping masterpiece as well! It's so annoying that this guy has written so little, he has real talent.
This STORY is one of the oldest cuckold stories that I've enjoyed many, many times and illustrates what I was talking about. The ending is quite a lot more extreme than the beginning, but the transition is smooth and relatively believable, albeit with a little hiccup here and there (the money thing is a little weak, but yeah...). The Nikki character is great right from the start, her absolute confidence is the backbone of the story really, lord knows how many times I've read that one.
So yeah, I like cuckold stories, I don't really understand it, but does it matter? Probably not. Sometimes it bothers me, but mostly I just accept it now. From a writing point of view it's a very rich mine of possibilities and emotional interest, and it does fit extremely well with the chastity element. So yeah, I can well imagine writing a proper long cuckold story, utilising all that I have read about of late, in the process hopefully constructing something which is entertaining and horny, but also very believable and smoothly executed. As ever it's just a matter of finding the time.
Wednesday, 7 May 2014
The Science of Cuckolding...
The last few days I’ve been reading about cuckolding. Not that I have any intention of trying to persuade Mistress R down that path! No, this is purely from the viewpoint of curiosity and partly non-specific research. Much as I would like to write a chastity book, I find the subject a little bit limited, so if I was to write a proper novel length book (and I know I said I was going to before…) it would have to incorporate more than just chastity.
So what I’ve actually been reading has been more in the line of ‘How to’ be a Bull (not that that’s likely either!), and it’s quite fascinating stuff. There’s quite a ‘science’ to all this really, how it’s essential to break the ‘sexual attraction’ bond between the husband and wife but without breaking the ‘love’ bond. Reading it, it all made a lot of sense and the instructions on how to slowly manipulate the situation to the Bull’s advantage were at once intriguing and almost alarming in their deviousness and intelligence.
It certainly made me think that potentially these studies could provide some very solid and valuable insight for a truly compelling and realistic cuckolding story.
As some of you will know, I like my stories to be as down to earth and believable as possible. Not for me the ‘alien mind control’ stories or the ‘vamp-wolf’ nonsense that continues to receive the highest of marks on Literotica (is it just me?), similarly books where the main characters are rich enough to own an island/castle/etc make me sigh loudly.
I hope my characters come across as believable and it follows that I truly appreciate stories where the author tries to progress things in a realistic manner, or at least in a not completely ludicrous manner.
It has not gone unsaid on this blog before that I do struggle to reconcile my sexual response to these stories, with my rational response. I am simply not capable of compartmentalising love and sex in the way that a cuckold must be able to, or at least people who swing… I honestly don’t think I could have sex with a woman I didn’t care about, nor could I stand to let the person I care about more than any other have ‘just sex’ with someone else. I see this as a good thing, actually.
Because of this I think Mistress R and I do make a lot of effort to keep our sex lives alive, where others of our age might not.
Regardless, it cannot be denied that well written cuckold stories are a source of much ‘wood’ for me, even some which are perhaps a bit ‘nasty’. This STORY for example, has lost it’s potency somewhat now (after repeated readings) but the first ten or so times it was guaranteed to have my cock throbbing like hell. It’s quite unpleasant in some ways, but I know from when I first posted this that I’m not the only one who found it particularly affecting, especially the scene in the car.
This STORY is quite different, a lot more of a consensual husband and wife enjoying the shared experience kind of deal, and a flipping masterpiece as well! It’s so annoying that this guy has written so little, he has real talent.
This STORY is one of the oldest cuckold stories that I’ve enjoyed many, many times and illustrates what I was talking about. The ending is quite a lot more extreme than the beginning, but the transition is smooth and relatively believable, albeit with a little hiccup here and there (the money thing is a little weak, but yeah…). The Nikki character is great right from the start, her absolute confidence is the backbone of the story really, lord knows how many times I’ve read that one.
So yeah, I like cuckold stories, I don’t really understand it, but does it matter? Probably not. Sometimes it bothers me, but mostly I just accept it now. From a writing point of view it’s a very rich mine of possibilities and emotional interest, and it does fit extremely well with the chastity element. So yeah, I can well imagine writing a proper long cuckold story, utilising all that I have read about of late, in the process hopefully constructing something which is entertaining and horny, but also very believable and smoothly executed. As ever it’s just a matter of finding the time.
So what I’ve actually been reading has been more in the line of ‘How to’ be a Bull (not that that’s likely either!), and it’s quite fascinating stuff. There’s quite a ‘science’ to all this really, how it’s essential to break the ‘sexual attraction’ bond between the husband and wife but without breaking the ‘love’ bond. Reading it, it all made a lot of sense and the instructions on how to slowly manipulate the situation to the Bull’s advantage were at once intriguing and almost alarming in their deviousness and intelligence.
It certainly made me think that potentially these studies could provide some very solid and valuable insight for a truly compelling and realistic cuckolding story.
As some of you will know, I like my stories to be as down to earth and believable as possible. Not for me the ‘alien mind control’ stories or the ‘vamp-wolf’ nonsense that continues to receive the highest of marks on Literotica (is it just me?), similarly books where the main characters are rich enough to own an island/castle/etc make me sigh loudly.
I hope my characters come across as believable and it follows that I truly appreciate stories where the author tries to progress things in a realistic manner, or at least in a not completely ludicrous manner.
It has not gone unsaid on this blog before that I do struggle to reconcile my sexual response to these stories, with my rational response. I am simply not capable of compartmentalising love and sex in the way that a cuckold must be able to, or at least people who swing… I honestly don’t think I could have sex with a woman I didn’t care about, nor could I stand to let the person I care about more than any other have ‘just sex’ with someone else. I see this as a good thing, actually.
Because of this I think Mistress R and I do make a lot of effort to keep our sex lives alive, where others of our age might not.
Regardless, it cannot be denied that well written cuckold stories are a source of much ‘wood’ for me, even some which are perhaps a bit ‘nasty’. This STORY for example, has lost it’s potency somewhat now (after repeated readings) but the first ten or so times it was guaranteed to have my cock throbbing like hell. It’s quite unpleasant in some ways, but I know from when I first posted this that I’m not the only one who found it particularly affecting, especially the scene in the car.
This STORY is quite different, a lot more of a consensual husband and wife enjoying the shared experience kind of deal, and a flipping masterpiece as well! It’s so annoying that this guy has written so little, he has real talent.
This STORY is one of the oldest cuckold stories that I’ve enjoyed many, many times and illustrates what I was talking about. The ending is quite a lot more extreme than the beginning, but the transition is smooth and relatively believable, albeit with a little hiccup here and there (the money thing is a little weak, but yeah…). The Nikki character is great right from the start, her absolute confidence is the backbone of the story really, lord knows how many times I’ve read that one.
So yeah, I like cuckold stories, I don’t really understand it, but does it matter? Probably not. Sometimes it bothers me, but mostly I just accept it now. From a writing point of view it’s a very rich mine of possibilities and emotional interest, and it does fit extremely well with the chastity element. So yeah, I can well imagine writing a proper long cuckold story, utilising all that I have read about of late, in the process hopefully constructing something which is entertaining and horny, but also very believable and smoothly executed. As ever it’s just a matter of finding the time.
Monday, 5 May 2014
100% Not Ruined
This morning Mistress and I went for a walk around the village where we live, on the way back Mistress suggested that we should have pussy worship sooner rather than later as she is expecting her period soon. So it came to be that this morning at about 11AM I was lying face down on our bed with my face between Mistress R’s silky smooth thighs, eating her delicious pussy. She had quite a strong orgasm (it seemed to me) and then signalled for me to move up the bed and kneel between her open legs.
Mistress stroked my cock until it was nice and hard and then started rubbing it against her pussy. I started to push forward but Mistress stopped my by gripping my cock firmly, she would dictate the pace, at least for the moment. She allowed me to slide in a little more and then hotched closer to me as I lifted her legs up, kissing her feet as they passed my mouth. I gently pressed in further and Mistress pushed me back again, dropping her legs around my sides and pulling me on top of her.
“How does it feel?” She asked as I felt my cock sliding in and out of her at my pace.
What can one say, ‘Amazing’ hardly covers the sensation of being allowed to penetrate your Mistress’s pussy after weeks if not months, and yet that was the word I used.
All too quickly Mistress wanted to turn onto her side, side that I could see her ass as I fucked her. This is particularly evil because while I love to see her ass, she knows damn well that being able to see her ass makes me want to cum! So even while seemingly gifting me the view of her ass, she was effectively shortening how long this was likely to last.
Try as I might to resist looking, it was not a battle I was ever going to win, and Mistress moaned her encouragement as I started to pound her pussy harder and faster, again shortening the time until that inevitable moment.
“I’m getting close,” I said, hoping for permission to continue, but one can never be 100% sure.
“Good, I want you to cum inside me, fuck me hard until you cum inside my pussy.”
Those may not have been her exact words but that was the gist of it. And that’s exactly what I did.
I collapsed over her as I shot my cum hard inside her and after a few moments to recover Mistress told me to lay on my back and she quickly sat on my face, allowing me the pleasure of licking her beautiful pussy clean.
Fuck the seaside, Bank Holiday’s don’t get much better than that!
Mistress stroked my cock until it was nice and hard and then started rubbing it against her pussy. I started to push forward but Mistress stopped my by gripping my cock firmly, she would dictate the pace, at least for the moment. She allowed me to slide in a little more and then hotched closer to me as I lifted her legs up, kissing her feet as they passed my mouth. I gently pressed in further and Mistress pushed me back again, dropping her legs around my sides and pulling me on top of her.
“How does it feel?” She asked as I felt my cock sliding in and out of her at my pace.
What can one say, ‘Amazing’ hardly covers the sensation of being allowed to penetrate your Mistress’s pussy after weeks if not months, and yet that was the word I used.
All too quickly Mistress wanted to turn onto her side, side that I could see her ass as I fucked her. This is particularly evil because while I love to see her ass, she knows damn well that being able to see her ass makes me want to cum! So even while seemingly gifting me the view of her ass, she was effectively shortening how long this was likely to last.
Try as I might to resist looking, it was not a battle I was ever going to win, and Mistress moaned her encouragement as I started to pound her pussy harder and faster, again shortening the time until that inevitable moment.
“I’m getting close,” I said, hoping for permission to continue, but one can never be 100% sure.
“Good, I want you to cum inside me, fuck me hard until you cum inside my pussy.”
Those may not have been her exact words but that was the gist of it. And that’s exactly what I did.
I collapsed over her as I shot my cum hard inside her and after a few moments to recover Mistress told me to lay on my back and she quickly sat on my face, allowing me the pleasure of licking her beautiful pussy clean.
Fuck the seaside, Bank Holiday’s don’t get much better than that!
100% Not Ruined...
This morning Mistress and I went for a walk around the village where we live, on the way back Mistress suggested that we should have pussy worship sooner rather than later as she is expecting her period soon. So it came to be that this morning at about 11AM I was lying face down on our bed with my face between Mistress R's silky smooth thighs, eating her delicious pussy. She had quite a strong orgasm (it seemed to me) and then signalled for me to move up the bed and kneel between her open legs.
Mistress stroked my cock until it was nice and hard and then started rubbing it against her pussy. I started to push forward but Mistress stopped my by gripping my cock firmly, she would dictate the pace, at least for the moment. She allowed me to slide in a little more and then hotched closer to me as I lifted her legs up, kissing her feet as they passed my mouth. I gently pressed in further and Mistress pushed me back again, dropping her legs around my sides and pulling me on top of her.
"How does it feel?" She asked as I felt my cock sliding in and out of her at my pace.
What can one say, 'Amazing' hardly covers the sensation of being allowed to penetrate your Mistress's pussy after weeks if not months, and yet that was the word I used.
All too quickly Mistress wanted to turn onto her side, side that I could see her ass as I fucked her. This is particularly evil because while I love to see her ass, she knows damn well that being able to see her ass makes me want to cum! So even while seemingly gifting me the view of her ass, she was effectively shortening how long this was likely to last.
Try as I might to resist looking, it was not a battle I was ever going to win, and Mistress moaned her encouragement as I started to pound her pussy harder and faster, again shortening the time until that inevitable moment.
"I'm getting close," I said, hoping for permission to continue, but one can never be 100% sure.
"Good, I want you to cum inside me, fuck me hard until you cum inside my pussy."
Those may not have been her exact words but that was the gist of it. And that's exactly what I did.
I collapsed over her as I shot my cum hard inside her and after a few moments to recover Mistress told me to lay on my back and she quickly sat on my face, allowing me the pleasure of licking her beautiful pussy clean.
Fuck the seaside, Bank Holiday's don't get much better than that!
Mistress stroked my cock until it was nice and hard and then started rubbing it against her pussy. I started to push forward but Mistress stopped my by gripping my cock firmly, she would dictate the pace, at least for the moment. She allowed me to slide in a little more and then hotched closer to me as I lifted her legs up, kissing her feet as they passed my mouth. I gently pressed in further and Mistress pushed me back again, dropping her legs around my sides and pulling me on top of her.
"How does it feel?" She asked as I felt my cock sliding in and out of her at my pace.
What can one say, 'Amazing' hardly covers the sensation of being allowed to penetrate your Mistress's pussy after weeks if not months, and yet that was the word I used.
All too quickly Mistress wanted to turn onto her side, side that I could see her ass as I fucked her. This is particularly evil because while I love to see her ass, she knows damn well that being able to see her ass makes me want to cum! So even while seemingly gifting me the view of her ass, she was effectively shortening how long this was likely to last.
Try as I might to resist looking, it was not a battle I was ever going to win, and Mistress moaned her encouragement as I started to pound her pussy harder and faster, again shortening the time until that inevitable moment.
"I'm getting close," I said, hoping for permission to continue, but one can never be 100% sure.
"Good, I want you to cum inside me, fuck me hard until you cum inside my pussy."
Those may not have been her exact words but that was the gist of it. And that's exactly what I did.
I collapsed over her as I shot my cum hard inside her and after a few moments to recover Mistress told me to lay on my back and she quickly sat on my face, allowing me the pleasure of licking her beautiful pussy clean.
Fuck the seaside, Bank Holiday's don't get much better than that!
75% Ruined...
This last couple of weeks have been rather sucky. I've had three health issues affecting me all at once, one of which meant that Mistress could not tease my cock for almost the whole two weeks. Thankfully two of the three seem to have mostly resolved themselves and a couple of days ago Mistress was able to touch me again. She seemed quite happy to be able to play with her property again and I certainly was. It had been three weeks since I'd cum and so I kind of expected Mistress to allow me some release, and she did... although it was ruined, well, I'm counting it as ruined. I'd say it was 75% ruined, and it was certainly Mistress's intention to ruin. Let's just say she's not quite got the hang of letting go completely just yet, so the first spurt was maybe not quite ruined, but after that it was.
Of course none of these health issues have stopped me providing pleasure to my Mistress (which is also a great source of pleasure to me to of course) so thankfully we are still on target to match last year's orgasm count, so far. Last year Mistress averaged 11 per month, to my 1.6 per month so let's hope we can at least match that and maybe improve it. Now there's a target I can get on board with!
Meanwhile my weight loss has gone to shit, so that's another target I need to focus on. I reckon it's going to take me three weeks to get back to where I was a few weeks ago. I am more than a little annoyed with myself, especially after I did so well last year. So now I have to give myself a big kick up the arse and knuckle down and get back on track.
Of course none of these health issues have stopped me providing pleasure to my Mistress (which is also a great source of pleasure to me to of course) so thankfully we are still on target to match last year's orgasm count, so far. Last year Mistress averaged 11 per month, to my 1.6 per month so let's hope we can at least match that and maybe improve it. Now there's a target I can get on board with!
Meanwhile my weight loss has gone to shit, so that's another target I need to focus on. I reckon it's going to take me three weeks to get back to where I was a few weeks ago. I am more than a little annoyed with myself, especially after I did so well last year. So now I have to give myself a big kick up the arse and knuckle down and get back on track.
Saturday, 3 May 2014
Analyzing my Literotica results...
My recent story 'Daniel Strokes for His Mistress' has now been on Literotica over a week and nearly 6,000 people have read it. It now has a rating of 4.62/5 which is the highest of any of my stories on Lit I think, or certainly any since I started submitting stories as Robert_Anthony rather than Malibuman. I'm quite surprised how few people have actually read it compared to my other stories, I mean you have to assume that you'll get the bulk of your hits when it's at the top of the list.
I think the reason for this is that I posted it in the Fetish section, which is probably not the most popular section. I think maybe that's why the rating is high, because I posted it in a section where the most people would be likely to appreciate it, the downside being that less people read it and there's no amusing 'outraged' comments to laugh at.
It will be interesting to see, over time, how my score develops and how many more people find and read it. I have generally found in the past that my score starts really high and then falls, probably butchered by one star votes from the aforementioned 'outraged' readers, before slowly climbing back to the low 4's (I think you need a 4.5 to get a 'hot' rating, which this story still has at the moment).
I think the reason for this is that I posted it in the Fetish section, which is probably not the most popular section. I think maybe that's why the rating is high, because I posted it in a section where the most people would be likely to appreciate it, the downside being that less people read it and there's no amusing 'outraged' comments to laugh at.
It will be interesting to see, over time, how my score develops and how many more people find and read it. I have generally found in the past that my score starts really high and then falls, probably butchered by one star votes from the aforementioned 'outraged' readers, before slowly climbing back to the low 4's (I think you need a 4.5 to get a 'hot' rating, which this story still has at the moment).
Friday, 2 May 2014
Journal of an Obedient Boyfriend...
I'm sure I have promoted this blog before, way back when it started actually... but now that it seems to be up and running again I will give it another plug. I find that for some reason this blog arouses me more than almost any other. JOURNAL OF AN OBEDIENT BOYFRIEND.
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