Maybe This is the New Blog Then...

The old blog is still locked and I don't know when or if it is going to be unlocked again, and to be honest I feel like maybe it's better to delete it and work here instead. It's bloody annoying though since that blog had over 3,5m views. But there we are. I hope people will find this blog eventually, maybe I will ask Keyheld to switch the referral address... 

The Heart of the Matter

This very simple caption really cuts to the chase and flags up the absolute bedrock of any chastity based relationship. It's also one of the hardest things to establish when starting out, because maybe even the guy that wants this lifestyle doesn't quite understand why he wants it and therefore can't put it into words that are easy to understand. 

 

A Reader Asks a Great Question

 A reader left a comment on the last post, and I though it deserved it's own post in reply.

Anonymous: If the roles were reversed and Mistress was your slave, what would be the first rule you would make?

Oh what an enviable position to be in that would be! But actually, I can answer this very easily, my first rule would be that I get to eat her pussy and ass whenever I want, day or night. Honestly I think she would be surprised when and how often I would enforce this rule... :)

FEMDOM SESSION: 5th June 2022

 As you may remember, we missed out our 'Monthly' Femdom Sessions in February and March sessions but got there in April, determined to hit every month in this Femdom year. Well... unfortunately May's session effectively happened today but we are hopeful that our June session will take place before the end of the month and that will get us back on track.

In truth today could have gone out of the window too... having slept in way too long I was very stiff and then when lifting the mattress to change the sheets I got a really nasty twinge in my lower back. I seriously considered throwing in the towel, but instead I chucked some pills down my neck and had a warm shower, concentrating the warm water on my back for several minutes. It didn't completely resolve the issue, but it certainly helped and meant that we could continue, even if it was rather later than we'd hoped.

I waited, kneeling on the floor of the bedroom for Mistress to come in. As usual I was wearing my ankle and wrist restraints, and I had chosen to add my blindfold and the Oxballs Cocksling as Mistress had given me free rein. I don't know why I always choose the blindfold... every time Mistress points out the folly of blindfolding myself being that I can't see her gorgeous body, and yet every time I fall for it! Still, it helps to build the anticipation... 

As expected Mistress got right down to it, questioning me about any illegal touching I may have done since the last session, and of course I had to confess... this led to twenty one painful strokes with the whip and paddle before Mistress let me kneel back up and face the bed.

Mistress got onto the bed and reminded me that I can always 'ask' for permission to touch myself, before having me suck on her glass dildo and get it wet for her. She ordered me to worship her feet, and then told me that she was giving me special permission to softly touch my cock as I did so. 

I wasn't expecting this, but greatly enjoyed being able to gently rub my cock while I sucked and kissed Mistress's beautiful feet and toes. But it didn't last more than a couple of minutes before Mistress told me to stop touching myself and I soon felt Mistress's dildo pressed to my lips for a second time. 

She told me to switch feet and I could hear her pussy getting wetter as she started to slide the glass head between her lips. She teased me about how badly I wanted to bury my face between her thighs, before offering me one more taste of her delicious juices from the dildo. 

This continued a little while longer before Mistress decided to move things on and soon I was on my back, restrained at each corner and Mistress stood over me. I felt a sting as Mistress slapped the cock whip against my cock and then again against each nipple. Then she sank down onto my face and I got to taste her gorgeous pussy properly for the first time.

I could feel my cock hardening as I pressed my tongue against her, savouring the delicious taste of her warm, wet hole. But not for long, Mistress was soon up again, turning round and teasing me about what I could have seen up above me if only I hadn't elected to blindfold myself. More whipping followed, and then I felt her long nails dragging up my throbbing cock. 

Then she was at my side, clipping pegs onto my nipples before leaning down to take my aching cock into her warm, wet mouth. I absolutely loved the feeling of Mistress's mouth closing around my cock and sucking on it, but again it didn't last long. She asked me how many days it had been since she had allowed me to cum 'properly' and I answered 31. Mistress declared thirty one days 'not long at all' especially since she had ruined me a couple of times since our last Femdom session.

She went on, musing that actually, since I got to enjoy the taste of my own cum when she ruined me, there wasn't any real need for me to cum properly anymore. I wonder if she noticed how hard these words made my poor denied cock? Because it felt like I was going to explode any second... 

She continued, asking me how I would feel if she made me stroke to the edge and then ruin my orgasm onto her beautiful feet. Amazing! My cock throbbed painfully as I imagined her leaning closer and further telling me that all my orgasms would be ruined in future... after all, only she deserves the pleasure of orgasms, my role being simply to give pleasure and endure frustration and denial for her.

I was brought back into the present by the feeling of Mistress removing and re-applying the pegs. I winced as the pain coursed through my nipples and then Mistress got off the bed and filled my ass with the rind ended glass dildo, before standing over me again and sinking down onto my face. Finally she removed the blindfold so I could see her magnificent body, her breasts framed perfectly by the straps of her cupless basque. She reached down and slowly lifted up the edge of her skirt, giving me a perfect view of her neatly trimmed pussy. 

She sank down onto my face again, her pussy wetter each time she did so, before she knelt beside me again, now teasing my aching cock with the vibrating butt plug. This felt great, and in certain spots it felt amazing. Mistress debated the idea of leaving the plug balanced on my cock while she left me alone, and I was kind of hoping she would, but ultimately she decided against it. Instead she slipped the blindfold back over my head and removed the pegs a second time, then told me she would be back when she was ready.

A few minutes later Mistress returned and untied me, before standing over me again and removing my blindfold. Mistress had shed the skirt, but still had the cupless basque on her top half. She looked incredible, after having me remove the Oxballs Cocksling, Mistress told me it was time for me to worship her pussy and make her cum.

Mistress lay back on the bed, propped up against some pillows while I sank down between her legs and kissed around her wet slit. Mistress's finger slipped between her lips and she rubbed her clit a little before pushing her finger into my mouth. Then I started to use my tongue and Mistress instantly responded, her breathing telling me how turned on she was (as if her pussy wasn't telling me that already!). 

I licked her for some time before sliding my finger between her lips and teasing her G-spot. Then I slowly edged my finger down, down between her ass cheeks and gently pressed it against her ass. Mistress loves her ass being touched while I lick her, and I LOVE doing it. Mistress started to tense up as she got closer and closer to cumming, finally toppling over the edge as I gently massaged her ass with my fingertip and then licked her through her orgasm.

Eventually she pulled away and I opened my eyes to see her delicious pussy right in front of me, pink and dripping wet... so damn beautiful. Mistress told me to drink in the view, which I did but then I couldn't help but edge forward to lick up a thick string of juice that was hanging from her lips. I cannot tell you how much I love the taste of Mistress pussy, it is like a drug. 

(In case you didn't see the post below, I answered a question yesterday which asked 'If your roles were reversed and Mistress R was your slave, what would be the first rule you would make?' My answer was, 'My first rule would be that I could eat Mistress's pussy and ass whenever I wanted... and that Mistress would be surprised when and how often I would enforce this rule.) 

After a few more seconds Mistress put her foot on my shoulder and pushed me back (also love that!), before standing on the bed and having me lick up every drop of pussy juice from her silky smooth skin. Well, not much encouragement needed there I can tell you! And finally she told me to lick up her juices from the PVC sheet. Which again.... :)

Then she told me to lie on my back and she quickly stood over me again. I looked up to see her open pussy, still soaking wet and begging to be licked clean. I begged Mistress to let me clean her and she sank down onto my face, my tongue lapping at her lips and retrieving as much of the delicious nectar as it could before she rose up again.

Mistress bent forward and sucked my cock into her mouth, she stroked it and asked me if I was enjoying the sight above me. She asked if I wanted to be allowed to worship her asshole, before adding that if I did I would be giving up any hope of any kind of orgasm today. I really didn't care, all I could think about was how badly I wanted to taste her ass.

Mistress made me beg to worship her, then sank down, slapping my balls and stroking my cock hard as my tongue found its target. It felt so fucking good to taste Mistress's ass, it seems so long since I got to do that. Way too long. 

Mistress allowed me to lick her ass three times before she moved to the side and continued stroking me, forcing me closer and closer to the edge. Although I no longer had the sight and taste of her amazing pussy and ass, now I was treated to the stunning view of Mistress's gorgeous breasts trembling as she pounded my cock.

I held out for a little while but inevitably I reached the edge and Mistress let go, only to slap my balls a couple of times. I hope one day she keeps slapping until I ruin, that would be awesome. :)

Please Slap My Balls Mistress...

 Last night, after Mistress had cum on my tongue and she had edged me, I was still rock hard as we kissed... 

Her fingers pulled at my left nipple then slid down to my aching cock, ready to tease it some more with the lightest of touches. I tensed as I felt her fingertips brushing gently against my cock and whispered into her ear.

"Please slap my balls Mistress."

Mistress drew her hand back and slapped my balls hard, then again and again, each slap echoing around the room. She must have slapped me eight or ten times, and it felt amazing. 

I love it when Mistress hurts my balls like that, but I have to be really turned on to enjoy it. If my cock hadn't been edged and throbbing it would have just hurt, but now it felt incredible... leaving my cock harder than ever and aching for release.

No release ensued, but then I've been allowed two orgasms and three ruins over the last two months, so I can't really 'complain'. :)

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I keep getting ideas for stories, but I've given up writing them down, given that I must have 20-30 'ideas' written down already I can't see the point in adding to the pile. I hope writing stories isn't going to go the same way as playing my guitar, I hope not but it's well over a year since my last piece and that was only a short one written after several months without any movement on that front.

I still check Literotica for comments and I still occasionally receive emails with feedback, usually people asking for sequels to their favourite stories. 'Girls Talk' is still the one most people want me to continue, but I wouldn't even consider that until I was confident I could do it justice and that means having at least two or three recent stories in the bag.

An Anniversary and Special Voucher

Today is the thirtieth anniversary of Mistress and I's very first date! Yes, way back in 1992 we met (not for the first time exactly, but the first time as potential partners) at a club and arranged to meet the next day. From then on we've been pretty much inseparable, in fact I don't think we've spent more than 10 nights apart in the last thirty years. Honestly, yes, we are those annoying people who go places and then only talk to each other, like weddings. In fact one wedding we went to the bride actually said she put us on the end of the table because we'd only talk to each other anyway!

Fair enough!

To celebrate this momentous occasion Mistress presented me with one of her special vouchers, which gives me permission to 'ask to be allowed to cum' at some point during May. I managed to hold on to it this afternoon, even though Mistress edged me way too close, and then started slapping my balls... I really thought I was going to ruin, but somehow (and I really don't know how) I managed to hold it back.

Of course this was after Mistress had already enjoyed an orgasm on my tongue and I had got to spend a good little while worshipping her beautiful feet. I can't really imagine a better way to celebrate 30 years together...

Femdom in Central Florida...

 

I'm probably incredibly late to this particular discussion, but Mistress R and I have just got to episode four of 'On Becoming a God in Central Florida' (2019) starring Kirsten Dunst and the ending of that particular episode was more than a little unexpected. 

It's not often we see anything remotely 'Femdom' on mainstream television (or maybe I'm just watching the wrong programmes?) so this was quite a surprise, but a welcome one and I have to say remarkably well acted.

The show is quite strange all round, almost a little bit David Lynchesque (Twin Peaks, Lost Highway, etc) and not least for me because the last time I saw Kirsten Dunst in a film she was a teenage cheerleader. Not any more...

In this show Kirsten plays a middle-aged woman whose husband becomes obsessed with a pyramid scheme as a way to get rich, and when he dies (in a rather hilarious manner it must be said) she is left to pick up the pieces as best she can. 

This means she comes into contact with her husband's 'upline' Cody Bonar (played by Theodore Pellarin) a man equally obsessed with climbing the greasy pole of success and worshipping at the altar of his boss's philosophising.

Things come to a head in the video above where Cody finally feels the wrath of Kirsten's 'Krystal', and boy does Pellarin do a good job of portraying a submissive (or maybe he wasn't really acting?). Dunst also plays her part incredibly well (she was nominated for an award for her work on the series as it happens), as you can see in the video.

I believe there is more of this to come in future episodes, so naturally I look forward to that. If only Kirsten could have been more like this in 'Bring it On'! :)