The Main Blog Has Been Taken Down Again...

Not sure what's going on, I have requested a review so maybe it will come back, I really don't know...

Maybe This is the New Blog Then...

The old blog is still locked and I don't know when or if it is going to be unlocked again, and to be honest I feel like maybe it's better to delete it and work here instead. It's bloody annoying though since that blog had over 3,5m views. But there we are. I hope people will find this blog eventually, maybe I will ask Keyheld to switch the referral address... 

The Heart of the Matter

This very simple caption really cuts to the chase and flags up the absolute bedrock of any chastity based relationship. It's also one of the hardest things to establish when starting out, because maybe even the guy that wants this lifestyle doesn't quite understand why he wants it and therefore can't put it into words that are easy to understand. 

 

A Reader Asks a Great Question

 A reader left a comment on the last post, and I though it deserved it's own post in reply.

Anonymous: If the roles were reversed and Mistress was your slave, what would be the first rule you would make?

Oh what an enviable position to be in that would be! But actually, I can answer this very easily, my first rule would be that I get to eat her pussy and ass whenever I want, day or night. Honestly I think she would be surprised when and how often I would enforce this rule... :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 5th June 2022

 As you may remember, we missed out our 'Monthly' Femdom Sessions in February and March sessions but got there in April, determined to hit every month in this Femdom year. Well... unfortunately May's session effectively happened today but we are hopeful that our June session will take place before the end of the month and that will get us back on track.

In truth today could have gone out of the window too... having slept in way too long I was very stiff and then when lifting the mattress to change the sheets I got a really nasty twinge in my lower back. I seriously considered throwing in the towel, but instead I chucked some pills down my neck and had a warm shower, concentrating the warm water on my back for several minutes. It didn't completely resolve the issue, but it certainly helped and meant that we could continue, even if it was rather later than we'd hoped.

I waited, kneeling on the floor of the bedroom for Mistress to come in. As usual I was wearing my ankle and wrist restraints, and I had chosen to add my blindfold and the Oxballs Cocksling as Mistress had given me free rein. I don't know why I always choose the blindfold... every time Mistress points out the folly of blindfolding myself being that I can't see her gorgeous body, and yet every time I fall for it! Still, it helps to build the anticipation... 

As expected Mistress got right down to it, questioning me about any illegal touching I may have done since the last session, and of course I had to confess... this led to twenty one painful strokes with the whip and paddle before Mistress let me kneel back up and face the bed.

Mistress got onto the bed and reminded me that I can always 'ask' for permission to touch myself, before having me suck on her glass dildo and get it wet for her. She ordered me to worship her feet, and then told me that she was giving me special permission to softly touch my cock as I did so. 

I wasn't expecting this, but greatly enjoyed being able to gently rub my cock while I sucked and kissed Mistress's beautiful feet and toes. But it didn't last more than a couple of minutes before Mistress told me to stop touching myself and I soon felt Mistress's dildo pressed to my lips for a second time. 

She told me to switch feet and I could hear her pussy getting wetter as she started to slide the glass head between her lips. She teased me about how badly I wanted to bury my face between her thighs, before offering me one more taste of her delicious juices from the dildo. 

This continued a little while longer before Mistress decided to move things on and soon I was on my back, restrained at each corner and Mistress stood over me. I felt a sting as Mistress slapped the cock whip against my cock and then again against each nipple. Then she sank down onto my face and I got to taste her gorgeous pussy properly for the first time.

I could feel my cock hardening as I pressed my tongue against her, savouring the delicious taste of her warm, wet hole. But not for long, Mistress was soon up again, turning round and teasing me about what I could have seen up above me if only I hadn't elected to blindfold myself. More whipping followed, and then I felt her long nails dragging up my throbbing cock. 

Then she was at my side, clipping pegs onto my nipples before leaning down to take my aching cock into her warm, wet mouth. I absolutely loved the feeling of Mistress's mouth closing around my cock and sucking on it, but again it didn't last long. She asked me how many days it had been since she had allowed me to cum 'properly' and I answered 31. Mistress declared thirty one days 'not long at all' especially since she had ruined me a couple of times since our last Femdom session.

She went on, musing that actually, since I got to enjoy the taste of my own cum when she ruined me, there wasn't any real need for me to cum properly anymore. I wonder if she noticed how hard these words made my poor denied cock? Because it felt like I was going to explode any second... 

She continued, asking me how I would feel if she made me stroke to the edge and then ruin my orgasm onto her beautiful feet. Amazing! My cock throbbed painfully as I imagined her leaning closer and further telling me that all my orgasms would be ruined in future... after all, only she deserves the pleasure of orgasms, my role being simply to give pleasure and endure frustration and denial for her.

I was brought back into the present by the feeling of Mistress removing and re-applying the pegs. I winced as the pain coursed through my nipples and then Mistress got off the bed and filled my ass with the rind ended glass dildo, before standing over me again and sinking down onto my face. Finally she removed the blindfold so I could see her magnificent body, her breasts framed perfectly by the straps of her cupless basque. She reached down and slowly lifted up the edge of her skirt, giving me a perfect view of her neatly trimmed pussy. 

She sank down onto my face again, her pussy wetter each time she did so, before she knelt beside me again, now teasing my aching cock with the vibrating butt plug. This felt great, and in certain spots it felt amazing. Mistress debated the idea of leaving the plug balanced on my cock while she left me alone, and I was kind of hoping she would, but ultimately she decided against it. Instead she slipped the blindfold back over my head and removed the pegs a second time, then told me she would be back when she was ready.

A few minutes later Mistress returned and untied me, before standing over me again and removing my blindfold. Mistress had shed the skirt, but still had the cupless basque on her top half. She looked incredible, after having me remove the Oxballs Cocksling, Mistress told me it was time for me to worship her pussy and make her cum.

Mistress lay back on the bed, propped up against some pillows while I sank down between her legs and kissed around her wet slit. Mistress's finger slipped between her lips and she rubbed her clit a little before pushing her finger into my mouth. Then I started to use my tongue and Mistress instantly responded, her breathing telling me how turned on she was (as if her pussy wasn't telling me that already!). 

I licked her for some time before sliding my finger between her lips and teasing her G-spot. Then I slowly edged my finger down, down between her ass cheeks and gently pressed it against her ass. Mistress loves her ass being touched while I lick her, and I LOVE doing it. Mistress started to tense up as she got closer and closer to cumming, finally toppling over the edge as I gently massaged her ass with my fingertip and then licked her through her orgasm.

Eventually she pulled away and I opened my eyes to see her delicious pussy right in front of me, pink and dripping wet... so damn beautiful. Mistress told me to drink in the view, which I did but then I couldn't help but edge forward to lick up a thick string of juice that was hanging from her lips. I cannot tell you how much I love the taste of Mistress pussy, it is like a drug. 

(In case you didn't see the post below, I answered a question yesterday which asked 'If your roles were reversed and Mistress R was your slave, what would be the first rule you would make?' My answer was, 'My first rule would be that I could eat Mistress's pussy and ass whenever I wanted... and that Mistress would be surprised when and how often I would enforce this rule.) 

After a few more seconds Mistress put her foot on my shoulder and pushed me back (also love that!), before standing on the bed and having me lick up every drop of pussy juice from her silky smooth skin. Well, not much encouragement needed there I can tell you! And finally she told me to lick up her juices from the PVC sheet. Which again.... :)

Then she told me to lie on my back and she quickly stood over me again. I looked up to see her open pussy, still soaking wet and begging to be licked clean. I begged Mistress to let me clean her and she sank down onto my face, my tongue lapping at her lips and retrieving as much of the delicious nectar as it could before she rose up again.

Mistress bent forward and sucked my cock into her mouth, she stroked it and asked me if I was enjoying the sight above me. She asked if I wanted to be allowed to worship her asshole, before adding that if I did I would be giving up any hope of any kind of orgasm today. I really didn't care, all I could think about was how badly I wanted to taste her ass.

Mistress made me beg to worship her, then sank down, slapping my balls and stroking my cock hard as my tongue found its target. It felt so fucking good to taste Mistress's ass, it seems so long since I got to do that. Way too long. 

Mistress allowed me to lick her ass three times before she moved to the side and continued stroking me, forcing me closer and closer to the edge. Although I no longer had the sight and taste of her amazing pussy and ass, now I was treated to the stunning view of Mistress's gorgeous breasts trembling as she pounded my cock.

I held out for a little while but inevitably I reached the edge and Mistress let go, only to slap my balls a couple of times. I hope one day she keeps slapping until I ruin, that would be awesome. :)

Please Slap My Balls Mistress...

 Last night, after Mistress had cum on my tongue and she had edged me, I was still rock hard as we kissed... 

Her fingers pulled at my left nipple then slid down to my aching cock, ready to tease it some more with the lightest of touches. I tensed as I felt her fingertips brushing gently against my cock and whispered into her ear.

"Please slap my balls Mistress."

Mistress drew her hand back and slapped my balls hard, then again and again, each slap echoing around the room. She must have slapped me eight or ten times, and it felt amazing. 

I love it when Mistress hurts my balls like that, but I have to be really turned on to enjoy it. If my cock hadn't been edged and throbbing it would have just hurt, but now it felt incredible... leaving my cock harder than ever and aching for release.

No release ensued, but then I've been allowed two orgasms and three ruins over the last two months, so I can't really 'complain'. :)

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I keep getting ideas for stories, but I've given up writing them down, given that I must have 20-30 'ideas' written down already I can't see the point in adding to the pile. I hope writing stories isn't going to go the same way as playing my guitar, I hope not but it's well over a year since my last piece and that was only a short one written after several months without any movement on that front.

I still check Literotica for comments and I still occasionally receive emails with feedback, usually people asking for sequels to their favourite stories. 'Girls Talk' is still the one most people want me to continue, but I wouldn't even consider that until I was confident I could do it justice and that means having at least two or three recent stories in the bag.

An Anniversary and Special Voucher

Today is the thirtieth anniversary of Mistress and I's very first date! Yes, way back in 1992 we met (not for the first time exactly, but the first time as potential partners) at a club and arranged to meet the next day. From then on we've been pretty much inseparable, in fact I don't think we've spent more than 10 nights apart in the last thirty years. Honestly, yes, we are those annoying people who go places and then only talk to each other, like weddings. In fact one wedding we went to the bride actually said she put us on the end of the table because we'd only talk to each other anyway!

Fair enough!

To celebrate this momentous occasion Mistress presented me with one of her special vouchers, which gives me permission to 'ask to be allowed to cum' at some point during May. I managed to hold on to it this afternoon, even though Mistress edged me way too close, and then started slapping my balls... I really thought I was going to ruin, but somehow (and I really don't know how) I managed to hold it back.

Of course this was after Mistress had already enjoyed an orgasm on my tongue and I had got to spend a good little while worshipping her beautiful feet. I can't really imagine a better way to celebrate 30 years together...

Femdom in Central Florida...

 

I'm probably incredibly late to this particular discussion, but Mistress R and I have just got to episode four of 'On Becoming a God in Central Florida' (2019) starring Kirsten Dunst and the ending of that particular episode was more than a little unexpected. 

It's not often we see anything remotely 'Femdom' on mainstream television (or maybe I'm just watching the wrong programmes?) so this was quite a surprise, but a welcome one and I have to say remarkably well acted.

The show is quite strange all round, almost a little bit David Lynchesque (Twin Peaks, Lost Highway, etc) and not least for me because the last time I saw Kirsten Dunst in a film she was a teenage cheerleader. Not any more...

In this show Kirsten plays a middle-aged woman whose husband becomes obsessed with a pyramid scheme as a way to get rich, and when he dies (in a rather hilarious manner it must be said) she is left to pick up the pieces as best she can. 

This means she comes into contact with her husband's 'upline' Cody Bonar (played by Theodore Pellarin) a man equally obsessed with climbing the greasy pole of success and worshipping at the altar of his boss's philosophising.

Things come to a head in the video above where Cody finally feels the wrath of Kirsten's 'Krystal', and boy does Pellarin do a good job of portraying a submissive (or maybe he wasn't really acting?). Dunst also plays her part incredibly well (she was nominated for an award for her work on the series as it happens), as you can see in the video.

I believe there is more of this to come in future episodes, so naturally I look forward to that. If only Kirsten could have been more like this in 'Bring it On'! :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 15th April 2022

As you will have seen from the previous post, Mistress and I managed 8 out of the 12 planned Femdom Sessions in the last Chastity Year (Apr 1 - Mar 31), which was our best since 2015/2016! However, we faltered at the last and actually missed out both February and March... which meant that this session was the first one since the 30th of January. 

Maybe we should aim for every three weeks instead of every month, then we would maybe manage 12 out of 17? It's certainly worth considering...

Before I recount this session, I just noticed that someone left a comment on our Novermber session post...

"I hope Mitsress starts fucking your ass regularly and makes all your orgasms anal-only. Then you will know what frustration really feels like, when your cock is twitching and leaking as she pounds your ass with her strap on."

Thanks anonymous, I'm certainly hoping for more frustrating orgasms (more ruins and less full ones) so this is certainly something to aspire to in the future... ;)

Okay, so... for this session Mistress instructed me to wear my wrist and ankle cuffs, a blindfold and either the Oxballs Cocksling or the Oxballs Ball Stretcher. (Seriously, when is Oxballs going to start sponsoring me, I mention them every god-damn time!) I chose the ball stretcher, cos I really like how tight it makes my balls, but it's harder to get on than the cocksling. I had to put it on twice this time because the first time it didn't feel quite right. I've had this before with the cocksling, if you get it on right it is great, but if you get it on wrong it can actually hinder you getting hard. It's very odd and difficult to explain, but take it from me you need to get it in the right place.

I waited on my knees for Mistress to come into the room, knowing full well that the first thing she was going to ask me was had I touched my cock without permission... and I knew that I had. I think the last two sessions I hadn't, but obviously the longer the gap between sessions the more likely it is. But first Mistress stood in front of me and asked me if I could guess what she was wearing. I had hinted that I would love to see her wearing the PVC all in one outfit she got last year. She has only worn it once (May 2021) and I've been hoping to see it again because quite frankly it looks fucking amazing.

This is a picture from the website it came from, but I think it looks waaay better on Mistress with her gorgeous natural breasts (and no sticky tape!), we really need to get a photo of her wearing it because it is perfection!

So I was definitely hoping for that, but then I felt Mistress brush her leather skirt against my face and that made me think she was probably wearing the open cup basque type top that you see at the top of the blog. She didn't tell me either way, in fact she told me not to guess right then... I was just hopeful that whatever it was her beautiful breasts would be on display when she decided to take the blindfold off me.

So then came the question I was dreading, and of course I admitted my illegal touching. I think Mistress was actually quite pleased, because it meant she was totally justified in dishing out a longer and harsher punishment. She ordered me onto my hands and knees and whipped my ass several times before switching to the paddle. 

The red felt side of the paddle is actually not too bad, but every stroke that lands I'm not really thinking how it is actually not too bad... because I know that sooner or later she will switch it over to the leather side and then it really stings. And so it came to pass.... and sure enough it really fucking stung! It's at times like this when I wonder why I get myself into these situations, because I don't actually enjoy pain. I do however like the effect it has on Mistress...

Well the last few strokes with the paddle stung like a bastard, but I took heart from the knowledge that Mistress would be getting wet already with the sound of each painful stroke echoing around the bedroom. It amazes me how it can sting so much but within a few minutes the pain is pretty much gone, I shudder to think how much pain you would have to take to be unable to sit 'for days'!

Thankfully, once the spanking (or this spanking, there was more to come) was over, Mistress turned me towards the bed and offered her dildo to my mouth. She told me to suck on it and get it wet for her and soon she was reclined above me with said dildo working between her legs while I worshipped her beautiful feet in turn.

I was still not sure the Ballstretcher was on exactly right and I hadn't had the slightest inkling of an erection as yet (early session nerves and the stinging in my cheeks weren't helping!) but kissing Mistress's gorgeous feet always makes me feel very calm and submissive and I wasn't really concerned at all, I just tried to relax and forget about the paddle and concentrate on making Mistress feel worshipped.

I needn't have worried, while Mistress played with her favourite dildo she first described what she was doing and then branched off into fantasy, breaking off to double check that even though I had admitted to touching my cock without permission I hadn't accidentally (or deliberately) made myself cum. Satisfied that I hadn't, Mistress resumed her dirty talk and suddenly my cock was getting very hard... in particular when she talked about making me kneel and worship her feet while another cock fucked her pussy... then how she would make me suck it clean before licking the cum out of her. Hearing those words coming from her lips rather than me just imagining her saying something like that (like I often do when she's teasing me) was extremely hot and when Mistress eventually climbed off the bed and stood next to me she commented on how hard my cock was without even being touched. Umm, well, yes!

Then she told me to get up on the bed.

As soon as I was on the bed, Mistress ordered me to stay on my hands and knees and we had round two of the paddle, not so hard this time (thankfully), before she tied me down on my back. Mistress decided that now would be a good time to take my blindfold off, but first she made me beg for it (only too happy to) and finally I was able to see exactly what Mistress was wearing. I was a little unsure at first because from my position all I could see to start with was Mistress's gorgeous breasts and some PVC below and her leather skirt... but then Mistress lifted up the front of her skirt and I realised that she was wearing exactly what I'd hoped for. 

Mistress slid her glass dildo into her pussy again and then had me suck it clean before she straddled my face and I got to taste her properly for the first time. She tasted amazing, and already very wet. 

Then she turned her attention to my extremely hard cock and immediately started antagonising the head with the cock whip. I flinched a bit as it was quite painful, but when Mistress asked if it was too much I said no and she continued, her pussy no doubt getting wetter with each stroke. 

Then she picked up a vibrating butt plug that I found in our drawer of toys a couple of sessions ago, you may remember I was thinking about fitting it at the start of a session but was worried that Mistress might break the wire with the paddle or whip. The controller has a rocker switch, down to turn it on and then seven possible settings scrolled through by pressing upwards.

I don't know which setting Mistress used it on, but she started using it to stimulate my already extremely hard cock (which felt amazing) and after a minute or so she turned it off and straddled my face again. Then she turned around and started to tease me with her gorgeous ass. As she did so she wrapped her fingers around my cock and I could feel how ridiculously hard it was, she literally couldn't even move it because the skin was so tight.

She went back to teasing me with the vibrating plug and I arched my back up with frustration, it felt absolutely incredible and I can't believe we hadn't done this before. Well, actually I say that, but I have a feeling we did try using a very small vibrator a long time ago but it was obviously very weak as I could barely feel it and it did next to nothing. This was so much better, I can't wait to try it again and Mistress was clearly very impressed with the effect it was having on me too...

At some point Mistress straddled me and slid my cock inside her wet pussy, but only briefly, and then she was straddling my face again, before more whipping and vibrating... which was fantastic!

The vibrations were driving me nuts, but Mistress shut it off again and announced that it was time to leave me alone to calm down. She plucked the pegs from the nightstand and attached them to my nipples before standing over me, gently rubbing her beautiful breasts.

"I was thinking about leaving you with the vibrator pressed against your cock.... but I don't think that's a very good idea because I don't want to come back and find you've had an accident..."

She sank down until her pussy was right over my face, her pussy was visibly dripping her juices (so-fucking-hot) and she sank down further onto my face (thankfully avoiding the pegs this time!). Then she lifted off me, climbed off the bed and left me alone to get my breath. 

It's funny, I remember years ago where I read in a story that a guy was in a chastity cage and his Mistress made him cum just by using a vibrator on his cage (and possibly his balls). At first I thought this was artistic license, but of course now there are many, many videos on the internet of exactly this happening - so clearly it is perfectly possible. In stories this often leads to the realisation for the Mistress that if the slave can cum in this most frustrating of ways, there is really no 'need' to unlock his cock ever again - truly a hot fantasy, even if like me you aren't actually locked up (but love the erotic cruelty of the idea).

The sensation was best under the head, but there were actually several places it felt really good and once Mistress was gone and my cock started to soften a little, I looked down and saw a single drop of pre cum escape from my cock and rest on the tip. I was clearly a lot closer to cumming than I actually thought and I really hope Mistress will adopt this as one method to ruin my orgasms in future. :)

I was going to tell Mistress about this when she came back into the room, but was distracted by the fact that she had shed her skirt and now I got the full impact of her magnificent outfit. Then before I could speak, Mistress walked up to the bed and gave my balls a firm slap sending the drop of pre-cum who knows where... ah well.

Mistress delighted in making me beg her to remove the pegs and then smirked as I winced in pain when she did. Then she released me and told me to remove the ballstretcher (I was more than ready to get it off by now as it was starting to sting), then she got on the bed and stood in front of me, pulling my head between her legs as I lapped at her delicious pussy.

Soon she pushed me back and then settled down on the bed. She looked absolutely incredible with her beautiful pussy peeking out from the PVC around it and her wonderful breasts showing through the cupless outfit as she played with them.

I sank down between Mistress's silky smooth thighs and gently started to lick around her pussy before moving towards her clit. Mistress was clearly turned on (she later said she knew it wasn't going to take long) but I didn't want to rush it. I took it very slow, determined to give Mistress time to enjoy it as much as possible, but eventually of course things fall into a rhythm and Mistress came relatively quickly and pretty hard.

Mistress allowed me to gently clean her with my tongue before ordering me back down onto the bed on my back. She didn't tie me down this time though and my hands were free to caress her awesome legs and sexy ass as she stood over me (facing away), which she didn't seem to object too.

I felt Mistress grab hold of my cock and start to stroke it as she teased me with her ass again. This time I kissed all over her cheeks (which I really loved doing) and then I felt the vibrating plug being used on my cock and I was soon rock hard once again. 

Mistress had me beg to lick her ass and when she finally lowered herself down onto my face I reached up and slid the thong part of her PVC outfit out of the way and lapped at her delicious asshole.

Mistress allowed me to do this four times, and I loved it soo much... my throbbing as I pushed my tongue into Mistress's hole, desperate to taste her and make the most of this incredible moment. I really didn't want it to stop, but finally Mistress climbed off and I thought it was the end of the session, but instead she knelt next to me... 

I reached up and caressed her left breast as she grasped my cock and stroked me hard and fast until I had to warn her I was getting close. To my great surprise she looked at me and told me that I was allowed to cum. The sensation continued to build and build and just as I was about to explode Mistress loosened her grip until only her fingernails were touching my cock and I slowly tipped over the edge into an agonisingly intense and extremely frustrating ruin. Struggling for breath I watched as my cum dripped painfully slowly down my shaft; my second ruined orgasm in a week after months without one.

As the cum continued to creep down my shaft I said 'Thank you Mistress.'

"Thank you for what slave?"

"Thank you for ruining my orgasm Mistress."

She smiled contentedly and scooped up some of the cum and spread it on her breasts, then she bent over me and allowed me to suck and lick them clean. Then she fed the rest of it to me with her fingers. 

Wow, this session was absolutely AMAZING; I loved Mistress's outift (she looked even more incredible than she usually does, I really hope this outfit is put into regular use now!). I loved how wet she was and how hard she came too... it's totally worth the pain in my ass knowing that it turns Mistress on to punish me like that. 

I absolutely adored being allowed to worship her divine asshole while she vibrated and stroked my cock, and that vibrating plug felt absolutely incredible pressed against my cock. I kinda hope Mistress does leave it tied to my cock next time.... :)

Finally I loved that she ruined my orgasm and fed my cum to me from her gorgeous breasts and fingers. I love to feel so submissive to my beautiful Mistress and it really made me appreciate how lucky I am to have such a wonderful wife and Mistress.

End of Year Analysis

Hi everyone, well we made it to the end of another year of 24/7 orgasm control, which makes it eleven full years without a break. Pretty amazing, and for sure I doubt either of us thought that this would carry on like it has... but we're still both in agreement that this really works for us and so continue it does.

Anyway, as has become a bit of a ritual over the last few years I have produced several graphs to display the data for this latest chastity year (Apr 2021-Mar 2022) and here they are:

We start on a positive note, this year we managed to have eight Femdom session (out of a potential twelve), not perfect but a marked and continuing improvement over the last five years, let's see if we can keep it up in the coming twelve months (hopefully starting today).

A slightly disappointing result here admittedly, but at least we managed to avoid setting a new low (believe it or not Mistress actually had her 106th orgasm of the year on the 31st of March!).

It seems very much like the glass dildo has peaked and fallen way down in popularity with Mistress R... although there were a few times where Mistress had me use the dildo on her initially, but I didn't count those if the dildo wasn't still being used when she actually came.

A new record low (or high, depending on which way you are looking at it) in total releases for me although this was solely due to a reduction in the the number of ruined orgasms I was allowed this year; full orgasms stayed the same at eight.

Actually the (equal) least amount of ruins since Mistress started to embrace the idea in 2013/14...

With my number of full orgasms remaining stable and Mistress R's total orgasms falling slightly the result here was predictable, but still a very respectable 13.25>1 .

This was the first year (EVER) that I didn't orgasm inside Mistress's pussy... quite a milestone!

Very pleased to see this going back up after a total no show last year, but I would love to see it continue this trajectory year on year...

For the purposes of this graph I have ignored any 'secondary' placements that may have occurred, and by that I mean if Mistress scooped cum off of my stomach and smeared it on her feet for me to lick off I didn't count that as having cum on her feet (even if it is very much appreciated). 

Once again there were two options that didn't see any results in 2021/22. Firstly as I mentioned before I didn't cum inside Mistress R's pussy this year, and also no orgasms in Mistress R's mouth either... but then that hasn't been the case since 2016 (when Mistress gave me my one and only snowball) and I haven't exactly been holding my breath for a repeat of that...

Well, there we have it. Another year done and dusted. Quite incredible to think how long we've been following this path now, especially when you consider Mistress R's initial reaction to the idea of going 'full time'.   

In case you are wondering, I don't really have strong feelings about the statistics of my release rate. When we started out I plucked a figure of 10 to 1 out of the air, and we have long since achieved that; the last five years were all above that line and the year before was only just under it. To me that is more important than the actual number of releases I have. Obviously I would much rather increase the ratio by increasing the number of orgasms Mistress R has than decreasing mine... so that's something we will be working on in the coming year. :) 

I would actually be happy to have more ruins and less full orgasms (because I love the frustration of being ruined and also love that it doesn't diminish my need for more...), but I would really like to have more opportunities to choose where I cum and clean up from. As it stands these two are contrary aims since Mistress has only ever ruined me onto my own stomach, it would be really cool if she could ruin me onto her feet, breasts, pussy etc... or maybe even order me to do it.

Before I go I have to say my favourite orgasm this year was at the end of February when Mistress jerked me off over her pussy and then straddled my face. The orgasm itself was super intense, and Mistress stroked me hard for a long time, squeezing every drop of cum out; some might even consider it ruined since it surely passed the point where 'pleasure' turned to 'pain', but the masochist in me certainly enjoyed it... and I absolutely loved having Mistress R's cum-drenched pussy over my face afterwards and licking it clean. That was so fucking HOT! But also I have to mention the amazing time Mistress teased me in the early hours of the morning and much to my surprise jerked me off all over her ass. I needed to cum soooooo bad that night, so that was a very close second. :)

A Spectacular and INTENSE Orgasm for my via a Valentine's Day Voucher

 

On Valentines Day (after the awesome impromptu ass worship that happened as soon as I got home from work!) I received a voucher from Mistress R which granted me permission to 'request' an orgasm once between the 15th of February and the 14th of March. As always it was worded as 'request' permission, but Mistress has never actually denied me when I tried to use one of these vouchers...

Early today, after I had made Mistress cum, she had teased me to the edge and stopped... she was kneeling by my side looking extremely sexy and I was about half a stroke away from a ruined orgasm. She reminded me that I still had my voucher and that it only had a couple of weeks left to run.

I immediately said I wanted to use it now and Mistress grabbed my cock and started stroking it slowly. She asked where I would like to be allowed to cum. I had been thinking about this all day really, in case the question was asked... and was finding it difficult to choose between cumming on Mistress's gorgeous feet or her beautiful pussy. 

As she stroked me I could feel that this was not the time for a drawn out debate and no sooner than I made my choice I was warning Mistress that I was fast approaching the point of no return! 

Mistress quickly straddled me and stroked me harder, positioning her pussy right over my cock. I must admit I thought this probably wasn't the best method as I could well imagine most of my cum flying off at all angles and mostly ending up all over me, but as it turned out I was wrong!

After a VERY VERY intense orgasm, Mistress straddled my face, I opened my mouth to clean her and I quickly realised that there was a hell of a lot of cum splatted all over her pussy. It was really fucking hot cleaning her too, I really loved it! :)

Mistress moved off me and used her fingers to squeeze even more cum out of my wilting cock and fed me that too, and then some more. There was still more on my stomach, it was a fucking HUGE load for sure. Well I guess it shouldn't come as a surprise, after all I hadn't come since the 4th of January, not even a ruined orgasm, so that was a full 54 days of build up...

And so tomorrow is day 1 again. I wonder if I will get to cum again before the end of our 11th year of full time chastity on the 30th of March?

Valentine' s Day Surprise

Arriving home from work last night (on Valentine's Day), I had barely closed the front door when I heard Mistress R calling me to come upstairs. As I reached the top of the stairs and followed her voice into our bedroom where I saw her kneeling on all fours on he bed while wearing her assless panties....... WOW!

Mistress told me that before we did anything else she wanted me to worship her ass (like I needed telling) and I quickly sank down onto my knees and pressed my face between her cheeks. I kissed her asscheeks a little before sliding my tongue against her gorgeous asshole, while my cock started to get hard in my jeans.

Mistress let me worship her ass for a little while before turning over and having me suck on her toes, then allowing me to briefly tongue her pink hole again. Mmmmmmmmm, so hot and unexpected. I loved every second of it and would love to worship Mistress R's gorgeous ass any time, not just on special occasions.

During our Valentine's Day meal, Mistress gave me a voucher which enables me to ask for permission to cum once during the next month. It doesn't say she will definitely allow me to cum, but it allows me to ask... wonder how long I can refrain from using that? Tomorrow will be day 40 of this chastity cycle.

Hope you all had a nice Valentine's Day, ours was pretty damned awesome... 

:)

FEMDOM SESSION: 30th January 2022

It's a bit late I know, but a Happy New Year to all my readers; I hope you all had a good Christmas and have managed to get through January okay. It seems like it's been going on forever doesn't it? Still on a positive note, I'm pleased to report that we just about squeaked our January Femdom Session in before the calendar turned to February. 

Phew!

Yet again Mistress left me minimal instructions before the session started and I decided to blindfold myself and peg my nipples before fitting the trusty Oxballs Cocksling (at Mistress's instruction). 

Mistress entered and asked if I had thought about what she would be wearing today. I replied that I hoped it would be the PVC cupless basque we bought to replace the one featured in the picture at the top of this blog. Mistress said that it was and asked me why I love that particular outfit so much. I told her that it was because it showed off her gorgeous breasts so perfectly.

Mistress responded with a smile in her voice, "I know you think I am so mean to cover up my breasts, but it just makes it even more special when I allow you to see them doesn't it?"

While she said this her foot was rubbing against my cock and balls, which were already feeling pretty tight.

"Yes Mistress."

While I hate that Mistress covers her gorgeous breasts a lot of the time, I can't deny that it does make it even better when she agrees to take her bra off and let me kiss and suck on them.

Mistress proceeded to give me my regular 'Maintenance Spanking', which seemed quite hard considering I had nothing to confess to... but I didn't really mind since I knew it would only add to Mistress's arousal. :) Then we proceeded to foot worship, while Mistress lay on the bed toying herself with her glass dildo. As I did my best to attend to every inch of Mistress's beautiful feet she painted a picture of what I was missing out on above me.

"I'm just rubbing the head around my beautiful pussy now, not pushing it in yet, just teasing myself with it... you'd love to be able to see that wouldn't you?"

A few times Mistress stopped me and had me suck on her dildo, and each time it was clear that she was getting wetter and pushing it in further.

Once she was satisfied, Mistress tied me to the bed and immediately sank down on my face.

"Tongue out!" She said as she rubbed herself back and forth against me tongue, nose and chin.

My cock was rock hard now, but Mistress paid it no attention, instead opting to quickly pull each peg off my nipple in turn and then replace them. Even though I was still blindfolded I could tell that Mistress had enjoyed my flinching as each peg brought a sharp pain and sure enough moments later she was back on top of me grinding her wet pussy against my tongue again.

Then Mistress grabbed her cock whip and gave my chest a few strokes, not hitting the pegs (thankfully!) but just to the sides. Then she announced that it was time to give my cock and balls some attention (up until now she hadn't touched either since she rubbed them with her foot at the start of the session), but if I thought I was about to enjoy some stroking I was sadly mistaken.

Instead Mistress began using the cock whip on them and causing me to flinch even more. Mistress seemed incredulous that I was moving about so much, declaring that she 'wasn't even doing it that hard'. I explained that it was the Oxballs holding my balls so tight. Mistress concurred but carried on regardless.

Then she decided that a little game was in order, she would swat my balls a few times and then give me a reward. After she had swatted my tightly bound balls five or six times she sank down on my face and allowed me to taste her gorgeous pussy, the perfect reward for a pussy addict like me. 

Mistress repeated this several times before swapping the cock whip for her glass dildo and standing over me. She had me beg her to remove the blindfold and I was rewarded with the amazing sight of Mistress towering over me, her gorgeous breasts exposed while she looked down at me through half closed eyes as she lifted up her skirt to reveal her beautiful pussy.

She slid the dildo into her slippery hole and fucked herself with it, as I watched on, my cock throbbing and desperate for attention, but still Mistress ignored it. She had me clean the dildo and then sank down onto my mouth again. 

Then Mistress turned around and started to tease me about being allowed to worship her amazing ass. She reached back and parted her cheeks, exposing her pink hole before sliding the glass cock into her pussy again. 

She lowered herself down so that she was right over my face, teasing me with what she might allow me to lick later, and as she did so her thighs pressed against the pegs and tugged at them painfully... meaning that I couldn't even enjoy this moment properly!

Mistress grabbed the cock whip and started swiping it against my cock and balls again, though mostly my balls it must be said. She sank down onto my face again, giving me strict instructions not to lick or touch her ass and the same thing happened again. I was really starting to wish I hadn't put these fucking pegs on my nipples I can tell you!

Then she knelt by my side and started playing with her gorgeous breasts, asking if I wanted to be allowed to kiss and suck on them. She leant over me and once again some part of her caught on the pegs and pulled on them even as I was enjoying the feeling off her hard nipples between my lips. I have to say though, this wasn't nearly as bad as when she was teasing me with her ass, that was way worse than the 'maintenance spanking' I received at the start of the session!

Then Mistress planted her succulent pussy on my face again, she was soaking wet now and I teased her clit with my tongue, bringing appreciative moans from Mistress's red painted lips. The only time Mistress wears red lipstick is in these sessions, and I love it. She looks incredibly sexy like that. But at the same time I kind of like that she only wears as part of her 'Mistress' persona.

Next she said it was time I had something in my ass and once she had slid the ring ended dildo deep inside me Mistress finally decided it was time to pay some attention to my poor throbbing cock! She squirted some lube onto her hands and started rubbing my cock gently, not really stroking it in any meaningful way, just using her fingers to tease the head and so on. This lasted maybe 2-3 minutes before she let go and told me that she would be leaving me to stew for a while...

I couldn't believe we were already half way through the hour, and in fact over half way. When I turned my head to the side I saw that it was actually 35 minutes since the session had started. 

When Mistress returned she removed the pegs (revelling in my obvious discomfort) and the dildo from my ass, then untied me and allowed me to remove the Oxballs Cocksling. That was a relief, it was starting to sting a bit... then Mistress told me to kneel on the bed and she stood in front of me, pulling my head between her legs. After a brief bit of pussy worship Mistress lay down on the bed and reached for her dildo again. She quickly slid it inside her still very wet hole and then offered it to my lips once more. Then she put it to one side and told me to worship her properly and make her cum. 

As I sank down eagerly between Mistress's gorgeous, smooth thighs my nipples pressed against the PVC sheet below and I flinched again, they were still incredibly sensitive and indeed stayed that way for most of the day!

Mistress enjoyed a pretty intense orgasm with my tongue working her clit and my fingers teasing her pussy and asshole. Then she had me lick her thighs and ass cheeks clean before telling me to lick up her precious juices from the sheet.

Once this was done she instructed me to lay down on my back and stood over me again. Her pussy looked amazing, still dripping wet and I asked her if I could lick her clean. She sank down onto my face and my tongue scooped a mouthful of delicious pussy juice from between her lips, I always love that part of the session. So hot!

Then she started teasing me with her gorgeous ass again and finally started to stroke my cock properly! I got hard quickly as she sank down and allowed me to tongue her gorgeous asshole, she had already told me that she wasn't going to allow me to cum today, so it was really about fighting off the edge to get as much ass worship time as possible. :)

I did very well, but on the fourth (and probably final) round Mistress was really hammering my cock as I probed her pink hole with my tongue and I had to warn her of the approaching point of no return. Mistress let go of my cock and climbed off me, kneeling by my side and, after a few moments, delivered five or six hard ball slaps to my throbbing balls. What a perfect way to end... :)

Amazing Late Night Orgasm

Last night I went to bed before Mistress R, who stayed up for another hour or so. When she came to bed I half woke up and felt my cock was already hard as she slid into bed next to me. For a few moments I laid there willing her to stroke my aching cock, but instead she put her arm over my chest and cuddled against me instead. Which only made my cock harder...

I could have 'asked' her to touch my cock of course, or ask to be allowed to touch it myself, but I was still only half awake. Eventually she kissed me goodnight and rolled over to face away from me and I rolled behind her and wrapped my arm around her, pressing my cock into her gorgeous ass.

After a few seconds Mistress reached back and wrapped her fingers around my cock, stroking it. It felt absolutely amazing, but at this point I still didn't actually believe my 65 day chastity stint was going to come to an end.

She continued stroking and my cock was just throbbing like crazy now and all I could think of was being allowed to cum. Mistress started rubbing the head against her ass as she stroked which made it even harder and I was really wondering how much more of this I could take.

Then she pushed my cock down between her cheeks and started pushing her ass back against me, effectively jerking me off with her ass. Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, this was becoming intolerable! Then she grabbed my cock again and stroked it hard, pushing me towards the edge.

I told her I was close but she kept stroking, slower but still stroking, while telling me that I'd have to wait.  I told her again I was getting close and by now I was thinking there's no way I am not going to cum, even if she does let go. Mistress obviously realised that I was too far gone and continued stroking, and said 'Or maybe not...' 

God it felt incredible as she jerked my cock and I came all over her ass... I can't remember the last time my cock was throbbing so hard before an orgasm. Afterwards I licked her ass clean, but I think most of it had ended up soaking into the bedsheet (unfortunately). 

Wow, just amazing, and I loved how she used her amazing ass to torment me! :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 5th December 2021

Incredibly, today Mistress and I had our seventh Femdom session of this chastity year... which means we've only missed two (August and October) so far and if (as we plan to) we have another session just after Christmas we will be on track to equal our record of eleven sessions (2013-2014) assuming we have one each in Jan-Feb-Mar. But even if the worst happens and we don't have a single session before the end of March 2022, this will still have been our best year since 2015-2016 (nine sessions) which is a fantastic result (we had six for the last two years).

Mistress and I slept in again today, though I don't think either of us benefitted greatly from this - I was constantly dreaming last night (unpleasant some of them) which meant I didn't wake up exactly feeling 'refreshed' despite nine hours in bed, and Mistress was also feeling very stiff when she woke up. 

But instead of feeling sorry for ourselves and 'putting it off til next week when we're bound to be feeling better' we elected to go ahead, cos if there's one universal truth about a Femdom session is you never feel worse for doing it. In fact, there's nothing better to make you feel absolutely amazing!

I was told to 'Surprise' Mistress at the start of the session, which meant I got to choose which things to start the session with. While I was getting the kit out of the bedside drawers I came across a couple of things, firstly the 'prostate' massager we bought.... ooh, I don't know when. Ten-fifteen years ago maybe? Can't honestly remember, but we've never actually used it. And secondly, a vibrating butt plug with dead batteries in it that I'd completely forgotten about.

I remember we tried that and it wasn't particularly amazing, it was too small, not strong enough and it fell out too easily as I remember, but I thought it would certainly 'surprise' Mistress. But then I thought that if I put it in my ass then there was every chance that Mistress would whip me, catch the thin, delicate cord from the control box and break it... so instead I decided to insert the ring ended dildo; being glass this goes in with the barest minimum of lube (to prevent fall out, although it still tried to of course...).

In addition I pegged my nipples, slipped on my red rubber blindfold, the Oxballs Cocksling (and the usual wrist and ankle cuffs) and waited for Mistress to enter the room.  

Mistress was amused to see the pegs on my nipples and remarked that she wondered if I would be thinking that was such a good idea in half an hour's time. Regular readers may remember the last time I chose to peg my own nipples at the start of a session; they were tingling for days as they rubbed against my shirt!

As expected Mistress decided to give me some whipping and paddling to start the session. I didn't have any illegal touching to confess to, but Mistress still made me wince, especially the last five or so strokes. Once that was out of the way she had me worship her beautiful feet while she started to play with her glass dildo.

As I was worshipping her beautiful feet she mused over whether she would let me cum today and suddenly asked me if I was allowed to cum, where would I want to be allowed to shoot. She didn't give me any time to think about it and demanded an answer straight away, and of course I answered that I would want to cum on Mistress's gorgeous feet. 

Mistress found it interesting that my immediate snap reaction was to choose her feet, but she reminded me that even if she did let me cum there was no guarantee that she would take my wishes into consideration. She said she might just make me cum all over her glass dildo and lick it clean instead, which was very hot for me to hear.

Once satisfied that her feet had properly worshipped, Mistress had me get up on the bed and kneel upright. She knelt in front of me and said 'I'm not convinced that these pegs are doing the job they are supposed to' and opened the one on my left nipple. I winced loudly as the blood rushed back into my nipple and she replaced it, then did the same with the other one. Then she told me to lie down and she secured me to the bed.

Mistress stood over me and told me she would permit me to see her now and allowed me to beg her to remove the blindfold. Mistress looked gorgeous in her leather skirt and PVC bra. In her hand she held her dildo. I watched as she lifted her skirt and started to slide it in and out of her pussy, listening as she taunted me about how much I wanted to replace the dildo with my tongue, or my cock.

The dildo was pushed into my mouth and I sucked the juices off of it, tasting her delicious pussy from the hard, smooth surface. Surprisingly my cock wasn't responding much yet, but as soon as Mistress straddled my face and ordered me to lick her wet slit I felt it getting VERY hard VERY quickly.

Despite being rock hard Mistress pretty much ignored my cock to start with and I wondered if she was intending to follow through on her previous comments that she could disregard my cock for the whole session if she wanted to... as it turned out this was only a temporary situation and she eventually started to slap and whip my cock (and my balls to now and then), which only made my cock even harder.

Mistress knelt down beside me and bent forward to take my very hard, very red cock into her mouth. It felt amazing, but she was teasing more than she was sucking, her tongue flicking against the underside and even my tightly bound balls. She sat upright and made me beg to see her gorgeous breasts, which she offered in turn to my eager mouth.

Then she straddled my head again and my cock got even harder as I tasted how wet she was becoming. Then she turned around and started teasing me with her amazing ass... meanwhile the slapping and whipping continued and then she decided to use the cock whip on my chest. She flicked the small whip against the peg on my left nipple and it flew clean off. 

Fuck that hurt! But Mistress didn't miss a beat, she picked up the peg and asked me if I wanted it back on or not. I told her she should do whatever pleased her and she placed it back on my nipple. I love that Mistress did not slip out of character when this happened. In the past I'm sure she would have been worried about 'hurting' me, and obviously that is a sensitive topic, but this is just momentary pain... and as much as I did not like the pain in that moment, the truth is I would put the pegs on my nipples again without a second thought because I love the idea of suffering for my Mistress's amusement and pleasure.

Mistress continued teasing my cock and then reached back and pulled the peg off my nipple again without warning. It didn't hurt as much as when she flicked it off with the whip but it still hurt and while I was still thanking her she plucked the other one off too (though that one wasn't as painful).

Mistress stood by the bed and put one foot up on the mattress. She picked up her glass dildo again and told me she would be leaving me for a few moments and that she wanted me to be thinking about what she was going to want me to do, or was going to make me do when she came back. She slid the glass cock inside her pussy again and then had me lick it clean.

When she came back she stood on the bed and unfastened her leather skirt, slipped it off and then straddled my head again. Her pussy was still soaking wet and I couldn't wait to get between her beautiful thighs and make her cum. Mistress untied me and told me to remove the Oxballs Cocksling, and then get up on my hands and knees. 

I felt what I thought was the paddle striking my ass, it turned out later that it was the crop (another toy we've had for at least ten years and barely used). It felt okay actually, I was a trying to figure out which side of the paddle Mistress was using on me, so I think it's fair to say it feels somewhere in between the harsh leather side and the softer red side.

She took hold of the ring end of the dildo and started fucking me with it, reaching beneath me to stroke my cock - though having just taken the Cocksling off it was pretty soft. Mistress asked me if this was as good as when she fucked me with her strap-on last time. I said it wasn't, it doesn't create quite the same 'submissive' feeling as being 'fucked' properly, although it's still fairly challenging mentally. 

Mistress started using more of the length of the glass dildo, which (probably because I only used a tiny amount of lube to get it in) suddenly felt quite intense... and indeed I noticed it started to rub against my prostate and I felt... it's hard to describe really, it's not like edging through stimulation to your cock, it's much more intense and 'deep'... more like a feeling of losing control, I've read that it feels like you need to urinate and that's quite accurate actually.

I can imagine if Mistress did make me cum that way it would be pretty powerful and I've read that it feels very intense even with zero stimulation to your cock. Now that I've found the 'Eros' prostate massager, maybe we can try it out properly...

Then finally it was time to worship Mistress's gorgeous pussy and make her cum. She was still really wet and she tasted delicious as she always does. As much as I love everything we do in these sessions this is still the best part for me, nothing gives me as much pleasure as feeling Mistress tensing up and cumming under my tongue.

Once Mistress had finished cumming she stood up on the bed facing away from me and ordered me to lick her clean. She was really soaked and one particular rivulet of juice made it past her knee. I greedily licked up everything I could reach and then Mistress turned around to allow me to clean her pussy too.

Then she told me to lick the sheet clean and lie down on my back. She stood over me again, but left my arms free and allowed me to rub my hands up and down her legs and to pull her cheeks apart to expose her gorgeous, pink asshole. She slapped my cock and stroked it until it was hard again as she continued to tease me with her ass. She eventually told me that she wasn't going to allow me to cum today, but that she was going to let me worship her asshole, as long as I begged her convincingly.

After some heartfelt begging Mistress lowered her ass down onto my face and allowed me to taste her. As I lapped at her ass I felt her take my cock into her mouth again, which I might tell you is a pretty fucking awesome feeling! :) Mistress lifted off and pumped my cock hard, trying to get me to the edge no doubt, before she made me beg for a second taste.

Mistress sank down onto my face a second time, pumping my cock as hard as she could. It felt so good, but too soon Mistress lifted off and knelt beside me, continuing to stoke my rock hard cock, teasing me with her gorgeous breasts until finally I got to the edge and Mistress let go... 

Well that was pretty awesome, roll on Christmas!

A Milestone...

I don't know what made me think of it, but I realised today that Mistress and I have been married for 28 years and (almost) two months, and I've been in full time chastity since April 2011, which is 11 years and 7 months. This means that over 40% of our marriage has been 'in chastity...' and I have to say, the last 40% has probably been the best part. I wonder if there could be some connection? :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 16th November 2021

Unfortunately due to one thing and another October's Femdom session didn't happen, but thankfully today we ticked November's session off and maybe we can add an extra one in between now and the end of December to make up for it. We're aiming for the 30th of November, so fingers crossed!

I woke up this morning very hard and feeling very eager to cum, so much so that I felt like I could easily have cum with the gentlest of teases or maybe even just through having my ass fucked (that hasn't happened yet, but maybe one day when I've been denied long enough). It's been 34 days since I was last allowed a full orgasm, and I always find the 30-40 day period is maybe the hardest, I don't know why but around the 35 day mark is always when I often wake up very horny and desperate, so today wasn't at all unexpected, especially knowing what was on the cards...

Mistress and I are on holiday this week, so we took advantage of this to schedule our session between two busy days of 'doing stuff'. As it happened we had to get up early and go out somewhere, but we were back by 9am and we started our session at 10:45.

Mistress left instructions for me to blindfold myself and to fit the Oxballs ball stretcher (which went on surprisingly easily) which does what it says on the tin; stretches my balls and makes them look very red right off the bat (I'm sure they were a lot redder by the time Mistress had finished with them though). As I knelt on the floor at the bottom of the bed, Mistress came into the room and used her instep to tease my balls, making my cock start to grow and swell. It got hard very quickly, but Mistress ignored it and instead asked if I had any 'illegal' touching to confess to.

Since it had been two months or more since our last session unfortunately there was, and Mistress set about 'reminding' me that she controls my cock and balls with her cat and then both sides of her paddle. The whip is stingy but the leather side of the paddle is the worst, thankfully she didn't abuse my ass too much...

This drained the blood out of my cock pretty effectively, but it soon started to flow again when Mistress had me worship her gorgeous feet while she started playing with her dildo. She also started verbally teasing me about how she could do whatever she wanted in these sessions and if she so pleased she could totally ignore my cock the whole time and just make me worship her pussy and feet over and over again... with perhaps just a few minutes of intense cock and ball torture at the end of the session.

My cock throbbed away merrily as she spoke and I could hear her dildo pushing inside her delicious pussy. I love it when Mistress talks like this, it's so hot... and I had to fight the temptation to reach down between my legs and stroke my aching cock.

Mistress allowed me to suck her dildo clean a couple of times, giving me my first taste of her delicious pussy. I was really desperate to taste her properly and thankfully it wouldn't be too long until I was flat on my back with Mistress straddling my head and grinding her pussy against my tongue. I adore having Mistress ride my face like this and my cock was rock hard by the time she climbed off. 

Before Mistress tied me down she had me up on my hands and knees and she pushed the ring ended glass dildo into my ass. I hoped/guessed this meant she was intending to fuck my ass later in the session and I wasn't to be disappointed. But for now Mistress set about teasing and abusing my cock, lubing it up before whipping it with her cock whip, slapping it with her hand and biting the head with her teeth. My balls also received a fair amount of abuse, the cock whip in particular being put to good use and leaving a sting more than once.

As Mistress caressed and abused me she reminded me again that nothing I could do to myself would ever feel as good as this and she was of course 100% right. This all felt absolutely amazing, and clearly Mistress was loving it too as each time she straddled my face her pussy was wetter and wetter. I was surprised though when she straddled me and guided my cock inside her wet hole, I can't even remember the last time I was allowed inside her... I don't even know for sure that it was this year. I know I came inside her last October (incidentally we've broken the longest time for waiting to cum inside Mistress which previously stood at 348 days, it's now day 403 and counting). It sure did feel good to be inside her again, even if it was only briefly.

Soon Mistress removed my blindfold and stood over me, resplendent in her PVC bra and leather skirt. She fucked herself with her dildo and then had me clean it yet again, then she released my bonds and told me to turn over on my front and get up on my hands and knees. She removed the ring-ended dildo and I heard her sliding the RodeOh pants on, while I waited expectantly.

I heard Mistress squirt lube onto her 'cock' and then she climbed on the bed behind me and forced it into my asshole. As ever this part of the session was a conflict of emotions for me; I really, really, really wanted Mistress to fuck me and dominate me this way, even though I knew it probably wouldn't be 100% comfortable. It's one of those things that I crave, but then when it's happening I can't decide if I want it to stop or not... thankfully Mistress made the decision for me, fucking (and spanking) my ass, occasionally pausing to reach down to tease my cock and balls.

During the last few strokes I felt the beginnings of an edge coming, even though I wasn't at all hard. I'm not sure how much longer it would have taken to get me there, but I think probably longer than Mistress would want to keep fucking me. If Mistress wants to explore that further then I think it would probably be better with a hand held dildo, or maybe that prostate massager that we bought about 20 years ago and never actually tried... either way I think I need to have my ass penetrated more often so that I can get more used to it and it's easier when Mistress wants to fuck my ass properly.

Mistress finally pulled out of me and told me to turn back over. She tied my wrists again then stood over me, presenting her 'cock' to my mouth. As I pulled up to take it in my mouth she pressed forward, pushing it deeper into my mouth. She did this a couple of times then stood up again, looking down at me and said 'You love worshipping my 'cock' as well as my pussy, don't you slave?'. Soooo HOT!

Mistress allowed me to take the ball stretcher off before she pegged my nipples (it was just starting to sting, I guess it had been on for half an hour by this point) and left me alone, but before she departed she took the RodeOh pants off and straddled my face once more, now she was really wet - and I loved the thought that fucking my ass and making me suck her 'cock' got her so fucking wet. :)

When Mistress returned her fingers hovered over the pegs and I held my breath waiting for the pain, but Mistress wasn't having that and told me to beg her to remove them. No sooner than I'd finished the sentence she plucked one of the pegs off and then made me beg all over again. I really love this cruel side to my Mistress... I love how much she enjoys whipping my tightly bound balls too.

Now it was finally time to worship Mistress R's divine pussy properly and as she pulled my head down between her gorgeous thighs I felt so happy to be allowed to taste her at length and make her cum. I adore eating Mistress' pussy, and as I lapped at her sodden slit I remembered what she'd said earlier about making me eat her pussy over and over again for as long as she wanted and my cock stiffened against the PVC sheet below me.

Mistress came pretty hard with my tongue working her clit and my index finder gently circling her asshole. This was Mistress's 1220th orgasm since April 2011, by comparison I have had 145... I cannot tell you how much I love feeling her tense up and explode in the way that I am only occasionally allowed to. I love that the focus is always on her pleasure, when you are in full time chastity like I am making your partner cum becomes so important and rewarding: I would never choose an orgasm for myself over being allowed to make Mistress cum, and if Mistress decided that all my orgasms would be ruined in future I would be just as happy as long as I got to eat her pussy and make her cum.

Mistress had me lick up the pussy juice from the PVC sheet and from the backs of her thighs before she sat on my face and allowed me to clean her soaking wet pussy properly. She tasted so fucking good, I would have loved to have licked her to another orgasm, but instead she turned around and leaned forward, parting her cheeks to give me a perfect view of her gorgeous asshole.

As much as I adore Mistress's delicious pussy, I love her ass almost as much... and Mistress knows it. She teased me with it a while before telling me to beg to be allowed to worship it. I didn't need to be told twice and Mistress sank down onto my face, presenting her gorgeous asshole for my tongue. As I licked and gently probed her tight ass she stroked my throbbing cock hard, though surprisingly as worked up as I was mentally, I was nowhere near the edge.

Mistress allowed me to lick her ass a couple of times before moving off, kneeling beside me and telling me that the session was over. Whew, I can't wait for the next one!

Comment from a Reader.

 Hi Robert & Mistress R I love your blog and have spent many many hours reading all of it, I hope you will post more regularly in future, I really miss hearing about your chastity journey and your excellent stories. Annie

Thanks Annie, I'm glad you have enjoyed reading the blog. I wish there was more to say currently, but unfortunately at the moment it's very much 'status quo'. Nothing has really changed or advanced for quite a long time (actually I would even say it has gone backwards in some areas) so I feel like I'm just repeating myself ad nauseum which I'm sure isn't that interesting to read (or write for that matter). 

I have got numerous story ideas on file, I've got a story that I started months ago and remains half finished... I think the last time I worked on it was May (I started it in March). But then writing stories seems to go in phases, once I get going I might write half a dozen one after another and then it seems to burn out - in between I struggle to get them going and even more to get them finished.

Maybe the two are connected.... let's hope both pick up in the near future.

FEMDOM SESSION: 14th September 2021

Unfortunately, it seems we have missed our 'August' session... this was in large part due to hot weather and general grumpiness. But we have at least made sure we got our September session in and maybe if we have one early next month and one at the end we could squeeze that August one back in. Well, we'll see... all that really matters is that today happened and we have only lost one session so far this Femdom year.

The big news today really was that my longest ever period of chastity came to an end after 135 days. The previous record was 119 days, so we upped the number by 16 and that equates to four months and 12 days (with three ruined orgasms during that time). Wow!

As ever I was very conflicted about what I wanted and very happy that the decision was Mistress R's to make. While I know this week will be a little bit weird as I get back into it, I can't be unhappy about being allowed to cum - even if part of me really craves being denied indefinitely.

Mistress looked amazing as always today, she was just wearing a skirt and a PVC bra when she finally took my blindfold off and sank down onto my face. Later she ditched the skirt and switched it for a pair of crotchless panties... she wore these when it was time for me to go down on her properly and make her cum. Afterwards she took them off and handed them to me, telling me to suck them clean. They were soaking wet and I happily sucked all her gorgeous juices out of them, which was extremely hot!

Throughout the session Mistress teased me about whether or not she should let me cum or not, while making it clear that it was entirely up to her whether she did or whether she made me wait another week, month or another 130 days. I loved hearing all this and she had my cock throbbing inside the Oxballs Cocksling as she dragged her nails up and down it, stroked it, licked it and occasionally sucked the head. She slapped it a lot too, which made it even harder, and she also used the cock whip. It feels a little sore in a couple of places right now, but it was more than worth it. :)

Mistress's crotchless panties were very pretty but they did restrict access to her asshole a little bit. As I licked her I pressed my finger between her cheeks and pushed the material against her ass, it was only a little later that I managed to work my finger under the material and gently press my finger against her asshole properly, and once I got there it wasn't too long until she had a pretty hard orgasm.

Early in the session Mistress did ask if she allowed me to cum where I might like to shoot. I immediately told her I wanted to cum on her feet, which she noted while also telling me that even if she did let me cum she might not take any notice of my request. So later on while I was laying on my back, with my nipples pegged and waiting for her to return from the other room I started to wonder whether she might be plotting something.

In the past Mistress has fairly often given me a choice between being allowed to worship her gorgeous asshole or cumming, but this time (spurred no doubt by a comment made earlier in the session) I wondered if she might give me a more complex choice. I wondered if she would say I could choose to cum on her feet and lick it up, but in that case I would have to forego the ass worship I desperately wanted, or I could worship her ass but then I could only cum on the PVC sheet (and lick it up).

I figured if she offered me a straight choice between worshipping her ass and cumming then I would probably choose to worship her ass, but that was hard because I have been thinking about cumming on her pretty feet for so long now; but either way it's interesting that I wasn't really contemplating the idea that Mistress might not let me cum at all. In the end though, Mistress allowed me to worship her gorgeous asshole AND cum on her feet! 

It was a fucking huge load as well, both of her feet were well covered and I really loved licking them clean afterwards. Sometimes in the past, even after a considerable period of denial there has been less cum than I expected, but today there was more than enough and after the initial spurts which landed on the top of her feet and toes Mistress rubbed her feet on my very sensitive cockhead smearing the cum across her soles as it pumped out again and again...

Needless to say I feel quite drained now. Drained but very happy and excited to get back on the chastity wagon. And excited at how much Mistress enjoyed the session and her orgasm too. I hope she gives me some soaking wet panties to suck on again soon...  :)

A New Record...

Between March and July 2019 I set my record for the longest period without an orgasm (119 days) but that record has now been broken. I equalled the record a couple of weeks ago (my last orgasm happened on the 2nd of May) and as of today my record stands at 133 days... and of course each day that goes past adds one more to that total.

While of course there is part of me that wants to cum, as always there is also a very large of part of me that does not. Those few seconds of pleasure are followed by at least a fortnight of trying to get back into the 'zone' of denial. It's times like these when I start fantasizing about 'permanent' denial... and when Mistress edges me I imagine her teasing me about not letting me cum for a very long time or whispering in my ear that she's seriously considering 'never letting me cum properly again'.

While that is quite extreme and maybe the fantasy is better than reality, it's not uncommon for guys who are in full time chastity to say they don't really want to cum. I find the only time I really want to cum is in the days after a full orgasm; once I am back in the 'zone' I kinda don't, because I hate the downswing and the refractory period......

What I love about being long term denied is how hard I am and how intense the teasing can be and I know it takes probably two-three weeks to get back to anything like where I want to be. On the other hand, I do love cumming on Mistress's gorgeous body and licking it clean, so that is one other thing to take into consideration. 

It's funny, I say each day is a new record and I know a lot of guys obsess about numbers, but to be honest it's not about that. I don't really care if it's 120 days or 150 days or 200 days, or whatever it is.... if I've been denied more than a few days then I don't really want to cum because I want to gat back to that 'zone' and if I've been denied a week or two then I don't want to cum because I want to stay in the zone.

Of course the other time I really want to cum is about three seconds before I hit the edge. It really isn't until the edge is threatening to become unstoppable that the balance tips, up until that point I really don't. I love being stroked, slapped, scratched and all the rest of it, 

I think if Mistress told me that she was going to give me a 'voucher' and that I had to tell her when I wanted my next proper orgasm she'd be very surprised how long I would wait. That would be quite interesting, since presumably then Mistress would be trying to get me to use the voucher and she would be teasing me about cumming on her feet and licking them clean while I was trying to resist the temptation. 

That would be kinda fun since she would be edging me knowing that unless I caved in and used my voucher she would ruin it, and since she knew that she could edge me pretty hard and long... sounds awesome!