Mistress R was supposed to get some pussy worship last night, but in the end it just didn't happen (sigh), but she has told me that it will definitely be happening tonight! Here's hoping that there'll be some teasing too, since she hasn't touched my cock since Saturday!
Which is probably why I ended up having a sneaky stroke or twenty on Tuesday night, which means that I now have two transgressions to confess to on Saturday, still two in a month is pretty good!
Yes it's that time again, Saturday will be our monthly Femdom session, it's usually on a Sunday but we are going out on Saturday night and we'll probably be home very late so best to do it on Saturday. I very much doubt I will be coming so it won't make a scraps worth of difference to the length of my chastity.
But then again, maybe I will... I've just had a twenty day stretch, and before that I was allowed to come three times in a fortnight, so who knows. I think Mistress R is more comfortable about making me swallow my cum in the sessions than out of them so maybe...
Is it too much to hope to be allowed to cum inside her and then for her to sit on my face so that I can lick her pussy clean? I haven't cum inside her since July after all...
I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
Wednesday, 14 September 2011
Tuesday, 13 September 2011
Education...
For well over ten years I have been a regular poster on a music website, and this site has it's own porn thread where people post links to porn or discuss porn. In recent times there's been a young guy on there (17 I believe) who is enormously well educated and seems to be able to run rings around most people when it comes to most subjects, I mean how many seventeen year olds do you know who have an informed opinion on female circumcision? Which wouldn't be so bad if he wasn't so bloody 'right-on'...
One area where he is particularly clueless is women, and I take great delight in this because he thinks he knows what he's talking about and he is going to find out the hard way sooner or later. He truly believes that all porn is bad, and exploitative of women, and blah blah blah blah blah.... nothing you haven't heard before a million times really.
So recently someone posted a porn clip into the thread which showed a M/f BDSM scene, I couldn't actually be bothered to watch it but I'm sure it wasn't much to shout about, someone mentioned something about toe-sucking so if that was the highlight well.... actually there was some choking and face slapping but from what was said it wasn't anything that you wouldn't see in any normal Gonzo porn DVD.
Naturally this sent off our young friend on another of his rants, and some of the other posters were taking the piss out of him for his conservative viewpoint. Indeed one (female) poster was trying to make him aware that indeed some women do like to be submissive and (as he would see it) 'abused' in bed, but it was too much for his massive brain to compute.
She actually posted, ":...in this thread the 17 year old virgin doesn't understand sex...", which. I must confess, made me laugh a little.
So I decided the best way to blow his mind would be to copy and paste part of a post from Good Hubby's blog, I can only imagine his face when he was reading about NW begging to have her vulva whipped until it was swollen to twice it's normal size.... I mean, I found that quite hard to read, so I can't imagine what he made of it...
Still, if it knocks this stupid idea that BDSM is all 'violence against women' out of him then it's all to the good. Of course the chances of him hooking up with a women who takes pleasure in physical pain are slim, but if he at least learns that life, and sex in particular isn't all as black and white as he perceives it then that has to be a good thing, doesn't it?
After all, it would be a shame if he ends up dating a girl who's desperate to reveal her 'sordid' secret, and he's so shocked and confused by it that he treats her like a freak and tries to convince her that she's been 'brainwashed' by porn or some nonsense. I (like most of you) know how hard it is to tell a lover that you want something 'unusual' and the last thing you need when you do is some moralising arsehole telling you that you're weird and disgusting.
There's nothing worse than a know it all seventeen year old is there. I'm sure I wasn't like that when I was seventeen, in fact I know I wasn't... at seventeen I was pretty clueless about women and I was all too aware of it. The internet and Wikipedia in particular has a lot to answer for....
One area where he is particularly clueless is women, and I take great delight in this because he thinks he knows what he's talking about and he is going to find out the hard way sooner or later. He truly believes that all porn is bad, and exploitative of women, and blah blah blah blah blah.... nothing you haven't heard before a million times really.
So recently someone posted a porn clip into the thread which showed a M/f BDSM scene, I couldn't actually be bothered to watch it but I'm sure it wasn't much to shout about, someone mentioned something about toe-sucking so if that was the highlight well.... actually there was some choking and face slapping but from what was said it wasn't anything that you wouldn't see in any normal Gonzo porn DVD.
Naturally this sent off our young friend on another of his rants, and some of the other posters were taking the piss out of him for his conservative viewpoint. Indeed one (female) poster was trying to make him aware that indeed some women do like to be submissive and (as he would see it) 'abused' in bed, but it was too much for his massive brain to compute.
She actually posted, ":...in this thread the 17 year old virgin doesn't understand sex...", which. I must confess, made me laugh a little.
So I decided the best way to blow his mind would be to copy and paste part of a post from Good Hubby's blog, I can only imagine his face when he was reading about NW begging to have her vulva whipped until it was swollen to twice it's normal size.... I mean, I found that quite hard to read, so I can't imagine what he made of it...
Still, if it knocks this stupid idea that BDSM is all 'violence against women' out of him then it's all to the good. Of course the chances of him hooking up with a women who takes pleasure in physical pain are slim, but if he at least learns that life, and sex in particular isn't all as black and white as he perceives it then that has to be a good thing, doesn't it?
After all, it would be a shame if he ends up dating a girl who's desperate to reveal her 'sordid' secret, and he's so shocked and confused by it that he treats her like a freak and tries to convince her that she's been 'brainwashed' by porn or some nonsense. I (like most of you) know how hard it is to tell a lover that you want something 'unusual' and the last thing you need when you do is some moralising arsehole telling you that you're weird and disgusting.
There's nothing worse than a know it all seventeen year old is there. I'm sure I wasn't like that when I was seventeen, in fact I know I wasn't... at seventeen I was pretty clueless about women and I was all too aware of it. The internet and Wikipedia in particular has a lot to answer for....
Sunday, 11 September 2011
And another one makes 52...
I finally got to worship Mistress R's beautiful pussy this afternoon and gave her her 52nd orgasm since we started this (52 to 12, that's a ratio of 4.33), well worth waiting for as always, I love feeling her cum on my tongue.... it beats everything, yes even spunking on my chest last night - hahahaha.
Oh well, back to work tomorrow and back to the diet too! Been a very bad man lately and to a degree I've gotten away with it, but now it must stop. I would like to lose another stone before my birthday, and that's only just over a month away, so the next few weeks are gonna be TOUGH!
Oh well, back to work tomorrow and back to the diet too! Been a very bad man lately and to a degree I've gotten away with it, but now it must stop. I would like to lose another stone before my birthday, and that's only just over a month away, so the next few weeks are gonna be TOUGH!
Twenty days and done...
So last night Mistress R decided it was time for me to cum. She had me sit on the sofa and then started sucking my cock beautifully. I still wasn't 100% sure this was going to be it, and she kept me guessing by slowing down and changing from hard and fast stroking to sucking my balls every so often, it really was a killer blowjob! Then she started to pump me harder and even though I tried to keep control, I could feel that I was starting to edge towards losing it. I told her I was getting close and she started pumping harder, pushing my T-shirt up to expose my stomach and chest, "I want you to cum for me", she said.
Well, it didn't take long after that and I had a massive orgasm, the first jet of which landed right up on my chest, another couple of weeks and I reckon it would have been in my mouth! What can I say, it was fucking amazing and well worth the wait. There seemed to be quite a substantial amount of cum too, but Mistress R didn't make me lick her hand clean or anything. Not that I'm complaining, I wasn't really in the mood for that last night (but obviously I would have done it if she'd told me to).
Ah well, so it's day one once again and the last day of our holiday too. Back to work tomorrow. At least there's a Grand Prix today and hopefully I'll get to worship Mistress R's pussy too (seeing as it didn't happen yesterday)... I did manage about two meagre minutes of foot worship late last night, but that's no substitute for the real thing is it?
Regarding my poll, I always thought I was a late starter, but it seems that maybe I wasn't after all... I must admit that I am a little surprised that 25% of you first had sex in your twenties, although to be honest with you, in hindsight, I'm not sure I was really ready myself until way after eighteen. When I hear about guys who ended up with children by their first girlfriend I think 'there but for the grace of God go I'. She was hopeless at taking her pills*, just as well she had me cum on her stomach most of the time innit! Ruined orgasms too, since I was too shy to actually finish myself off and she would rather let a Grizzly bear lick honey off her hand than get cum on her fingers...
While we are on the subject, I may have mentioned this before, but it bears repeating.... I was 18 and about to get my first blowjob, so as you can imagine, I was quite excited! So she's just about to start and she looks up at me and says, "Don't touch my head, don't cum in my mouth and don't look at me!".
Okay so, maybe two of those are fair enough, especially for a blowjob first timer, but 'Don't look at me', WTF!
You know the funniest thing is that some of you guys are probably thinking that my first girlfriend sounds like your ideal Femdom-Chastity uber-bitch! Hmm, well she was certainly selfish, she certainly wouldn't care less if you came for, well, as long as you liked really, she had a sense of entitlement for sure, she also once told me she aspired to being someone's 'Mistress', but in the sense that she fancied the idea of having a married man paying for her flat etc.... well, I doubt that one's come about frankly.
I could also imagine her being quite willing to kick you in the balls if that's what you wanted, and she'd probably be happier fucking you up the arse than taking it herself... anyone want her number?**
*I know, I know, take some responsibility and wear condoms. And now, of course, I would! And I'd have a vasectomy too!!
**Only joking... I don't have her number (why the fuck would I).
Well, it didn't take long after that and I had a massive orgasm, the first jet of which landed right up on my chest, another couple of weeks and I reckon it would have been in my mouth! What can I say, it was fucking amazing and well worth the wait. There seemed to be quite a substantial amount of cum too, but Mistress R didn't make me lick her hand clean or anything. Not that I'm complaining, I wasn't really in the mood for that last night (but obviously I would have done it if she'd told me to).
Ah well, so it's day one once again and the last day of our holiday too. Back to work tomorrow. At least there's a Grand Prix today and hopefully I'll get to worship Mistress R's pussy too (seeing as it didn't happen yesterday)... I did manage about two meagre minutes of foot worship late last night, but that's no substitute for the real thing is it?
Regarding my poll, I always thought I was a late starter, but it seems that maybe I wasn't after all... I must admit that I am a little surprised that 25% of you first had sex in your twenties, although to be honest with you, in hindsight, I'm not sure I was really ready myself until way after eighteen. When I hear about guys who ended up with children by their first girlfriend I think 'there but for the grace of God go I'. She was hopeless at taking her pills*, just as well she had me cum on her stomach most of the time innit! Ruined orgasms too, since I was too shy to actually finish myself off and she would rather let a Grizzly bear lick honey off her hand than get cum on her fingers...
While we are on the subject, I may have mentioned this before, but it bears repeating.... I was 18 and about to get my first blowjob, so as you can imagine, I was quite excited! So she's just about to start and she looks up at me and says, "Don't touch my head, don't cum in my mouth and don't look at me!".
Okay so, maybe two of those are fair enough, especially for a blowjob first timer, but 'Don't look at me', WTF!
You know the funniest thing is that some of you guys are probably thinking that my first girlfriend sounds like your ideal Femdom-Chastity uber-bitch! Hmm, well she was certainly selfish, she certainly wouldn't care less if you came for, well, as long as you liked really, she had a sense of entitlement for sure, she also once told me she aspired to being someone's 'Mistress', but in the sense that she fancied the idea of having a married man paying for her flat etc.... well, I doubt that one's come about frankly.
I could also imagine her being quite willing to kick you in the balls if that's what you wanted, and she'd probably be happier fucking you up the arse than taking it herself... anyone want her number?**
*I know, I know, take some responsibility and wear condoms. And now, of course, I would! And I'd have a vasectomy too!!
**Only joking... I don't have her number (why the fuck would I).
Saturday, 10 September 2011
Another great post at Nuts4Belle...
Check it out here.
So which would you choose? To be unlocked and sucked but not allowed to cum... or to be unlocked and allowed to give yourself a ruined orgasm which you then have to drink from a shot glass?
I guess it would probably depend on how long it was since I had cum... Jnuts hadn't cum in two weeks, which probably wouldn't be long enough to make me choose the shotglass, but then again maybe it would.... I dunno. Okay yeah it probably would, hahaha... the thought of being made to ruin it and swallow my cum would probably be enough actually...
Well, click the link and find out what Jnuts decided!
So which would you choose? To be unlocked and sucked but not allowed to cum... or to be unlocked and allowed to give yourself a ruined orgasm which you then have to drink from a shot glass?
I guess it would probably depend on how long it was since I had cum... Jnuts hadn't cum in two weeks, which probably wouldn't be long enough to make me choose the shotglass, but then again maybe it would.... I dunno. Okay yeah it probably would, hahaha... the thought of being made to ruin it and swallow my cum would probably be enough actually...
Well, click the link and find out what Jnuts decided!
Yikes, spikes...
Just checking out a couple of sites from my favourite lists and happened across Nemo's blog where he is currently posting some captions with a 'spike' theme (check them out here) and also Cage Chronicles (welcome back after your break) where Chris has been posting about the scary metal spikes that are being put into his chastity device by Mel (he loves it really...) you can read about these here
I must say, the idea of having a chastity device with spikes in it has always appealed to me... and Nemo's captions particularly appealed, especially the way the women are deliberately turning their slave on with the express intention of causing them discomfort.... that's hot!
Can't remember the last time I even tried my CB-3000 on, it's currently languishing forgotten in a drawer as we speak (it does actually have spikes though, so maybe one day Mistress R will surprise me by telling me to put it on? Doubtful, but a nice fantasy all the same...).
I must say, the idea of having a chastity device with spikes in it has always appealed to me... and Nemo's captions particularly appealed, especially the way the women are deliberately turning their slave on with the express intention of causing them discomfort.... that's hot!
Can't remember the last time I even tried my CB-3000 on, it's currently languishing forgotten in a drawer as we speak (it does actually have spikes though, so maybe one day Mistress R will surprise me by telling me to put it on? Doubtful, but a nice fantasy all the same...).
30 lovely minutes...
Last night I spent a lovely thirty odd minutes worshipping Mistress R's beautiful feet, it really was wonderful. Today I hope to spend thirty odd minutes worshipping her pussy, which will be even better! Maybe Mistress R will let me cum today too? She hinted that she might let me cum this holiday and time's running out... I don't mind if she doesn't though. Our Femdom session is due next Saturday too, good times ahead!
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